Sesshomaru stared at her and something in him wanted to discipline her show her a lesson, his cruel inner demon was throwing several possibilities his way. This Rin was a different Rin not the one he remembered, she has a sharp tongue and an attitude, her body had slight curves that promise fuller curves in years to come her scent is delectable. Her face holds a beauty of innocence and her hair has grown long to her tights and it is full, thick and looks soft to the touch.

Something in Sesshomaru seemed to snap his temper perhaps and he felt his inner demon get the better of him, however he hadn't given over to his demonic side yet his eyes were still gold. Rin was pushed to the ground with her lord on top of her glaring at her menacingly as he did he saw her face flush and she trembled but it wasn't fear he smelt, it was lust or attraction.

Her lust and attraction along with her fertile body was like a scent that was like drugs to an addict, it was very enticing and for any demon they would have lost to their inner demon their more beastly side. However Sesshomaru hadn't given in quite yet he was in a battle with his morals and his needs, which would win though?

Lost in his thoughts he forgot about Rin under him and she tried to move from under him and her eyes widened when she felt her body rub his, it was like magic hit her and she let out a gasp and her blush only worsened. Sesshomaru was brought out of his inner battle only to see Rin under him as her gasp reached his ears, he felt himself grow hard and leaned down a little more his body seemed as if it were acting on his own. Rin blushed harder seeing his gaze locked on her she quickly turned her head and closed her eyes 'I have to forget, forget where I am. I'm blushing and I made a weird sound, I'm in a field a field of flowers yes.'

Rin's eyes bust open as she felt something stab in her neck and turned to see what it was. Something on her neck was causing her pain, what was it though? Rin found she couldn't move her head at all. She was only able to move her eyes she looked out of the corner of her eye and saw a head of long white hair, suddenly as she tried to move more she found a firm grip on her shoulders. She sucked in a gasp and nearly bit her lips from moaning, for some reason this pain turned to pleasure and he started to raise from the ground arching. This was a new feeling a new thing she wasn't sure what she was doing or what was happening, she felt something hard against her stomach and proceeded to wiggle wanting to feel more.

Something in the back of her mind screamed for it 'More! I must touch, he is touching me!' Rin felt something wet and soft touch her neck she couldn't let bite her lips much longer. Sesshomaru felt his eyes widen as he realized what he had done 'No. No. NO! NO!' He started to pull away and he looked down at her and found her body arched against his and she moaned her head falling back. His eyes widened 'I mated with her! Damn it.' His thoughts were angered and in denial almost however his hands pushed her down against the floor as she lied there with lightning speed he ripped off his obi and slid down his pants as he did this Rin stared at him in awe with lust in her eyes and a rose tint on her cheeks.

He slid his armor off just as quick along with his socks, shoes and his shirt he was there before her naked. Rin stared amazed she had never seen anything more than his arm before, his was very muscular. He had abs and firm pecs and thing his maroon stripes were winding around his ribs and his waist as a happy trail of silver hair lead to a… Rin didn't know what it was she had never been taught about this sort of thing. She blushed whatever it was it was big around and it was long she stared at it wondering what it is and what it does. Rin knew she didn't have one, was it a demon thing? A male thing? What was it?

Before she could figure it out she found the cool breeze hit her naked body, but she hadn't undressed so? She looked and found her yukata in his hand in shreds 'He tore it off me?!' The thought made her shiver she heard a light thud and saw he didn't have it in his hand she looked and saw it was against the wall. Her eyes widened as she looked down at herself, she saw her breasts were plan nothing hiding them and her nipples were hard and extended 'That happens when I'm cold. I'm cold, but embarrassed more than anything.

She looked and saw her dark brown curls and tried curl up into a ball however that hope went in vain as he pushed his legs in-between hers keeping her from closing them, he head bent down breaking eye contact with her as his lips found their way to her breasts. She breathed slowly in fear and shock his mouth closed around her right nipple and he circled his tongue around it slowly suckling, he pulled his lips back and his teeth tugged softly at her breasts. However he wanted to tug hard, he was a demon and slow easy love making wasn't his style, rutting was always rough with him. Many female demonesses died because he wouldn't worry about them and just do as he wished. However even if he hadn't intended to rut or mate with Rin it happened and the rutting well it was going to happen.

He wouldn't have his honor destroyed because he mated with a mortal than killed her, he wouldn't stand for it. He wouldn't kill her she would just cause him dishonor and rumors would spread, so she will be taken care of. He moved away from her breast and nipped at her belly she arched and wiggled against him, he could smell she was wet and ready as she would ever be. He moved back so he was face to face with her and slammed his lips over hers, in doing so he put himself at her entrance and did a quick hard thrust to rid her of that virginity that seemed so troublesome. He had only once taken a virgin before it was his first time when he did, he hadn't wanted anyone's left overs, however his last rutting partners were sexual servants.

It didn't make since to him why women had that skin there, it only caused them pain and it was going to break anyway so why did it form? He could hear her scream in his mouth he kissed her to spare his ears the blood pitching scream, and once he heard her reduce to a whimper. He remained still in her until he let go of her lips and looked down at her she looked up in confusion and tears had formed from pain he spoke gently however inside he was still raging with anger at this mistake he could not take back, however mating meant your body and soul was only tied to that person. That you couldn't help but your body craved and wanted that person even if you mentally were opposed that's why mating was forever and a serious matter. You were not able to mate two at once, and Rin being human her life would be tied to his. As long as he lived and didn't age so would she, which meant she would be alive for many many many years to come.

He sighed and they would no doubt have offspring, he was troubled angered and would have to figure out something. What was he going to do? A mortal as lady of the west?! 'Damn it all!' He felt Rin wiggle against him he was brought back and he stared at her "My lord? I don't know what to do next? I-I I haven't been educated in this way before." His eyes widened immensely 'She doesn't have any idea of what we are doing? Of what we did?! Jaken you never told her of what women and men do?! Damn you idiotic toad! I'm too conflicted and anger to speak now. I guess I will just continue and explain later. She wants to continue but doesn't know what to do, I will show her.'

He started to move slowly thrusting within her softly and shallowly, however his inner demon expected and called for more. His movements began to deepen and become more quicker, it made Rin arch and moan quite often. She tried to cover her mouth with her hand as tears ran from her eyes, he smelt embarrassment and shame course through her with lust and happiness. She was happy? But she was upset.

Sesshomaru felt his body move on its own he kissed her neck and nuzzles against her neck as if he were a loving mate one who had chosen their mate from love, he had mated her out of lust and anger driving him to discipline her and take her so… his inner demon decided being her mate he could scold her and order her and satisfy his burning lust.

He thrusting again and again into her driving into her hard and deep, he grabbed her hand and put it around his neck. She wrapped her arm to hang on the back of her neck, Sesshomaru brought her other hand up to rest on the back of his neck as well. Rin felt him thrust into her and her legs began to shake and something inside her that had been building up felt like it might explode. Fear spike as Rin's hands tightened in his hair and she moaned "My Lord! I'm going to die, I-I I can't!"

Confusion, anger and fear spiked in Sesshomaru hearing that. He had been going easy on her and she was saying she was still going to die?! He stopped all movement and glared at her, he was throbbing aching and she stopped all their joining saying her life was in danger "Explain."

"I feel like I'm going to explode where you are in me, my lord I'm going to die."

He felt angered more by Jaken that he hadn't taught her anything. Sesshomaru was at the peak a moment ago and it seemed so was she now he would have to work her up again and himself, it shouldn't take too long. Many demonesses called him a god in bed, he began thrusting a little faster and deeper than he had something he knew even the weakest of demons could handle so surely could she. Rin had survived death and faced life threatening situations as a child, she could handle this.

Sesshomaru felt himself grow harder in her tiny tunnel and she started to clamp down on him making it worsen he began to throb each throb seemed to echo in her making her clamp down harder on him, his thrusts became more violent and she moaned loudly and soon let out a scream as she arched. Her scream hurt his ears, however it was a good sense of pain and it and her clamping down along with her violent orgasm sent him into his own. He felt himself release deep in her and sighed after he did, she was breathing heavily on the ground. Sesshomaru wasted no time and withdrew himself from her body, he got dressed and left the room going to a closet.

The large mansion was a gift to him by his father long ago, a way to travel and have a place to rest. Inu No Tashio knew his son was like him and liked to travel, then again who wouldn't want to be out of the palace with Inu Kimi who never left the palace. Sesshomaru was greatly angered and annoyed by his mother, so he had treasured this house and took decent care of it. He went to the closet that held blankets and bedding, he pulled out a futon and set it up in a room. Walking back to the room where him and Rin had rutted and accidently mated, he found he asleep and picked her up taking her to the room and setting her on the bed covering her with the blanket.

He walked out of the room and made his way outside as he did he focused his energy to make a demonic barrier around the mansion and a mile radius to ensure her safety as he left. Rin smiled in her sleep as a tear fell from her eye, Sesshomaru flew off into the distance and returned a few hours later with Ah un.

Sunlight had broken and Rin woke wrapping herself in the sheet with nothing else to clothe herself, she heard something and peeked out of a window to see Sesshomaru with Ah un and he carried a lot of supplies. Sesshomaru looked at Rin he couldn't deny she looked beautiful for a mortal, he showed no emotion "I have brought you proper clothing, cooking supplies, food, paper, combs, makeup, and paints and ink. I even brought a few books some of stories to entertain the mind, and other to help you understand plants, and about demons. It seems Jaken has taught you very little of what you need to know. Make use of what I have brought."

"Yes, my lord."

He turned to leave and started walking away "My Lord?!" He turned around and his face held no gentle look, he didn't speak to assure her he cared about what she was talking about "My lord where are you going? Can't I come with? And… wh-what about last night?"

"I must take my leave, and you are to stay here. This is a home of mine, this place will ensure you are safe take care of it."

"Will you come and see me? Visit?"

"Yes."

"When?"

"In a few days I will return."

AN: well she still became his mate, but this Sesshomaru is conflicted about he whole thing and is semi kind it seems.