Days had gone by and Rin time to think and clean house. What was their relationship now? She needed to know she would have to ask him next time, he had taken her virginity. Something married couples do, so are they married? He never suggested the idea to her. This confused her mean while she was drawing, eating and spending sometime outside. When she went outside she noticed about a mile from the house there was a weird change in color like she was looking through glass or something. When she reached out to touch it her hand hit something solid and her eyes widened 'Like a prisoner.'

Once she had gotten Ah un unpacked that day the dragon left taking to the skies, she had been alone for five or six days. Rin sat on the porch and had tea with some rice balls she had made she watched birds chirp and sing. She smiled and whistled with them, she in her time there had explored she made friends with the birds. Rin whistled they whistled that was something she decided that was friendship, from the sounds of it she wouldn't have contact with any other humans or demons. So birds would have to do.

However she saw something moving in the grass and jumped up she saw a turtle and smiled she picked a blade of grass and offered it to him. He took it happily it seemed and she smiled grateful 'another friend?' Suddenly there was a feeling in the back of her mind telling her 'Look up. He's home, Look up.' When she did her inner thoughts had been right on the dot he was back, he didn't look happy or thrilled about it though. He looked like it was a pain to be here like it troubled him.

"My lord, you have returned. W-Welcome home."

"Hn. What were you doing in the grass?"

She looked down at the turtle and smiled "I'm actually trying to make friends with this turtle. I fed him some grass." Sesshomaru felt angered by this 'She wants to make friends with a mindless animal? She should have higher standards as my mate.' He bent down and picked up the turtle staring at it, the turtle rather than hiding in its self was brave and bit Sesshomaru 'Stupid animal you only ensured your fate. I was debating however now it is certain.' Rin's eyes widened and she made a his as if she were pretending she were bit "My lord does it hur-." He glared the turtle ignoring Rin's dumb question of course it was discomforting, he threw the turtle and then whipped his fingers through the air.

Rin stared in horror as he slew the turtle with his acidic whip "My lord! He didn't mean any harm he was frightened that's all! Why…Why did you kill him?!" Sesshomaru looked at her his face emotionlessly set like stone "Do not yell and do not question me. Jaken might have dealt with your tongue but I will not." She glared at him how dare he insult Jaken, Jaken was actually caring and kind. He had done his best to raise her she knew that "Then why did you leave us that day?!"

"Did I not just tell you not to question nor yell at me."

"Yes, but I must know. Why not keep me around and raise me the way you liked? Then I would be to your liking." Anger from that day as well as now grew in her she was used to being herself and to doing as she liked. However her lord was now trying to control her even in the way she spoke and he was cruel to that poor turtle. Leaving her here and killing a hopeful possibility for a friend? Becoming his this wasn't how she thought it would be. 'I wish I had been in that dream. It was perfect.'

Sesshomaru looked down at her and his eyes narrowed "I have come for the day to explain how things will work and I will not spend the night." Rin bit her cheek to stop from yelling at him he treated her like some sexual servant or like she were his problem. She walked to the porch picking up her tea and rice balls walking into the dining room where a long table sat with fluffy cushions made of fine feathers no doubt, Rin sat on one at the right end of the table. She waited for her lord who was not far behind her and he sat at the far left, opposite and far from her.

'What is he doing?'

"Rin, I marked you as my mate that night as well as rutting with you."

'Rutting? I thought we made love!'

"So since you are immortal human you must stay here."

"Immortal human?"

"When I mated you since you are human your life is tied with mine, if I die you die. Or the other way around if you die I will, which makes you a good target for my enemies. As a human you are an easy find and an easy kill. So it is best for both of us for you to stay here, hidden where it is safe."

"I see."

"I will not leave you alone, I will come and visit you as often as I can. However I ask for your respect, I am lord of the west and you are my mate. Many demonesses have wanted that title and you have it, you must treasure it."

"Yes, my lord." Rin grew a bit enraged 'What am I supposed to kiss the ground where he stepped?! I don't remember him being this much of an ass! Has he changed?'

"Rin."

"Yes?"

"Pay attention."

"I'm sure you have seen the barrier that will not allow you to leave. Well do not think of it as a cage, think of it as armor for you and any offspring we may have. However I hope that time will not come for a while longer."

"We will have a half demon child no doubt… could you live with that?"

"I will have no choice."

Rin stood up and tears formed in her eyes as her heart nearly broke, 'I will have no choice?! You did this! You slept with me! You will hate the child you will!' She stared at him as he narrowed his eyes as if daring her to do what was going through her mind "If that is how you feel why not just have a child with another woman?!" Sesshomaru gritted his teeth it wasn't as if he hadn't thought about it, however his body was bound to her. He would only become aroused with her and only her, he would have no choice. He could never rut with another ever neither could she. He stood up and walked over to her and slapped her cheek "Do not raise your voice at me, and do not think so lowly of your mate."

Rin sat down she had knew some men would hit their women to keep them in line, however she hoped she would never be with a man who did. He sat back down and with his eyes ordered her to do the same "Rin I am your mate, the alpha in our relationship and your lord. You will not question me or orders I do, for I know best for the both of us. You will obey understand?"

"Yes, my lord and alpha." Her voice was laced with sarcasm he let out a low growl and spoke again "I was going to rest here tonight and being the loving mate however I see no reason to do that now." Rin was angry so angry with him, she screamed standing again "Then go! Leave! The door is right over there! I get it, I'm a mistake and you hate I'm your mate! Well I dreamed of this and I realized those weren't dream they were nightmares! I hate you! I hate you! I-"

Sesshomaru threw the table aside and decided to teach here and now who was in charge, she would not be a wild woman she would be tamed and civil! He pushed her to the ground and withdrew his obi in a flash his pants were down and he opened her yukata using his claws like last time. She kicked and screamed "No! I won't not with you!"

"You will only with me and when I chose."

With that he knew she would be sore still and this time would hurt a bit less than last time but it would still, he entered her quickly and didn't let her grow used to him before he starting thrusting into her. He wasn't kind about his thrusts he thrusted quickly and roughly into her the smell of blood made it to his nose and her screams fell deaf on his ears as he pounded relentlessly into her. She moaned in pleasure yet screamed and whimpered in pain.

Rin realized she felt herself rise to that feeling like the first night and felt him grow warmer in her as well as he began to throb, she involuntarily tightened around him. He thrusted more and she had tears fall from her eyes he didn't so much as look at her as he raped her. He filled her with his seed deeply like last time and she climaxed right after he did. He then got up and without a word dressed and walked to the door "Clean the room and yourself up, I will return when I decide. Let this be a lesson to you."

Sesshomaru flew off and felt terrible 'I didn't have to do that. But why, why am I so cruel to her. She is my mate I should be kind no matter the circumstances. I do not want her to fear me, but if I am to have a mortal as my mate she will act proper. She must to make up for the fact that she is mortal, if or when she births me a child that child must also be proper and well taught in all things to make up for his disgrace in blood.'

He sighed flying off into the distance and he felt something in him scream for being such a creature to rape his new and confused mate, then another voice complement him for dealing with the situation in the way he had. 'I have followed father even if I hadn't meant to do so. I wish when I had been at that village I had never met her, then she would be dead and out of my hair.'

Shock echoed through him his eyes widened as he flew with ease as if he wasn't in turmoil, 'No! Then I wouldn't have progressed with my sword as much as I have, a-and she is worth so much. That day she died in hell when I was at mother's… I wasn't sure what I was going to do. I was so grateful mother had brought her back, if she had remained dead I wasn't sure I wanted to pursue training or power. I knew if she wasn't brought back I was going to abandon father's fang, since it was him who let me bring her back. Then it was him who gave the meido stone to mother and took her life away again, however it was the meido he gave her that brought back my Rin. My Rin?'

He flew above the clouds so no one would see him 'Father why do you torture me beyond the grave?'

Rin sat in a warm tub she had cut fire wood for a warm bath, her body was very sore and her mind confused more than ever. Tears flowed quietly she cried without a sound 'A night mare… I was raped, by him… by the one I loved for seven and a half years…why? This has to be a night mare.' She dunked under water 'Wake up, Wake up, Wake up!'

Sesshomaru had made it to the palace and spent time in his chambers trying to think 'What can I do to atone for what I did?' He sat at his desk and took out a piece of paper 'Should I write an apology? No that is ridiculous.' He crumbled the paper into a ball and melted it with acid in his hand. 'I need a new advisor, someone to speak about these things too.'

AN: SESSHOMARU DID SOMETHING BAD! BUT HE FEELS TERRIBLE FOR IT AND WANTS TO ATONE FOR IT. YET HE IS STILL CONFLICTED ON MATING WITH RIN!