"Habit." Vinny gasped arching up off the bed. His hands were tied behind his back and he was naked. Habit had settled himself between Vinny's legs comfortably and was currently finger fucking Vinny. "Habit please, please stop I don't want this." Vinny whimpered looking at Habit pleadingly through his tears.

"I know you don't Vin." Habit laughed without stopping or slowing down. "I don't care you pissed me off."

"I'm sorry." Vinny yelped as Habit added a third finger. "I'm sorry." He said softer and then gave a small moan. He had tried to kill himself, maybe for the second or third time. He wasn't sure why he still held out hope that Habit would let him die but this was the first time Habit had actually punished him for it.

"I don't care." Habit snarled again leaning over Vinny threateningly, Vinny shrunk back. "The first two times you did that I tried to make things better for you. But I guess you just took that as a reward for having tried to take the easy way out huh?"

"No, no I-ahh." His words were cut off in a moan as Habit curled his fingers hitting Vinny's prostate.

"I don't want to hear it." Habit snarled pulling his fingers out. Vinny knew better then to think that was a good sign and he was right, instead Habit was lining his dick up with Vinny's entrance. "Actions speak louder then words you fuck up and that was your third strike." He thrust deep inside Vinny to accentuate his point. It hurt and it felt good and Vinny was more humiliated then he had ever been in his life.

"I won't to it again I promise." He half moaned closing his eyes tightly and struggling half heartedly against the ropes around his wrists.

"No you won't." habit said grabbing Vinny's throat tightly enough to silence him. He started thrusting while Vinny was struggling for air. Vinny's mouth opened in silent gasps and moans, he felt like he might pass out when Habit kissed him. Just when he was on the edge of unconsciousness Habit pulled back and let go of Vinny's throat. He cursed his traitorous body for gasping for air, he didn't want to be conscious during this, he cursed it even more when the first sounds that came out of him after he got his breath back were moans.

The pain had faded some time while Habit had been strangling him but now that it felt good Vinny only hated it more. Habit had taken control over Vinny's life and death, over when he was allowed outside. Habit had control of almost everything and now with ease he had taken over control of what Vinny felt. He couldn't stop the way his body reacted, how could nature allow for this. Then Habit started jacking Vinny off as well, alternating his strokes with his thrusts.

"Stopstopstop Habit please." Vinny whined desperately. He was so close to coming and he didn't want to. Habit didn't stop though, he started going faster. Vinny could feel pleasure coiling inside himself like a spring. He didn't want this, didn't want didn't. His own thoughts were silenced as a wave of please caught him up and he screamed as he came all over his own chest.

The pleasure left him shuddering as Habit thrust a few more times and then came as well. Vinny was wracked by a fresh wave of sobs when he felt Habit's seed spill inside of him. It was warm and sticky and horrible, Vinny felt sick. When Habit pulled out he let Vinny turn onto his side and curl into a ball. He hoped Habit would leave right away but he didn't, instead he lay down behind Vinny and wrapped one arm around his torso.

"I'm sorry." Vinny whispered again without being prompted. He was scared, there was no guarantee that Habit would think Vinny had been punished enough yet. Vinny couldn't stop his own shaking.

"I know." Habit said more calmly, petting down Vinny's side with one callused hand.

"I promise I won't do it again I just…" Vinny couldn't think of anything to say. Another wave of shivers wracked his body and he curled up tighter, ignoring the way doing so strained his shoulders. Habit's arm retracted from around his waist and fumbled with the ropes for a moment releasing Vinny's arms. He let Vinny pull then around back in front of him and massage his sore wrists, that was a good sign. "Thank you." Vinny whispered.

Still Habit didn't leave. He touched Vinny with gentle hands, running his palms over Vinny's arms, stroking his hair, and kneading some of the tension out of his back. None of them were sexual and Vinny found himself enjoying them, he leaned into the touches involuntarily and closed his eyes.

"You're going to be okay now Vin." Habit promised softly, gently massaging Vinny's sore back. "I think that's enough." Vinny felt himself relax a little.

"Thank you." He sighed closing his eyes and letting himself enjoy the touches.

"You've been lonely haven't you?" Habit asked softly and Vinny felt him shift closer. "Why don't I stay with you for tonight?" Vinny thought about it for a minute. He had been lonely, he was still lonely. Maybe it would be nice to be close to someone, even if it was a superficial closeness, even if it was just for tonight.

"Yes please." Vinny said and Habit snuggled up against his back. Vinny tried his best to stop crying now.

"Vinny?" Habit asked softly and Vinny gave an answering hum. Habit pushed himself up and leaned against the headboard, he reached out for Vinny and after a moments hesitation Vinny sat up to. Habit pulled Vinny against his side and pushed Vinny's head down on his shoulder. Vinny relaxed. "You can cry Vin. I'm not stupid enough to think I didn't hurt you, and humans cry when they're in pain. You can cry." Vinny bit his lip, Habit gave a slightly frustrated sigh. "I've seen lots of people cry Vin, there's nothing shameful about it. I won't use it against you or anything."

So Vinny did let himself cry. Tucked against Habit's side he sobbed into the crock of Habit's neck while Habit stocked his hair and rubbed his back. Habit didn't say anything, he knew there was nothing he could say that would help. But right now just this was helping, just having someone hold him and let him cry was helping, even if it was the same person who had caused his tears.

When Vinny started to fall asleep Habit shuffled them both down till they were laying comfortably in bed. Vinny's head was still on Habit's shoulder and Habit pulled the blankets up over both of them. He settled himself in for the night without asking Vinny to move away. Hesitantly Vinny wrapped his arms around Habit and Habit let him arching his back so that Vinny could slide one arm under it and hold Habit fully. Habit slipped hi arms around Vinny as well and hocked one leg over Vinny's.

"Thank you." Vinny sighed. He was comfortable and warm, safe in the knowledge that Habit thought he had suffered enough for today and wouldn't do anything else to hurt him. Habit chuckled and kissed the corner of Vinny's mouth lightly.

"I'll do this again for you some times okay?" Habit offered. Vinny couldn't bring himself to be suspicious of Habit's kindness, not when kindness was what he so badly needed.

"Yes please." He sighed and Habit hummed a affirmative. Vinny drifted off to sleep happily in the glow of unexpected affection.