Rin smiled and looked far off into the distance it has been like two weeks and smiled happily seeing a white speck in the distance and her eyes looked softly at the pec. She could tell by the outline that the speck wasn't just a speck of dust. It had tiny specks of red and then something whisking in the wind, it was Sesshomaru. She smiled and ran to the edge of the barrier smiling, slowly but surely Sesshomaru made his way to the edge and walked in like it was nothing. Even though she could never pass through it.

Sesshomaru walked up to her and is gaze held no happiness or emotion, she smiled brighter to make up for his emotionless "Welcomed home." He stared ahead over the top of her head not paying her any mind, moving aside he walked pass her and made his way to the porch as she walked behind him speaking lively.

"How was your journey? Well I hope." She smiled thinking to herself 'I have changed my outlook on things, happier and well thinking this is a good relationship.' Rin smiled happily thinking of her new view she had missed him so much that it nearly hurt, was she really in love with him even after all these years? Maybe this wasn't such a bad thing.

Sesshomaru walked into the house and stopped walking around the house, Rin made her way to quickly make tea after his long journey. She however heard the bath running and she smiled and ran as fast as she could to the bathroom door "Can I help in anyway?"

"No, you are not needed now."

Her smile faded and she sighed looking at the ground 'I'm not a good mate, and I said something that just hurt me. No he isn't being cruel perhaps he just needs some time to adjust to the new setting, or maybe he just had a rough time? Yes, that's it.' She made her way back to the dining table with some newly made rice balls and miso soup while she had tea already made.

She waited for nearly an hour but nothing, she couldn't help but eat a rice ball in that time. She sighed and decided to get up and look for him, something was off. Walking through the house going from room to room, it looked like he left the bathroom a while ago. The water on the floor was already dry and there was a damp towel in the basket, the water was drained and she frowned.

'What is up with him?'

Next was his study and then her hobby room. Her hobby room was unlikely to have him in it, but he still could be in there. 'Then the spare rooms, perhaps he was wondering how they had changed since he was last here? If I did any improvements?' There was one room left to check and it made her blush was he waiting in there to reconnect as a married couple, her whole body burned with a blush. She felt like running to be embraced by his arms but found herself slowly walking trying to keep her cool, once she made it in front of their bedroom door she took a deep breath and opened the door.

He was inside asleep and her painting that she had made of them, she wanted him to see it. She frowned and sighed 'Did he even se-.' Her mental question was answered by a canvas with claw marks and holes through it and a frame that seemed as if it was reduced to slivers of wood. Tears welled up in her eyes and she felt her lip quivering and she started to shake. Suddenly strong arms encircled her and hot breath was on his ear, the only one who could of destroyed the picture was around her right now was him.

"We can't have any proof of us being here around, any proof I will personally destroy." She started shaking and Sesshomaru nipped her neck "It disgusts me, us." She pulled away and turned to face him as she narrowed her weeping eyes and her face turned red and she pounded her fists on his chest "I hate you! I hate you! I hate you!" He smiled a smirk that she never thought she'd see, his eyes narrowed on her and he caught her hands and slammed his lips on her's. She pushed him away and screamed as tears fell down her eyes "However since I'm bound." He pushed her down back onto the bed and she fell on her back screaming "No! I don't like you! I HATE YOU!"

"Does it seem like I care?"

She closed her eyes and thrashed on the bed screaming "No! Stay away from me! I said stay away!" Her eyes widened when she felt her yukata being ripped off her, however every time he had before there was never a scratch on her. This time she felt the burn and sting of his claws going down from neck to navel, she screamed 'He was rough, and yet gentle before. Now he is just scary!'

She moved out from under him and ran to the side of the bed and ran out of the bed room, she just now realized as she was running 'There is nowhere for me to hide! Outside there is very few trees and bushes around in the barrier's radius! Inside the house there is nowhere to go! I'm Trapped!' Her thoughts carried her to find a storage draw under the floor boards of her hobby room, just like the kitchen one. She shivered fear was the only thing she felt emotionally, physically she felt the biting pain of the cut on her torso he inflicted with his claws.

Footsteps softly echoed on the wooden floors and the sound came closer and closer 'Of course he knows where I am, he can smell my fear and my wounds!' She jumped out of her hiding spot and ran out into the hall only to be knocked to the ground, she blacked out of a bit but found Sesshomaru on top of her pants less and shirtless. He smiled looking at her and chuckled "Don't want blood on my clothes." With that her eyes widened and they froze in pain and shock and she her body shook with pain and some betrayal with pleasure, he had rammed himself in her tight passage. Her chest grew tight and she whimpered and moaned despite herself being taken without her approval.

"You enjoy your mate raping you."

She screamed and kicked however he didn't get kicked at all he rammed himself repeatedly into her mercilessly and felt her tighten around him as she screamed loudly and he slammed his lips over hers and devoured her lips without care for her, as he used his hands and lift her up to ram into her deeper she screamed into his mouth as she released and he then pulled out as quick as he could and came on her. Tears filled her eyes and she shook in shock "Yo-yo you-"

"I raped you and didn't come in you, I didn't want to even have a chance of having filthy half breeds. If I created on it would be proof, and remember I will destroy any proof of us." He then put on his pants and carried his shirt while her blood was on his chest, she watched as he walked away speaking "Clean this up, and do not look at me anymore. Your gaze sickening." As he left walking down the hall straight to the end and turned to see her about five doors down "Do not speak to me either." He then turned back to the bathroom door going to the bathroom for about five minutes. He then came out and went down a different hall to who knows where. She cried and sat in silence to shocked to move until she saw him walking down another hall avoiding her.

She finally got up and walked to the bathroom there she spent an hour scrubbing in hot water that nearly burned, she bit her lip to stifle her whimpering from the pain. She had to get the feel of him off she just had too, she wasn't sure if she could live with it.

She dried off her red skin and put on a dark purple yukata with light blue butterflies and pink stripes, with a yellow obi. She made dinner and found her gaze locked on the food in front of her not daring to look up to see Sesshomaru who had made his entrance know by his footsteps. He sat at the end of the table and took a bite of rice and then swallowed it, he made a loud clatter and then left the room just as quickly as he entered.

Tears swelled and fell down her eyes as she bit her lip, she had raised her gaze enough to see the broken dish set that was his on the ground. She didn't find the strength to walk over so she crawled over and picked up the shattered pieces of the dishes holding them in her hand as she threw them away. She stared down at the floor and she made her way to the bedroom "Sleep elsewhere, girl."

She wasn't sure why she had hoped to sleep in their room, maybe she was in too much shock to understand things right now or hoping it was all a nightmare and he wasn't really here. She finally made her way to the spare room on the other side of the house and crawled on a futon and cuddled up in a blanket when she woke up the next morning she made it to the kitchen and looked out the window to see him leaving. She was so relieved and now she felt more fear than ever something was seriously wrong, and she bit her lip 'I have to do something, I don't want it to be like this!'

Never judge a book by its cover.