Over the next few days we exchanged a few text messages trying to arrange a time and place to meet and hand back his coat. Finding time in between press, interviews and where we'd both be int he same place at the same time was a bit of a struggle but it turned out we'd be in New York for a few days and had one night where we could actually get together. Kevin suggested going for a meal, he wanted to stay in his hotel, which was understandable as he'd always been one to keep a low profile when it came to his personal life. Something i was finding harder and harder to do.
I was genuinely nervous, for the first time in a while i was really nervous about a meeting. My mind thought back to what i could remember of the drunken kiss at the party. I'd tried on everything i'd brought with me desperate to look in the mirror and feel like it was enough. I went for a slightly more causal look than i original expected. A simple navy dress that fit me perfectly, nothing too tight, just short enough that i'd put that devilish smile on his face but not showing too much skin. I didn't want to come off as desperate. That was his role, he was the older guy, he was the one getting lucky (or that's what i kept telling my self).
I took a taxi most of the way, and walked the final few blocks. It wasn't too cold, just fresh enough to keep me on my toes. I needed to try and calm these nerves and a quick stroll was good for the mind and body. Inside i was taken over to his table where he sat looking just a nervous as me. He stood, awkwardly bumping the table on his way up. we both shot to re-balance the glasses and ensure any spillages were minimal. As we sat he leaned over
'Jeez, i thought i was over my nerves, then i saw you and it started all over' he sat and held onto my hand across the table 'you look fucking stunning'
I blushed and mumbled something about trying lots of things on. i took a deep breath and looked back over to him 'i've been worrying about messing this up all day. I haven't felt this nervous about talking to a boy since i was in highschool.'
'well..' he coughed, lowering his voice 'i think i'm a little more of a man than a boy' he cocked his eyebrow in my direction and winked. i giggled like a fucking school girl. What was he doing to me!?
We ate dinner (he ate i picked at mine too nervous to really eat anything) and talked about life and work. New projects, how we got into this whole acting malarky, nothing too deep but it was nice to get to know him. Kevin has always been kinda guarded about what he discusses with the press so when we moved on to discuss family and a little of our personal lives i felt like i actually knew a little more than one could find on google.
He ordered a pudding that he assured me i would want to share and i had my final glass of wine, any more and i wouldn't make it out of me seat. I was in now way drunk, but the nibbles of food and few glasses of wine had definitely made me more comfortable.
'do you have somewhere to be tonight?' he questioned after finishing the last mouthful of chocolate dessert. 'nothing funny, i just wondered if you wanted to continue our chat. We can head back to my room, there's a couch, might be slightly more comfortable and i feel like this table is getting between us'. I didn't answer straight away, i couldn't. I spent a few moments considering if i could trust myself to leave after we'd finished talking. Did i even want to leave? we were both consenting adults, i had nothing to do tomorrow. And he was smiling at me with that grin.
'I've got nowhere to be, we finished here?' His eyes lit up and he tossed his napkin down, stood and held out his hand for me to take. He held my hand back to his room. In the elevator we stood at the back when several others entered. Our backs to the wall he looked over at me and rubbed his thumb over my hand. I kept my eyes forward but smiled as his hand left mine and approached the small of my back, and then lowered to my ass. He gave it a cheeky pinch as the door opened on his floor, and lead me to his room,
The door had barely closed when i was in the familiar position of my back pressed against the way and Kevin pressed to my front. He kissed me, deeply. His tongue exploring my mouth and wrestling with my own. His hands slowly lowering from my face to hips and pulling me closer to him. Then he stopped, moved his head back and looked at me with those dark eyes.
'I wanted to do that from the second you walked into the hotel' i smiled and took a deep breath. I definitely wasn't going home tonight!
'Your jacket' i blurted.
'What about it' he stepped back whilst checking over the jacket her was wearing
'No, i've brought you back your jacket, in my bag'
'right. Yeah.' he moved away from me and walked into the room looked a little sad that id broken the moment. His room wasn't the anything too fancy, a small suite maybe, a sofa, a table with two chairs next to a window. The curtains were closed but i expected there'd be a good view as we'd traveled quite a way up in the elevator. The bed was around the corner slightly and was huge. I just wanted to dive into the middle and bounce up and down!
I followed him in and caught him by his tie. 'but, we can sort that out later!' he cheered up and his eyes brightened again as i lead him over to the bed. Walking backwards my legs hit the bed. He steadied me with his hands on my hips. He slowly moved to grab the zip on the back of my dress, his lips were in the crook of my neck, not touching me by as close as they possibly could be. I could feel his warm breath quickening as i let out a slight moan as he lowered my zip. His hand rose to my shoulders and pushed down my dress. It fell to the floor and i silently praised my self for thinking to wear vaguely decent underwear. The dress was tight enough on the top that i didnt need a bra and i had on simple black french style knickers. He stood back slightly and ran the back of his fingers down my arms. His eyes taking in every inch of my exposed skin. I reached forward and slowly started to unbutton his shirt. As i undid the last one he untucked the remaining shirt from his trousers and gently pushed me back onto the bed.
His body covered mine and i could feel the warmth of him, the slight tickle of his chest hair as he ensured i wasn't going anywhere. One arm either side of me he rested on his forearms and stared down, his face inches from mine, his knees gently pushing my legs apart so he could lie between them. I pulled at the remains of his shirt unable to stay as composed as he seemingly was and lent up to kiss him. He reciprocated, his tongue fighting with mine, his breathing became quicker, his hand started exploring my body, stroking up and down my sides moving to gently knead my breasts. His shirt was now off and i needed to get rid of his trousers. I could feel his hardness between my legs and there was far to much clothing between him and me. I moved my hands from their current place toying with his hair and became to fumble at his belt. He soon picked up on my haste and stood to take them off. This was the first time i'd actually got to look at him, he had a good body, nothing too muscular, he was slim but not skinny. He had a runners body, strong shoulders, lean legs and once he'd successfully removed the last of his clothing i could see he was also rather well endowed. His dick stood to attention as he stood in front of me, that grin on his face! Without really realising i was looking him up and down my eyes lowered and i licked my lips. He took that as his green light and he knelt between my legs.
His eyes fixed on mine he traced his fingers from my ankle to the waist band of my underwear. He teased me, his fingers following the edge of the material, his thumb finding my clit through them he gently caressed me. I bucked my hips as he pulled, ridding me of them and leaving me just as naked as he was.
His hands ran back up my body as his head fell between my knees kissing his way up the inside of my thigh. Just the thought of him going any further was getting me wet. Now, im all for foreplay and i was very please with he fact that he was prepared to take his time, but that's not what i needed right now. I'd been turned on at the thought of this moment for weeks, and now here he was, naked and hard between my legs i didn't want to wait any longer.
I tugged at his hair and motioned for him to stop. He smiled up at me and continued his ascent of kisses. He gently teased my nipples as he passed until he reached me face. He kept as much contact with me as he swiftly rolled on a condom and arrived back, covering my body with his and aligning his rock hard cock with me. He slowly entered, inch by inch. The feeling of fullness was so intense. His dick was pretty big and i'd not had sex in a while. He let out a deep growl as he entered as fully as possible. I took a deep breath as i felt every muscle stretch to accommodate him. I began grinding underneath him as he matched my rhythm.
'fuck, you feel so good' his voice vibrated though me as he panted in my ear. That was the last of any words either of us said to each other. I grabbed his ass as tight as i could and forced him to fuck me harder and deeper. He quickened as my moans turned into cries, he reached down and lifted one of my legs out to the side, the change of position was more than enough to send me over the edge and i felt myself tighten around him. His cock twitched and he grunted into my neck as i pulsed around him with the last of my orgasm. He slowed and halted deep within me and i felt his body relax. He swallowed hard and tightened his hold around me. I looked up and smiled. I couldn't really muster any words, i didn't know what to say and wasn't sure i would be able to say anything if i tried.
'well, sorry that was over rather quick' he smiled back at me as he rolled onto his side, and rested his head on his hand.
'don't appologise' i said as i snuggled into his chest 'i think we both needed to get that first time out of our systems. It'll make for a much more interesting second and third go later' I gave him and quick kiss and winked.