Reverse Directions Chapter 5: Never Been Kissed, a glee fanfic

Lucy and I were currently making out in my hot tub. I had the baby monitor on hand in case Beth woke up.

"So do you finally want to do this tonight?" She asked. We hadn't had sex yet since we had gotten back together.

"I don't know. I don't know if we have time to let ourselves get distracted like that." I answered. It was an excuse. We probably could have but I didn't really want to. It was like the spark wasn't there anymore and I knew why. I wasn't sure if I was capable of being happy with her. "You know maybe you should just go."

She went home and I stayed in the hot tub as I began to sing.

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered for just us to know
You told me you loved me so why did you go away, away

And I do recall the smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement, I ran off the plane
That July 9th, the beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt I can still feel your arms

But now I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss I never imagined we'd end like this
Your name forever the name on my lips

So I'll watch your life in pictures like I used to watch you sleep
And I feel you forget me like I used to feel you breathe
And I keep up with our friends just to ask them how you are
Hope it's nice where you are

And I hope the sun shines and it's a beautiful day
And something reminds you, you wished had stayed
You can plan for a change in the weather and time
But I never planned on you changing your mind

So I'll go sit on the floor wearing your clothes
All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss
I never thought we'd have a last kiss, never imagined we'd end like this
Your name forever the name on my lips just like our last kiss
Forever the name on my lips, forever the name on my lips
Just like our last kiss

The next day in Glee club, I wore a light blue layered cami with a white cardigan and black skirt with white polka dots and black tights and Maryjanes. I noticed that Puck was out. It probably would have been nice to know so I wouldn't be surprised by it.

"Puck, I hope your time in Juvie has taught you a lesson or two about right and wrong." Will remarked.

"Are you kidding? I owned that place." Puck replied. It seemed to me like he had learned nothing.

"I've also got the list of teams that we'll be competing against at Sectionals. We will up against the Dalton Academy Warblers, an a capella group from an all-boys school in Westerville and also from Westerville, The Country Girls from Crawford Country Day School for Young Ladies." Will explained. My dad had tried to send me there last year, but I told him no.

"I can make so many gay jokes right now." Santana commented. I knew that no one would appreciate those.

"Moving on, since this seemed like it got you guys pumped about Sectionals last year, we will be repeating our boys against girls competition." He replied.

"Are you sure that's a good idea after what happened last time?" I questioned, not wanting to relive that.

"How about we mix it up a little?" He suggested. "Instead of doing what we did last year, the girls will do a song made famous by men and vice versa."

That sounded like it could be fun. I wouldn't mind doing some rock. We split up into groups. The girls went to the auditorium while the guys took the choir room.

"So we need to get some intel on this girl group that we're going up against." Santana proposed. "We need to send someone to spy on them. Everyone nominate someone."

I was the overwhelming winner, with Sadie being the only other one to get votes. It looked like I would have to head to Westerville.

I decided that I would fit in best if I was wearing a uniform, so I borrowed one from the office by saying that I was prospective student and wanted to stand out less. It led to me wearing a white blouse with a navy sweater and socks and a plaid purple miniskirt. The school was a lot nicer than McKinley, but I supposed it was to be expected with a privately-funded school. It looked like it could be lesbian heaven. I needed to find someone who could tell me about the Glee club. I found a girl who was a little shorter than me with blonde hair.

"Excuse me. I heard that there was a Glee club around here." I stated.

"Yes there is." She declared. "You must be new here. I'm Dani."

"Faith." I replied. I then realized that I should have used a different name.

"I can tell you all about the Country Girls." She stated before she grabbed my hand and took me to the auditorium. Then she went on stage. She was one of them. "Hit it girls."

Hot and dangerous if you're one of us then roll with us
Cause we make the hipsters fall in love when we got our hot pants on and up
And yes of course we does we running town just like a club
And no you don't wanna mess with us got Jesus on my necklace

Got that glitter on my eyes
Stockings ripped all up the side
Looking sick and sexy-fied
So let's go oh, oh Let's go

Tonight we're going har-har-ha-ha-hard
Just like the world is our-our-our-our-ours
We're tearing it a par-par-pa-pa-part
You know we're superstars we are who we are
We're dancing like we're dumb-dumb-duh-duh-dumb
Our bodies feeling numb-numb-nuh-nuh-numb
We'll be forever young-young-ya-ya-young
You know we're superstars we are who we are

DJ turn it up-up-up-up-up
DJ turn it up-up-up-up-up
DJ turn it up-up-up-up-up
DJ turn it up-up-up-up-up

"So that was a special performance for Ms. Fabray." Dani replied. I couldn't help but wondered how she knew my last name. I hadn't told her…oh. "You should make sure that you school knows all about us."

I was in trouble. On top of that, they were really good.

"How did you know?" I asked.

"You think that I wouldn't recognize the captain of New Directions?" Dani asked. I realized that I needed to leave immediately. "If you wanted to see us perform, all you had to do was ask."

The next day at school, I decided to report what I had found to the group.

"They were really good." I explained. "They also saw right through me immediately. We should have sent someone else."

"We need to be at our best." Lucy stated. "While you were gone, we decided to sing a Nickelback song."

As we were getting our costumes ready, Puck and Artie came in to ask Brittany and Santana out on a double date. I would think that the two girls would be more likely to go on a date with each other. Puck seemed to be exactly the same as before he left and I didn't want someone like that on Beth's life.

After school, I decided to check my email and saw that I had received a friend request from Daniela Valverde. I had no idea who that was, but instead of deleting it, I opened it up and it was Dani. Why was she trying to friend me? We were on opposing teams. How did she even find me? I decided to deny the friend request and head home.

The next day, we were performing our number. We were wearing all leather outfits. I had my belly exposed, which I was okay with it.

How the hell'd we wind up like this, why weren't we able
To see the signs we missed and try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fist and unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this, but don't think it's too late

Nothing's wrong just as long
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow gonna make all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Someday, somehow gonna make all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well I'd hope that since you're here anyway we could end up saying
Things we always needed to say so we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong just as long
You know that someday I will

Someday, somehow gonna make all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Someday, somehow gonna make all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when

The music was something that I could really get into. It made me horny, even though I didn't know if I wanted to have sex with Lucy. I probably could since Jessa wasn't going to come back. She was probably wondering why I hadn't had sex with her since we'd been back together for about six months. No one seemed to know that I still held a flame for Jessa that I was pretty sure that no one could put out.

At that point, Becky came into the room and handed Will a note. We got dismissed early and I was okay with it. I decided to go to Lucy's house and just do it. I had sex with her, but I wasn't sure if I enjoyed it. After we were done and she had left, I decided to take a shower.

In the brightest hour of my darkest day I realize what is wrong with me
Can't get over you, can't get through to you it's been a helter skelter romance from the start
Take these memories that are haunting me of a paper girl cut into shreds
By her own pair of scissors, she'll never forget her, she'll never forget her

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

One last kiss before I go
Dry your tears it is time to let you go
One last kiss before I go
Dry your tears it is time to let you go

Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever
Because days come and go
But my feelings for you are forever

One last kiss before I go
Dry your tears it is time to let you go
One last kiss before I go
Dry your tears it is time to let you go
One last kiss one last kiss

The next day, we found out that Coach Bieste had quit. Apparently some of the guys had been picturing her to turn themselves off when they were too horny and she found out about it and quit. It was a real shame because the football team was really good this year. It was also pretty terrible because it was demeaning to her. Even though she wasn't an attractive woman, it didn't mean that she was a human cold shower. It was another reason why I didn't like boys.

"We didn't mean to hurt her feelings." Sam stated.

"Well I suggest that you guys find a way to get her back because I am extremely disappointed in you." Mr. Schue lectured. "I am downright ashamed of you. I am actually thinking of pulling out of Sectionals as a result of this."

I couldn't help but be a little pissed off. They had better fix it, because they knew that the rest of us would be as pissed as he is if we couldn't go to Sectionals because of something that they did.

So the next day, the guys called Coach Bieste in to watch their performance. I hoped that they would apologize to her as well.

What you got if you aint got love, the kind that you just wanna give away
It's okay to open up, go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day, you wanna shut the world out and just be left alone
But don't run out on your faith

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing is just a grain of sand
And what you've been out there searching for forever is in your hands
Oh and When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else seem so small

It's so easy to get lost inside a problem that seems so big at the time
It's like a river that's so wide, it swallows you whole
While you're sitting round thinking about some you can't change
Time's fly by, moving so fast, you better make it count cause you can't get it back

That was later followed with an apology and Coach Bieste agreed to come back.

On Saturday, I was at the mall shopping with Beth in her stroller. I needed to buy some new clothes for both of us. Once I got there, I took Beth into a changing room and began to cry. She looked confused.

"Are you okay in there?" Someone asked from the other side of the door.

"I'm fine." I declared before I stepped out to see Dani standing there. She just gave me a look.

I decided to spill my guts to her as we shopped. I told her about Lucy and Jessa and about how I didn't love Lucy anymore. I decided that I would take her home, but first she was going to help me with my clothes.

"So do you wanna fuck?" She asked.

"Let me put Beth to put first." I declared.

So Faith and Lucy had sex again, but she also had sex with Dani. There isn't going to be anything romantic between those two because she only loves Jessa. The songs are "Last Kiss" by Taylor, "We R Who We R" by Kesha, "Someday" by Nickelback, "Forever" by Papa Roach and "So Small" by Carrie Underwood. Please don't forget to review.