I walked into school glad to be free of mononucleosis. There were rumors that I got it from making out with Jessa, but since there were no witnesses to our making out, she couldn't get in trouble. They couldn't fire her on suspicion alone.
There was the issue of whether it was morally wrong to hook up with a teacher, but it wasn't like I was dating some 40-year-old. Jessa was 19. 19. She had just graduated high school herself. Of course I had to convince Jessa that it was okay to date. It was not any sort of sign. It was just Santana being a bitch.
Of course, that didn't seem to be an easy task. I couldn't talk to my mom about it because I would have to bring up the thing that I didn't want to. I didn't know if my mom would be okay with it. I couldn't help but wonder what a teacher's aide with one only a single semester of college made. There might have been better paying jobs for her.
I decided that I needed some help with this, so I would ask Sam. I might have been better off asking her sister, but I decided to ask Sam.
"So I need your help with getting a girl." I told him.
"Are you trying to get Lucy back because I think that she's with Rachel?" He responded
"No, I need help with Jessa." I explained.
"You mean Mr. Schue's assistant?" He asked.
"I don't know if anyone's told you, but we dated last year and yes the mono rumors are true." I explained. "Do you think you can help me or not?"
"Well when it comes to romance, I look to the coolest guy that I know." He explained. Did he know cool people? "Justin Bieber."
"Seriously?" I asked in disbelief.
"The Biebs has mad style and he's very successful with the ladies." He pointed out. "That's my offer and if you want my help, you have to do it."
"Okay, fine." I agreed. "What do I have to do?"
The next day, I found myself wearing a blue unzipped hoodie with a black tank and a navy jersey skirt and black sneakers. Sam was going to be helping me out with a song.
However, before I could sing, I found out that Sue was having another breakdown in the hallway. If she had gone crazy, she needed to be in a psych ward and not at school wear she could be a danger to people. I wasn't sure why Figgins hadn't just fired her. She lost and it was time for someone new to take over. I imagined that the only reason she was still employed was because she had pictures of him that she was using as blackmail.
When we got to Glee Club, Sue was there. Apparently she was going to be singing with us for a little while. Did no one seriously know how to deal with her? It was a stupid idea.
"Guys, Sue has had her recent setbacks, just like we've had in the past." Will explained. "She is a proven champion, though. We could do worse than to have that kind of a winning record in our midst."
"Need I remind you that the last time that she helped us, she gave our set list to the other teams?" I pointed out. "It'd be like asking Jose Canseco for help with baseball."
"Let me break it down for you, I am no longer a threat to you people."" Sue stated. That I didn't believe. "I'm just hoping that you singing and dancing will pull me out of my doldrums and give me a reason to live. Is that too much to ask?"
Okay, I felt kind of bad for her. Why did I have to be so sympathetic? Why couldn't I just hate her?
"Guys, it's settled. Sue's going to be with us for the week. We're going to be facing the Warblers and Aural Intensity again." Will told us. So we were facing the Butt-Kissers once more. "Now I know Faith had something that he wanted to sing. Take it away whenever you're ready."
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
You know love me, I know you care, just shout whenever, and I'll be there
You are my love, you are my heartand we would never ever, ever be apart
Are we an item, girl quit playing, we're just friends, what are you saying
Said there's another look right in my eyes, my first love broke my heart for the first time
And I was like baby, baby, baby, ohI'm like baby, baby, baby, no
I'm like baby, baby, baby ohI thought you'd always be mine
Baby, baby, baby, ohBaby, baby, baby, no
Baby, baby, baby, ohI thought you'd always be mine
At that point, Sam came in.
SAMMY!
When I was thirteen, I had my first love
There was nobody that compared to my baby and nobody came between us
No one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, I was starstruck
She woke me up daily, don't need no Starbucks
She made me heart pound and skip a beat when I see her on the street
And at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend
She knows she got me dazing cause she was so amazing
And now my heart is breaking but I just kept saying
And I was like baby, baby, baby, ohI'm like baby, baby, baby, no
I'm like baby, baby, baby ohI thought you'd always be mine
Baby, baby, baby, ohBaby, baby, baby, no
Baby, baby, baby, ohI thought you'd always be mine
I noticed that all of the girls seemed to like it, although some of them could have just liked Sam. More importantly, Jessa seemed to like it.
In fact as soon as she got the chance, she pressed her lips against mine.
"Where did you learn to dance like that?" She asked.
"Justin Bieber." I answered. "I watched his moves and his movie."
"Well it was really sexy." She explained.
"There's actually more where that came from." I explained. "I actually prepared two songs."
I'd wait on you forever and a day
Hand and foot, your world is my world yeah
Aint no way you're ever gonna get any less than you should
Cause baby U smile, I smile oh
Cause whenever U smile, I smile, hey, hey, hey
U smile, I smile, I smile, I smile, I smile
U smile, I smile, make me smile baby
Baby take my open heart and all it offers
Cause this is as unconditional as it'll ever get
You aint seen nothing yet
I won't ever hesitate to give you more
Cause baby U smile, I smile oh
Cause whenever U smile, I smile, hey, hey, hey
U smile, I smile, I smile, I smile, I smile
U smile, I smile, make me smile baby
"Why are you making me want to have sex with you so much?" She asked. "You know that I can't do that. I'm not going to do that. Why do you even want me? Those moves could probably get you any girl in the school, even the straight ones."
"I don't want any of those girls." I explained. "I broke up with Lucy because I love you. Look me in the eye and tell me that you don't love me."
"No." She replied before she walked away. So I knew that she loved me. That was good. I just had to get her to agree to a relationship. It wouldn't be easy since she was determined to shut me out. Why did she even need the job anyway? Did her parents say that she couldn't live with them?
The next day, I came to school wearing a more typical look. I had on a navy cardigan over a black tank and blue pleated skirt with black knee socks and navy flats. When I got to Glee club, I noticed that there seemed to be tension between Rachel and Mercedes. In fact, they were singing a song together.
Forgive, sounds good, forget I'm not sure I could
They say times heals everythingbut I'm still waiting
I'm through with doubt, there's nothing left for me to figure
I paid a priceand I'll keeping paying
I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right, probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
Made my bed and sleep like a babywith no regret and I don't mind saying
It's a sad, sad story that a mother will teach herdaughter that she oughta hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge that they'd write me a letter
Saying that I better
Shut up and sing or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right, probably wouldn't if I could
Cause I'm mad as hell can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
What it is you think I should
Forgive sounds good, forget I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everythingbut I'm still waiting
I wasn't even sure what they were fighting over. Were they both trying to be the star of New Directions? Did they seem to think that either one of them was the star? I couldn't help but wonder if it was Sue's doing because both of them seemed to be friends yesterday. Anyway, I forgot to mention that I was wearing legwarmers on my arms. It was a new trend that Brittany had started. It was pretty weird to be honest.
I needed to continue to focus on Jessa. I realized that I just needed to get to the bottom of it and talk to her sister.
"So is Jessa living with you?" I asked her.
"Yes." Sadie answered. So her parents hadn't forbade her from doing so. My parents aren't exactly happy about her decision to leave college, but they understood that she is homesick."
"You know that she probably came back for me, don't you?" I asked.
"Yes and she's so angsty about it." She explained. "She stays up late talking to herself and writing in her diary about you. She seems very conflicted."
"Do you think that I could come over to your house?" I questioned. I wanted to a chance to talk to her and see if I could get permission for her parents to date her.
"Look, I really think that you should work this out amongst yourselves and you shouldn't ambush her. I know that you'll figure out a way to get through to her.
I sighed as she left. I knew that I needed to go home. I had to be with my baby. If there was one thing that I couldn't do to get Jessa back, it was neglect my child. I still wanted to be a good mother. Besides, I was trying to get her to drink from bottles. She was over nine months now and I thought it was time for her to stop breastfeeding. It was not as easy as I thought it would be.
At the end of the week, Will had us all wearing plaid shirts and jeans, except for Sue who was wearing a plaid jumpsuit. I really didn't have any idea why we were dressed like lumberjacks.
Sing it out, boy you got to see what tomorrow brings
Sing it out, girl you got to be what tomorrow needs
For every time that they want to count you out
And use your voice every single time you open up your mouth
Sing it for the boys, sing it for the girls
Every time that you're losing sing it for the world
Sing it from the heart, sing it till you're nuts
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts
Sing it for the deaf, sing it for the blind
Sing about everyone that you left behind
Sing it for the world, sing it for the world
Cleaned up corporation progress, dying in the process
Children that can talk about living on the railways, people moving sideways
Sell it to your last days, buy yourself the motivation, generation nothing
Nothing but a dead scene, product of a white dream I am not the singer that you wanted
But a dancer I refuse to answer, talk about the process and the ones who wanna get away
Keep running
Sing it for the boys, sing it for the girls
Every time that you're losing sing it for the world
Sing it from the heart, sing it till you're nuts
Sing it out for the ones that'll hate your guts
Sing it for the deaf, sing it for the blind
Sing about everyone that you left behind
Sing it for the world, sing it for the world
"That was great." Will replied. "I think that we have one of our numbers for Regionals."
"While I think that song is good, I think that we would be better off if we tried to write our own songs." Rachel argued. I happened to think that she had a point. We could do a song that no one had ever heard before and it would be great.
Unfortunately, everyone else didn't share that sentiment and it looked like we were going to be doing the My Chemical Romance song instead. Maybe I could try to write a song and it would change Will's mine. I did have a lot of things happen to me that I could write about. I had probably experienced more than anyone else in the Glee club.
After school, I was preparing to head home when Jessa came to me in the parking lot. She looked to see if anyone was looking before she gave me a big kiss.
So Faith went Bieber and it seems like she had some success, but she still has a way to go before she and Jessa can be a couple again. The songs are "U Smile" by Bieber and "Not Ready to Make Nice" by The Dixie Chicks. Please don't forget to review.
