Hey everybody, here's the 3rd chapter it's kind of small so I apologize. So I hate to say this but this story is coming to an end. I'll probably end it either at chapter 4 or 5. I'll probably do a short chapter for 4 then I'll make chapter 5 the final chapter and longer. I also plan after I finish this story to revise it again, instead of being in first person I'll more than likely change it to third person, I believe that's what it's called, it will be something like this Kiss looked at Coco and not as family but as a someone would love a lover. Kiss wanted to be human so he could be more than family to Coco. He took one last longing look at Coco and closed his eyes waiting for sleep to envelop him in its clutches. How would that be? Better? For some reason I like stories in third person more because I think it flows more naturally like that for some reason, not sure why though.

Another thing this does not pertain to the story so you can skip it if you like, I just want to rant. So yesterday which was Monday I carved a pumpkin because Halloween is coming up. It took me a couple hours to carve and it was Jack from Nightmare before Christmas Jack-o-Lantern. When I was done I took it outside. So when I came back from morning classes at College I saw my fricking pumpkins smashed and it was by one of the fricking kids who pass my house to get to school every morning because there's an elementary school up the street from my house. I know it's not a reason to be mad but I am. GRRRRRRRR. Okay on with the story

Disclaimer: Like always I do not own Toriko or the characters just this plot from my sick demented mind, enjoy! =D

KISS POV

As soon as those words left my mouth I saw the different emotions play across Coco's face. First it was disbelief, then anger, and now it was sadness and the worst part was the look of pure heart in Coco's eyes. My heart started to ache when I saw his reaction and it felt like someone punched me in the stomach and that I was out of air but no matter how much I hated the look Coco showed, I do not regret what I said at all. I lowered my gaze from Coco's and settled on looking at the ground instead, not wanting to see the look of betrayal and hurt in Coco's eyes any longer my heart wouldn't be able to take it.

"I never saw you as family Coco, EVER." I whispered softly not wanting to say it but knowing that it was all true I had to tell him. Not so much for him but for me I can't stand lying to him anymore. Pretending to be something when I wasn't and that I could never be, to be his family. When I know that I want to be more than that to him and I could never love Coco as only family because I don't. I was brought out of my musings when Coco began to speak again already over the shock from what I said.

"But why Kiss? I thought we were family!" yelled Coco angrily. I just shook my head at him still looking at the ground intensely, "You wouldn't understand." I felt Coco's hand under my chin then he forcibly raised my head so he can look at my eyes but even though he raised my head I still kept my eyes downcast. Coco took a deep breath trying to keep his cool, still kind of angry that I wouldn't look at his eyes. "Just try me Kiss. You can tell me anything."

I shifted me eyes upward and gave Coco a defiant look. "Then let me ask you this Coco. Why weren't you surprised to see me as a human? Did you see it in a vision?" I hissed angrily. Coco's arm fell from my chin and he took a couple steps back in surprise, he stayed looking at me for a few seconds more, then he seemed to regain his senses and instantly replied.

"Of course I didn't see you turning to a human in a vision! I never imagined that you would turn to a human!" For someone reason that last sentence kind of hit a nerve maybe it was because he said he could have never imagined me to be a human and that hurt but who can blame him, really? I mean what sane person would imagine that their raven whose part of their family would turn human no one will so I can't hold that against him but it still hurts and I want to tell him exactly how I feel but would I? Probably not, I'm too afraid that I could lose Coco forever if he knows about my feelings for him so this is all I can do.

I took a couple steps forward to close the distance between Coco and I, his reaction to that was to take a couple steps back so I took a couple more steps to meet him and he retreated again. I got really mad at that, hurt that he was running away from me. Was he repulsed by me that he didn't want me to approach him or was it something else, afraid maybe? But even I was hurt I was still mad and when he started to take a couple steps away from me I just became enraged and I couldn't stand to reason no more. Fuck that! I will tell Coco my feelings or better yet I will show him and if he hates me, well I'll cross that bridge when I get to it…hopefully I will never get to it.

COCO POV

For some reason when I told Kiss I saw him as family he got mad and that's what started this whole argument or it could have been when I said that I couldn't ever imagined that he would have turned into a human, I don't know which one it was or maybe it was both. But something I do know is that with each passing second I thought about it I was getting more and more confused and with my confusion it brought anger. Kiss suddenly started to approach me I could sense he was angry and it was rolling off of him in waves and something else but what it was, I do not know. The closer Kiss got to me the further I stepped away, I lowered my head to the ground not wanting to see the angry Kiss anymore and I noticed that his feet had stop moving so I decided to stop as well. I could see Kiss's hands balled up into fists and that it seemed that they were shaking. Was Kiss shaking in anger or was he crying? Oh, how I hope he wasn't crying, I never saw Kiss cry and I sure as hell don't want to start. I especially don't want him to cry because deep down I know it was because of me even though I still don't know what I had did or caused him to be so sad.

I could hear Kiss take a shaky breath in and yelled. "What, you don't like me as a human!? Should I just disappear from your sight then if you don't want to see me?!" That hit a nerve, my head shot up upward, my eyes burning with intensity, and I yelled out "That's not what I meant!"

Before I could even blink and process what was even happening Kiss was suddenly right in front of me and he began pushing me until I was pushed up against a tree. My back hitting the rough bark and Kiss was leaning over me both of his arms on each side of my head blocking both exists with his body.

"Then what do you mean" he asked harshly. I started to push against Kiss so I could escape but no matter how much I pushed he wouldn't budge, not even an inch his body was rock solid. Kiss finally had enough of my pushing and my attempts to flee. He grabbed my arms roughly and pinned them above my head. I began to turn my head away from him so in response he pushed himself against me more he was so close to me that I could feel his breath on my ear and it made the little hairs of my neck stand up. Kiss leaned in closer even still and placed his mouth by my ear. "What do you mean?" Kiss whispered in my ear huskily once again. "I...I ... li...like...yo...your.. hu..hu..human form." I barely managed to get out. My face started to heat up and I knew that I was blushing and who wouldn't blush. How could I say something so embarrassing to Kiss like I liked his human form and not blush. Then I realized the other thing I sensed from Kiss, my eyes widened in realization, it was, it was… lust.

Kiss POV

When Coco said those words I lost control. I grabbed his chin and forced him to face me his eyes went wide in surprise and I took that chance to kiss him as expected his lips were soft and warm. Coco's lips were still and he wouldn't respond to the kiss, I tried to put my tongue inside his mouth to explore more of him but he wouldn't let me. I ended the kiss and pulled back. I looked at Coco but he took that opportunity to turn his head away again, I could see that his cheeks were flushed. I leaned into Coco's ear again. "Please Coco," I pleaded. He took a deep breath, turned his face to me, closed his eyes, and parted his lips finally giving me entrance and the okay I waited for. When I saw his invitation I didn't plan to refuse so I crashed my lips to his again. His mouth was warm and sweet, oh so sweet, sweeter than anything in this gourmet world.