Chapter 4
Coco POV
When I heard Kiss beg for entrance to my mouth for some reason I could not refuse him. This should be wrong, Kiss is my family my friend and a empreror crow and here I am kissing him. Well not a crow anymore, a human but it should be wrong! But if they it should feel wrong for some reason it does not. My silent musing to myself was cut off when Kiss started to deepen the kiss further, he kept pushing his lips against mine aggressively and I do not know what he wants until I realize I am not responding to his kisses at all, dammit. Kiss slowly pulls away and looks at me with his eyes swimming with confusion and perhaps guilt as well. "Coco?" he says slowly and uncertainly. I couldn't look at his eyes any longer because I didn't want to see the guilt in his eyes, I hurt I am sure but I do not know how, well probably from not returning his kisses like I said damn. "Coco please look at me. I'm sorry. I…I don't know what came over me… I heard you say that you like how I look now and I … was so happy and couldn't control myself. I…. I'm sorry. You probably are disgusted by me kissing you and I won't anymore but please…. Please Coco don't hate me." When I heard Kiss say this I turned my gaze quickly back to his and yelled "I don't hate you! How can you even think that!" Kiss looked taken back when I suddenly yell and answered "but Coco, you…you didn't respond to my kisses so that can only mean that your disgusted by me." "I didn't respond not because I don't like you but because… because." Crap I don't want to tell him my conflicting emotions but I don't want to hurt him anymore. "Because?" Kiss prompts but has confusion and now hurt in his eyes. Screw this! I place my hands on Kiss's face and forcibly push his face to mine and kiss him deeply. I lick his bottom lip a couple of times and for a few seconds Kiss was shocked then he opened his mouth and I dashed my tongue into his mouth and intensified the kiss.