What was Jules thinking before she broke it off with Sam.
She knows she has to do it.
She knows it rests on her.
She knows it needs to be done before she gets back on the team.
She doesn't want to.
She wants to be selfish.
Nothing lasts forever.
She especially knows this.
After its done, she wants him to remember her.
That's the selfish side of her thoughts talking.
Even if its in his wildest dreams.
Cause she knows he'll be in hers.
This is going to take her down.
Part of her doesn't know how she's gonna go back to just being his teammate.
The other part of her knows it can be done.
She can move on.
She needs to move on, for both their sakes.
He needs to move on as well.
They need to forget.
Forget the time when no one knew what they were doing.
They need to push out all the memories of their clothes in each other's rooms.
Hands through each other's hair.
When it got so good.
She can't think about those times anymore.
Pushes it out of her mind.
Gets it done.
She knows she has to do it.
She knows it needs to be her that ends it.
He won't.
She knows that after its done, she'll only be able to have him in her wildest dreams.
She hopes that he remembers her too.
She was shot and worked her ass off to get back on the team.
She deserves to be a little selfish.
She doesn't want to...but she does.
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