This is what happens when you're stuck in traffic on the way home and you're listening to Taylor Swift. Which btw, always makes me think of my OTPs! OTP, there's a Taylor Swift song for them! =P
[OTP - one true pairing]
He agreed with taking time off.
Its something he didn't usually do.
He hates time off.
But he needed to prepare himself.
She would be returning to the team.
In some ways he was dreading it.
In others he couldn't wait to be able to see her everyday.
So he took some time off.
He thought if he could clear his mind, he could move on.
He was wrong.
The time off just made him think of her more.
He doesn't know if he can do this anymore.
He loves her.
He came to that realization awhile ago.
Passionately in love with her.
He doesn't remember when it happened.
But he knows it was sudden.
Loosing her was something he's never known.
Its usually him doing the dumping.
But he has also never really loved anyone enough to care.
He misses her.
Ever since she started avoiding him.
He feels alone.
He tries to forget her.
But he can't.
The memories of them, of her, are ingrained in his heart.
He knows its his heart, cause his brain knows he needs to move on.
His brain is the rational part of him.
It's telling him to forget.
To let her go.
But he loves her.
His heart is in charge.
He misses being able to touch her.
When everything that he wanted was right in front of him.
He used to spend the mornings before she woke up memorizing her.
Now he wishes he could forget her.
He remembers everything about her.
They come suddenly in flashbacks and echoes.
He tells himself that he needs to let go,
but it's impossible.
His heart doesn't want to.
She's spinning around in his heart.
He's lost her.
He can't forget her.
And he loves her.
He needs to let go.
But he loves her.
He wants her to come back to him.
He wants to fight for them.
But he can't.
The rational part of him knows this.
His heart, however, is a totally different matter.
Time off was suppose to be a good thing.
It just made in fall more in love with her.
Reviews are always welcomed.
[Bonus points for knowing the song]