Disclaimer: I do no own the Teen Titans
Raven's POV
Still in Nevermore
"Hello Raven, I am Love" she said in a pleasent tone.
My heart beat sped and loudened, I was shocked that I even had such an emotion. It puzzled me though why she came to show herself today.
"I don't feel love, love can destroy and hurt people." I said getting angry at the newly found emotion. "Much like you hurt Beast Boy 2 weeks ago." she replied, I faultered as she mentioned his name. "No... I didn't hurt him, he knows that." "He has
locked himself in his room since and hasn't come out." she said with a tone of sincereness and harshness. I stood there contemplating what all Love was saying to me, wondering if it was all true. Of course it was all true,I knew every bit of
it was.
" Raven...," she placed a hand on my shoulder. "You feel a different type of affection for him than you do the others. You think of them as family, but you think of him as..." She stopped and I picked it right up where she ended. "... a true love..."
I said hesitantly, but knowing it was the truth. "Why don't you give him a chance? He's sweet, compassionate, and he's a true gentleman to us. He loves us." I sunk my head deeper into my hood, not wanting to face them. "I don't know, I just haven't
given him the thought." I said, 'I have to fix this.'
I closed my eyes and appeared in my room, but stopped as I realized, he acted this way with Terra too. She had broke his heart and betrayed the team with Slade. Then she decided she had turned a new leaf andsacrificed her life to save the city.
Beast Boy may be heartbroken, depressed, and just hurt, if I go to his room I wouldn't know what to expect to see.
He wouldn't do anyrhing drastic because of this, would he?
It didn't matter though, I had to tell him the truth. I had to tell him how I feel about this.
I rushed into the hallway and to Beast Boys door.
"Beast Boy.. can I talk to you?" I sat there but no response.
"Beast Boy, I know I hurt you by not saying anything and just completely disregarded you and your feelings. Please can I talk to you?" He still didn't respond. I didn't want to invade his privacy, but I had to tell him how I felt. I phased through the
door.
"Beast Boy, please don't be mad-" I couldn't even finish what I was saying, because when I walked through the door, there he was
Sprawled out on the floor in a pool of blood.
Beast Boy's POV
10minutes before Raven came in
I had been in my room for 2 weeks only sneaking out when everyone was asleep to eat. I had been thinking the worst case scenario about what happened with Raven. 'I thought she was the one... I give her my all in everything I do. I'd even die for her...' I
know everyone thought I was in love with Terra, but that wasn't the case. I had only liked her, wishing for her to feel the same, before she went and betrayed the mind was flowing with different things about Ravenand the whole
ordeal 2 weeks ago.
I pulled my sleeves up to reveal mycutsand walked into the bathroom to grab my razor. I walked back and sat on my bed staring at the razor like I had done for 2 weeks now. Raven had known I liked her,she had downed me in the past because she
was in love with Malchior, but I was always there because I loved her she needed a should to cry on and I was there for her whenever she needed me,but she didn't know that I had fallen in love with her or how bad I wanted to be with her. I sat
there for a moment with tears in my eyes, rolling down my cheeks.
I wiped the tears out of my eyes, and cut my wrist. I wrenched in pain but soon I realized again that this pain is nothing compared toknowing Raven feels nothing for me. My vision began to get blurry as it did before from the loss of blood. I cut
again butthis time I think I hit a vein because I bled more profusely and my vision slowly began to turninto darkness. I feel off of my bed and began to crawl to the door. I could only mumble four words as Ifaded away.
"I love you Raven..."
I fell into unconsciousness.
