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Purvi was standing in front of the mirror ,the glimpse of yesterday were in front of her washeart broken as if the world has collapsed leaving only her standing like not a moment elapsed and she has been torn apart ,like a flame has burnt through everything she believed in , it demolished all thats true as if she was ripped apart
Sachin entered the room
Sachin: Purvi tumhe kya ho gaya hai,aise bina bataye kahan chali gayi thi tum,aur nichey kuchh boli kyun nahi ,sab kitna pareshan ho rahe they tumhare liye
Purvi: Ek tumhare siva
Sachin: Kya ?
Purvi: Kuchh nahi
She was teary and looked at Sachin ferociously,in anger,she was not in her senses but she tried to control her anger
Sachin: Bologi ki kahan gayab thi raat bhar
Purvi: Sachin jao yahan se
Sachin: Arey lekin hua kya hai?
Purvi: Kuchh nahi meri tabiyat thik nahi hai
Sachin came near her and was about to touch her face whdn he jerked her
Purvi: Sachin please!
Sachin:Kya hua
Purvi: Maine kaha na meri tabiyat thik nahi...leave me alone aur main Bureau nahi aaungi keh dena ACP sir se
Sachin: Thik hai,tum aaram karo
And he left but when he was outside
Sachin(thinking): Zaroor koi na koi baat hai jo tumhe andar hi andar khaaye jaa rahi hai warna tum is tarah se
AFTER SOMETIME
Sachin left for the bureau ...but after yesterday's moments she couldn't believe him further ...she also got down to follow him
Nirmala: Arey Purvi beta,tumhari tabiyat thik nahi hai kahan jaa rahi ho ?
Purvi: Maa wo kuchh zaroori kaam tha bas thodi der me laut aaungi aap fikar mat keejiye
Nirmala: Arey lekin
But before she could stop her Purvi moved out and was following Sachin,she saw that Sachin wasn't going on the way to Bureau but some othee way,she saw him stopping at the beach , she followed him ,and was stunned to see Sachin hugging the same girl and they were holding hands ,he talked to her in the same manner as he did with Purvi ,she couldn't stay further ,she had lost all her senses and her eyes were shedding tears,she went away from there
She was feeling Like for the longest year she could only sit and dissolve, like was drowning in her tears and she was only torn apart...As if everytime she tried to speak her words came out as mush like if she let out the slightest shreik she'd be ripped apart, like a nightmare that never ends chasing, screaming, till she would be dead like past every turn and every bend she'll only get torn apart
IN THE NIGHT
As usual Sachin returned to the home late and was stopped by Nirmala
Nirmala: Beta accha hua tu aa gaya ,pata nahi Purvi ko kya ho gaya hai,uski tabiyat bhi thik nahi thi lekin phir bhi tere nikalte hi ghar se kahin nikal gayi ,aur kehke gayi thi ki aadhe ghante mein laut aayegi lekin ab jaake lauti hai aur lauti hai tab se chup chaap apne kamre mein baithi hai darwaza tak nahi khol rahi,khana bhi nahi khaya usne ,mujhe badi ghabrahat ho rahi hai tu dekh jaake
Sachin: Haan maa main dekhta hun
He went to the room and saw the room open but as he stepped inside he saw a bottle rolling to his feet...he picked it up and closed the door he went inside further,and saw Purvi near the pool side with another in her hand...
Sachin: Ye sab kya hai Purvi?Ye kya kar rahi ho tum ?
Purvi was sitting with her back towards him .
Purvi:Pee hai sharab har gali har dukan se,
Ek dosti si ho gai hai sharab ke jaam se,
Guzre hain hum ishq mein kuchh aise mukam se,
Ke nafrat si ho gai hai mohabbat ke naam se.
Sachin: Purvi ye neend ki goliyon ke saath saath is ghar mein bottlein bhi laane lag gayi tum ,kahan se aaya ye sab kya hai ye sab
She turned and moved towards him, but her feet slipped but Sachin held her
Purvi: Hothon pe aaj unka naam aa gaya,
Pyase ke hath mein aaj jaam aa gaya.
Dole kadam to gire unki bahon main ja ke,
Aaj to peena bhi hamare kaam aa gaya.
Sachin: Purvi ye thik nahi hai,tum ek CID officer ho tumhe yun pina shobha nahi deta us din bhi tumne pee thi toh kitni mushkil se tumhe lekar aaya tha
Purvi: Sharabi bankar khush ho leti hoon,
Har jaam se dard bhar leti hoon,
Ek bewafa ka nasha to mujhe har pal rehta hai,
Is sharab se thoda hosh sambhal leti hoon,
Sachin: Nashe me kuchh bbi bole jaa rahi ho Purvi kaun bewafa haan ?
Purvi: Jhoot bolo toh kaayam bhi raho us par,Hai ki bewafai toh amal bhi karo uspar
Sachin: Lagta hai kuchh zyada pi li hai tumne
He held her hand to take her inside
Purvi: Kaun thi wo ladki ?
Sachin: Kaunsi ladki Purvi
Purvi: Wahi ladki jise tum kal Sitara restaurant me waade kar rahe they aur aaj jise apni baahon mein liye they
Sachin was shocked to hear that
Sachin: Kaun ladki ?Main kisi ladki ko nahi jaanta
Purvi: Oh really ?Wahi ladki jise tumne itna mehnga pearl set gift kiya aur uska bill mere paas hai,wo anklet jo tumhari bike ki seat se mila tha
Sachin: Dekho tum kya keh rahi ho mujhe kuchh samajh nahi aa raha tumhe nasha ho gaya hai
Purvi: Haan nashe mein hoon main lekin is sharab ke nahi tumhari bewafai ke nashe me
Sachin: Purvi! Ek toh tum nashe me ho upar se pata nahi kisko dekhke mera naam le rahi ho
Purvi: Jhoot mat bolo Sachin uski bhi ek apni hadd hoti hai,wo pearl set,wo anklet,wo ladies perfume,Pratik kuchh dino se vaishno devi mein hai ,usne tumhari shakal tabse nahi dekhi jab se humari shadi hui hai aur tum kehte ho ki wo bhala insaan bimaar hai? ab keh do ki ye sab jhoot hai,main jhoot bol rahi hun,arey sharam karo Sachin Kashyap apni aankhon se dekha tumhe us ladki ke saath ,agar kisi ke saath affair hai toh usey accept karne ki himmat bhi rakho,agar ye sab jhoith hai toh meri aankhon mein dekhke ke keh do main tumhare jhoot ko bhi sach maan ke yakin kar lungi
Sachin turned
Sachin: Thik keh rahi ho tum ,bilkul thik keh rahi ho tum,Haan ,Haan maine tumhe dhoka diya hai ,wo anklet,wo ladies perfume,wo pearl set wo sab usi ladki ka hai,aur haan thik kaha tumne main pratik se nahi mila hun, aur janna chahti thi na raat raat bhar main kahan jaata hun?Toh suno raat mein uthke main Akanksha ke paas jaata tha?You know why because I love her do you get this?
Purvi:Agar tum Akanksha se itna pyaar karte they toh mujhse pyaar ka jhoota natak kyun kiya ?
Sachin: Kyunki main Akanksha se itna pyaar nahi karta jitni main tumse nafrat karta hun janna chahti ho uski wajah kya hai (pinned her to the wall), Kyunki main tumhara istemaal karna chahta tha,tumne mujhse shadi ke liye isliye haan ki na kyunki tum ye samajhti thi ki mere saath jaisa vyavhar karogi i'm going to be silent ,toh bahot badi galat fehmi hai tumhari...tumne mujhse shaadi ki apne matlab ke liye ,...lekin maine tumse shaadi ki tumse badla lene ke liye do you get this? Apni physical needs ke liye maine tumse pyaar ka natak kiya aur tum aasani se is natak ka shikaar ho gayi...Par accha hai ab tum sab kuchh jaan hi chuki ho so won't have to see your face
And saying this he went from there but his words were still in Purvi's mind .She was in tears she was literally broken .It was a crumpling feeling. It was a feeling that made her desperate for attention, approval, and affection. It made her feel nauseous.
Roundhe Hai Mujhko Tera Pyaar
Chubhta Hai Tera Intezaar
Das Rahi Tanhaiyaan
Dard Yeh Kar Raha Hai Pukar
It was killing her self esteem, her trust, everything. It's like she was on her first roller coaster; everything's too fast to comprehend, and as she was plunged down that steep hill her stomach lurched into her throat, choking her and making a huge tangle of organs and sat down beside the pool in tears
Roundhe Hai Mujhko Tera Pyaar
Chubhta Hai Tera Intezaar
Das Rahi Tanhaiyaan
Dard Yeh Kar Raha Hai Pukar
Here on the other side
Sachin was on the terrace he too had tears in his eyes,he was hitting his own head against the wall ...
How could he despise her? How could he betray his own heart,He had not spoken one word of comfort. He felt as if he had killed himself. He loved her - what right had he to hurt her
Karochti Hai Kyon Mujhko Hawa Reh Reh Ke
Nichodti Hoon Dil Gabrati Hoon Mein Tere Liye
Katra Katra Mera Jaana Tere Milan Ko Tarse
Sachin : How could i break your heart - and in breaking it, I have broken mine...Main tumhe dard dena nahi chahta Purvi,par ye dena bhi toh meri majboori hai...aur shayad tumhe dard de ke tumse door rehne mein hi meri saza hai
Roundhe Hai Mujhko Tera Pyaar
Chubhta Hai Tera Intezaar
Das Rahi Tanhaiyaan
Dard Yeh Kar Raha Hai Pukar
NEXT DAY
Sachin had slept the whole night on the terrace ...When he came back to his room he saw Purvi sleeping beside the pool .He came and sat near her he touched her head but was worried when he noticed her body in extremely high above the normal temperatures and she was not in a proper condition ,he picked her up and took her to the bed.
He saw blood oozing from her hand,marks of bruises and scars ...he was more scared to see them , he took the first aid and started healing her he took the cool damp clothes and put on her head...But when Purvi opened her eyes she saw Nandita in front of her doing the same for her
Nandita: Uth gayi meri Rajkumari... Dekho toh bukhar toh utar chuka hai
Purvi: Badi maa,samay kya ho raha hai badi maa ?
Nandita: Din chhad aaya hai bete,Do baj rahe hain ,Doctor bhi tujhe dekhke chale gaye
Purvi: 2 baj rahe hain ?(remebering yesterday's episode with him)
Nandita: Wo toh subah hi chala gaya Bureau,keh raha tha ki tu gir gayi thi aur tujhe ye chhoten aa gayi thi ,par beta jab teri tabyat thik nahi thi toh kyun gayi thi?Aaj tu kahin nahi jayegi..
Purvi wanted to kiss her ,to wrap her in her arms so tightly that she would never come to harm...she was like bliss, it was like a blessing in disguise to her,it was like the oasis in the desert
At the same time Niyati came to her room woth some food
Niyati: Ye lo Purvi jaldi se khana khatam kar lo
Purvi: Di aap lab nahi gayi
Niyati: Arey tumhe itna tez bukhaar tha kaise jaa sakti thi aur waise bhi Salunkhe sahab hain na sab dekh lenge
She saw both of them and her heart was filled ,she felt such love and compassion for the first time she found what she searched for during these years
She took her lunch ,Niyati got up to get the medicine and water for her,while Nandita was called by Nirmala she was about to leave when Purvi hugged her from behind
Purvi: Badi maa...
Nandita also hugged her back and smiled
Nandita: Arey beta rote thodi hain,... karo main bas abhi aayi haan
She nodded her head
IN THE EVENING
Sachin returned from the bureau,but when he came to the bedroom he saw Purvi packing a suitcase in which she kept her clothes
Sachin: Oh !toh ab is ghar ko chhodne ka faisla kar hi liya tumne...chalo acchi baat hai,meri Akanksha is ghar me acche se aa payegi aur haan jab apne bhai ke ghar jao na toh please Doctor Batra se ilaaj karwana sheher ke jaane maaane doctor hain...
He turned and was about to leave
Purvi: Tumhe ye kisne keh diya ki main is ghar ko chhod ke jaa rahi hun
Sachin: Ye suitcase...
Purvi: Oh ye suitcase! Ye wo kapde hain jo ab main pehenti nahi,har saal is ghar se jo khaane pine ki chizon ka, aur kapde bartan wagereh wagereh jo sab donation me jaata hai na ye unme se ek hai,khair ye sab mere kapde hain?Tumhe kuchh dena hai ?
Sachin: Sab jaan chuki ho toh kyun nahi chhod jaati is ghar ko
Purvi: Main is ghar ko kyun chhodun?Maine kuchh kiya ho ya kisi se kuchh kaha ho toh bhi ek baar samajh aata hai lekin sirf ek tumhari wajah se main is ghar ko kyun chhodun,jab shadi hui thi toh rishta sirf tumse nahi bandha tha mera ,is ghar se ,is ghar ke logon se ,unke jazbaat se bandha tha ,tumhare liye main apna bharra pura parivar kyun chhod dun haan ?
Sachin: Chali jaati toh tumhare aur mere liye dono ke liye accha hota,roz mujhe Akanksha se milte dekh tumhe accha nahi lagega.
Purvi: Arey tumhe jis se marzi milna hai milo,mujhe kya?...and don't worry maine ghar walo se kuchh nahi kaha hai,tumhare jaise insaan ke liye main unki feelings ko hurt nahi kar sakti aur waise bhi jis ghar mein mujhe do do maa mili ,itne acche pita mile ,char behne mili,do bhai mile ,pyaare se bacche mile,dada dadi mile, wo sab kuchh mila jo mujhe itne saalon se nahi mila,toh sirf tumhari ghatiya harkat ke liye main wo sab kho dun...? Never kabhi nahi..aur waise bhi tumhe kya laga tum mujhe dhoka doge aur tumhe itni aasani se maaf kar dungi,aur tum mujhse chhutkara paa loge ,No Mr Sachin Kashyap tumhari saza yahi hai ki ab tum mujhe is ghar me har pal ,har ghadi dekho apni aankhon ke saamne ,aur waise bhi ab tumhe jis se milna hai milo,jo karna hai karo ,i really don't care because now you don't affect me anymore
Saying this she went to the corridor with the suitcase
Purvi: Avantika di !Avantika... di
And Avantika came to her
Avantika: Arey kya baat hai Purvi ?Kuchh chahiye tha tumhe bolo ?
Purvi: Nahi di wo bas ye suitcase...
Avantika: Tum kyun utha rahi ho ,Wo dono kaha hain? arey Alok bhaiya . .
and Alok came over there
Purvi: Alok bhaiyya ye donation ka suitcase meri taraf se
Alok: Ab tabiyat kaisi hai tumhari Purvi
Purvi: I am absolutely fine
Avantika( checking her forehead): Arey haan,bukhar toh utar chuka
Purvi: Avantika di
Avantika: Haan
Purvi: Main bhi nichey chalun ?Sab logon ke bich me baithungi toh accha lagega
Avantika: Chalo,ye bhi koi puchhne wali baat hai..
Sachin saw this and a smile appeared on his face
Sachin(thinking): Thank you Purvi,maine tumhe itna dukh diya phir bhi tum mere parivar walon ke jasbaaton ka kitna khayal rakh rahi ho,na jaane kaise main tumhara ye karz chuka paunga