~What Am I Feeling?~

~Part 2- Deeper In Love~

~Chapter 27- Summer Plans~

It was the Summer holidays faster than they could ever imagine. OWLs had come and gone in no time with Scorpius spending most his time beforehand revising and doing all he could to make Albus revise too.

All in all, things had never been better for Albus Potter and Scorpius Malfoy. They had each other and they were closer than ever, growing closer everyday even though it may seem impossible. Happiness, true happiness was what they had. And so far, nothing had interrupted it.

They had kept their relationship a secret very well. They were clever boys after all, they knew how to make it look to others as if they were just close friends. Although, their one worry was that Louis knew. He always seemed to send them knowing and suggestive glances whenever they were around each other and that nerved the two boys. Scorpius told Albus a long time ago that Louis knew he was in love with Albus. It wasn't so much that they didn't want Louis to know, it was just that he was a blabbermouth. He would have to tell someone, most likely Martino but it was a risk. And a risk they were not so willing to take.

James had not bothered Scorpius at all since that Quidditch match, much to Scorpius' relief. Things between he and Albus had returned to normal, though they never mentioned the situation with Scorpius to avoid awkwardness or even further arguments. James had finished Hogwarts now and was off to Greece on a month long holiday with his friends. Chris had hardly spoken two words to them either, other than a few hellos here and there; it was probably for the best. There was no word from Danielle, which was pleasing for them both.

Being in love was the most blissful feeling in the world. They craved each other everyday, they needed to be near each other. Even a few hours apart, already felt distressing.

That was why they were not looking at all forward to the Summer holidays.

There were parts they weren't dreading of course; seeing their family being the main thing. It would be nice to be home, in the comfort of their own rooms of which they didn't have to share with anyone else. They were also looking forward to getting to see each other outside school and Hogsmeade, doing new things together. And mostly, they couldn't wait to go to the Beyond Magic concert together.

But they would still miss each other incredibly. They would not spend every waking moment together like they were used to and it would be hard.

As they stepped off the platform together, the crowds of excited people overwhelmed them and they couldn't see anything.

Albus rolled onto the balls of his feet, using Scorpius' shoulders to support him. He spotted a blemish of red hair, recognising it as his Uncle Ron. Sure enough, his parents were next to him. However he made it his priority to make sure Scorpius found his parents so scanned the area again.

Once he spotted the heads of Draco and Astoria Malfoy, he grasped Scorpius' wrist and dragged the boy closely through the crowd. They both had to haul their suitcases in and out of hurrying people until they reached the Malfoys.

Draco's face instantly turned into a scowl when he saw Albus standing next to his son. Astoria on the other hand absorbed her son in a warm hug before kissing Albus' cheek.

"Nice to see you Albus." She said kindly.

"Nice to see you too Mr and Mrs Malfoy," Albus grinned charmingly, even though he knew it did not alter Scorpius' dad's opinion of him, "I just wanted to make sure Scorpius got to you alright. I hope you have a good holiday."

"Oh thank you, Albus. And you."

Albus wanted so much to kiss Scorpius goodbye in that moment but knew he couldn't. Instead he just whispered, "I'll see you some time soon, Scor. Can't wait for the concert!"

Scorpius watched as Albus walked away, feeling a little despairing inside. He sighed and turned back to his parents, forcing a smile for them.

"He is such an arrogant prat that boy." Draco sneered, still staring at Albus as he sauntered away.

"Father," Scorpius said harshly, "Don't… please."

"Okay okay…" Draco wound an arm around Scorpius' shoulders, leading him away, Astoria following closely behind them, "How's school?"

"It's great. OWLs were long, but I felt like I did well in them." Scorpius said proudly, grinning up at his father.

"You seem happy Scorpius. Happier than you were at Easter. Two minutes and I can tell that."

"I am. Very happy actually."

They reached the floo network, Draco paying for some floo powder but frowning at the same time, "But I thought you broke up with that Chris?"

"I-I did…"

Draco and Astoria exchanged curious glances but didn't question it. Their son was happy and that was what was important to them.

Once home, they sat in the parlour room, drinking tea and catching up. Scorpius took his time to get comfortable around They spoke of school issues, mostly how each individual OWL went and what Scorpius thought he would be getting in them. Soon, the conversation took a more uncomfortable turn.

"You never did really tell us why you and that boy, Chris, stopped seeing each other." Draco stated but his tone indicated that he was waiting for an answer.

Scorpius' cheeks reddened and he lowered his head, "O-oh…"

"He wasn't putting any pressure on you to do anything was he? You said he had come out much longer before you." A concerned Astoria gently said.

"No! No…" Scorpius exclaimed, waving his arms about, "Um… I mean that wasn't the reason we broke up…"

"But did he do that to you?" Draco protectively hissed.

"U-Uh…" Scorpius felt like a mess in his chair at that moment. It was a strange topic to be discussing with your parents, especially a father who still wasn't completely comfortable with his son's sexuality, "It's nothing to worry about… Al dealt with that."

"Scorpius Malfoy," Draco said firmly, standing up. Scorpius' breath caught in his through and he was scared. But he did no more than hold out a hand for his son. Scorpius slowly let his own slip into the clutch of his dad's, "If anybody ever does that to you again, you must come straight to me. Don't be scared. I just don't want anybody doing that to my son because you are so important to me. And I want to help you in any way possible."

"Thank you dad," Scorpius beamed, "But that really wasn't the reason we broke up."

"It should have been." Draco raised his eyebrows, returning to his seat.

"W-well it was really because I realised Chris wasn't right for me…" Scorpius nodded, "So I broke up with him…"

"Are you seeing anyone new then? Because that still doesn't explain why you're so happy." Astoria sipped on her tea, gazing through her eyelashes.

Scorpius blushed deeply but automatically shook his head, "No… I guess I'm just happy with where I am at the moment. I love school and where my future is going. I have great friends and family who I love. And I finally know exactly who I am. And I'm completely comfortable and happy with him."

Even though all that was true, he had to leave out one vital part. The part which made him happier than ever and couldn't imagine being happy without.

Albus.

"Well your happiness is what's important of course." Astoria gently smiled.

"What about next year? Have you decided what subjects you're going to continue with?" Draco asked as he picked up a biscuit, ready to eat.

"Well yes, I didn't want to do that many. I've spoken to Professor Drew and he said it's better to take less subjects and achieve perfect grades rather than many of worse grades."

"True true."

"So I've decided to take subjects which will be most appropriate for getting onto a wandlore course. Defence against the dark arts, Charms, Potions, History of Magic and Transfiguration. I'm also going to do Apparation on the side."

"That's really good Scorpius," His father nodded his approval, "What about being a prefect?"

"Both Albus and I have applied to be prefects. Hopefully we will get it." Scorpius shrugged, though he wasn't really that bothered about the role itself. The real, and quite selfish, reason they wanted the roles was that Prefects got their own room (if they wanted) to share with one other prefect of their choice. The possibility of having their own room together… meant more privacy and not as much sneaking around. In the comfort of their own room, they didn't need to worry about maybe getting caught by a fellow room mate.

"You're going to that concert soon, aren't you?" Astoria questioned, "That Beyond Magic band?"

"Yeah, I'm going with Albus," Scorpius said excitedly, "I'm so excited! Beyond excited! If you'll pardon the pun…"

~X~

When Albus had left Scorpius at the platform to find his own family, he felt his heart sink just a bit. He kept glancing back at his boyfriend, but soon enough there were too many people blocking his path to see Scorpius anymore.

He greeted his parents and aunties and uncles, hugging and kissing the women's cheeks.

Soon enough, the Potters had loaded themselves into their enchanted car. Lily and James were squeezed into the back with Mr and Mrs Potter in the front. As they launched themselves into the air, the invisibility barrier floating around the car.

"We're going to go down to Cornwall for a few days," Harry told his children, "On an ol'Muggle holiday! Everyone's coming along. Even Aunt Hermione has managed to get a few full days off work. And Teddy's coming down."

"Aaah, yes! Surfing, Al!" Lily nudged Albus with her elbow.

"Can I invite Scorpius?" Albus burst out, jumping at the opportunity to have Scorpius with him on holiday.

"Well of course, if his father lets him," Ginny said with a beam, "And if your father says it's okay."

Albus flashed a pleading smile, "Daaad? Please?"

Harry winced slightly, but kept his eyes on the sky in front of him, "You know I would let him come without a second thought, it's just… I'm not sure Mal- Mr Malfoy would allow him to. You know he's always been hesitant about letting Scorpius be around us."

"I know but we might as well try!" Albus whined.

"I don't know Alb-"

"Pretty please!" Albus fluttered his eyes, pouting his bottom lip and giving puppy dog eyes.

"Argh, okay!"

Albus grinned, satisfied, "I'm going to see him sometime this week so I'll ask him then."

"Already?" Lily rolled her eyes, "God Ally, you and Scorpius are literally glued at the hip all the time. Even more recently!"

Albus looked out beyond the window, watching the fluffy clouds whiz past them, "I guess so…" But under his breath he also whispered, "You have no idea…"

"Etienne is coming with us." Harry added.

"No way! Yes! Etienne is so much fun!" Lily laughed, pumping her fist through the air.

"If Scorpius comes… oh Merlin he'll be so shocked. But so happy." Albus' thoughts only consumed by Scorpius alone.

"If he does, we shouldn't tell him and let it be a surprise."

"Merlin yes! He would be so so happy…"

Harry and Ginny marvelled at how close their son was to his friend.

~X~

A/N: So this was the first chapter in the 'second part' of this story. It was nice to write something between the parents and the boys again, especially the Potters because the only time we've only see Al interact with his parents was at that first Christmas, but that was when Scorpius was there. So it was enjoyable to do that.

I'm in a rush so I'm just going to say a thank you to the following reviewers: NekoAkitsuki and loveofawrittenword. But only two reviewers got me down! Pretty please leave some reviews? It really helps with my writing cause I can take your comments into consideration and improve my writing!

Next chapter:: A visit to Diagon Alley means the couple have the chance to visit some missed friends.