A/N: PLEASE READ! Okay guys, here it is! Brace yourselves because this is going to be very different from what you're expecting. This chapter has come out a bit dfferent from what I had first intended, but at the same time it's exactly what I wanted. But it IS less sexual than what you're all hoping for, and crazy big. I have told you that their bigger fetishes weren't that much of a big deal, but they're not exactly stuff that's approached as often and it should probably be. Anyway, I hope you guys enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing this rather intense and emotional part. Also, by seeing the warning for 'bondage' you may get the wrong idea and think 'really?, you went there?', but trust me, it's not anything you're thinking about or for the reasons you're thinking about. It's not even part of the fetish thing, I thought it suited the situation well. You'll have to read to know what I'm talking about ;) But trust me, you'll probably cringe more than find yourself hot and bothered. I just wanted to put the warning out there.
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WARNINGS: YAOI (MALE/MALE), ROUGH SEX, BLOODPLAY, MUTILATION, LIGHT BONDANGE! DON'T LIKE IT, DON'T READ IT!
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Unleashed fantasies
Part III: Deliverance
If anyone were to tell him that he'd be spending his Sunday in a stranger's house having sex with said stranger, Naruto would have laughed because, yes, he was a bit crazy and impulsive, but not that much.
Still, there he was, in the home of the most attractive person he had ever met, fulfilling a few of his deepest desires in style and having one hell of a good time while at it.
Sure, Sasuke was a complicated person and hard to deal with at first, but Naruto found that he could read him rather easily, especially when it came to his body language and what he wanted. It was as if their bodies talked to each other, and boy, did Naruto love every single minute of it.
In fact… he didn't think he had actually ever enjoyed fucking another person as much as he enjoyed fucking that gorgeous, sublime human being.
He had to admit that, so far, things were going so well he was actually having a bit of difficulty accepting the fact that this was the last time they'd see each other.
Sure, apart from Sasuke's kink for public sex, they had been pretty mild so far, and still, many people around Naruto had never allowed him to go as far as Sasuke had.
Sasuke had accepted him, willingly giving himself to him and, at the same time, sucking as much pleasure out of it as he possibly could.
Naruto liked that. The other male was very open, and instead of shying away from new or weird things, he embraced them and made sure he took the best out of it so he could enjoy himself just as much as the other person. It was like he always found a way to revert things in his favour, and that was simply one of the many attractive traits that he possessed.
Naruto would lie if he said that he didn't strongly feel like they had a connection. The chemistry was flaming, yes, but when they kissed, touched and fucked and their minds blanked out to give way to nothing but animalistic pleasure, they came together in a way that transcended everything Naruto had ever felt with a sex partner. Their bodies spoke and understood each other without either of them saying a word, and when they shared looks, it was as if…
As if they knew each other better than they actually did. That connection was mutual and mutually acknowledged. They both longed for each other, for that understanding that they couldn't seem to find with anyone else, and yet they had just met two days ago.
Just how far would it go? How far would that understanding go before something became unacceptable?
And that was the real issue. It saddened Naruto no matter how many times he repeated to himself that there was no way in hell he should keep his hopes up.
However, he was having a good time now, so there was no point in being negative when things were going so well. As Sasuke had said, even if they didn't want to do certain kinks, at least they'd fuck. Several times, and for the last time, but they'd have that.
000
Naruto swallowed hard as he slowly leaned back on the pillows of Sasuke's bed, his eyes never leaving the ones that stared back at him intensely. Stark naked and already sporting a rather obnoxious erection, he spread his legs and carefully, Sasuke crawled towards him to kneel between them. Blue eyes travelled over handsome features, and the cold, stoic seriousness he found there made his breath catch in his lungs. The way Sasuke's bangs fell over his eyes made him look dangerous and feral, like a beautiful wild creature.
Naruto tried to relax, willing his muscles to loosen up, but he couldn't. He was as excited as he was terrified, and he had every reason to be – he had just signed up to what was probably the craziest and stupidest thing he would ever do in his life. With a complete stranger.
Fear made his stomach churn unpleasantly, but he found that he liked the sensation more than he'd care to admit.
He had to be out of his fucking mind, he thought, with a mental laugh that sounded a little panicked even inside his head. What the fuck was he thinking, getting himself in such a situation? Fucking was one thing, but this?
Naruto was so scared his legs and arms shook, and that was saying a lot considering he had seen and done a lot of absurd shit in his life.
Still, as Sasuke's hands ran up and down the underside of his thighs gently, soothingly, Naruto's resolve remained firm because he had been the one to ask for it. Sasuke had given him everything he had wanted and more up until then, and this time, Naruto would be the one to give him this gift and offer himself to the man's dark fetish.
But of course, it wasn't as if Naruto himself would be left empty handed in all this, or so he hoped. His kink was very different from what Sasuke was into, yes, but the other had been clever into trying to turn the tables around so he could try to adapt his kink to what Naruto wanted, and somehow, this awakened the blond's curiosity.
When Sasuke admitted to have worked as a Dom for all kinds of sick fetishes for three years (something he no longer did for a living), Naruto's hesitance turned into arousal and excitement faster than the speed of life.
The chances of anyone wanting to be the receptacle of Sasuke's kink were minimal, as he had said so himself, but then again, what Naruto liked wasn't something regular BDSM could satisfy him with either, and he had tried many things to fulfil it. Giving it a try was a worthy risk.
There was no reasonable explanation for why he was putting himself in Sasuke's hands other than something in the other male made him feel like he could trust him. And what he was about to do required a whole lot of trust.
For all he knew, Sasuke could be a psychopath. Naruto had never been wrong about people, and in his heart and body, he felt like they had a strong connection unlike anything he had ever felt with another person. But he could be wrong. If he was wrong, he could die, he understood this.
Having sex with random strangers was always a risk.
But instead of saying 'no', that rational fear that shook his body to the core gave him a thrill he couldn't escape from because, if there was something he had always wanted was to have this kind of sexual empathy and mutual trust in another person, and he had it with that stranger. He couldn't explain it, but he wanted to do this with Sasuke. Not only that, he needed it.
Naruto forced himself to take a steadying breath, focusing on Sasuke's gentle hands on his thighs, offering him comfort and reassurance, those dark eyes trained on him with the same hunger, the same empathy and the same gratefulness.
Naruto couldn't be sure of whether this would work for them or not. The chances of things going bad real quick were high, but Naruto had to give it a shot because he wanted Sasuke to have what he wanted, and Naruto himself wanted to test himself and his own kink.
Also…
"Y-you should handcuff me," Naruto said, his voice trembling from the fear in him, but his resolve was strong.
Sasuke seemed surprised by the request, his hands becoming still, but he immediately frowned in obvious disagreement. The worry in his eyes helped Naruto to breathe a little better. "I don't think that's reasonable, Naruto," he said firmly. "It's your first time, you should be free to get away if you want."
"I don't know my limits," Naruto said, frowning back stubbornly. "I might try and move away instinctively and what good would that be?"
"If you don't like it, it's your right to move away," Sasuke pointed out sternly. "You don't understand how the human mind works; your sanity…"
"You'll stop if I tell you to, won't you?" Naruto interrupted impatiently, propping himself up on his elbows to look at the other man properly.
Sasuke's eyes narrowed, but he nodded. "Of course. I wouldn't do anything you wouldn't want me to."
"Then handcuff me," Naruto insisted, even as his chin trembled as he spoke. "That's what I want."
Sasuke eyed him in silence for a few seconds, and for some reason, Naruto felt like he could read what was in his eyes. Pressing his lips together, Naruto hoped that Sasuke could read what he wanted to express without him needing words.
Naruto didn't think he had ever wanted something as much as he wanted Sasuke. Not just that night, or in that moment, but Sasuke as a person. He wanted him. He didn't want them to part, and he didn't want things to go bad. They couldn't, not after what they had shared.
This was their last chance. Sasuke knew it, too. If this failed, they would fail. But Naruto would not back down from giving it a shot, and he'd go all the way, for Sasuke, to at least try.
If it didn't work… well, he'd surrender. Unless Sasuke killed him first if, indeed, he was a psychopath.
But he didn't believe it. Sasuke was too passionate, too smart and too gentle. There was no way he could be a murderer.
"Fine," Sasuke conceded, with a sigh. "But I'm going to blindfold you, too. That way it'll be easier for your brain to not react prematurely to what I'll do to you."
"Won't that cause unnecessary anxiety?" Naruto asked, feeling his throat going dry. "I might have a panic attack if I can't see what's going to happen to me."
Sasuke pushed one of his legs to the side and reached out for a large wooden box that he had brought to the bed and was now lying innocently next to Naruto's hip. "You said you trusted me," Sasuke reminded him, opening the lid and rummaging through its contents. "I'm a professional. Don't assume to know more about what's best for you than I do."
"I don't," Naruto muttered. Sasuke's tone was dry, but his words had once again provided him with a comfort Naruto couldn't explain. "I already told you I want to do this with you. I like you that much, you know."
Sasuke had just taken a silky red blindfold out of the box and he merely threw Naruto an unimpressed look. "Don't start," he retorted lowly, fishing out something else, as well, that Naruto realized to be a small silvery dagger with several ornaments in the handle, the blade protected by a thin brown leathered cover.
Naruto watched with nervous interest as Sasuke put the blindfold over his lap and removed the cover so Naruto could see the thin, shiny blade. It looked dangerously sharp, the tip delicate and pointy, but Sasuke looked at it as if was something very precious to him. "It's beautiful isn't' it?" he asked fondly, showing it to Naruto while holding it with care. "My brother gave it to me. It's very sharp, too."
"It's gorgeous," Naruto agreed, somehow feeling a huge sense of respect towards such an item that Sasuke clearly held in high esteem and that, for some reason, he would share with Naruto. That Sasuke would choose such a thing made it all seem like they were about to do something sacred.
Sasuke looked at him, still very serious, but his tone was soft. "Everything I'll be using on you will be properly sanitized, so don't worry about it," he said, his gaze steady. "I'm going to blindfold you now so you can try to relax while I take care of things. Then I'll handcuff you, and then we'll start."
"Alright," Naruto said, his voice barely a whisper. Elegantly, Sasuke set the dagger and its leather protector aside and picked up the blindfold, dragging himself closer to Naruto on his knees. Naruto made sure to take a good look at Sasuke's very naked body and his half erected cock before looking back at his partner. They shared a meaningful look. In silence, Naruto nodded and Sasuke wasted no time in placing the silky blindfold over his eyes and carefully, but securely tying it behind his head. Naruto's eyes were closed behind the fabric. The instant sense of security he felt was surprising to him. Sasuke did know how to work with him properly, it seemed.
"Just lay down," Sasuke said, gently pushing at Naruto's chest so he would do as he was told. "Take deep breaths. Make yourself comfortable."
As Sasuke left the bed, Naruto forced himself to do as he said, shifting a bit and breathing in and out, slowly. His hands were sweating over his stomach and he was still shaking, so he opened and closed them and tried to convince himself that he hadn't made a mistake by agreeing to this.
He summoned images of Sasuke as they fucked and of Sasuke's alluring eyes, filled with empathy to try and calm himself down and strengthen his own resolve by putting reason to his trust.
Also, there was no denying that his cock was having a hard time finding the idea unappealing.
Gods, he was happy that he and Sasuke had both showed each other their recent blood tests proving they were both clean on their first sort-of date.
He could hear the man moving around, doing his things. While trying to identify what those sounds were, Naruto tried to follow the sound of Sasuke's footsteps and guess where he was. In just a few minutes, he found his nervousness subsiding and the fearful shaking in his body disappearing because there was something very calming about him using his hearing to identify the other's movements. His heart would always speed up when Sasuke walked by him, though. He could tell the other was arranging everything he needed on the bed beside him so everything was at hand's reach, so he tried not to move too much.
"So, should I fuck you?" Sasuke asked at some point, the question followed by a soft clanking metallic sound. The bed dipped where Sasuke knelt, and Naruto's head turned to where his voice came from.
"I really hope you do," Naruto said heatedly, feeling Sasuke's burning body straddling his waist.
"We'll see." There was a smirk in his voice that made Naruto smile. Sasuke grabbed for Naruto's left hand and lifted it over his head towards the bars of the bed, where he proceeded to handcuff it. Then, he grabbed Naruto's other hand and led it towards that already handcuffed one. "Feel the handcuff," he instructed, and Naruto obediently did as he was told. "Try and find the button that opens it, because I'm not going to lock it, obviously."
Naruto found that the button was relatively easy to sense, and managed to open the cuff. Sasuke made a pleased sound before closing the handcuff again and putting the other cuff on Naruto's right wrist. He was cuffed to the same bar so he could move his hands on the cuffs freely, yet another thing that made Naruto feel more at peace about his choice. He made the cuffs slide down the bar so his hands were resting over his head, over the pillows.
"Now listen to me very closely," Sasuke started, still sitting on Naruto's waist. Naruto deduced that he was looking down at him. "It's very important that you focus on my voice when I speak. At all times, Naruto, do you understand?"
"Yes."
"If I ask you a question, you answer," Sasuke proceeded, gravely. "This is not a Dom/Sub situation, but if I tell you to do something, you do it. Focusing on my voice is your top priority, not the sensorial part. You are allowed to feel everything I do to you as freely as you wish, but you will need to hold on to me when I speak to you. My voice, Naruto, I repeat, is the priority. It's going to be your only link to the outside world."
"I understand," Naruto nodded. He didn't think he'd have any difficulty to paying attention to Sasuke's voice since it had a timbre to it that captivated him.
"No, you don't," Sasuke said as he leaned down so Naruto could feel his face inches away from his, his breath ghosting over his lips. "You'll only understand what I mean later."
Tilting his chin up a little, Naruto's silent request was granted as Sasuke closed his mouth over his in a kiss. Their lips slid over each other with an already more than practiced ease that Naruto enjoyed far too much, and when their tongues touched lightly several times, Sasuke's taste filled his senses and he felt himself floating.
Breaking the kiss, Sasuke leaned away and took a deep breath, both hands rubbing Naruto's chest soothingly. Without seeing him, the feeling of those hands on him made him feel very aware of Sasuke's skin. "Just so you know, this probably isn't going to be the hard-core thing you're imagining. We're only going to do a little bit of it since you're a beginner."
"I don't know about that. Everything about you has been pretty hard-core, so far," Naruto teased, finding himself a little out of breath and increasingly more turned on the closer they came from starting.
He could almost swear he could hear the cockiness in Sasuke's smirk. "Indeed," he said smoothly. "We're almost ready. I'm just going to disinfect you, as well."
Sasuke moved again, and to Naruto's displeasure, he got off him to the spot between his parted legs again. After a while of the other man rummaging with few things on the bed next to them, and inside the box, he assumed, Naruto felt something wet and cold being carefully rubbed over his torso, then his upper arms, then moving down to a few spots on this groin, thighs and even his ass cheeks.
"Are you really going to work on that many spots?" Naruto asked, swallowing hard again as excitement made his body shiver once more.
"No," Sasuke replied, once he was finished. "I just want to have more options to work with without having to worry about disinfecting you in the middle of it."
"Okay."
"Just breathe, Naruto," Sasuke said calmly, touching both his knees reassuringly. "You look really good like this, you know. I'd fuck you right now if I wasn't so eager to have you at my mercy."
If Naruto had anything witty to say, it was forgotten the moment he felt Sasuke shifting nimbly so he was leaning over his body, both hands resting on the mattress on either side of Naruto's chest. A little unsure of what was going to happen, the blond held his breath while the other male simply hovered above him without touching him now.
"What are you doing?" he asked in an anxious whisper, feeling the heat emanation from Sasuke's body even from a safe enough distance.
"Just looking at you," Sasuke whispered back in his low, sinful voice that had Naruto's throat running dry. "And thinking about how much I'm actually wanting to go through with this to the very end just to see what triggers you and what's going to make you cum." Sasuke leaned down slightly, his lips brushing ever so lightly over Naruto's cheek as he spoke against it. "Just picturing it makes me so fucking hard, Naruto."
"Damn it," Naruto grunted frustratingly, lifting his hips up so he could come into contact with Sasuke's body but to no avail. "Stop teasing me, bastard."
Sasuke made a soft sound with the back of his throat before pressing a deceitfully chaste kiss to Naruto's cheek. "But you love it, don't you?"
Well, of course he did.
Licking at his dry lips, Naruto felt Sasuke slowly moving down his body. "Turn your head to the side," he whispered, and Naruto all but did as he was told, not surprised when his lover mouthed his neck languidly, teasingly licking along the column of it. He could finally feel Sasuke's erection resting in the crevice of his groin and it was the hottest, most relieving feeling in the world.
And so it began.
Naruto was only starting to feel the pleasure of his lover's lips on him when felt the cold of the blade over the skin of his breast, and his heart rate became erratic. Sasuke left it there for a few seconds as he slowly nibbled on his ear lobe as if to give Naruto the chance to change his mind, but the blonde didn't want to chicken out now – he had already come this far.
As Sasuke's tongue darted out to flick over the lobe, Naruto released an encouraging moan.
They were going to do this.
Sasuke took the hint. Barely managing to take a proper breath, Naruto felt the slow and careful pressure of the blade making its first cut, and in spite of himself, every muscle in his body shook from the shock of the stinging pain and he found his arms trying to fight the sensation as the chain of his handcuffs violently rattled against the irons of the bed, instinctively, but no sound left his mouth because he was left breathless in a sudden urge of awareness he had never felt before. Suddenly, being handcuffed confused his brain in a way he hadn't anticipated at all.
It wasn't like the pain had been excruciating, far from it, but his body reacted to it in a fit of mindless panic that confused his senses. He was shaking badly once more and he didn't even understand why if it hadn't hurt that much.
The blade ceased its contact with his skin at once and he was only vaguely aware of Sasuke taking a steadying breath. "Naruto?" he called out, his voice firm but soothing. "It's okay, it's not even bleeding, but your body is reacting to the pain, and the feeling is very similar to fear or panic. Don't be scared. You're doing well, and you'll get it under control in no time." A warm hand touched Naruto's face, caressing it lovingly. "Come on, listen to my breathing and try to match it, okay?"
Naruto felt a shiver run down his spine, but ended up nodding quickly. It was hard to release the air that had been stuck inside his lungs, but Sasuke's hand was warm and gentle and it made him feel safe, protected, so he tried to focus on that and the way Sasuke breathed.
"Let it out," Sasuke said, releasing a small breath and moving his hand down Naruto's neck. As if moved by those words Naruto too let go of the air he had been holding in in a breath that made his lower lip shake. "And now breathe in, through your nose, slowly."
Sasuke inhaled, loudly enough for Naruto to hear, and even though Naruto's heart was beating fast and he wanted to pant like a running horse, he tried to match his breathing with Sasuke's.
"Good," Sasuke complimented, and for some reason, Naruto felt vulnerable, like a scared child whose parents had just come to their rescue to save them from the monsters under their bed.
They breathed together for a while until Naruto felt the shaking subside and until he could breathe regularly and he could find that he had control of the irrational reaction of his body.
It wasn't like he was even scared or in terrible pain, but that first cut had certainly made him react in an unexpected way. Still, Sasuke's way of handling it made him feel sure that he would keep him grounded.
Well, now he understood what Sasuke had meant when he had talked about the psychological part of it, and Naruto had been naïve into believing he had control over something he didn't know well.
And yet, while he had lost a bit of his arousal, it wasn't like he was ready to give up, quite the contrary.
And then, unannounced, another light but quick, stinging cut slashed the curve of his shoulder and Naruto all but tensed violently again, making his stomach churn unpleasantly and his cuffed hands struggle automatically against the bar of the bed. "Fuck!"
His left nipple was then immediately assaulted by Sasuke mouth, which took Naruto by surprise. A tongue circled it hungrily as Sasuke's free hand ran down the side of his body possessively and with an intensity that had Naruto's head spinning and his breath shaking.
What's this?
"You want me to stop?" Sasuke asked lowly, breathing over his nipple. "Tell me and I will."
"No," Naruto said, with a confidence he had no idea where it had come from. "I want you to keep going."
"Your body is reacting better than I expected, to be honest." Sasuke sounded eager and pleased as he gave the nipple a small bite, tugging on it teasingly with his teeth and making Naruto hiss before releasing the small bud. For some reason, his tone made Naruto feel strangely humble but content. "The trick here is you focusing on the pleasure I'm going to give you rather than the pain. Feel the pleasure intensely. Listen to my voice, because I won't hold back on expressing how turned on this makes me. If you like pain during sex as much as you say you do, you have to trust me on this that we're going to have a lot of fun."
The promise behind Sasuke's words left no space for doubt and this made Naruto feel irrationally hopeful. The cuts stung a bit but were barely something to fuss over, he thought, trying to calm himself down. His fear of Sasuke's fetish and his own combined had been replaced by curiosity and genuine longing in spite of his body's reaction.
He knew he couldn't help the instinctual way his body behaved, but at least now he knew what to expect, so without a doubt, he could go through with this. He trusted Sasuke, and he trusted both their willpower and that strange bond that connected and lured them together, and he wanted…
He wanted Sasuke to have what he wanted. Just thinking about it made his blood boil. He knew there was no making sure that he was on safe ground yet – things could go bad still – but he shoved these thoughts aside determinately.
"You think I'm weak?" he asked, his voice cracking still from the aftershock, but he didn't care – he had lost his shame in front of Sasuke long ago. "I'm not a fucking coward Sasuke. I can handle this."
"I know you can," Sasuke said looking up at him, his voice more excited than he probably wanted to show. Just knowing this turned Sasuke on turned Naruto on.
"Then fucking do it," Naruto demanded, moving his legs to rub them empathically on Sasuke's sides. "Fucking own me like you want to. I asked for this, didn't? I told you to do it this way and I'm not going back on my wishes."
He heard Sasuke's breath catch. "Own you, you say?" he hissed lustfully, fingernails lightly scrapping Naruto's side, making him jerk slightly at the sensation. "Do you want me to hurt you that badly?"
"If by that you mean if I want you to hurt me and make me bleed while you fuck me into oblivion, then fuck yes," Naruto panted, his breathing quickening as his head spun with the silent promise of Sasuke's teasing scratches on his hip now. "No-one has managed to do it successfully so far. I trust you to do it."
"You trust me?" Sasuke purred dangerously, voice dripping with excitement. "That's so naïve, Naruto. I could fucking kill you. Why do you trust me so blindly? You don't even know me."
"I don't know," Naruto admitted, too quickly for his own taste. "I just do."
"You're an idiot."
"Maybe," Naruto agreed, swallowing hard. "But I'm an idiot who wants you enough to do this."
000
Sasuke would be lying if he said he wasn't having a hard time with this. He had always been in control, doing all sorts of things to his customers in the past, both that he enjoyed and that he didn't, but regardless of his personal feelings, he couldn't say that he had ever been as moved as he was right now. And that fucked him up.
Sitting back on his heels with his lips pressed together and his dagger in his hand, he took a few steadying breaths, his eyes stuck on Naruto's gloriously naked form, sprawled out beneath him, blindfolded and cuffed to his bed with his cock semi-hard resting on his navel, a small amount of clear pre-cum dribbling from it. Sasuke had seen many things in his life as a Dom, but for some unknown reason, the scene in front of him was, by far, the most beautiful and arousing one. By fucking far.
Sasuke wanted nothing more than to eat him alive, own him, taste him, ravish him with everything he had and mark him in the most ludicrous ways. Naruto wanted him to, as well, he could tell, only he was scared, which was understandable. But hell, the guy was tough. Most people had given up at the mere sight of a cutting object anywhere near their bodies, and after two cuts, Naruto was still going strong, and still claiming to want him. There was nothing hotter than that to fuel a man's libido.
He liked Naruto's body more than he cared to admit to the blond, even if it was mutually acknowledged that their chemistry was burning them both, but there was something else in there, as well, that Sasuke was scared to explore.
Naruto was giving himself to him like this, so trustingly and openly – something many had done but failed to take further than the first cut, and yet Naruto had already received two and he still had the confidence to take more.
Of course, Naruto was a strange kind of masochist who liked pain during sex but couldn't inflict it on himself or find others willing to do it for him, and Sasuke liked blood play and sharp cutting objects. It seemed like the perfect combination, didn't it?
But Naruto liked being bitten and scratched during sex, while Sasuke liked knives and the sight, taste and smell of blood. Those two were very different things, and yet, they had found a way to compromise. If it worked, it would be great, no doubt about it, but if it didn't…
For the first time that night, while observing Naruto, Sasuke came to the realization that he didn't want it to go bad. He wanted Naruto, too, and if possible, he'd like to have him for as long as they both could handle each other's differences.
But Naruto had no idea how Sasuke worked, and Sasuke didn't feel like holding back out of fear of losing him when that was the outcome he had been waiting for all along, and the purpose of that whole arrangement was for them to prove each other wrong.
If they didn't match in the end, so be it. He'd have Naruto bleeding and crying as he intended. If Naruto wanted Sasuke to own him, then he would. Just thinking about it made his mind fuzzy with lust. He had to get his shit together or he'd cum before even getting to the best part.
Bringing his hand to his hard cock, Sasuke gave it a few strokes to ease a bit of the tension he left and get his lust under control. He kept his eyes trained on the blond male as he released a low moan, Naruto's head perking up at the sound, his lips parted as he breathed quickly.
"Sasuke?" Naruto called out, seeming a bit taken aback by realizing Sasuke was touching himself. "You're jerking off?"
"Yes," Sasuke breathed, swallowing hard and closing his eyes to regain some semblance of control of his own body and emotions, because the sight in front of him was proving to be too much, too soon. "I just need a minute."
Truth be told, he had never gotten so worked up so quickly, and Naruto hadn't even bled yet. But somehow, as soon as he had inflicted the first one, his own mind had sort of short circuited and he had needed to summon all his willpower to stop himself from cutting more and taking things too far, too soon.
He knew he was going to hurt the other man, but he didn't want to damage him or scare him away. He liked him and he genuinely wanted them both to have a good time with this.
Also, Naruto's trust in him blew him away. Everything about this was just…
"Fuck," Naruto complained, shifting anxiously. "At least come here and let me suck you off or something, I'm kinda dying here!"
Sasuke smirked to himself, still palming his cock slowly and keeping his eyes shut. "If I cum too soon, how am I going to be able to fuck you at the right moment?" he whispered, blindly reaching out to caress Naruto's thigh absently with his knuckles since he was still holding the dagger.
"Urgh…" Naruto moaned in frustration. "You're driving me crazy."
Sasuke lowered his head and opened his eyes, looking down at Naruto and feeling his chest becoming tight. He resisted the urge to jerk himself faster but it was such a hard task because seeing Naruto like that, being so impatient, so eager for him and frustrated to also please drove him crazy. Naruto had no idea that his control was inches away from snapping.
"Shut up," he whispered, his voice sounding a lot softer than he had intended. Naruto merely bit on his lower lip and shifted uncomfortably, the chains rattling in the bed poles loudly. Such a sexy thing he was, Sasuke considered in a daze, feeling his eyes bewitched by the tanned skin and the well-defined muscles. He loved the frustrated face Naruto was making, an expression close to despair. Sasuke fed on other people's despair, especially if it was directly connected to him, so this was a sight to be seen.
I'm an idiot who wants you enough to do this.
Naruto's words resonated deep within him and stirred something inside him. Naruto wanted him. He wanted Naruto. Neither wanted things to go bad, and both wanted to go through this, together. It was a risk for both, and yet, here they were. Two complete strangers, doing things many long-time lovers would never in a million years consider doing. Given each other completely. Giving in to their darkest desires.
Naruto was his. Willingly so. No need for roleplaying, no Dom/Sub dynamics… just Naruto and Sasuke, naked for each other.
Regardless of the future… Sasuke would never forget this night for as long as he lived.
What the hell was happening to him?
Before Sasuke could even think about what he was doing, he was releasing his cock and reaching out for Naruto's. He watched as the blond's back arched slightly in bliss as he stroked him, his other hand moving proficiently to slide the blade of his dagger along the inside of Naruto's thigh, slowly this time, and pressing down just a bit harder than before.
"Fucking… shit, Sasuke!" Naruto sucked in a breath, twitching and jerking, but his voice sounded both pained and in awe. Sasuke's eyes quickly travelled to the incision he was making, his mouth watering as he followed the thin line of blood emerging from the cut. He withdrew the bloody blade and stared at the crimson liquid now dribbling down the side of Naruto's thigh. One drop fell onto the sheet and Sasuke found himself mesmerized by it. The color suited Naruto's skin. He wanted to touch it, to smear that color all over himself and Naruto, but he knew he would lose it if he were to do something like that.
"You're bleeding," he said dispassionately even though he felt rock hard at the mere sight of the blood, his thumb making circles around the head of Naruto's cock. "It's… fucking gorgeous."
"Okay…" Naruto whimpered, his voice trembling slightly, his breathing coming out fast.
"Does it hurt?"
Naruto twitched again and made a sound with the back of his throat. Sasuke moved his hand on his cock a little faster and the blond hissed. "I… I guess… I don't know… God…"
He seemed to be confused again, shocked by the pain and pleasure. But he was coherent, Sasuke realized, with relief, and his cock was still hard and releasing pre-cum. Sasuke loved how wet he was, how responsive, how well he was handling it.
Mercilessly, he brought the blade to Naruto's groin just above his thigh and made another cut, harsher, deeper this time, but no less precise and professional – the kind that would take a while to heal but that wouldn't leave a scar. More blood gushed out and Naruto trembled and violently released another strangled cry that quickly got muffled by a hiccup. In his hand, Naruto's cock swelled.
Sasuke didn't stop the involuntary shiver that raked up his spine, rolling his shoulders in pleasure as the psychological ecstasy made his own cock twitch. Yes, that was more like it.
"Fuck…" Naruto was hissing under his breath, swallowing hard. His whole body was shaking, his knees restless, his fingers holding on the bars of the bed for dear life. Blood was now sliding down his groin and all the way down his ass cheek. A beautiful puddle had begun to form on Sasuke's sheets, and the sight almost made him smile. But he was too overwhelmed by the intensity of his own lust. In spite of his calm behaviour, deep inside, he felt hysterical and about to lose his mind. He could smell the blood, and the scent of sex coming from him and Naruto. He could hear Naruto cursing under his breath and the too fast way he breathed in and out.
Sasuke felt close to the point of hysteria. He also couldn't help the moan that escaped his lips.
"Naruto…" he called out, surprised at himself at how much coherence he still had in his mind to remember to make sure Naruto was still alright, but even his own voice sounded dirty and lewd to his own ears and it did nothing to tone down his desire.
"Y-yeah…"
Heavens, Naruto sounded fucking amazing.
Looking up at Naruto's face, he saw it contorted in agony. But Sasuke knew that agony very well, and it pleased him. It was the type of agony provoked by the shattered barriers of common arousal that Naruto was experiencing. This was new territory to him, and he was torn between the pain and how much twisted pleasure it was giving him.
He squeezed Naruto's cock harder in his hand and tried a different angle as he worked on it, making Naruto grunt and move his hips for more contact.
"Sasuke…" he panted pleadingly. "Fuck… don't stop… I'm gonna cum soon…"
So soon? And with so little? Sasuke was a bit surprised.
Naruto was… enjoying this. He truly was.
The knowledge made Sasuke's heart swell with something akin to pride or… was that happiness?
In fact… he was handling it too well. His mind was… probably the strongest Sasuke had ever come across. And all because he trusted Sasuke, so that trust made him feel sane enough that his mind held on to lucidity and probably focused more on the good than the bad of it. Naruto had taken control of himself from the very beginning. All because he wanted this. All because he wanted him.
It was going so well, in fact, that Sasuke just knew he could take it much further. Much, much further.
If Sasuke lost it… would Naruto be able to handle it?
Yes. He was sure of it.
"You fucking toxic piece of shit…" he muttered, lowly and venomously, but not aggressively so. Maybe it was his nature calling out to him after years of dominating others and using aggressive words, but this was nothing but the truth, and a truth Sasuke uttered with affection. He hoped Naruto could understand this. If he didn't, he would show it to him either way. Naruto flinched but didn't respond.
He wondered if Naruto knew that, by giving himself like this, it was Sasuke who was at his mercy, worshipping him for offering his body to such a beautiful indulgence?
No, he didn't think Naruto understood. How could he?
He felt his muscles tense with anticipation as he moved to hover over Naruto again. He released Naruto's cock to use that hand to support himself next to Naruto's hip making his lover grunt miserably. With his heart beating loudly in his ear, Sasuke now brought the blade to Naruto's belly and made another profound cut next to his belly button. The flesh was tender there, so he had to use more force to get the intended result, and as he had desired, Naruto yelled. The sound was a terrifying one, filled with shock and pain and hint of panic and it fed Sasuke's soul like divine wine and made him feel dizzy. He was watching with fascination as this new cut bled when he hear the sound of a sob, Naruto's chest quivering helplessly. He was starting to sweat heavily, his skin glistering.
Naruto was crying, tears soaking the blind fold and trailing down his cheeks. Not a childish type of weeping mess, but one filled with despair and emotional confusion. It was a brave type of crying, the one where the person tries to pretend they aren't crying but can't really hold their emotions inside.
It was beautiful. It was breathtaking and it fed Sasuke's sadism like nothing else before.
"Naruto…"
"I'm fine!" Naruto hiccupped shakily, still as mentally strong as ever, his words filled with nothing but sheer lust and horror and desperation for release – music to Sasuke's eager ears. "Just go on. Fuck, Sasuke, please!"
And this was when Sasuke lost whatever was left of his control. He threw the dagger to the side and fell on top the other male, immediately taking his wet hard cock inside his mouth. Naruto gasped again and released a loud moan of surprise as Sasuke expertly sucked him off and moved his hand up and down over his length in tempo with the movements of his head. He could feel the slimy texture of Naruto's juices on his tongue and the strong smell of warm blood right next to him. He didn't care anymore, he would take everything he could.
"Yes… fuck, yes…" Naruto sobbed, relief and gratitude gracing his voice in the most exquisite of ways.
Sasuke's fingers didn't hesitate and touched the wound caressing it and smearing it all over Naruto's skin, Sasuke coating his hand with it before moving it along Naruto's torso, painting it in crimson. He watched himself working his art as he kept sucking Naruto off, his body relishing in everything happening, and it was such a wonderful thing that he could multitask like this, he was being truly blessed right now. The devil must love him.
He loved the feel of that slightly thick wetness under his fingertips and palms – he craved to taste it, to bathe in it. The contact must have stung the blond because he jerked slightly when Sasuke caressed him close to the wound, but it wasn't enough to move his attention away from his pleasure, because he was making all sorts of sounds with the back of his throat, sniffing pathetically at the same time as he moaned his encouragement.
Sasuke already knew him well enough to know that he was close, so he quickly made Naruto's cock slip from his mouth and jerked him off faster. Almost as if he was high with desire, he watched as Naruto tensed, his legs tightening around him as he came, with a strangled noise pearly streaks of cum coated his already defiled stomach.
Without even thinking about it, Sasuke brought his cum soiled hand to his lips and slowly licked the substance off. That's when he realized he was shaking violently. Naruto's taste was unique, a little sour but with a texture that wasn't unpleasant at all – it was perfect.
Sasuke was amazed at himself that he hadn't cum yet. Everything happening to this point had been able to make him crack in ways he had never thought to be possible, and yet, he was still painfully hard, leaking all over his own thighs and about to lose his rational consciousness to sexual ecstasy.
Distractedly, he looked at the cum and blood on Naruto's stomach and moaned lowly. He realized that he, too, was in shock. His mind and his body, the blissfulness of everything happening, the intensity… he hadn't been ready for it at all. His body and his emotional side hadn't been ready to be feeling so perfectly pleased and fulfilled at all.
Yes, he was close to hysteria and that wasn't good at all. Naruto was still sobbing, but now it was just an aftereffect of the things he had lived and the sheer emotional weight of what he had felt. He'd be alright soon. But Sasuke felt like he was close to tears. Or laughter. Or madness. He couldn't tell. And that wasn't good. He was supposed to be a professional, he was supposed to know how to deal with this. But he didn't.
Why was he shaking this badly? Why did he feel so powerless and vulnerable all of a sudden? His hunger had only begun to be satiated, and it felt like he wouldn't live through this until it did.
He wasn't finished with Naruto at all. He needed more. Naruto hadn't had what he wanted yet either. But he recognized that he was out of it and that it would be dangerous to continue with the blood play. He didn't trust himself anymore.
But he'd be damned if he was going to stop now.
Leaning down again, he brought his mouth to Naruto's stomach and licked the fluids coating it. He didn't even care about being sensual or caring in the process, he was hungry and horny and wanted, needed to taste before it drove him out of his mind. So he licked it all, blood and semen mixed together and the taste was unlike anything Sasuke had ever known, and he knew it was crazy, he knew he shouldn't just do something like this to a stranger and he'd probably regret it. Naruto was clean, but still this was crazy.
So crazy that he couldn't help but relish in it. The smell of sex and blood and sweat… the three tastes, mingled together…
A strangled noise of happiness made its way up his throat. Naruto's taste was delicious. His body tasted…
He thought he was going to die. He felt powerless and exhilarated and his heart was beating so fast he was sure it would stop at any moment and he would die. He felt himself drowning. He couldn't talk if he tried. His hands roamed all over Naruto's body blindly, as he passionately and breathlessly licked up Naruto's chest, tasting the natural flavour of his tanned skin, and delicious saltiness of his sweat. Naruto was whispering something softly, but he didn't catch it. It didn't matter.
He ended up on top of the other male, automatically removing the blindfold away from Naruto's eyes and throwing it to the side. There was a flash of crystalline watery blue, but Sasuke's lips fell upon those eyes, repeatedly kissing both eyelids in a mindless frenzy. Naruto gasped and said his name several times, pressing his lips to Sasuke's chin and jaw lovingly. He hiccupped again when Sasuke ran his tongue up and down his cheeks, catching the tears he had cried and they, like everything Naruto, tasted unique and exquisite.
There was a loud rattle of the chains against the iron posts of the bed, and next thing Sasuke knew, Naruto had freed himself from the handcuffs and was hugging him by the neck. On a mutual impulse, their mouth came into contact. Naruto whimpered against his mouth, his tongue seeing out Sasuke's possessively as they kissed sloppily and urgently, his legs coming around his waist and demanding him closer. Their cocks came into contact, and it was unbearable. The heat shared between them was unbearable. The sounds they made as they panted and kissed were maddening.
But Naruto was still pretty much hard, and if body language was any indication, he wasn't satisfied yet. He wanted more, was demanding for more.
It was with half a mind that Sasuke pried himself away from Naruto to look for the condoms and lube he had left nearby. He was about to burst he was so close and the sudden anxiety and powerful desire that escalated between them was too much.
Sasuke felt his consciousness fading. He would drown, he was sure of it now. Tonight, he would drown.
When he found what he was looking for, he found that his hands weren't steady enough for him to use them properly, so Naruto quickly moved to a sitting position and snatched the items from him. His excitement didn't allow him to be all that much more proficient, but at least he managed to roll the condom on Sasuke's cock somehow and messily coat it with a bit of lube. It was by sheer willpower alone that Sasuke didn't cum. Impatiently, Naruto shoved everything aside and laid down again, pulling Sasuke down with him.
Sasuke wasn't really thinking anymore, he merely acted on instinct as he pulled one of Naruto's legs up and over his shoulder. Said leg happened to be the mutilated one and it made Naruto hiss in pain, but this only managed to catch Sasuke's attention to his bloody thigh that still bled a bit.
Their eyes met. God, Naruto was a mess, bloody, dirty, and hair sticking out in every direction possible, a few strands of it glued to his temples by sweat. But his eyes were filled with trust and empathy and…
Sasuke swallowed the emotions filling him. Naruto's blood was all over him now. The scent filled Sasuke's nostrils.
With his free hand, he positioned himself over Naruto's entrance and eased his way inside in one go, not brutally, but not exactly in a patient way either. Naruto grunted but didn't complain, instead reaching out to run his hands over Sasuke's chest. They shared another look, serious, silent. Naruto felt warm and tight inside and Sasuke just knew he wouldn't last since it had been a miracle that he had even lasted this long.
He lowered Naruto's leg and fell on top of him completely. Their bodies glued together in every way possible. Naruto wound his legs around his waist and hugged him by the neck. When their lips met, Sasuke's right hand caressed Naruto's side all the way up to the spot beneath his armpit. And then, he started to move, pulling out slightly and roughly slamming himself back inside, Naruto panting against this mouth. Sasuke's nails buried themselves on Naruto's ribs, harshly, causing the other one to tense up in anticipation. Moving his hips faster, Sasuke let himself become lost. In one swift, quick motion, he dragged his nails down Naruto's side brutally, feeling the skin tear under them and blood oozing out. The kiss was broken and Naruto screamed, a guttural, frightening sound, but if anything, he held Sasuke tighter, fists clenching the hair at the back of Sasuke's neck painfully, inciting him to keep going. He was crying again, but Sasuke thought nothing of it. He loved it.
Sasuke felt like he could faint – he couldn't believe how morbidly hot this was.
Sasuke couldn't stop if he tried, so he kept fucking Naruto hard as fast, their bodies meeting in harsh slaps while they moved together for their lives. He didn't think Naruto would be capable of a second orgasm in such a short while, but the way he kept twitching and luring him in - sobbing encouraging words of faster, harder, more, and whispering his name like a prayer, burying his face in his hair and sniffing like his life depended on it - told him that he would cum again. Inside, he was already clenching with his impending climax and it felt fucking amazing.
Sasuke buried his face in Naruto's neck and felt hands roaming all the way up and down his back possessively. He felt himself closer with each passing second.
The ending was approaching fast and all he could do in his last seconds of daze was bury his teeth in his lover's shoulder, hard – so hard that he felt blood in his mouth. Naruto groaned loudly before he was clenching painfully around him and cumming hard, his seed coating his and Sasuke's chests. His fingers curled and scratched Sasuke's back rather painfully, and while it hadn't been half as violent as what Sasuke had done to him, it still took the dark haired male by surprise. Pain shot down his spine but his orgasm washed over him with an intensity unlike anything he had ever felt before and all he could do was awkwardly fuck Naruto as hard as he could to make the best out this fucking amazing and never ending feeling.
Once he was finished, he remained on top of the other male, both breathing far too hard, both shaking far too much and neither really in a very coherent state of mind. His mind was blank for a while, and he wasn't sure if he had actually passed out from psychological exhaustion or not, but when he came to, he was still lying on top of Naruto and fingers were raking through his hair affectionately. He could hear a gentle sniffing.
Not really know what to do all of a sudden, Sasuke remained unmoving, listening to the sound of Naruto's heartbeat that was a still far too erratic.
He couldn't believe how… incredible that had been. Naruto had endured it all and had actually cum twice. It had been intense and confusing and Sasuke had nearly lost himself in the perfection of it all. That had not been good, nor safe. He could've put himself and Naruto in a very dangerous situation, and yet, it had been because of how good and powerful that experience had been that he had gotten carried away and that his emotions had gotten the better out of him.
He had… never lost control, but then again… he had never had anyone giving in to his darkest fetish like this and endured it to the very end either. But Naruto had enjoyed it, his strength made him prevail and this had brought Sasuke's own desire for him to a whole new level. Naruto was strong. Naruto's longing for him was strong and that had made Sasuke lose it because…
… because he had trusted him back.
If he had to be honest with himself, Naruto's strength scared him as much as it aroused him. He admired him greatly, and never in a million years would he have expected the blond to endure as much as he did.
But then again, Naruto had cum from him biting him and scratching the hell out of him, so Sasuke had definitely underestimated him. Sasuke lifted his hand to see that his fingernails were filled with dried blood.
That had been… powerful. Even being scratched himself had felt good. Nothing Sasuke had ever done as a Dom could compare to this, and never in his life had he ever been this turned on, this emotionally moved to the point where his emotional side took the best out of him.
But Naruto…
Was there even a way to look away from this? Could he dismiss their compatibility now?
Never in a million years would he find someone who would be able to give him what Naruto did. Their fetishes, their needs weren't the same, but they matched.
They didn't need to be similar, they just needed to complement each other. And they did.
Slowly, he slipped out of Naruto and braced himself on his elbows so he could look up at him. Naruto had tears in his beautiful blue eyes, but he looked calm, but hesitant. Sasuke found himself fascinated by those tears that slid down the sides of his face, but forced himself to focus.
"Are you alright?" Sasuke asked quietly, unsure if, somehow, he had done something that hadn't pleased the other. He had a sudden desire to take care of him, to give him affection and make sure he'd be alright, and it was a feeling that nagged at him, very different from his obligatory care taking as Dom. It was weird but not unpleasant. For some reason, after what had happened, he felt like it was no use keeping his guard up.
"I'm great," Naruto muttered, wiping the tears with his free wrist. "I'm… blown away, I guess. Overwhelmed. In a good way, I mean. I'm just shaken, that's all."
"Okay," Sasuke said carefully. "I was afraid I had done something to upset you."
Naruto actually released an ironic laugh and pushed a strand of Sasuke's fringe away from his eyes. "That was the best fucking experience of my life," he said, shaking his head from side to side. "I'm hurting all over, but I would do it all over again. It was just… really emotional for me."
Well, Sasuke could definitely relate to that. What they had shared had been almost… ritualistic, spiritual.
For some reason, this made Sasuke feel… happy. Relieved. Content. Showing Naruto ultimate pleasure had been his goal, and he had managed to do it and be successful, even with such a dark turn of events.
But they had reached each other and something had been built because of it. Where Sasuke had thought they would destroy everything was exactly where things had been built without them expecting it.
Naruto's face became serious. "You licked my blood," he pointed out.
"I did," Sasuke admitted, with a small smirk. "And it was pretty delicious. As was your cum. And your sweat."
Naruto pursed his lips together and blushed slightly. "You're sick."
"Says the guy who gets off by having his skin ripped apart."
Snorting, Naruto smiled a bit. "What a pair of psychos, huh?"
"I guess that's true."
They looked at each other in silence for a while, and Sasuke felt like they were sharing many things. Unspoken things. Desires, fears…There were many questions between them that neither had suitable answers to yet. Right now, all they had was chemistry and a connection neither could understand. They had this moment and the genuine feelings that linked them right now. If fate was as fatal as they said, time would show them the way.
The right now was perfect. Sasuke would admit to that. Deep down, he hadn't wanted to let Naruto go. He had convinced himself that it was going to fail because it always did, but since he liked Naruto and the way they clicked, a part of him had clung to the hope that it might not fail. Or maybe it was instinct. Whatever it was, he had felt it exclusively with Naruto. That had to mean something.
"I don't care what you say," Naruto muttered with a small, sheepish pout, poking Sasuke's cheek. "I'm not letting you out of my sight."
In spite of himself, Sasuke smirked. "I guess we have a lot to talk about, then."
TBC…
Ultviolet: Thank you my dear, I'm so glad you like this fic! And as someone who has such fetishes, I'm glad you approve of my portrayal of them! I hope you enjoyed this chapter as well and still feel the same way about the story ;P
Guest: Heh, how was this kinky thing, huh? Pretty crazy, right? *sweats* I hope you liked it! Again, I'm thankful that you have reviewed this story if you don't often do it, I really feel flattered! J
Letsusura: When you left a review in this I was so happy! I'm really grateful that you have read it and loved it! I sincerely hope you liked this one as well, even though it's SasuNaru this time. It's probably not as hot as the previous two, but… let's hope it was good enough? Heh. Thank you for the wonderful support, I really appreciate it!
Algolagnia: A fetish for pain. (Naruto's fetish. But I wanted to approach it on a different level. He likes the pain directly connected to the sex, and even more if he experiences it during intercourse, this will actually trigger his orgasm. He initially liked being scratched roughly during sex, so being hurt before the sex was a new experience to him.)
Belonephilia: A fetish for sharp objects such as knifes, needles, or razors. (Sasuke's fetish)
Dacryphilia: A fetish for witnessing others cry. Often a fetish of sadists who enjoy dominating submissive partners to the point of tears. (Again, another one of Sasuke's fetishes. He's a natural sadist and just like he suffers from Acousticophilia, as mentioned in the previous chapter and enjoys the sounds of pleasure or pain or just the sex noises around him, he enjoys the sight and sound of another crying during sex).
Haematomania/Hematolagnia: A fetish for blood (Again, Sasuke's fetish. He enjoys the scent and sight of blood, as well as the taste.)
Hygrophilia: A fetish for body fluids, such as semen, tears, saliva, or sweat (This is another one of Sasuke's fetishes, strongly linked to all the previous ones).
Odaxelagnia: A fetish for biting (I have to be very honest that I'm not sure if this means the act of biting itself or the act of being bitten. I think it could go either way, so I added this one to Naruto's fetishes, connected to the one of receiving pain because it made sense.)
So, this chapter was, as fangirlandiknowit pointed out, 'more spiritual than porn' and I really agree. I wanted them to truly bond through sex but over something that would definitely connect them in more ways than just sexual attraction. I needed their fetishes to meet like this so they wouldn't want to draw away from each other, and with this, they have discovered mutual respect and compatibility, and also, receptacle to their own darkest desires. This is not something light or easy to read, and it was dangerous for both of them. In real life, no-one in their sane minds would do what they did, but this is fiction, and they both wanted to tear down those walls and see where it led them. And they have accomplished something very deep and went through an experience of mutual trust and (dare I say?) devotion that I thought it was essential for them to go through.
I love this part. It's my favorite part, to be honest, because I relish in deep stuff like this. I'm very much infatuated with how this came out, but of course, you guys may not agree.
I hope you guys enjoyed it, even though this was kind of gory and very emotionally heavy, I suppose. It was very interesting writing from Sasuke's POV.
The last part probably won't have sex. Or maybe just a little? I think I just want to explain how things went for them from here on and wrap up the fic on a nice note. But it will be released soon since I've already started writing it.
Thank you for reading this far!
Also, please don't try any of this at home, even if, somehow, you found it hot. The purpose of this fic is to explore what a 'fetish' is. And a 'fetish' is more than mere curiosity about something during sex, it's a physical and psychological need that can be harmless but that, sometimes, can be connected to certain mental disorders. Pedophilia is a fetish, so don't forget about that. A 'fetish' should never be taken lightly, and certain 'fetishes' might look hot while you're reading them, in real life, they might not do it for you at all, and you shouldn't try them without doing proper research, being safe and probably sharing them with someone you trust deeply and that you know won't ridicule you and find you weird.
See ya'll soon!
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