Ludwig winced heavily when he heard the noise of a crash outside. He jumped up and ran out.

"Ivan!"

Ivan felt as if every bone in his body was broken, he couldn't move. He just wanted to give up and die. Ivan felt the world slip away as he closed his eyes, wondering if he would ever wake up again."

Ludwig ran to him and sat down next to him. This wasn't the first time that he had seen a beloved person full of blood and close to dead. But that was different. That wasn't his job. He took out his phone, shivering and called the ambulance.

He strokes Ivan's head and but his lip. He shivered badly and he felt how the blood ran through his hand. The ambulance took Ivan with him and Ludwig drove with his car to the hospital. He waited that he could go to Ivan.

Ivan woke up feeling confused, where was he? Ivan looked around and saw nobody here.

Ivan waited for Ludwig, he couldn't remember much about what happened before the car crash but all he could remember was hearing Ludwig's voice. Ivan suddenly heard the door open to see a man, but it wasn't Ludwig, far from it... it was his brother.

Ludwig waited but they didn't let him in.

Ivan tried to move, but when he did every single part of his body was in pain. He was vulnerable and frozen, he watched as Gilbert walked towards him with a smirk on his face.

Gilbert grinned at him. "Oh now my brother won't come to help you," he grinned and walked over to the other. He kneed over him and kissed him greedy.

Ivan shivered as he felt the others lips on his own, this couldn't be happening. He was being the victim all over again. How could he let this happen all over again? He wished this would just be over and done with, he couldn't believe he had actually fucked this guy in the past.

Gilbert stroked Ivan face with his tongue and then bit into his neck, licking the blood away. "I will fuck you until you scream," he whispered and pulled the others pants down, so that Ivan's bruised cock was in view, Ivan felt exposed and just wanted the ground to swallow him up.

"Slut..." he whispered into the others ear, and watched in enjoyment when he saw the Russian recoil.

Ivan felt the other bite his neck where he had previously bitten, the pain was excruciating. He just wanted to die; he let out a small moan as he felt the other lick the blood. Ivan groaned as he heard the Germans threat.

Ivan remembered saying the exact same thing to Ludwig, and here it was being said to him. Ivan whined as he felt the cold hair hit his bruised cock, it still hurt from the incident this morning. But that didn't seem to mind Gilbert. "Please... don't..."

"Why should I stop?" Gilbert said as he got off the bed, this led Ivan to believe he had a little bit of hope. Maybe Gilbert wasn't going to do it? But all Ivan's hopes were shattered when he saw Gilbert remove his belt, but instead of throwing it to the side he looked down at it as he smirked.

It would be an understatement to say that Ivan was scared, but there was nothing he could do. Gilbert tore Ivan's coat away, and revealed the bruised and bandaged stomach, it had looked like he had been taken care of in the ambulance. Ivan was completely naked now, and it was horrible the way Gilbert licked his lips and looked at him.

Ivan whimpered when he saw the other lift the belt behind him and then brings it down on Ivan's stomach causing a loud 'THRACK' Ivan screamed from the pain. "Don't you like the pain, Ivan? Don't you remember when you were doing the same exact thing to me? Remember how I let you do whatever you wanted to me, because I thought I FUCKING LOVED YOU!" Gilbert said as he brought the belt down for the second time.

"You took my virginity away like it was nothing, you are a heartless man and you don't deserve to have someone like mein bruder to even like you. I am going to break you, I'm going to make sure he could never look at you again, when I am finished with you… you will be begging for death" Gilbert said as he lashed out on Ivan with another belt whack.

Ivan felt like he was wanted to die, Gilbert was hurting his feelings more than he ever realised he could. Gilbert continued to hurt Ivan with his belt until the others chest was covered in red welts and swollen bleeding cuts.

Gilbert bent low and licked the blood from some of the, before biting down on different parts of his body. So that when he was done, Ivan could look at them and know who he belongs to. Gilbert removed his shirt and now his boxers as he climbed back on top if Ivan.

"Can't wait to see your face when I cum inside you…. mmmmd" Gilbert said as he slammed himself into Ivan.

He grinned lightly biting harder on the others stomach.

Ivan couldn't stand the pain; he was being taken dry... the way his dad used to do it. Ivan suddenly forgets what was happening, instead he was transported back into the time where he was alone in his room and was being fucked by his dad not Gilbert.

"Dad I don't like this game, it hurts too much…please stop" Ivan said in a childish voice.

Gilbert had to laugh, he finally realised why the boy was so fucked up. "That is priceless, you were fucked by your dad" Gilbert said as he let out a laugh. "I bet you liked it, you little fucked up slut" Gilbert said as he placed his hands on the others chest and dug his fingers into the other skin.

"Oh that is your own problem," he thrusted deeper and harder. "Oh you little slut..." he whispered and caused blood to leak out around where his fingers were digging into his skin.

Ivan was brought back to conscious as Gilbert dug his fingers into him, Ivan let out a moan for the one person he wanted and needed.

"LUDWIG!"

Gilbert snarled lightly and fucked him even harder. "You will regret it! Don't say his name!" He scratched over the upper body, to open the wounds again. He bit him as hard as he could, all around his body.

"You're so tight" Gilbert groaned as he felt the other tighten around his cock. He must not have bottomed for quite a while now. Gilbert felt himself getting ready to cum.

Suddenly Ivan felt himself being filled with some liquid, he screamed internally as he realised what happened, and Gilbert had came in him. Ivan felt disgusted.

Gilbert then noticed Ivan's hard throbbing cock. "Look at that, it seems that you liked to have my cock inside of you, do you need some help" Gilbert said as he placed his hand on the others cock and started to stroke it.

Ivan tried to say something but instead he felt pleasure run through him. Gilbert was still inside him and then within a few strokes Ivan came all over the bed. Suddenly Ivan felt the other moving inside him again.

Through all his screams and pain he didn't see or realise that there was a German man who just opened the door and was watching the scene.

Gilbert moaned in pleasure and grinned at Ivan who whimpered.

Ludwig just went in and froze. "Gilbert!" He jumped to the other and pulled him back at his collar. He punched him as hard as he could, hearing his nose crack.

Ivan felt the cock inside him be pulled away; he looked around to see Ludwig beating the shit out of Gilbert, again.

He kicked against his wound and throws him against the wall. "You will regret it you damn shit!" He pulled out his gun and pressed it against the others head.

Ivan watched as the other pulled his gun away from Gilberts head. Ivan fell back onto his bed as he tried to breathe normally. He felt as if he had been ripped in two, he was bleeding down there, he had bite marks everywhere, and he was bruised. He felt disgusting, felt wore then garbage.

Did Ludwig feel like this when he raped him? How could he even stand the possibility of being near him? Ivan just wanted to wash his body, rub himself raw of every touch and kiss. He felt like clawing his skin away, just to forget the touches. He could still feel the other inside him, thrusting and stretching him.

This reminded him of how he used to feel after his dad used to fuck him and leave, how he used to feel confused and broken, but he hadn't felt those feelings in a long time. He wished he could run away and hide from Ludwig's pity filled eyes, and heart felt apologies. "Ludwig, I know you're sorry but this wasn't your fault… I only had myself to blame…"

He sighed quietly. "I said I would protect you and I didn't" he whispered.

"I don't need anyone to protect me" Ivan hissed as he started to shake. Why does everything in his life have to be so fucked up, why couldn't he have one good thing... didn't he deserve it.

"You don't know anything about me, why would you want to protect me? You're just like the both of them" Ivan said hinting at Gilbert and his dad. "Saying you care, but then hurting me when you can"

Ludwig swallowed lightly and nodded. "If you think so..." he mumbled. "I'm sorry that you think like that..." he mumbled. "I'll leave you alone..." He slowly walked out, picking his brother on the collar and pulled him with him.

Ivan watched as the other was about to leave, wait what just happened? Why was he pushing away the one man he loved, what did he say? He was nothing like Gilbert or his dad. He needed him. Ivan tried to get out of the bed but his body screamed from the pain. "LUDWIG!" He said trying to get the others attention.

Ludwig turned around and looked at him. "What can I do for you?" He mumbled.

"Please don't leave, I'm sorry for acting like a dick" Ivan said as he looked up at Ludwig. "I don't mean to be spiteful, but I can't help it, I didn't mean what I said"

"What do you want from me now?" He mumbled. "What do you want me to say?"

"I want you to come and live with me... I want you to be mine and no one else's... I want you to not be Gilbert's... I want you all to myself... be mine?" Ivan said.

"Will you rape me again?" he asked quietly.

"... No. It won't be rape if you like it" Ivan said as he smirked at the German.

"Why should I trust you?" he asked quietly and let his brother's collar go and slowly walked to the other.

"Because if I wanted to rape you again I would have done it by now... I could have raped you that night I locked myself in the guest room, but I didn't... I stopped myself... you can trust me... because I lo- adore you"

"You love me?" he smiled and bends down. "That's good" he whispered and softly kissed the other.

Ivan was about to deny his feelings, he still didn't want to say that he loved him, that was a gateway of pain. But when he felt those soft lips on his own, he knew he could trust Ludwig. Ivan kissed back before wincing from the pain.

He didn't want Ludwig to touch and kiss him when he was like this, and probably tasted like Gilbert. "Take me home-" Ivan started to say and then thought about what Ludwig had said, he didn't return the words. Didn't he love him too? "What do you feel for me?"

"I don't know...but I like you...maybe more...give me time...please" he whispered. He strokes over his cheek.

Ivan nodded as he heard the German speak, it was better than being hated that was for sure. But it did hurt that he felt more for him, and then Ludwig would ever feel for him. But that was all right, as long as he eventually came to like him, then he would be fine.