Like...um...okay... that last review really made me sit in my garden for a while, saying nothing. Just sitting there being filled with joy and happiness...i don't quite now how to form my venge-of-tears-happiness into words but i guess...THANK YOU THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME pretty much puts it into a nutshell. Really, REALLY thank you. I'm keeping it up and i hope i can still make you happy (won't even try to make you that glad that you made me), and that you enjoy it, and if you have any wishes just...do it and tell me, i'll do anything for you. Like..Thank you again and have the greatest day ever and i can only pray to our god Hideo that you'll like the new chapter. Thank you Person. Really. Thank You. -feel hugged please.


"Wake up"

Someone shook her. She wasn't quite awake yet, but something, some kind of light, appeared within her dreams.

"...?", she looked up, opening her eyes a little to get to know the situation.

"l...d?...ad...y?", the voice came closer, but still - "Lady? U awake?"

She blinked and got up rapidly. A soldier stood in front of her bed, shaking her lightly.

"W-what are you doing inside here? How the heck do you-"

"He's here!"

"The Fuck? Who is where...I...", her eyes widened. "Ohhhh. He's here."

The soldier smiled and let go a small laugher. "I've got your jacket.", he said holding it up to her.

"Thanks a lot for waking me up, soldier.", she said softly while he helped her into the coat.

He smiled and rubbed his head. "Y-yeah. You asked me to so i couldn't really say no. I uhm...I wanted to say that it's a pleasure."

She laughed: "Don't be like that. By the way, how late is it?"

She made her way to the door of her appartment and he followed her step by step. He was one of the new ones. On motherbase since a week and seemingly he wanted to make some impression to the higher personal. She didn't really knew if she was "higher ranked personal", but she did spent her time mostly around Miller, Ocelot and of course the Boss so she seemed to be seen as one of them.

"It's about 3 AM, Pequot just gave the landing sign."

"Perfect.", she said and stepped out. Bare food the steel of Mother Base was pretty cold, and the wind the helicopter made was rather nice too. She stood about 20 meters away from the LZ in front of her door. She held her coat together with the one hand and her hair back with the other, while the Boss jumped out of the helicopter and soon was greeted by four of the Base members.

He looked up to her. Not smiling, nor looking sad. He seemed to scan the area for anyone, gave a small nod to Ocelot, who waited for him close to the shower. As he spotted her, a small smile appeared on his face. He always seemed to be happy seeing her. Seeing her meant being save. She smiled back and raised her hand to slowly wave. He grinned. Ocelot called him. Big Boss looked to Adam, then back to her, she nodded and he slowly walked up to his comrade.

"That's it?!", the soldier next to her asked. It was loud again because Pequot did his thing. "That's all I had to wake you up for? Like...a wave? I got out of the bed for this?"

"What did you expect?", she laughed and slowly went inside again.
"Well...i don't know but...like...more? I'm sorry, it's just."

She turned around and smiled softly. "Look little soldier. Like the animal station and DD and whoever else i am here to give you a little support ok? I bet your in the combat unit?" He was young. 24 at most and she wouldn't be surprised if this first mission would be his very first mission.

"Yes, lady."

"See, when your first mission comes, and you'll come back home, i'll be right here to wave and smile and you will smile back and you will be happy and you will know, that you are home and that you are save and that everything is okay now and i am here for you now. Got. Me. Ok?", she put her hands on his shoulders and held him gently. He looked kind of stunned and puzzled and then smiled. He nodded that hard, that his helmet was making some noises whenever he moved his head forward and after a small talk he dissappered again.

He would greet her with a warm smile whenever he saw her, since that night. And he would commence his first mission. And when he came back, she stood there, waving at him. And he grinned and waved back. Sometimes it's the little things. Sometimes it's waving at someon, even if it's in the middle of the night.


"Morning.", she said, although it sounded more like singing in the Boss' ear.

"Morning...", he answered and looked at her.

She took the place across him and smiled at him. The canteen, or cafeteria, or whatever Miller wanted this to be, was crowded at this time of the day and she saw Snake looking frustrated into the room, holding his head as if he'd suffer from headache.

"How was the mission last night?", she asked and he looked up.

"Good."

"Not very talkative today?"

"Not really."

It was loud in here. The noises of breaking glass and of many soldiers talking in all kinds of languages.

"I'm going to get myself something to eat.", she stood up, stroking his shoulder as she went.
He turned around fast, grabbing her at her belt. "Wait!"
She chuckled as he pulled her back and turned to face him.

"I- don't...like...mean it."
"No problem", she smiled.
He sighted. "Could you get me something to eat?"

"I'm already on my way.", she said and he smiled softly after her.

She got him a sandwich with bacon and eggs and herself a noodle soup, which she knew he'd ask her for as soon as he finished his meal.
It was indeed nice to be one of the less women around, cause most of the soldiers would just let her pass and instead of making her wait for anything.

"It really gets crowded here, maybe we could-...are you kidding me?", she asked wide eyed and looked at Ocelot.

"I told him you sat there", Snake said in defense, raising his hands.

"Man...Ocelot i sat there."

"Sat. Now i do."

"I see but could you like...please?"

"Listen, everyone can sit here."

"I know! It's just that i'm asking you too, like...urgh...you know it's where i always sit."

"I know, but.-"

"Would you both please shut up?!", Snake yelled and not just the two, but a lot of soldiers looked at him. "We have this conversation every day.", he added, more calmly.

"You know what mister Big Boss? As long as you bitch around like that, you won't get your sandwich!", she said and glared at him for being so mean.

"I think so too, here. Sorry i took your seat. It's yours.", Ocelot smiled and stood up.

"Thank you Ocelot, i really appreciate tha-"

"Thanks.", Miller said and took place. Where she meant to sit down.

Snake, who somehow managed to steal his sandwich from her plate, started laughing and rested his head on the table.

"Are you serious Kazuhira?"

"What?", he barked and commenced eating. She sighted and sat down next to him. Ocelot was across her, next to Big Boss and started eating his salad. She watched the men eat for a while and gazed.

"What even is this crap on your plate Ocelot? Smells terrible.", Miller asked, seemingly referring to the russian dish on his plate.

"Oh-oh, Miller has a bad day.", she whispered and he glared at her.

"Well, it's russian. And i bet it's a thousand times better than those raw-fish-dishes of yours."

"Sushi is great. And that russian-thing of yours looks extremely nice too.", she said and Ocelot gave her a smile.

"I love both. Both tastes great.", Big Boss said, "May i have your Soup? Looks tasty. Do you still want it?"

"No, you can have it.", she said with a sigh and handed it over to him.

"My god John, leave something for the girl.", Ocelot said and you had to chuckle.

"No problem Adamska, but thanks.", she responded.

"Adamska...", Miller repeated and grinned. "Really? I heard Snake calling you Adam from time to time but Adamska? I'm sorry for you, i don't think i could life with such a name..."

"Well Kazuhira, some of us dont like to go with their mainstream american nickname, hum KAZ? I'm pretty sure she just tried to be courteous. But I'm okay with Adam too.", he smiled at you.

"Actually no.", she uttered, "I simply like Adamska. It's such a beautiful name, why should i say something like...Adam instead? Kaz sounds better though. Not as good as Kazuhira but...better than Adam. I'm not saying that Adam isn't a beautiful name just..."

"You can call me Kaz or Kazuhira, just as you wish.", Miller leaned over to her and winked.

"Well, i also like Benedict-"

Miller made chocking noises and Snake started laughing again. "He doesn't like Benedict that much."


It was getting darker and darker around Motherbase. It was 2 pm and it seemed, as if there was a storm approaching.

She carried a huge Box with a lot of Papers inside, along the way between the command and the Medical Platform.
DD walked right next to her, jumping and barking. She wished she could caress and stroke him a little, but she needed both hands to carry that box, so the Dog simply followed her around.

They sure didn't call her the Angel of Motherbase for no reason.
The Box was filled with letters for the soldiers and she was the one delivering them. Whenever there was a problem, something the soldiers liked, or disliked, whenever anyone had a hard time, or simply needed some distance from the battlefield. Someone to talk to, someone to spent time with and taking some time to calm down again. She was there.
Whenever someone got involved in a fight, she was there to get stop them and talk with them afterwards. She was the one who delivered the letters,cause she was the angel who took care of her soldiers. She tried to make everyone comfortable, to make everyone in her and their home feel good and wanted. Whenever there was a problem anywhere, she was the first who knew, cause she was closest to the actual people working here.

Miller would often mock her by saying that she would be kind of useless. Of course, he didn't mean it. Miller would possibly cry like a child if she would be gone. If someone needed her the most: it was him. Simply spending time together or sitting in one room with her made him much calmer and more selfconfident. He often needed a shoulder to cry on and as strange as it seems, someone to simply hold him whenever the pain got to much. He lost a lot, but he knew he'd never loose her. Sometimes he just needed someone to be close to him when he fell asleep. And he would often slumber, leaned at her shoulder or her chest, which would never be awkward, cause she often fell asleep with him. But in font of other people, he was a different Kaz. He would mock her and flirt and wink at her and as soon as the both were alone again he would excuse a houndred times and be all nice again. Well, most of the times.

It started softly raining and she heard the children crying out at one another in the distance. The possibly play outside, relaxing in the rain and jumping into puddles. Something ran under a ceiling and she looked after it.

Ocelot stood there, curled together hissing at the rain.
"Look DD, the Cat doesn't seem to appreciate the rain.", she said and smiled at him. He smiled back.
"No. I'm not very fond of it.", he answered and you chuckled.

Time to deliver some letters.


She heard the noise of popping Popcorn and cursing. She looked to the window, where Snake tried to climb up and finally reached something to grab and pull himself in.

She smiled and turned around to get the Popcorn, which stopped popping.

"Did somebody see you?", she asked and he glared at her.

"Infiltrating is what i do for a living. I'm pretty sure nobody saw me.", he said and took place on her couch in front of the small TV screen with the DVD Player attached to it.

She placed herself next to him and leaned on his shoulder after the credits started rolling.

"DD", Big Boss called and the Dog jumped up to lay next to her feed. He really liked that dog, he just didn't admit it.

"What are we watching?", he asked after a while, since the title still hasn't been shown.

"You remember the Mad Max movie we watched a thew weeks ago?"

"The Apocalypse movie? With the fast cars?"

"Yeah that one. This is the second part."

"Nice. I loved the first one.", he stated.

This was getting a regular ritual. Since Para Medic told him all about movies, it was some kind of normal routine now to watch movies together whenever he returned from a mission. At first he wasn't quiet sure, but he seemed to love it now. DD Did too. He was with them since he was a puppy.

This is what she wanted for Big Boss. She wanted him to be happy and relaxed for some time. And he was.

"The third part shall be released next year."

"The third Mad Max?"

"Yeah."

"Awesome."