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"I'm so sorry" was the last thing I heard before I broke down in tears. I wouldn't, I couldn't let him finish. I already knew what he would say. I walked out the hospital to my car and drove home and got in bed with non stop crying. At the hospital to my car was heavy but driving home was continuous stream of tears and now it sobs. The one that I loved the most is now gone. What is the point of living on? I should go and grab my scissors from the living room and end it now.
So she got up and went the living room and seen her scissors laying there on the table and next to them was a note.
Jade,
I know what your thinking and stop. You were the reason I held on for so long. You were here for more then just me think about Tore Tori. ("She always spelled her name wrong and I'd correct her every time" Jade thought and chuckled at.) Even though I am gone I haven't left you. I will always be with you in your mind because you know I'm not in your heart I don't know why people would lie like that because your heart has no memory at all but your mind holds memory but that wasn't the point. (she chuckles again with watery eyes) My point is live on, you can't just stop living because I stopped. That wouldn't be right because if it was then after you go then all your friends would go then your friends parent's and all there friends and by the time someone reasons on it all mankind is dead. So what Im trying to say is live for me because I couldn't. I loved you til the day I died. Don't be sad and don't cry, I don't want you to shed another tear or get depressed. I want you to act as if nothing has happened, Live your life. Remember that this is my dying wish.
~LOVE~
Now I'm bawling again. Ok Ok. I can't cry because it was her dying wish. Ok... Ok... Ok... Ok... It's not working. Oh man I will have it together in a minute. (Ten minutes later) I am done now, I think I cried out all the water in my body. Well that took a lot out of me its only 9 and I'm really tired. She falls asleep in the next few minutes.
The next morning she wakes up around 11 and she gets ready to go to Tori's house so she can give her the rest of her gift which is a Big teddy bear. The kind you get at the carnival after you win a game. After she was ready she thought about what Tori will look like after she sees and gets the bear. I mean it's basically Jade in bear form. It's black with and dark green shirt that says hug me and it has an eye piercing just like Jade. The whole way to Tori's house thats all she thought about.
I know Vega will love it, and then when she gets to her room and hug that bear. She will be so happy, I wonder if she has noticed that I've never told her I love her. It's been so hard to not say it but After she hugs the bear I will be able to say it all the time. Wow I didn't notice how fast I got here. I park on the side of the road in front of the house because there is no room on the driveway.
When I get out the car I see Tori coming out to meet me. I grab the bear from the back seat and by the time I close the back door she is standing at the front of my car. I go to the front and hold out the bear with a big smile on my face ready to say I love you after she hugs the bear. She just looks at me with a blank expression which is not normal. It's like we switched personalities today or something. I keep a smile on my face and say "here" she doesn't take it just looks at me.
Tori: I don't want that thing.
Jade: Please take it.
Tori: I want you to leave.
Jade: Why?
Tori: Because I don't want you here.
Jade: Ok. I will go but take the bear.
Tori: I don't want the bear. 'She raises her voice a little'
Jade: All you have to do is take the bear and I will leave. 'All I want is for her to have this bear then I will go'
Tori: Jade I don't want the bear!
Jade: If you just take the bear I will leave.
Tori: I don't want the dawg on bear!
Jade: What do you want? 'I just want you to take the bear so I can tell you the words'
Tori: I want you to leave!
Jade: If you just take the bear I will get in my car and leave. Just take the bear. 'I can't believe I'm still calm at this point'
Tori: I dont want the stupid bear! 'She takes it from me then throws it in the street so I go after it. Not only did this one cost me the most money but it completes the collection I got her. This one is the begining and end of me. It speaks first then the others speak then it speaks last.'
Tori: Leave it Jade.
I go after it anyway when I get it I brush it off and hold it out for her again but there is one difference, I'm crying but I don't know why. All I want is for her to have this bear.
Jade: Please take the bear. 'I plead and I shed a tear. I feel denied right now and I dont like it'
Tori throws it in the street again so I go after it again.
Tori: Forget about the bear!
*Honk Honk*
Tori: Jade!
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