A/N: Hey guys! I wanted to give a quick abuse WARNING before we continue. There are some warnings in the summary but they're pretty vague so I wanted to put out a trigger warning for anyone who's triggered by or sensitive to emotional or physical abuse. Yes this is a Yandere fic so you were probably expecting it, but just in case! I don't want any of my reader's to be uncomfortable :)
Also warning for umm *cough* drugging *cough*
(I hate giving spoilers but I want you to be prepared)
MC started at the text for a second before quickly opening the chatroom and reading over the messages that were already sent. Zen, Jaehee, and Yoosung were online but not Seven… Weird…
Zen: MC never replied to my message this morning
Zen: I hope she's okay
Zen: I heard Jumin apologized to her
Jaehee: Yes, Mr. Han seemed a bit upset after the chat. It was rather unusual. But I'm glad all is well within the RFA again.
Zen: I hope he felt guilty
Yoosung has entered the chatroom
Zen: MC didn't deserve that
Yoosung: Why do you care so much MC?
Zen: She's a member of the RFA, and my friend, of course I care
Yoosung: Are you sure that's all it is?
Yoosung: She chose me Zen, not you
Yoosung: She's mine
Jaehee: She's not an object that you can posses, Yoosung. She's a person.
Zen: Yeah, and it's not even like that
Zen: I just care for her like a friend
Zen: It's not like I have feelings for her
Yoosung: You're lying
Yoosung: I see the way you look at her, the way you talk to her, calling her cute nicknames and pretending your concern is innocent
Yoosung: I know you're trying to steal her from me
Zen: I'm not trying to steal her, Yoosung
Zen: And stop talking about her like she's an object
Jaehee: I think you're being a little unreasonable, Yoosung. Maybe you should calm down a bit.
Yoosung: Of course you would take his side Jaehee
Zen: What's that suppose to mean?
MC has entered the chatroom
Yoosung: We all know she's in love with you
MC: Woah, Yoosung, you need to calm down
MC: Don't take out your anger on Jaehee like that
Jaehee: I.. I think I should go…
Jaehee: I'm sorry. Goodbye.
Jaehee: Goodbye MC.
Jaehee has left the chatroom
Zen: What the fuck, Yoosung?
Zen: You're lucky you even have MC, you're being an asshole
Zen: Keep this up and you won't need my help in loosing her
Yoosung: You're going to regret saying that, Zen
Zen: Whatever, I'm gonna call Jaehee
Zen has left the chatroom
Yoosung has left the chatroom
MC: Shit
MC has left the chatroom
MC immediately called Yoosung, leaving a frantic voicemail when he didn't answer. She paced back and forth across the kitchen a few times before giving up and calling again. After the fourth unanswered call, she decided to call Zen to make sure he was okay. MC's fingers hovered over the call button as the door opened, making her freeze.
"Yoosung," she let out a sigh of relief before putting her phone down and walking towards him.
"Hey sweetie" he replied with a smile, closing the door behind him. He took off his backpack and jacket and placed them against the wall next to the door. "How was grocery shopping with Seven?"
MC paused, looking at him with a concerned frown. Why was he acting so calm? "It was okay," she said slowly, watching his reaction closely "Are you okay?"
"Why wouldn't I be?" Yoosung asked, still with the same bright smile. He walked across the kitchen to wrap an arm around her waist and pull her against him. MC looked between him and her phone, feeling a bit nervous. Maybe she should call Seven? He placed a hand on her chin, forcing her to make eye contact, "You're mine, right?" he asked in a calm voice.
MC hesitated, "Yes…but"
"No buts," he cut her off quickly, but his eerily calm tone didn't change, "You're mine, not Zen's, right? Mine."
"Yes…" she said slowly, biting her tongue.
"Good girl," he said sweetly, giving her a quick kiss on the lips before letting her go and stepping away.
MC stared at him for a moment, not sure what to do. He seemed calm, calmer than he was in the chatroom at least, but she was still worried. He was so upset just minutes ago, but maybe she should just let it go for now? She didn't want to upset him again. Still, it couldn't hurt to call Seven, or at least Zen. Both he and Jaehee were upset when they left the chatroom
"What are you doing?" Yoosung asked as soon as MC reached for her phone. She frowned at him, picking up her phone slowly.
"I was just gonna call Zen and make sure- "
"No." Yoosung said in a harsh voice. He walked back to her quickly and grabbed her wrist. "I don't want you talking to him."
"Yoosung, ow!" MC winced as his grip tightened painfully as she began to protest. He grabbed her phone out of her hands, taking advantage of her momentary surprise. He couldn't help but chuckle at how easy she was to control when she was in pain.
"No," he repeated, giving her a stern look. He let go of her wrist and starting to walk away, still holding her phone.
"Yoosung, give me my phone back," she complained, reaching out to grab it from his hands, She was stopped suddenly when Yoosung grabbed both her wrists, her phone slipping from his hands falling to the floor with a loud crash. He pushed her back harshly against the wall and used his grip on her wrists to pin her arms to either side of her.
"I don't want you talking to him, MC," he said in a low voice. She stared at him, not sure how to react. He shifted his wight so he was balancing on one foot, the other reached behind him to drag her phone closer. He placed his foot on it lightly for a moment and then stepped down with his full weight. He smiled as he heard it being crushed underneath him. "I only want you talking to me. You don't need to talk to anyone else, especially not him. Only talk to me and only look at me, not Zen. Okay?"
"Yoosung," she whispered, she could feel the panic starting to rise in her chest. She tried to blink back the tears that hard started to form in her eyes, "You're scaring me…"
He narrowed his eyes at her for only a moment, and then his entire demeanor changed. His eyes got wide and seemed to fill with concern as he stepped back, letting go of her wrists. "I-I'm sorry…" he whispered, taking another slow step back. He looked between her and the broken phone frantically, starting to panic. "I'm so sorry, MC. I-I don't know what came over me," he shook his head and tears began to roll down his cheeks as he apologized frantically. "I'm sorry, please forgive me. Please, I'm so sorry."
MC took a tentative step towards him. He looked so sad, so afraid, it broke her heart. But she didn't want to tell him it was okay, it wasn't. But he kept giving her that look… "It's okay," she whispered brokenly.
He threw his arms around her and held her closely, repeating "I'm sorry" over and over again in a desperate voice, making all her resistance slowly crumble. "Please don't leave me, I'm so sorry," he begged.
"It's okay, baby." she said quietly. She tentatively ran her fingers through his hair in an attempt to soothe him. "It's okay, I forgive you." she whispered, even though she wasn't sure if the words were true yet. "I'm not going to leave you, babe. Just… just don't do something like that again, okay? You really scared me."
He squeezed her for a moment, a small sigh of relief escaping him. He shook his head and stared at her with apologetic eyes that were still bright from tears. "I won't. I don't ever want to scare you. MC. I love you so much."
"I love you too," she murmured. She did, but this was all too much, she needed a second. "You should go study, babe. I'm gonna finish putting groceries away."
"I can help you?" Yoosung offered immediately, still not letting her go of her waist.
MC shook her head, she needed to get away from him so she could calm down. "No, it's okay, I just need a second, okay? Go study."
"Okay," Yoosung said quietly, finally letting her ago, though he didn't seem happy about it. He hesitated before leaving, "I'm sorry, MC. I just love you so much. I'm sorry"
"I know, I love you too," she gave him a small smile and a kiss on the cheek for reassurance. She sent him off to go study and continued putting groceries away. She didn't understand what just happened, but part of her didn't want to understand, she just wanted to things to be normal again. She decided it be best not too think about it too much and took a deep breathe as she put everything away, trying her best to ignore the broken phone that lay crumbled on the kitchen floor.
MC let out a sigh as she sat down on the couch. After she finished putting away groceries Yoosung had offered to make dinner. She appreciated it, but it left her with nothing to do. Usually she'd check the RFA chatroom but…
"Yoosung, are you sure you don't need any help?" she asked for at least the third time since he'd began cooking. She heard him chuckle and couldn't help but smile a bit.
"I'm almost done," he called back. He refused to let her help him cook, insisting that he wanted to make something special for her and if she helped it wouldn't be a surprise. After a few more minutes he carried out a small plate that had different types of sushi arranged on it. MC couldn't help but giggle upon seeing his nervous look and the way the sushi was already beginning to fall apart.
"You're so cute," she cooed, taking the plate from him and thanking him with a kiss. Her angry had almost completely melted away.
"I-I hope you like it, I tried my best. I've never made it before." Yoosung's stuttered, his wide innocent eyes and small pouty frown made her heart flutter. He was just so cute. She took a small, almost hesitant, bite of the sushi and smiled. Yoosung's cheek flushed as she praised him, telling him how good it was and how lucky she was to have such a sweet boyfriend. He sat down on the couch next to her, smiling shyly and taking her free hand in his. His thumb rubbing small circles against the back of her hand. They ate in silence for a bit until MC let out a small whine.
"Hey, Yoosung?" MC said quietly, "I'm starting to feel a bit…dizzy. Maybe I'm just tired." She rubbed her eyes with the back of her hand, her eyelids starting to droop and she could barely keep them open. Her head began to spin and her vision blurred till she could barely see what was in front h of her. She struggled to hold herself up as Yoosung took the plate from her silently. She began to wonder why Yoosung didn't seem more concerned, and then her vision went black.
Yoosung smiled down at her unconscious figure that lay across the couch. "You're so beautiful, MC" he whispered, his fingers brushing across her cheeks. "Never leave me, okay? Just be mine, forever." he picked her up with ease, cradling her against his chest as he carried her across the room and out the door. "Now I just have to take of Zen," he continues in a quiet, calm voice, "and we can be happy, just the two of us, forever and ever." He placed a soft kiss against her lips and shut the car door.