The last few days doing Raw and Smackdown with his two best friends had been wonderful. Roman couldn't remember the last time he had been so happy except when he got to see his baby girl. However it was getting harder and harder to go home for their days off because he knew that at some point a fight would ensue. Roman wasn't sure how much longer he could take it and if it weren't for his daughter he would never go home. As Roman started to pack his suitcase he felt guilty. His home life was already shit and all he really had was Seth and Dean. After Dean had almost caught them Roman was relieved they were able to talk him out of it but the relief was soon replaced with guilt. He knew Dean would be hurt if he ever caught them and Roman was pretty positive Dean would support them he wanted to tell his best friend before things spiraled out of control and he lost Dean. Roman planned to talk to Seth about it as soon as he had the chance because he couldn't stand the thought of losing Dean if he ever found out and not because they had told him. As Roman closed the lid to his suitcase the door to their room opened up and Seth walked in carrying a brown cup holder with three cups of coffee. He crossed the room and gave Roman a small gentle kiss on the lips before he handed him a cup of coffee. "God you're the best." Seth gave him a cheeky smile before he stole another kiss. "I know." Seth then sat the holder down on the nightstand as he pulled his own cup free and took a sip. Seth sat on the bed with his cup and watched as Roman started to pack his other suitcase. Roman paused halfway through and sat on the bed next to Seth he just stared at the other man.
"What's on your mind?"
Roman took a drink of his coffee before he sat it aside then he took the cup from Seth's hands so that he grab them and lock their fingers together.
"Come home with me." Seth just stared at him and Roman felt his heart drop he knew it was a crazy idea as soon as it passed his lips but he didn't want to go home alone. Roman wanted no actually he needed Seth there the other man was a source of strength for him. Roman didn't want to face it alone he was tired of the fighting he just wanted to enjoy time with his baby. Roman hoped if Seth joined him his fiance wouldn't fight and it would give Seth the chance to meet Jasmine. Before Seth had a chance to speak Roman continued. "I know it's a crazy notion but I need you there and it would give you a chance to meet Jasmine." Seth looked into his grey eyes and felt his heart melt he wanted nothing more than to be apart of all of Roman's life but he was very hesitant.
"What are we going to tell her and secondly won't that be awkward?"
Roman thought for a moment he hadn't really focused on all the details yet and the question had caught him off guard but he was sure they could come up with something. Roman gave Seth's hand a gentle squeeze as he leaned in and rested their foreheads together. "I don't think it will be awkward unless we make it so and I dunno we will just tell her your girlfriend is out of town and you wanted to hang out or something." Seth waited to answer his mind raced he really wanted to but at the same time he didn't. The look on Roman's face however made his heart hurt and so he decided to give it a shot he just hoped that he wouldn't end up regretting it later on. Seth shook his head and Roman's face instantly lit up. Roman planted soft sweet kisses on Seth as he sighed with relief. He now actually felt quite happy about going home. Roman finally pulled away from Seth and continued packing the rest of his stuff so they could make their way to his house. Seth finished his cup of coffee and excused himself so that he could go and call his girlfriend to inform her of the plan. As he got up Roman asked him what he planned to tell her and Seth wasn't sure but said he could come up with something. As Seth made it to the door Roman stopped him. "Thank you." Seth smiled and nodded before he closed the door behind him.
They had to stop again for snacks and Seth was becoming agitated at Dean who wouldn't shut up about being hungry. Seth pulled the car into a little gas station and turned giving Dean a glare as the blonde opened the car door and made his way inside for another round of snacks. "Five minutes Ambrose and then I am leaving your ass here." Dean gave Seth a fake air kiss as he made his way inside the gas station. Seth turned back around and stared at Roman who was in the passenger's seat. Seth took his hands off the steering wheel and slowly ran one down Roman's arm and then his chest until Seth's fingertips danced over Roman's crotch. Roman shuddered as he gave Seth a very lust filled look however the moment was stopped short by Dean who came back carrying an armful of junk food. Seth gave him a death glare as he got into the car and popped open a bag of chips. As he popped one in his mouth Seth stared at him in the rearview mirror.
"What have I told you about the junk food you fucker."
Dean only responded by popping more chips into his mouth making sure to make it as annoying as possible. Roman could only laugh as Seth let out a exasperated sigh and rolled his eyes he loved the way the two of them could argue back and forth like brothers.
The rest of the ride was spent bickering between Seth and Dean then the blonde complaining about having to clean his house. Dean asked them what they had planned for their days off. Seth instantly gave some story about taking his girlfriend shopping then redecorating their bedroom. Roman told Dean part of the truth that he planned on spending time with Jasmine. Roman felt guilt again he knew that they needed to tell Dean about them soon before he figured it out. Roman planned on talking to Seth about it as soon as possible. Roman was pulled from his thoughts as Seth pulled up outside of Dean's apartment the blonde said his goodbyes and pulled his suitcase out of the trunk they both waited until he was inside before Seth leaned over and gave Roman a soft kiss.
"You ready for this?"
Roman nodded he was excited for Seth to meet his baby girl. Seth pulled away from Dean's apartment and they made the short drive to Roman's house. As they pulled into the driveway Seth turned off the car and reached over he gave Roman's hand a gentle squeeze. "It will be okay." Roman just nodded at him as he got out of the car and pulled their luggage out of the trunk Seth took his bags and they made their way up the sidewalk. Roman hesitated as they reached the door he took a deep breath and opened the door. Roman allowed Seth to enter first then he stepped inside and called out loud nobody answered. Roman guided Seth upstairs to the guest room where Seth dropped his luggage off then they made their way down the hall to Jasmine's room. The door was open as the little girl sat on the floor having a tea party with her stuffed animals. Roman popped his head inside and she immediately stopped what she was doing and ran to her daddy. Seth smiled as his heart skipped a beat he knew Roman was a wonderful father but seeing it in person made his heart flutter. He fell even more in love with Roman if that was possible. Roman scooped the little girl up and pulled her in for a hug planting kisses along the top of her head. She giggled then stopped and looked at Seth a curious look lighting up her face. "Who is that daddy?" Roman smiled and grabbed Seth's hand pulling him forward. "Jasmine this is one of daddy's best friends his name is Seth. He is going to spend a couple days with us while his girlfriend is out of town ok?" Jasmine nodded and smiled at Seth who returned a wide grin. "Nice to meet you Jasmine." She buried her head in the side of Roman's neck who chuckled. "Don't be shy baby it's ok. So I was thinking after Daddy sleeps for a couple hours maybe you, me and Seth could go shopping then go see a movie?" Jasmine suddenly gets excited and pulls her head away from Roman so she can look at Seth. "Really?" Seth nods and the little girl reaches out for him. Seth takes her and she gives him a giant hug. "I like you already." This causes them both to laugh as Seth sets her down on the floor. "I like you too." Roman gives her another hug before telling her to play for a while so he can get in a quick nap. With this they both make their way back to the guest room where Roman leaves Seth giving him a quick peck and thanking him again. Seth tells him it's no problem before he crashes on the bed and falls asleep instantly.
Jasmine giggled as the three of them walked through build a bear workshop after a couple hours of sleep his daughter had woken him up and demanded they go to the mall. Roman was more than happy to oblige so he helped her get dressed and they woke Seth the two of them. At first he was grumpy until he saw the bright pink dress sitting next to him then a smile lit up his face. That is how they now found themselves looking at a rose pink unicorn and accessories to match. Roman laughed as Jasmine asked Seth to help her stuff and dress her animal. Seth had already warmed up to the little girl and had a hard time telling her no. Roman's heart fluttered as he watched Seth gingerly dress the animal and play with Jasmine who seem to have warmed up to Seth as well.
After they had the unicorn dressed and named they took it to the counter and before Roman could pull out his money Seth had already paid for the toy. Jasmine thanked him again and again before she latched onto him giving him a huge hug. Seth hugged her back as they made their way out of the toy store and continued walking the mall. Roman fought the urge to reach out and grab Seth's hand he wanted to show the other man his appreciation. Seth read his mind because he looked over and smiled at Roman before giving him a wink. They passed several stores before coming across a candy store where Jasmine instantly stopped. She turned and smiled at Roman who chuckled before taking her hand and leading her into the candy store. They passed several bins until they reached one filled with gummy bears. Roman helped her fill a bag then they took it to the counter and paid as Seth waited outside. Roman knew his dislike for junk food which made him laugh.
After they had walked the mall and spoiled Jasmine they all decided to eat dinner and go watch a movie. Of course Roman's baby girl got to pick the restaurant and movie which was complete with popcorn and candy. As they waited in line to pick out their snacks Roman told Seth to suck it up and get junk then promised him they would work it off later. Seth glared at him before picking out a large popcorn. After snacks were paid for they made their way to the theater to watch the movie with Jasmine seated in between the two of them. Even though she had her own popcorn she insisted on sharing with Seth who couldn't say no. Roman continued to watch his heart again fluttering and he realized that he could get very use to it.
Roman opened the door Jasmine was in his arms yawning as they entered the house. His girlfriend was seated on the couch and she turned to glare at Roman as he carried Jasmine up the stairs. Her glare was adverted to Seth who tried to be polite and greet her before he excused himself to the backyard where he found a lounge chair to relax in. Roman said nothing to his fiance as he carried up his baby upstairs to her room. She yawned and rubbed at her eyes as Roman lied her down in the bed and helped pull her shoes off. She hugged him before he pulled the covers over her and gave her forehead a kiss. Jasmine fell asleep right away as Roman made his way back down stairs where a fight was waiting for him.
"So you bought her more stuff I see."
Roman sighed he wasn't in the mood for her shit.
"No actually Seth bought it for her."
His fiance started to go off about Seth being there and telling Roman he had some nerve by not asking her opinion. Seth could hear the yelling outside from his seat and it made his heart sink. He heard the threats of her taking Roman's child and her telling him how worthless of a father he was. Seth disagreed with all of it and he wanted to storm back in the house and tell her to shut the hell up but he knew now good would come of it so he listened as Roman took a verbal beating but said nothing in return.
After what seems like an hour the fighting stops and things go quiet inside the house Seth becomes concerned and is about to go check until Roman opened the sliding glass door and steps outside onto the porch. He crossed the grass and takes the empty chair next to Seth who looks at him. "You ok?" Roman ran a hand over his face before looking at Seth. "Yeah didn't know you heard that sorry." Seth reached over and grabbed Roman's hand giving a gentle squeeze.
"Don't be sorry. Ro you don't always have to pretend to be strong I am here for you."
Roman said nothing as he stared at the grass. Seth felt frustrated Roman rarely showed any emotion especially sadness or weakness and it drove Seth crazy. He knew the other man wanted to save face and make everybody think he was super tough. Seth knew Roman was strong he was one of the strongest people he knew but Seth wanted Roman to also be able to grieve or let go of his feelings. "Ro." Seth gave his hand another gentle squeeze and with this Roman let out a sigh before he broke down. Roman turned his gaze to Seth who could see the tears start to stain his cheeks. Seth reached out and wiped a tear away before he caressed Roman's cheek.
"I just don't know how much I have left. If she takes my daughter I don't think I will be able to live."
Seth said nothing as he got up and moved to the chair with Roman he pulled the bigger man in close and rubbed his back trying to comfort him as he let Roman get his feelings out. Roman silently sobbed as his head rested on Seth's shoulder until he had nothing left. As he pulled away from the other man he wiped his eyes and looked at Seth. Roman cupped his face and pulled him in for a slow soul searing kiss. "I love you." Seth pulled away and used his thumb to wipe the last tear. "Seth I think we should tell Dean." Seth just looked at him for a moment before speaking.
"I have been thinking about that too. I just worry if he will accept us."
"Me too but it's better we come clean then him walk in on us one day."
Seth sighed he knew deep down that Roman was right.
"Okay let's not think about it right now we will but tonight let's just focus on you."
"I am okay."
Seth gave him a look like a mother scolding her child. "Ro." With this Seth wrapped his arms around Roman and adjusted their position so that he could lie on top of Roman. Roman wrapped his arms around Seth's waist and pulled him closer so that Seth could rest his head on Roman's chest. Roman wound his fingers into Seth's locks and pulled them loose so he could run his fingers through the other man's hair as he whispered in his ear. "I wish I could ravage your right now." Seth blushed a little as he planted kisses along Roman's jaw. Roman ground against him so Seth could feel him. Seth moaned a little "Me too but if we get caught." Roman groaned he knew the other man was right they couldn't take the risk. " I know." With this the two of them just cuddled and gazed up at the stars dotting the sky. As sleep began to grow on them Roman suggested they head inside but Seth wanted to stay outside so Roman agreed. As Seth yawned Roman gently kissed his temple. " I love you." Seth kissed him gently " I love you too." Roman adjusted them so he could pull out his phone and set an alarm so they would wake up before anybody else.