Chapter 119

Jasper

Bella's emotions seemed much more settled as we walked back and though I cursed myself for not renting a room I knew that she had to sort her own emotions out before we could take that final step. What she didn't know was that I was as anxious as she was. Yes we had made love before and it had been wonderful but that was before she saw Renee raped and murdered and Sophie die in childbirth.

Maybe sex would frighten her, maybe it would bring back all the terror of her long ordeal. I wanted it to be as wonderful as it has been the first time round and I was terrified it might not be. Still there was plenty of time and I would carry on masking my incredible desire to take her to bed and make love to her as I had since she asked me to join her naked in bed. I don't think it had even occurred to her that it might make me sexually frustrated and I never wanted her to find out.

I lost her most of the next day as she prepared for Charlie's wedding while Peter, Garrett, Emmett and I took Charlie out to celebrate his last day of freedom. We went into the hills to hunt then found a small lake where we could take a swim, of course as was customary Charlie was left with no clothes to put back on only a liberal daubing of lake mud.

"Have a heart guys, I can't walk into the house buck naked with my daughter there."

"Don't worry about it Charlie, it's dark and she'll be asleep."

"You'd better be right about that Peter or you and me are gonna fall out big time and I know your weakness."

"Really, and what might that be?"

"Your daughter. How would she feel about a daddy who cursed and started a fight with the bride groom?"

"I never cursed, I haven't cursed in days and I never started a fight either."

"You know that and I know that but she doesn't and if I get Rose or Esme to make me up with a black eye for the ceremony she's gonna believe me not you."

"That is right out of fucking order Swan. If I get my hands on you you'll not need make up, you'll have the real thing."

Charlie took off with Peter in hot pursuit and the rest of us made our way back a little more sedately but we didn't want to miss the fun so close to the house we speeded up. Just in time to see Charlie naked as the day he was born streak past his daughter sitting on the porch with Jenna and Esme, the floodlights we had set up illuminating him perfectly, with Peter on his tail.. It was a sight to behold but we fixed straight faces before we joined the ladies.

The ceremony was simple the next day and the sun shone brightly for the ceremony. Bella stood in place of a best man while Carlisle gave Jenna away. Afterwards there was dancing and Kat showed off her waltz, a dance Felix had taught her while Edward amused Skye who was toddling around and generally getting into mischief where possible. Bella and I sat watching the children for a while then she got up and went over to her dad talking to him quietly. I saw him nod and kiss her cheek followed by Jenna and then she had a short conversation with Rose before coming back over to me.

"I said my goodbyes. I know dad and Jenna aren't leaving for Isle Esme until the morning but I thought you and I could take a walk."

"I'd like that, anywhere special?"

She smiled and there was a twinkle in her eye I hadn't seen in a long while and a feeling of excitement and anticipation radiating from her.

Taking my hand she led me along the road, the same walk we had taken two days previously. As we reached the motel I turned to her smiling,

"Can I buy you dinner?"

She shook her head,

"Not this evening Jasper. This time it's my treat."

I looked at her slightly bewildered until she pulled me over to the motel stopping in front of one of the doors and pulling a key from her pocket.

"Are you sure about this Bella? There's no hurry."

"I'm sure Jazz now please don't leave me standing here with the key in my hand."

I took it from her and unlocked the door then stepped inside with her seeing that a bag I recognised lay on the bed.

"I take it you had an accomplice, maybe a certain blonde?"

She smiled and nodded then pushed the door shut and melted in my arms.

The kiss was sweet, like those I remembered and I felt my body reacting to Bella's closeness as always but this time I didn't crush it and I felt her hands on my chest undoing the buttons on my shirt and pulling it off to drop on the floor. It was followed by my pants and boxers until I stood naked and aroused before her.

"I'd forgotten just how beautiful you were Jazz."

As her hands roamed over my body I couldn't stifle a groan of desire and picking her up I carried her to the bed where I stripped her clothes off slowly savouring every glimpse of the body I had made love to such a long while ago.

Once she was naked too I joined her kissing the scars on her body, marks left by her kidnapper and I felt a bolt of anger flash through me but that emotion I did crush and continued renewing my memories of her beautiful body, my mate, in bed with me once more. I trailed kisses down her body to her toes, stopping for a few seconds to kiss the scars on her ankles left by the chain she had been forced to wear before moving up once more until I was drowning in her scent and the warmth from her very center.

I brought her to a climax quickly, she was ready, eager even, and her cries of pleasure were the most wonderful thing I had ever heard. Aware the control I had over my own body was fast slipping away I slid inside her groaning as she wriggled under me eager to feel me right inside as far as I could go. I wanted to take my time but Bella had other ideas and I found myself riding her swiftly until the explosion of my orgasm caused me to cry out and kiss her hungrily.

I was ready again in minutes, greedy for her body and this time I took it slowly, staying in control until I had her begging me in a panting voice. Even then I made her wait until I could no longer stop myself and my second climax joined with hers sending us both spiraling on a cloud of ecstasy.

I rolled off her laying there, every nerve ending tingling but Bella wasn't ready to stop yet and used her fingers and mouth to arouse me again but this time she slid down on my erection and chose the pace, slow, agonizingly slow until I was the one begging her. Then she smiled and lifted herself almost off me before sliding down once more so slowly I hardly thought she was moving. This went on until her own desires became too much for her and once more we climaxed together and this time she fell onto my chest and laying her head on my shoulder fell asleep, a smile of contentment on her face that I had longed to see once more.

We spent the night and following morning in bed pleasuring each other in ways we had before the kidnap and I finally felt I had my Bella back. Mid afternoon we showered and dressed, fresh clothes for both of us were in the bag Rose had so kindly packed. Then we went across to the diner and I watched as Bella ate. Her appetite was coming back or maybe she had just used so much energy she was going on empty. Afterwards I suggested a walk but she had other ideas,

"I can think of much better ways to expend my energy, can't you?"

With a smile I grabbed her hand and towed her back to the motel room. I had no idea how long the room was rented for and right now I couldn't give a damn, only that it had a bed and I had a willing and eager mate at my side.