A/N: Wooohooo I am so happy that I'm able to type again… LMAO… Yay we are at a new day in this chapter… LMFAO… It only took 15 chapters… LMAO! Now things start to move fast! Okay so originally this chapter was going to be long but I put in one smaller chapter… I want to show Brenda's thoughts on what is going to happen today… LOL…
Disclaimer: I don't own BH 90210…
Brenda was nervous about today. Not only was this the day she would start moving in with Dylan but she had an appointment with the Specialist and everyone was going with her. In a way she didn't want to hear what the Specialist had to say but yet in a way she did. She was just so scared that it was going to be bad news.
She looked over at Dylan and saw him looking at her and she smiled. She couldn't help but smile at him. She felt as if everything in her world was right again even though she still had the same problems that she had yesterday. She knew that she felt that everything in her world was right again because of Dylan. He always made everything seem so much better because of the fact that she loved him and because he loved her.
She just hoped that the news that they got today wouldn't be as bad as she feared. She knew that the pain was getting worse and far more frequent and that scared her shitless. But she also knew that she couldn't prolong it anymore. She needed to see what could be done if anything. She also knew that she had to let her family and friends be there for her. Most of all she knew that she had to let Dylan and their daughter stand by her side and help her fight whatever she needed to fight so that she could keep on living.
She took her eyes off of Dylan and looked around the living room that everyone was once again sitting in. She saw how happy everyone was that she was home. She knew that she had made the right decision to come home. She knew that they would help her get through this. She also knew that each and every one of them would fight for her and help her to fight for herself.
She looked at her daughter and her heart swelled with love and pride. Her daughter looked so much like Dylan at that moment that she had to chuckle. She knew that father and daughter were going to be inseparable. She also knew that her daughter would be stronger and able to get through this because her Dad would be there to help their daughter through it just like he would help her through it.
Once more her eyes cut back to Dylan. She couldn't believe that today after the appointment she would be moving in with him. It was as if every dream she has ever had about him and her were finally coming true. She has loved him since she was sixteen and she knew that she would love him for the rest of her life. No matter how many times she has tried to move on she just couldn't. She should have known ten years ago that she would never get over Dylan. She should have known that no guy would ever match up to him.