A perfect cut was placed at the note book, patiently running the knife down the side, before the sides became loose, getting removed from the book - Deliberately letting the page with the name 'Lind L Taylor' stay, it would probably prove the book's authenticity a little, L probably wouldn't believe the rules just because they were there - Watching it return to the stage where only the remaining pages where there, making the cut invisible - A death note never runs out of pages, but it also recreates pages that are ripped out of it. Reading through the few rules he mentioned himself earlier, wondering how people could find this book attractive enough to write in it, only able to imagine the look on Light's face when he had first killed someone with it - Light wasn't insane, not until he obtained the death note however, some people just can't handle power, they get lost to it. It could be interesting to meet this former, kind version of Light, B was pretty sure he could actually get to like him, if he got the chance - But, to kill like Kira did, was unforgivable - The problem is not necessarily the killings, it's the fact that Light truly believes it is okay for him to end these peoples lives.. No, that's not it, he believed that he was meant to kill these people, being the self proclaimed God he had always felt like - Made even B look like a normal person, at least he knew he wasn't a God. - B too might think he was 'meant to' kill people, but at least he waited until his victim really was going to die, unlike Light, who with the death note, could change lifespan on people, simply by writing their name - B had already tried, using Naomi Misora as his victim, to change her lifespan, but unsuccessfully - He just had to calmly wait for whoever he wanted to kills lifespan to hit zero - Closing the death note, before looking through the cut out pages, looking at all the names, it seemed as if Naomi Misora had in fact died in the hands of Kira. It was by a page that had left the book already, her fiancée was nowhere to be seen either, but then again, considering he died on his way out of a train, according to L, he might even have been on the same train as Kira himself, and then there was the case file Raye had carried which disappeared.. That case had never really been put to rest, since nothing could be proved, leaving it impossible to solve.

If Kira was Naomi's killer, that must have meant that she by free will gave her name to him, in other words, she fucked up, that's her mistake - Though B felt attacked on a personal point if Light had outsmarted her, while he himself hadn't - Might have been because it was two different cases - She might have let her guard down because of the loss of her fiancée, not thinking clearly at the time - What a shame, she was such a nice, young lady.. The thought might have been a bit of a joke, B might have played stupid at the time, but he did indeed know she hated him from the moment she laid eyes on him, not that it mattered to him - Getting up from his chair, before lazily opening the refrigerator - He needed sugar to think this through one more time, no need to rush himself into action - Grabbing a jar of jam, with strawberry of course, taking the death note and the loose pages with him, placing it all on the coffee table, leaning over the table, to grab a envelope that was placed on a cupboard, before, with a bump, sitting down on the sofa, quickly pulling his legs into his chest, grabbing the jam, jerking it open, staring at the death note as he simply drank the jam. He didn't want to spill it all over the book, and he knew for sure he would, if he started to dip his fingers in the jam.. - Suddenly smashing the jar down the floor, the remaining jam splattering all over the floor - Drying his mouth in his shirt - He hated this.. This was stupid, why was he even considering! - Trying to calm down his fury by almost biting his thumb till it bled - Lightly shaking his head - It shouldn't matter anymore at this point, even if his plan would benefit L, that wasn't what it was about, it was about catching Kira - There was no way L would ever have come this far in the case alone, but even with all this info B had leaked, L still waiting for evidence, while all criminals were slowly getting killed one by one, it just wasn't right! - Yet understanding L had no choice, and considering B was already considered a criminal, it wouldn't matter if he took care of Kira, would it?

It might be because B had actually met these people.. It might be because he actually was one of them - But, no matter how much better the world could become when killing all criminals, it just wasn't right - These people spend years of their life, paying off for what they had done - They might not all become perfect people again, but that doesn't matter - What matters, is the fact that people have a free will to do what they want, and in this case, most of them just want to get out of jail, and continue their life while they try to somehow forget their mistakes - Where Kira, ruined this - It's part of a natural flow, like a river, you don't just stop a river! - It's about seeing criminals as people, not burdens, some of these, actually have a family, that loves them, Light had a family himself, would he, in cold blood, kill his own sister, for example, if she chose to become a criminal? - No, that's not it, it doesn't matter if he himself would get hurt if his family members died, the point is, people out there, had to accept that Kira only saw that one thing in their family member; That they were a criminal - To say a criminal can't be a great parent, or spouse is judgmental, and how in the world didn't it feel to explain a five year old kid that his father had died because Kira had said so - That's not how the world works, or rather, that's not how it should work - One single man should not sit and judge who deserves to live or die! - Yes, this settled it.. B had to do, what he had to do, someone had to stop Kira here and now, and since L chose to do nothing until proof had been gathered, B would! - Grabbing a pen and a clean piece of paper.. Uh, he had always sucked at writing, hopefully L was good at reading then - When the writing was done, the death note, with the message, was neatly packed, B cursing once as he managed to step in a glas splinter from the jam earlier.. He had to work a little on his aggression, he would end out hurting himself - Nonetheless continuing to put on shoes, before running of - He preferred to keep his place a secret from L, so chose to deliver the letter himself, covering himself with the hood of his hoodie as he came closer to L'S base, he was not interested in getting spotted by anyone, he didn't want to discuss it, he just wanted to get it over with!

As soon as the letter hit the bottom of the mailbox, B shivered once, it was the point of no return - Making his way back home - It didn't matter, this plan would definitely put an end to this Kira madness, and leave B with the ownership of at least one of the death notes, which was his plan from the beginning, not that the death note was big value for him anymore, but.. - Ignoring the jam all over the living room floor, he sat down in the sofa again, looking out the window to see the sun go down.. Maybe, he would miss this at times, yet, it was all like the last time, he was alone, that was all he had ever been - Soon it would be time for the final showdown, hopefully nothing would get in the way.