A/N: So here we are with another chapter… This one is short… I want to show Dylan's thoughts now that he knows he is a father… The next chapter is longer…
Disclaimer: I don't own BH 90210!
Dylan followed Brenda into the living room and sat down on the couch. He looked at his two sons and a smile bloomed on his face. He couldn't believe that he had been jealous of his own self. He should have known that Brenda wouldn't have went from to him to some other guy shortly after him and her breaking up.
As he looked at his sons he felt his heart swell with pride. He was happy that he knows about them now. He was briefly angry at Brenda for not telling him but then again he could understand why she hadn't told him. It didn't mean that he had to like it but he did understand it and he forgave her.
As he looked at Brenda his heart exploded with all the love that he had suppressed for three years. He realized that he shouldn't have ever left. His eyes grew misty as he watched her with their sons. He had always known that Brenda would make a wonderful mother and now he knew that she did. He smiled as he watched Brenda interact with their children.
He looked around and saw everyone looking at him, Brenda and the boys. He smiled at them all and chuckled a little when they all smiled back before quickly looking away from them. He knew that they were all concerned about how things were going to go between him and Brenda now that he knew about the boys. But he wasn't going to let them know on what he was thinking.
What he wanted most was for Brenda and their sons to move in with him. He wanted to be the one to help her raise them. He wanted to be the one to help her through this. But he also knew that it was probably going to take time. He had all the time in the world and he would make sure that Brenda had all the time in the world too. He loved Brenda and he was in love with her and there was no way he was going to let her post pone something that could help her.
He lifted Brent up onto his lap when he saw Brent holding his arms out to him. He chuckled as Brent gave him a sloppy kiss on his cheek. He has never been as happy as he was right this moment in all of his years of life. He finally felt complete. He finally felt as if he had a family of his own. He finally felt as if he was right where he belonged and he knew that he would fight with everything that he had and with everything that he could. He finally had his world and there was not a chance in hell he was losing it.
His eyes caught Brenda's eyes and he gave her an intimate smile. His smile grew wider as he saw her blush. He has missed her so much these last three years. But it finally felt as if everything was finally coming back together again. When he saw her blow him a kiss he lifted a hand and acted like he caught it making his boys laugh along with everyone else laugh. He blew her a kiss back. He could afford to act like he use to with her now. He loved her and nothing else mattered but that. He would do anything and everything that he had to, to prove to her that his love for her knew no bounds.
He wanted to grow old with her. He wanted to watch his sons grow up with her. He wanted to have more children with her. He wanted to see her stomach grow round with his child under her heart. Just thinking all that made his heart beat faster. Just thinking that made his heart swell with even more love. He couldn't remember a time when he ever thought about having a family without it scaring him. But now all he could think about was the fact that he wanted a family. He not only wanted a family he wanted the family to grow even more than just him, Brenda, Brandon Junior and Brent. He wanted a daughter that looked like Brenda. He needed to see her and be with her.
He never knew he could be this happy and still be alive. He never knew he could love this much and it not bring him pain. He never knew that you could love this much and be this happy. He knew in that second that no matter what life threw his way or Brenda's way that he would make sure that he and they both made it through it. He would make sure that Brenda knew he was there for the long haul and that he wasn't going anywhere. He would make sure that his twin sons knew how much he loved them. Because love them he did and he would for the rest of his life and into the afterlife.