A/N: Okay I know it has been a really long time since I've updated this story... But I'm back... :D Okay so I had this chapter all wrote out and ready to post for when I was feeling better but my laptop went hay wire and I lost everything... So I have to retype every update I had ready to go. I can't remember what I had wrote for this chapter so I'm just kind of going with what I feel like is right for this chapter... LMAO! Enjoy!
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Brenda watched Dylan's face the entire time he looked at their sons. She couldn't believe all the emotion he was freely letting show on his face. She knew as a rule that he never let his emotions or feelings show in his face or in his eyes but now he was. Her breath caught in her chest as she saw all the love he felt for Brent and little Brandon. Her breath rushed out as she saw the love he still held for her.
It was then that she realized the mistake she had made in not telling Dylan about his sons. She could only hope that one day he would forgive. If she were completely honest with herself she wasn't one hundred percent sure that she could forgive herself for not telling him. She knew now that no matter how badly things ended between them that she had been in the wrong in not telling Dylan that he was going to be a father. She should have tried harder and fought harder for her and Dylan.
She chuckled as she saw both of her sons showing off for their Dad's benefit. She shook her head as she finally realized just how much little Brandon and Brent looked like Dylan. Her eyes kept going from the boys to their Dad and she felt her heart swell with even more love. She couldn't help but think that it was a wonder that she didn't pass out with as much as she was feeling.
She closed her eyes to try to get her heart under control. She knew that it was beating fast and she could feel that it was getting harder to breathe but she didn't want to ruin the party so she took in a couple deep breaths and let out a sigh of relief as her chest finally eased up and as she could finally breathe normally. She opened her eyes and saw both Dylan and Brandon looking at her in concern and she shook her head and gave them both a small smile letting them know that she was alright.
She watched as little Brandon crawled up onto Dylan's lap and whisper something in his ear. She smiled when she heard both Dylan and little Brandon laugh at whatever it was he had told her father. The smile on her face grew even bigger and wider as she watch Dylan dip his head to kiss little Brandon's head. She knew then that Dylan was going to be a terrific father to their sons. She knew then that if she did by chance end up dying that Dylan would be there for their sons and not let anything happen to them. It was with that thought in her head that she made the decision that she would do whatever the Doctor thought was best.