okay so the first chapter was a bit of a lot to handle with me but i hope you guys like it

twilight isn't mine

the pairing are still lost on me I'm not sure where this is heading but it's heading somewhere.

contains sexual contact ,drugs, violence, and cursing

"Dad" I screamed as he ran to me embracing me in a bear hug, I wasn't a touching person in fact I almost felt disgusted when people touched me,yet my father had a way of breaking all of my boundaries .

I slowly pulled away hoping he didn't smell the narcotics on my beath that I desperately tried to get rid of but what shocked me was the smell of alcohol that lingered on his.

I was about to move away when I was mushed back in by Bella and her tiny arms .

"I missed you guys " he said picking both of us up and swirling us . It was a weird display of affection considering we were teenagers but that's how charlie was with us.

he was a awkward man but he always pushed his personality to the limits when it came to us. After the long hug he distant himself to get a better look at us

"you got more tattoos ".

My father always thought he would have been a better parental figure in my life unlike my mother who let me do anything I wanted he was a bit more strict and had more structure in his life which I respected.

"Just like my father"

I stated looking at him as he tensed . Bella rolled her eyes as he diverted the situation by talking about how long her hair has gotten .

The ride to our new home was loud and filled with laughter . I smiled already knowing that my life was going to change and my heart pounded with excitement .

The anticipation of the weight to get home and my anxiety acting had me playing with the blunt in my jacket that I would soon have to my mouth.

It was weird for me to be so nervous about what awaited me in forks I've never been so self concious about myself then I have been at this moment.

It was 1 in the morning and we were just getting settled into our new home. I harshly inhaled the air laying flat on my bed . My bed ,not a hotel ,but my bed.

Renea was a wild spirit she couldn't be tamed by children and she let that be known.

At times she'd drag us along with her and Phils adventure other times we'd wait for her to come back home she never left longer then a week. I was broken out of my thoughts by a small body falling in the middle of my stomach.

"Isabella "

I screamed throwing her off me we tussled for dominance me being the winner as I straddled her to the floor scarfing up the nastiest loogie I could muster. Spitting it directly in the middle of her four head .

"You bitch"

I laughed at the awkwardness of the curse word that came out of Bella's mouth. After another wrestle match we settled down both laying flat on my bed looking up at the ceiling while the fan spun around and around and-

"how do you think tomorrow is going to be" Bella whispered taking me from my trance. I sighed not yet knowing what awaited me tomorrow .it's my first time actually anticipating school.

I'm not the type to care what people think I always had a cold exterior and interior I knew how to keep people out I also know how to make them fear me. I don't know why I was feeling like this but for the first time in my life I was starting to feel concious of my actions .

My eyes opened and i abruptly shot up in the air clenching my right shoulder as all my past memories started to come again.

"No"

I shouted .clinging to the sweat of my shirt . I will not remember I will not remember forget forget forget. I slowly inhaled then exhaled .I looked around there was no one in sight,but I didn't feel alone .

I sat up sighing squeezing my small hands together.

"Your stronger then this "

I whispered to my self as I got up looking at the time that said 6:00 am I hurried to bellas room waking her up. I sighed today was going to be a long day .

I looked in the mirror glancing over myself happy with my apearance. I was not conceited but I knew my worth. I

stood with a tight fitted sleeveless black jumpsuit .

I looked at my tattoos that rolled down my skin . My feet were covered by four inch wedges that spiked out at the wedge area .

My hair was in a high messy bun so that the piercings that led to my gages would show . My makeup was down to perfection all the way to my winged eyeliner .

I turned in awe at my awkward sister who had her hair flowing down with a part in the middle .I looked at her petite form in amazement as she was wearing acid washed highwaisted jeans ,With a long sleave crop top that framed her waist showing a hint of her stomach . I looked down at her open toed white wedges and smiled

"so much for trying to blend in."

I hope you guys like this chapter there's so many error mainly because I'm using my phone and it doesn't have auto correct.i want to know if this is a good story or if it's not going anywhere. The next chapter Edwards character will be shown .

R&R