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I sigh as the wind caress my body slowly relaxing me into a state of tranquility . the stars work as lights brightening up this grim night .I lay atop my roof contemplating my life in forks was I going to repeat my same mistakes.

I think about Mike I used him for my amusement I wanted a challenge and he was to easy to be tainted. My heart clenched at the thought of tiring with everyone that comes my way .

that thought leads me to think about Edward he was appalled by me. I lift my arms up to look at the Sketched tattoos that would forever represent everything that I stood for and more no wonder he was scared of me I'd be scared of me too. I stare at the moon as if waiting for it to tell me a story of its wonders.

I close my eyes amusing myself I let out a loud howl and at that moment my heart shot out of my chest as a accumulation of howls followed after as if there were right here with me .my eyes shot open to see nothing but the woods .

maybe my sanity was starting to finally crack.

I groan in pain as the sterilized needle pierced through my flesh I gasp as Bella quickly replaces the needle with a blood red piercing. I open my eyes as Bella hands me a mini mirror .I look at the masterpiece and smile in satisfaction .

I flinch as Bella sprays disinfectant on my nipples, she quirks a smile towards me as she bandages them up . "you just need to keep them on for a day "she said .I nod putting shorts and a tank top on.

Throwing my hair and messy bun and shoving sweat pants and a white tank top on while also rocking my black Nikes I race Bella downstairs laughing as she trips and falls landing face first .

I quickly scarf my food down ignoring the dull pain in my breast. Bella comes after me rubbing her face that is now red .

"what happened"

I questione acting oblivious about what had just happend. A middle finger was all that was answered to me .

"Fuck the police coming straught from the under ground. A nigga got it bad cause I'm Brown I'm not the other color so police think they have the authority to kill a minority" .

Bella and I mouthed the words laughing at the irony that our father is a police man .

I bobbed my head reminiscing about Cali Bella and I would get into all types of trouble the blame was always put on me but I didnt mind as long as I was able to be with her, days like this with bella and I and no one else were good days ,and I never took them for granted.

I coughed as we pulled up to forks high people staring at us yet again but maybe it was just due to the fact that baby got back was now on .

I sighed yet again already itching for a blunt.

Bella looked at me pointing towards the woods tempting me to light the devils nectar I shook my head no .

Charlie and I had a heart to heart the day I skipped with Mike , my father wanted me to do best he knew I was smart but just didn't apply my self. He wasn't like my mother who would just let me due anything .he knew about the weed which he was actually okay with he just didn't know Bella did it too .

I walk toward the school Bella following me with a confused look to her face. Ignoring the stares and small waves people would give to me I walked straight to class not in the mood to deal with anything . we both sit down and our assigned seats.

Mike immediately attaching himself to me I roll my eyes not amused at the situation I was in ."hey Aki" Mike beamed awaiting my answer "hey" I mumbled putting my head down trying to stop the Annoyance that was kicking in .

he stayed there silently waiting for something I don't know what until finally he got the point and walked away .finally the last bell for class rang I put my head up focusing on the teacher I turn my head seeing the empty seat I quirk a eyebrow in confusion .

hmmm so he decided not to come I think back to yesterday and I get irked all over again it would be better if he just didn't come back . finally the bell rang the day went by like a blur until finally lunch time came. I sat with Bella and her friends ,trying to ignore the chattering and gossiping as much as possible.

"I see you scared Edward Cullen from coming to school" Jessica giggled looking towards the Cullen's table that was missing a Cullen. I arched an eyebrow at her "don't speak of things you have no knowledge of " I breathed out trying to calm the irritation the was bubbling inside me, Jessica's mouse like face twisted into something that looked like anger .

"you probably smashed him like you did mike "

there was gasp at the table no one has ever talked to me like that and I wasn't going to let it start .

quickly I got up from my seat grabbing a fist full of Jessica's hair I placed my other hand gently on her throat daring her to say more "don't talk about things you have no knowledge of" .

I gave her a warning squeeze to her throat letting go I quietly walked away needing to calm myself down .

yet she didn't stop with her vulgar mouth "she has to be adopted that's why she looks so different"

"what" Bella and I voiced at the same time .

I saw red and before you could even blink my fist was at her face her body was pushed to the floor. Mike and Eric tried to stop me but quickly stopped when they realized I was striking down anyone who got in my way .

After the fifth punch to Jessica's face I was finally restrained by two teachers. Not wanting to loose my sanity I quickly ran out the cafeteria heading for the woods.

I close my eyes trying not to think of the words that came out of Jessica's mouth .

but I couldn't help the flash backs that rushed through my head.

why?

why was I so forsaken . my skin color hunted me.

As a child I was ostracized from everyone around making Bella the angel child me the black sheep,Charlie was a fool in the eyes of everyone he accepted me in when others wouldn't. it was then that I realized that I did have a voice I would use it to demolish anyone who stood in my way .

I look at my fist staring at the smeared blood I feel disgusted with my self ,instead of using my tongue to destroy my enemies mentally I used my fist ,I was weak .

my running slowly stopped to a light jog then to a complete stop . I slowly drop to the floor wanting to do nothing but forget .I took out the blunt quickly lighting it and placing it to my lips .

I stay in the woods alone contemplating forks high there was plenty of time that I've used my fist for damage against another human ,but they were all self defense .

I sigh for what felt like the hundredth time .

I honestly didn't want to go back to Charlie's I didn't want to burden him anymore then i already have .

I close my eyes feeling my body slowly relax under the drugs .I slowly fall into a deep coma of calmness ,and in this moment my problems were gone.

my eyes opened to see darkness I quickly got up checking my phone it was 9:00 pm and there were 10 missed calls from Charlie 7 from Bella . I curse slowly getting up. I look around my surrounding and see nothing but trees, i was lost. quickly I decided to go left .ten minutes in I was still venturing into more woods .

!snap!

I stop hearing a twig I look over freezing in my spot . my heart pounds as I witness the biggest fucking bear I've ever seen in me life.

I moved my left foot trying to make a run for it but before I could he swiped his paw towards me .I closed my eyes awaiting impact .I was roughly shoved against a tree my breath getting knocked out of me in the process. my eyes went hazy as I try to focus on the threat in front of me. but there is nothing there.

i try to get up to no avail i turn my head hearing a loud whimper . I close my eyes then open them once again the bear was now laying on the floor ,one figure was crouched down at it's neck as if biting him .

there's more then one figure and there moving fast to fast for my eyes to focus. soon a figure was looming in front of me i try to focus on it i gasp in pain as the figure slowly picks me up

"it hurts"

I grimace running my hands softly to my hips "its okay " the figure states you'll be okay". I close my eyes and open them again to find myself in a room . I quickly sit up running my hair between my unruly curls . I moved to get off the bed but is stopped by a hand i look up and hazel brown eyes meet golden one.

"Edward" I question he grunts but continues to push me back to bed .I gasp as his finger graze my skin ,cold.

"what happened"?

we found you in the woods and took you here your hip is badly bruised but my father is a doctor". he stated calmly. i close my eyes trying to think of the events that happened last night.

"you guys killed it "

"what" he questioned almost challenging me . I stare at Edward analyzing him he wasn't as innocent as I thought he was. his eyes bored into mine as if daring me to question him again, so i did.

"you guys killed the bear"

"we found you in the woods unconscious " he spoke " I don't know what happened in the woods or why you were there in the first place ,maybe the narcotics i smell on you had you seeing things"

I fixed my eyes to him smirking "it was Indica meaning it's physically sedating to relax your body aka a body high , my mind and eye weren't effected by it what so ever".

he was hiding something I thought looking at his movement and the way he stared it was obvious ,I was oblivious of what he was hiding but he was pretty easy to read and it made me smile .

"we called your father he was rather worried about you " a voice behind him stated i turned and saw the pixie like female that was at least the same height as me ,she was smiling of mischief .

"thank you I imagine he was furious"

she stared at me for a second

"no,he was scared"

my heart clenched at her words.

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