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AU:Hi guys long time no see *wink* hope you guys are enjoying the story I'm trying to at least post every week .
I'm slowly starting to feel a bit more confident in this story .
Days had passed since my adventure at the Cullen's place. getting home was nerve wrecking Charlie didn't look me in the eye's he wouldn't even talk to me, still hasn't .
Bella scolded me while also embracing me in a hug. it seems Charlie heard what happened in school he immediately went to forks high to defend my case ,that I was in AP classes and was "socially awkward" he made it seem as though I was the victim and Jessica was my bully and that her constant taunting made me finally snap . it was to my favor that Jessica has had a record of bullying and victimizing the younger kids .
it also helped my case that Charlie was the head the of police department .
My stomach churned at the thought of anyone thinking she was my bully but it would have to do , considering my father went to great lengths just to not get me expelled . I was suspended for a week ,which I didn't mind I needed to be away from that god forsaken school yet Bella made it her mission to get every assignment she could for me .
my mind strayed to Edward which tended to happen a lot .he was very different from my first impression of him.
he looked at me as if i was a demon incarnate yet my minds goes back to him pushing me back to bed.
His touch was gentle no one would touch someone they hated like that and although it was a small gesture it was enough for me to know he held no hatred for me .
I shuddered remembering his finger tips brushing against my chest .
I shook my head until thoughts of him were hidden.
"dad" I voiced out walking into the living room to him watching TV.
"dad"
he turned to me then got up heading towards the stairs but before he could make it I grabbed his shoulder turning him to look at me . "I'm sorry " I quickly embraced him in a hug not wanting him to try to go back up stairs .
"I'm sorry "
I repeated not knowing what else to say . there was silence for awhile until his arms quickly wrapped around me "don't ever do that again".
"don't ever leave without telling me where you went ,I thought you were dead "
I squeezed him tighter tears threatening to leave my eyes " what would I do if you weren't in my life " . all resolve broke down, tears were now falling from my eyes, I was all out balling as he tightened his grip on me .
"I love you dad".
the next day I slept in which is something I've been doing a lot due to not having to go to school.
my eyes opened to big brown eyes staring back at me with out a thought my left hand swung towards dewy eyed boys face .
"fuck"
Jacob screamed rubbing his face with his hand.
I blinked in confusion was I still dreaming ."huh" I composed myself getting up from bed I stretched flinching due to the bruise that's still healing on my hips . I turned to Jacob who blushed a deep red as he looked at me . I look down to see myself in only a bra in panties .
I roll my eyes at the hormonal teenager . I slowly got up off my bed slowly but surely finding my way to him .
"I-"I" he stuttered, again my eyes rolled as I picked my foot up and shoved it in his face . I smiled as he fell backwards hitting his head in the process . I was now laughing gasping for air as I dramatically smack the desk in front of me .
"very funny " he said embarrassment sketched on his face . I quickly put on a long black shirt that was loose on me reached my lower thigh yet had slits on each side to show my upper thigh just a little. I put white socks on that reached just above my knees as well as black and green joker converse. I quickly part my hair slightly down the middle deciding to leave my long unrully curls free today.
I turned staring at Jacob "why are you here again"?
he stood up still on the floor from his fall. "Charlie told me you were suspended so of course I have to show you the wonders of la push". I nod at that, i've been wanting to go to la push the moment I set foot in this town.
"let's do it "
I found myself on the back of Jacobs bike screaming my farewells to Charlie who was sitting on the porch .I stared at the sky smiling at the adrenaline that was pushing through my veins . I loosened my grip from around Jacobs tightening my thigh against him as he sped up .
"wooooh" I screamed feeling the fresh air blow in my face .
the drive was short as he stopped in front of a small homely house . I slowly got off the bike. feelings of familiarality ran through my body as I slowly grazed my hands through the door. closing my eyes i take a deep breath why did i feel a sense of nostalgia. my eyes opened as the door swung open bringing face to face to a women that was i in her early 20's she was 4 inch traller then me she also had straight hair that went pass her back just above her butt . her skin almost rivaled mines as her face twisted into a smile .
"hi my name is Emily " she said softly in a mother like demeanor . I stayed in silence for a second analyzing her before i could have chanced to greet her Jacob came in between us "hey Emily".
"this is Aki"
"oh Aki, Charlie's daughter " she said smiling towards me "your just as beautiful as Jake says ".
with a blush jake shhd her.
"oh really " I state feeling smug " I knew all along you were in love with me "
he rolls his eyes no longer feeling embarrassed "in your dreams " he mumbled towards me quickly I slap him in the back of the head smiling at Emily I re-greet her more appropriately shaking her hand .
walking into the house I spot at least ten people in the room. my stomach growled at the fresh scent of muffins hit my nose . everyone in the room turned to me chuckling a little. they all came towards me greeting me with kindness .
"woah look at the tats on you".
I smile at the boy who name was Paul he seemed to be in that awkward stage of man and boy I looked around and it actually seemed as though most of the guys here were in that awkward stage . except one I look at the guy who was clearly a man behind the group of boys who surrounded me .
he was underneath a women who seemed to attach herself willingly to him . I look at the girl she was very beautiful her and Emily seemed to have ducked themselves in the beauty pawn her hair was straight a swell and also went down to her back . she looked towards me feeling my stare on her .
she sneered my way as if I was a threat . my stare was blank then I removed myself from this situation already knowing what the ending result would be.
"don't worry about leah " i soft voice said "she's just protective of her family she's really nice once you get to know her" a boy said he seemed younger then the rest his personality seemed to fit him as well, gentle.
I sat and talked to the guys, we laughed and they touched my thick in unruly hair obviously curious of it. the situation should've been weird i wasn't one to be touched in fact it disgusted me to have physical contact with people willingly and yet here I was with fingers roaming in my hair and on my arms that permeated tattoos .
we all dug in the food that Emily cooked for us . I smiled at the people around me not really knowing why i felt so comfortable with them . it was as if we were one .
I looked at Sam who was that guy under Leah, Seth's sister . I analyzed him his eyes seemed to always be on Emily and Leah could tell . if Emily went a specific way he would shift his body towards her almost like a magnet . I shook my head trying not to ease drop on people life .
"we should go to the cliff".
my eyes opened at this "what's that " they all looked around at each other as if they all were hiding something they shouldn't be .
"whatever it is ,I'm down " I stated .
I gasp at the beauty of what was in front of me I quickly took my shoes off wanting to feel the grass and dirt under my feet I close my eyes and just for a moment the earth and I were one . I open my eyes at the cough behind me .
"you okay there " Leah said smiling awkwardly at me she was the only female besides me that came Emily decided to stay ,she wasn't the type that got dirty. I quietly looked Leah over smiling glad that she was no longer giving me the resting bitch face and decided with the get to know a person plan better. I looked around at the Quileute man and Leah "guys this is so beautiful ".
it was then that i realized tears were falling down my eyes .I quickly wiped them away embarrassed.
"awe i didn't know you were that sentimental "
Jared said wrapping his arms around me as we walked closer to the cliff "shut up" I harshly said pinching his nipple that just happened to be right in my face .he yelped mumbling something about sensitive and females .
the sun was now starting to set and i don't know what came over me but before i knew it my chest grumbled and i let out a loud howl .
I looked at the people sitting next to me with questioned looks . before i knew it Sam Uley of all people howled after me then altogether we howled in harmony . after a few seconds of silence we laughed at the embarrassing moment .
"cliff diving anyone"?
Jared stated with a smirk Jacob immediately got up giving him a warning. I looked down at the cliff that my feet were dangling from and a felt a surge of bravery come through me "I'm in" I almost screamed "are you crazy" Jacob questioned.
"yes"
the group laughed at the statement . "okay you first newbie it's time we did an initiation" Sam said a smug smile on his face I glared at the words newbie but they slowly softened at the word initiation, being apart of a group? that notion wasn't as bad as I thought. I got up from the soft grass under me and walked a bit far from the cliff "are you sure you wanna do this " Jacob said worry in his voice .
I ignored him going running straight for the cliff I close my eyes approaching the edge and quickly ran off . I hold my breath as a hit the cold water .
The first thing i felt as I hit the water was the burning sensation at my hip from the bruise i got almost a week ago .i opened my eyes under the water and smiled it was amazing underneath i quickly swim a little deeper wanting to touch the ground but I stop as I'm tugged forward I look up and gasp there was a man he was at least in his late 50's his skin was of native blood and he was staring at me and I him. he kept mouthing words that i couldn't quite hear.
"don't ...let fear... overcome ...your strength "
was the words he mouthed I stare for awhile then realize I'm still under water and was running out of air . quickly I swim to the top feeling my heart pound against my ribcage. but I was yet again tugged downward . I look down and see the man yet again . he swim towards me and before i knew it our eyes lock onto one another he wraps his arms around me. my eyes rolls in the back of my head as he forces some type of energy inside me .
I open my eyes and I have now emerged from the water gagging and coughing I look up at the worried face of the boys I smile shooting the middle finger at all of them . I quickly swim to the shore Jacob of course awaiting me there.
it was night when i arrived home .I told Charlie of my whole day of how i met the Quileute's for a day but felt like I had known them for years, he smiled at me a sad yet happy smile. of course I left out the whole cliff diving part and seeing and old man under water thing , I'm sure he wouldn't be to happy about a old man dragging me under water a.
I still didn't know how I felt about the situation of course I was a little frightened he disappeared inside of me.
A part of me didn't even know if I just imagined it .
I went upstairs to Bells room she was in complete thought as I snuck up behind her while on the computer . "boo" I scream she jumps up hitting her hand on the computer .
"whatcha doin"?
"Aki" she breathed out in relief. "why so jumping " I ask . she rolls her eye "because my sister just scared the hell out of me "
"how's school"? I ask changing the subject . "i-it's good" she looks down as if hiding something "what happened " I questioned her yet again.
"I'll tell you soon". I sigh as I flop on her bed deciding to sleep with her today she smiles at me as she lays next to me, it was then I realized I hadn't smoked a blunt all day .
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