The Moyashi and I left the cafeteria in silence. He walked a few paces ahead of me, but I didn't mind letting him lead. I had a wonderful view, I could stare at his ass all day, and the way his tail swayed and curled was fascinating.

Allen stopped in front of a door, and I was momentarily disoriented; this wasn't his room. "Why'd you pick my room, Moyashi?"

"So we'd have privacy." He smiled sweetly, but it was hiding something devious; he knew what I wanted and he was going to make me work for it. "No one would think to look for me here."

I smirked at him and unlocked the door. He stepped inside, and I closed and locked the door behind us.

When I turned around he was flopped on the bed, rubbing one of his ears. The cheerful expression he'd worn through dinner was gone, replaced by one that was tired and frustrated. I had always been able to tell when he was faking happiness, but it was startling that he already trusted me enough to give up the pretense when we were alone.

"Tough day, Moyashi?" I couldn't help smiling a little as I sat down on the edge of the bed. I pulled his head onto my lap and replaced his fingers with my own.

He snorted, but I felt him relax into my touch. "Let's see: Central knows about the curse. I've fallen out of sync with my Innocence, and am therefore benched until I get used to being a neko. I spent the entire day training and couldn't do a single thing right. And to top it all off, thanks to Timothy yanking my ear, the entire cafeteria has seen my ears and tail."

"They were going to see them eventually, Moyashi. Now that it's out in the open you don't have to stress about it anymore." I had stopped rubbing his ear, because it wasn't worth the effort if he wasn't going to purr. But if he wasn't purring because he was in pain... "And of course one day of training wasn't going to make a difference. You should know that better than anyone. It took over a week for you to recover your Innocence, and that was only an arm. This thing changed your entire body. You have to give it time."

He sighed. "I know. And I know that I'll come out of this whole neko thing stronger than ever. But I hate being stuck on the sidelines while everyone else fights."

"That's twice now that you've used that word." I stopped rubbing his ear.

"Which word?" He turned his head to look at me. The confused look on his face made me grow harder than I already was, he looked so innocent and pure.

"Neko."

"So?" He blinked adorably at me. His head was a hairsbreadth from my erection, it seemed impossible that he hadn't noticed it yet.

"Then you weren't lying at dinner? You really don't mind it?"

He shook his head, and I had to bite back a moan as he brushed against me. I caught the subtle gleam in his eyes, he knew. "Honestly I like it. I like that there's a word for what I am. It makes me feel less alone."

"You're not alone, Moyashi."

"Clearly." He very deliberately pressed against my erection. "How are you that worked up already?"

"I spent all day trying to track down Cross. It wasn't nearly as distracting as your day was." He moved slightly and I had to swallow another moan. "I've been worked up ever since you refused me in your room this morning, Moyashi."

"We'll have to do something about that then." He pressed his head against me once more, then in one fluid motion he was off the bed and kneeling in front of me.

"What are you ... do-ing, Moyashiii-" Before the question was out he had undone my pants, freed my erection, and taken it in his mouth.

I collapsed backwards onto the bed, lost in what Allen was doing to me. I had thought that he was good with his tongue when we kissed, but that was nothing compared to the pleasure he gave me as he licked and sucked my shaft.

.x.x.

Allen pulled away from Kanda before the samurai could come. The neko smirked at the glare he was given. "Now, now Yuu~, you should know by now that I'm not going to make things that easy for you."

The samurai's response to the taunt was to kick the neko in the shin. Allen merely laughed at the weak attempt; Kanda was undeniably not in his right mind, otherwise he wouldn't have missed. Allen hopped up onto the bed so that he was kneeling over the samurai. He deliberately took his time unbuttoning the other's jacket, wondering how long it would take before the samurai snapped.

Kanda meanwhile, was definitely not thinking clearly. He merely watched as Allen took the lead; initiating sex was something he hadn't expected the neko to do. So he cooperated as Allen undressed him, his curiosity over the neko's next move winning out over his desire to be in control.

Once the samurai's clothes were removed, Allen leaned down and kissed him. Kanda returned the kiss, busying his hands with unbuttoning the neko's shirt. When that was done, he moved his hands to the boy's white hair, not noticing that his hair tie had been removed, or that they had moved further onto the bed.

Allen was thrown off by how submissive Kanda was acting. But that didn't mean he wasn't going to take advantage of it. He broke the kiss, taking the samurai's hair tie between his teeth. He quickly removed the ribbon from his neck. Then in one swift motion he pulled Kanda's hands out of his hair and tied the man's wrists to the headboard.

The neko slid off the bed and surveyed the man beneath him. Kanda was watching him calmly, those cobalt eyes were clear and aware. Allen was almost scared of doing the rest of what was in his head. Almost.

He stripped as deliberately as he could, letting each piece fall to the ground with agonizing slowness. Allen winced slightly as his erection was released, he didn't know how much longer he could ignore his own need.

Now fully naked, Allen returned to the bed, kneeling between Kanda's legs, while the samurai was internally cursing how well Allen could tie knots. He placed a single kiss on the samurai's lips, effectively stopping his struggling. Then he worked his way down Kanda's neck to his chest, not stopping until he was once again in position above the man's erection.

He hesitated briefly. Kanda was definitely going to make him pay for what he was planning. Deciding he could take whatever punishment the samurai could give, Allen took the man's length in his mouth.

Kanda's patience snapped then, Allen's hands firmly holding his hips in place were all that was keeping him from accidentally choking the neko with his thrusts. Like earlier, Allen released him seconds before he came. Only this time the action was immediately followed by his hair tie being knotted around his member. Now he wouldn't be able to experience release until the neko let him. He finally found his voice. "What the fuck do you think you're doing, Moyashi?"

Allen's response was to capture the samurai's lips so that he couldn't speak anymore. While the pair kissed, Allen began running his tail along the inside of Kanda's thigh. If he was going to be stuck with that thing then he was going to use it; the first step was to figure out exactly what it could do to Kanda.

Kanda was pissed. A little bit at Allen for tying him up, but mostly at himself for letting things go that far. He should have never let the boy take the lead. He had wanted to make the neko his once again, but now he was stuck under him. And honestly, he was by far the most pissed at the part of himself that was enjoying it.

Because he was enjoying it. The fire pulsing through his veins was too strong. He couldn't get enough of the neko's kisses, couldn't get their bare chests close enough together. And the fur of Allen's tail brushing slowly against his skin only made the already intense pleasure grow.

Allen broke away from Kanda's lips, pulling back so that he was once again kneeling between the samurai's legs. He stuck his fingers in his mouth and began coating them in saliva, making the mistake of looking at Kanda's face in the process.

"Hurry the fuck up and untie me, Moyashi." It was a demand, not a request, and it certainly wasn't begging. Kanda Yuu did not beg for anything. Not even sex from his lover when he was blissed out of his mind.

Allen was not surprised that Kanda wanted to be released. But he was confused as to why the samurai wasn't fighting back. Hadn't he said that there was no way in hell he'd let Allen top him again?

Confusion wasn't going to stop him though, and his slicked fingers found Kanda's entrance. Allen wasted no time in stretching the samurai, not even bothering to find his prostate before removing his fingers.

Kanda couldn't help crying out when Allen thrust into him. He was too far gone to even think about muffling his sounds, all he cared about was getting the release that the neko was denying him. He rolled his hips to meet Allen's thrusts, crying out yet again as the neko's member hit his prostate.

Allen reveled in the strangled noises Kanda was making. Knowing that he was near his end, and that torturing the samurai any more would be deadly, Allen paused his movement for one brief moment to remove the cord from Kanda's erection.

They came within seconds of each other, Kanda practically screaming at achieving the release he'd been denied. Allen pulled out and collapsed beside the samurai, his eyelids fluttering closed as his breathing returned to a steady rhythm.

The neko yelped as he was suddenly kicked off the bed. He looked up to see Kanda glaring at him. "Oi, Moyashi. Untie me before you pass out."

Allen slowly climbed back onto the bed and undid the knot that was holding the samurai's wrists in place. He was immediately thrown onto his back as Kanda flipped them over. Their faces were less than a centimeter apart, and the Japanese man was angry and growling at him. Allen cringed. His whole body went stiff as he waited for Kanda to get on with his punishment. The samurai merely kissed the neko once and rolled off of him. "Don't do that again."

"Huh? Don't do what again?"

Kanda felt like laughing at how sincerely innocent Allen's voice was, the sudden naïveté was a sharp contrast to what had just happened. "If you wanted to be on top, all you had to do was say so. There was no need to tie me up. And that trick with my hair tie? That was just low. Don't do it again."

Allen had no clue how to respond to what he'd just been told. Especially when it was followed by Kanda wrapping an arm around his waist and pulling him closer. "But you said-"

"Moyashi." Kanda kissed the top of his head, and spoke into his hair. "There are a lot of things I've said that just aren't true. I've been pretending to hate you for years."

Allen shook his head, his ear unintentionally flicking Kanda in the face. "But this was just the other day. You said you'd never let me be on top again."

Kanda laughed once. "I was lying, Moyashi."

"Oh." Allen blinked a few times. "I guess that explains why you didn't fight back."

It was Kanda's turn to be confused. "You wanted me to?"

"Not really." Allen rolled onto his side and began idly tracing his fingers along the samurai's bare chest. "More like, it was what I had expected you to do. I never thought you would just let me do all that without a fight."

Kanda tightened his grip on the neko's waist. "And I never thought you'd do all that." He laughed lightly at the hiss Allen gave him. "Not like that, Moyashi. I forgot that when I let my guard down around you, you do something completely unexpected. After the day you had, I thought I'd have to work to convince you to have sex with me; I didn't expect you to just take the lead like that."

"Then you're not mad at me?" Allen was still confused as to why Kanda was so calm.

"If you pull that stunt with my hair tie again I will be." Kanda snorted. "But otherwise..."

He rolled over and pulled Allen into his chest, his free hand moving to scratch the neko's ear. "You're here, in my bed, of your own free will. And that's all that matters."

"But... what about..."

"Alma?"

Allen sighed. That hadn't crossed his mind at all, but now that the subject had been brought up it was going to drive him crazy. "...Yeah."

"I know you know that he was the woman I loved." His hand on Allen's waist moved to find the scar from the incident. He traced the lines with his fingers. "But there's more to the story than that."

Allen waited with bated breath for Kanda to continue. "My memories of that time are really broken up, I don't even remember her name. But I do remember the way she used to tease me that I was only with her out of convenience. She always joked that I'd leave her behind once I met the right man."

Kanda laughed briefly at Allen's gasp. "I didn't understand it at the time. I swore up and down to her that I wasn't gay, but she'd just laugh and say I'd understand eventually. And then you came around...

"Alma knew it was you too." If Allen didn't know better he would have thought that Kanda sounded choked up. "We talked about it after you sent us away...

'That's him, isn't it, Yuu?'

'Hmm? What are you talking about?'

'That boy. He's the one you truly love, the one you'd have left me to be with, isn't he?'

I sighed. '...Yeah. But he hates me so there's no point in dwelling on it.'

Alma laughed at that. 'He doesn't hate you. He wouldn't have risked all that for you if he didn't care about you.'

'Che. He's a soft hearted idiot. He cares about everything.'

'Not like that. He just committed treason for you. You don't do that for just anybody.'

'Che. The Moyashi would.'

'"Moyashi"?' More laughter. 'You must really love him if you bothered to give him a nickname.'

'... I never thought about it like that.'

'Well I'm glad you found him. I'm disappointed that it wasn't me... But then... I always knew it wasn't... And at least... I got to meet him in the end...'"

Allen was laughing by the time Kanda was done telling the story. Not uproariously, just something light that showed how he appreciated Kanda's honesty. "So you two were kinda like me and Lenalee. I feel better now. Thanks for telling me that."

His attempt to kiss the samurai was blocked by the man tugging on his hair. "What's that woman got to do with anything? Explain yourself, Moyashi."

Allen sighed and pulled Kanda's hand from his head. "Relax, Yuu. It's basically the same as what you just finished saying." He wove his fingers between the other man's. "She knows I'm gay. She's tried a couple times to convince me to go out with her anyway, but I could never do that to her."

There was a long moment of silence before Kanda spoke. "Well, now that that's settled... It's time for payback." He suddenly flipped Allen onto his back, pulling the boy's hands above his head and tying them to the headboard with the ribbon that still lay there.

"Hey! What was that for?!"

Kanda smirked down at the neko underneath him. "I told you: payback."

Allen's eyes went wide. "But I thought you said you weren't mad!"

"I'm not." Kanda's smirk widened. "But it's only fair that I get you at my mercy now..."

If the rest of the Order weren't in the habit of avoiding the samurai's hallway, someone might have heard the noises Allen made as Kanda played with his body. Every time Kanda thought the neko was being too quiet he'd bite the spot he was currently teasing, and make Allen scream out his pleasure.

Allen could have easily removed his hands from the bonds, but he played along. The things Kanda was doing to him were too wonderful, and he didn't want to risk making the touchy samurai stop.

After what seemed like an eternity, the haze of pleasure was broken by a finger pressing into his entrance. It was swiftly followed by another. The digits weren't focused on stretching him, but rather on finding a certain spot inside of him.

Kanda smirked when Allen cried out. Then he pressed against the spot repeatedly until the neko couldn't take any more. He pulled his fingers out before Allen came, salivating at the way the neko whined at the loss. He debated torturing the neko some more, but his own throbbing erection could no longer be ignored. Adjusting Allen's position to get a better angle, Kanda positioned himself at the teen's entrance and thrust into him.

Allen's body met every one of Kanda's thrusts, his head was too far gone for conscious thought. Unable to take any more, the neko came when Kanda's length hit his prostate. Kanda struggled to thrust against the spasming passage, but he too gave in and found his release.

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A/N: When I first started posting this story, I had eight chapters written and it was taking me about nine days to write a chapter. I figured that at that pace I would finish writing the story before I ran out of chapters to post. It took me SEVEN WEEKS to write this chapter. SEVEN WEEKS. That's how much of a pain this lemon was to write. .

Unfortunately for you all that means that this is the last chapter to be posted on the weekly schedule. You'll see chapter ten in two weeks.