Stalia Drabble #2
(I honesty wasn't impressed with how they handled Stalia this season, too much unnecessary angst, even though I live for the angst lol but this is an alternate version for the episode 5x09, where Malia watches the dread doctor's kill Beth, her classmate, and how Stiles should of went after Malia who was clearly very upset, this is written in her P.O.V, I hope you enjoy it!)
"Malia, hey, what happened?" Stiles asks me, as I pace down the hall, everything seems in slow motion, as I watch people walk down the halls, talking to their friends, unaware that their life is in danger, I look at Stiles, my boyfriend, as he gently takes his warm hands in mine, and I look at him, a blank sad expression on my face, as he asks me what's wrong again.
Everything, my mind screams at him, I just watched someone die, again, and there was nothing I could do about it, Stiles, I feel so damn helpless, I want to save these failed experiments, their lives mean something to me.
"I hate this." I say, and I hear my voice, it sounds weak, and Stiles stares at me, still holding my hands, as people walk by us, looking at us, I'm sure, but all I focus on is his brown eyes, a sadness settles in my chest, as he looks at me, confused.
"I hate losing like this, I'm not like Scott." I say softly, as I stare into his eyes, and Stiles's face doesn't change from shocked, as he looks at me, and I feel the sadness come out, knowing that I'm on the verge of tears from this incident I just saw.
"I can't deal with another, body." I say, keeping my eyes on his, showing him that I'm completely saddened by what just happened, being vulnerable again, as I wait for him to respond, he stares at me, still in shock, as I say the last part of my speech.
"Another failure." I say softly, as I close my eyes briefly, seeing Beth, the girl from my class in my mind, before the dread doctor's crushed her skull, how helpless she looked, how sad, and alone, and I shake that image from my mind, as I walk away from Stiles, slowly, my arms by my side, but I'm surprised when I hear his heavy footsteps following me, as I feel the tears stray down my cheeks.
"Malia, wait!" He says, as he catches up with me, and I don't turn around, by now the hallway is empty, and I can hear his thudding heart against his chest, just the two of us here, alone.
My lips tremble, as my vision starts to blur from the mass of tears coming out of my body, my heart breaking for Tracy and Beth, they were so young, why them? why did they have to die? I feel my hands tremble in fists, at my sides, as Stile's lightly touches my back with his hand, his touch provides warmth and comfort.
"Malia, please don't go." I hear his pleading voice say to me, as I close my eyes, I finally turn around, and his face softens from the pain as he looks into my brown eyes, gently wiping the tears from my face.
"I know it's not fair, what they are doing with these kids." He says softly.
"And I'm sorry you had to watch one of them die again, I know it's hard, but I'm here for you, Mal, I'm always here for you." He whispers, as his warm hands wrap around me slowly, and I close my eyes, leaning my head against his chest, and I cry, I cry slowly, and I feel Stiles's arms wrap around me tightly, as he kisses the side of my head, allowing me to cry, cry for all the lost souls, and all the pain these doctor's were bringing into our lives.