Back in my world

by Angelwarrior09

After I returned back into my dimension, I thought life would go back to being like how it was before. I was never so wrong. Car accidents seemed to be the cause of all my problems, this time I never knew it would bring me something possibly worse then death. Sequel to Into a new world.

12. I am so sorry

So… it's been about a year and you guys have no idea how severely disappointed I am about deciding to write this. I made a decision not to write the third and fourth book that I had previously planned for this series. I just couldn't decide what I was aiming for in planning the fourth book and the third book had gone through three complete plot changes.

In the end I just decided I couldn't go through with completing the third book and I am very disappointed in myself for doing so. I already had about a chapter or two typed out but the problem was that the final plot that I had decided on contained some things which I was and still am sensitive about.

For anyone who cares, in 2014 whilst Back in my world was still incomplete I had a falling out with whom I had thought was my best friend. It was in September and I was going through finalizing the third book before it went through all those plot changes. He was who had inspired the character 'Old man joker' and I honestly hate him so much right now.

In the end the third plot change to the third book resulted in another way for me to vent about the problem but when I started writing it I found that well… I couldn't. Normally I would have gotten over it but it was hard since we are in the same social group and I'm forced to be around him all the time. It was even worse when I had two teachers approach me because he complained to them about feeling so 'alone', 'lost' and 'isolated'. This, of course, was not true since my friends always talk with him and hang out with him. I found that when it came down to it I couldn't write about it because it would be fair to vent it out to you guys and it would be hard for me to reread it.

I'm sorry it turned out this way and before you think about it; no I didn't 'like' him more than a friend. He was always a friend and he was a terrible one.

I fully understand any hate that will come for me, in fact rant all you want in the reviews, whatever I don't care, I will accept all of it as I have felt that way about any unfinished books.