WARNING: THIS CHAPTER GETS INTENSE! IT IS STILL RATED T THOUGH! JUST READ WITH CAUTION!
Today had been the hardest day. She hadn't had one of these days in at least two months. One where all she wanted to do was stay in bed, no eating, no talking, just sitting, sulking,and crying.
Today was the baby's suppose to be due date. Though the baby hadn't made it to this day. She wish it had. Right now she would probably be complaining about the baby wasn't coming fast enough. The room would have been covered with baby stuff and Seth would've been complaining about it.
That wasn't going to happen.
She was covered in her huge black comforter laying on her pillow. She stared at the wall on her left with what looked like no emotion. That's what most people would have thought, she was emotionless but on the inside she was screaming,crying,and practically dying inside.
She heard a knock on her door, a soft one. She didn't answer the door or respond she just stayed in her bed looking at the walls. She heard the door softly open and the weight shifting on the bed as someone laid down next to her. She didn't feel like looking to see who was there so when she was grasped by the waist and turned over she wasn't very happy about it. But her emotions softened when she saw Bracken.
"How are you doing today?" He asked in barely a whisper. There bodies were smushed up together and on any other day she would've had butterflies in her tummy.
Not today.
She shook her head willing herself not to speak. She felt him sigh and she buried her head in his chest and he held her.
"I have to go today, for two weeks." He told her softly and kissed her head. She grasp his shirt in her first and pulled him closer, as close as he could be to her.
"I have to be there in 10 minutes. Mother is hosting a meeting. She was hoping you could come with me. I told her it was really unlikely but you can still come, you could stay the two weeks with me. We could get your mind off things, and just be by ourselves for some of the time."
She wanted to say yes but she couldn't bring herself to do it. She had to grieve on this day. It was the only way she could move on. Today was the day she was allowed to grieve with everyone's understanding.
She shook her head into his chest and he puffed out some air. She knew he was upset about the fact she wasn't going. She was too. She couldn't imagine going to weeks without him, yet she was making that choice.
"Alright then, I'll lay here with you until I have to leave."
She jolted awake when she felt someone sit on her bed. She didn't feel like seeing who it was. She honestly didn't care, she assumed it was her mom or Seth. She didn't think she would feel such familiar hands brush against her skin that made her shiver. She turned and almost screamed but a hand clamped down on her mouth. She soon calmed down when he stroked her hair and brought her close to his chest. Once he saw she was calm he let go of her mouth.
"Kendra," He started, "The baby?"
She closed her eyes and for the first time today she let the tears fall. Ones she had been holding in for far too long.
"Oh," Gavin said glumly, "I'm so so so sorry." He pulled her closer than before and kissed her tears away. It felt nice, his lips on her skin, nothing like Bracken's though, yet she didn't push him away when he kissed her on the lips. She barely kissed back, but it was there and that was encouragement for Gavin to keep going. He slowly moved down to her neck and sucked. That's when she realized what was happening. If her family saw the hicky he was giving her they would lash out on Bracken. But Bracken wouldn't have been the one to give her the hicky.
She gently pushed his chest away from her. His lips detached from hers and the looked that shone in his was enough to break her heart.
"Gavin." She whispered hoarsely. She didn't want to break his heart like he had broken hers. No one deserves that at all. But she wasn't about to break Bracken's either. "Gavin, I have a boyfriend."
First shock,then sadness, and then anger. The anger scared her a lot, his eyes darkened, even darker then they were naturally. He stared up at the ceiling for a moment before getting up off of her. Kendra breathed out in relief but that was short lived when he went over and locked her door. She scrambled back on the bed afraid of what he was going to do to her.
She became even more frighten when he took of his black shirt. Then his belt. He walked towards her bed his eyes close to black. She whispered knowing screaming wouldn't help in this situation, it would make it worse.
She was surprised how gentle he was. He took his shirt and stuff it into her mouth and it acted like a gag. Next he took the belt and tied her wrists up behind her. Finally he did what Kendra expected him to do.
He raped her.
DUN DUN DUN! II'vealready told one person a bit of what's going to happen and I think they might figure it out here.
Brackendra and Gavendra in ONE chapter! How awesome am I!
Started school yesterday! Blah!
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