Kendra really liked this. She liked holding Gavin's hand as they walked down the streets of LA. She liked sharing an ice cream cone with Gavin. She liked kissing Gavin. And she liked going baby shopping with Gavin.
But she didn't love it.
She pretended to love it though. And she didn't mind doing that, it was way better than sulking at home by herself while Gavin went out and did everything for the baby.
She felt like she was going to pop any second of the day. She wanted the baby out of her. She wanted to be able to walk again, not wobble. She wanted to be skinny again.
Gavin always told her she looked beautiful no matter what. She didn't feel better after that but she always kissed him after he said it. It was really sweet.
They entered a baby store and Kendra was soon overwhelmed. Cribs, changing tables, clothes,diapers, and pregnant ladies EVERYWHERE!
Kendra gripped onto Gavin's arm and he looked down at her curiously. "What's wrong?" He asked.
She started having trouble breathing. "I can't do it Gavin, I'm not ready to be a mom, I'm to young! What if I drop the baby or I feed it too much and it chokes or-" He cut her off by applying a soft kiss to her lips and just knowing he was going to be with her all the way. He was going to help her with the baby. She knew it!
"Everything's gonna be all right." He whispered in her ear and brushed a piece of her hair behind her ear. "I promise, I will always be there for you."
"Ya?" Kendra asked smiling up at him.
"Ya. Now let's go pick out a crib."
"We also need a dresser, a changing table, a bassinet for our room, and some gender neutral clothes."
"Did you memorize that?" Gavin asked.
"Sure did." Kendra smiled
Kendra sat on her and Gavin's bed as he put together the bassinet. She had offered to help but he had refused in her even lifting a finger.
"Gavin are you sure you don't need help? You still have to build several more things for the nursery. And we still have to paint it are you sure you don't want any help?"
"You are NOT getting up. You are going to relax until this baby is born! I will be doing all the work until then."
She smiled smally as he walked over and gave her a small peck on her lips. He started to get up but Kendra pulled him back down and kissed him more ferociously. Finally he pulled away again with a smirk.
"Kendra, I love you."
She had no idea what to say to that. She felt her heart stop beating in her chest. Of course she loved Gavin. She was having his baby for heaven's sake! She just didn't love him the way he loved her. She did the only logical thing in her situation.
"I love you too."
AUTHORS NOTES!
Dont you just hate sometimes.
It wont let me put lines across or write in bold unless its in a certain place.
Anyway im really happy with this chapter even if it is a little short!