He was knocking on her door again! Kendra wished he would just STOP trying to apologize and live with the fact that she wasn't going to forgive him. He was starting to annoy the hell out of her. She looked at James who was rolling around on her bed, and frowned. Was he coming in here to get him?

Gavin opened her door with a sad look in his eyes. This time, when she didn't talk to him, he didn't fight her. Like he had before Jamie was born, he even told her he had deserved it.

"Hey." He said softly and his eyes glanced quickly over at James before walking over to her bed and sitting on the end of it. James made a gurgling noise and crawled over to Gavin. He was almost eight months now, and Kendra felt he was growing up to fast. Of course she was also five months pregnant, so it looked like she would have another little one to share the experience with.

Gavin smiled when James reached him and lifted the baby boy up into his lap where Gavin supported him as he stood. As much as Kendra hated him, he was a good dad, there was no denying it.

Kendra thought back to about a two weeks ago when he had first crawled. Gavin and Kendra had been fighting-but that didn't stop them from getting a video. While Gavin filmed Kendra screamed her head off. Sadly, that was the first real conversation they had had in a long time.

James laughed hysterically when Gavin made silly faces at him. Kendra found herself scooting closer until she was right next to him. She couldn't contain her laughter when James tried to copy the faces he had seen on Gavin. Soon the family of three where all laughing their heads off.

Once the laughter died down Kendra felt Gavin glanced at her. She turned to look at him with a sharp glare and he instantly sighed.

"Will you just talk to me?" He asked.

"I never stopped."

"Yes you did! Don't even lie Kendra Sorenson! How many times to do I have to apologize before you forgive me? I just want things to go back to how they were!"

Kendra snorted. "Nothing is gonna go back to how it was, don't you get it? I hate you. I hate you more than anyone I have ever hated before."

Gavin was quiet for a moment before speaking. The sadness and hurt that filled his eyes shouldve broken her heart but she sat there, emotionless.

"I love you. And even if you say you hate me, I know some part of you, even some little part of you feels the same way."

She didn't know it now, but for the rest of her life those words haunted her-because she knew it was true.

"If you really loved me, you would let me go. You would let me live my life how I want to. If you really loved me, you wouldn't keeped me locked in this house all the time. Keeping someone prisioner isn't love." She said this surprisingly calm. So calmly it scared Gavin.

"I love you too much to let you go again. I made a stupid mistake leaving you before, I'm not doing it again."

"They say, if you love someone let them go, if they don't come back they were never yours to begin with. I didn't come back, Gavin. You took me."

So I went to my concert yesterday! It was amazeballs! I jammed! I'm such a nerd! I loved weird words!

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I apologize I posted the same chapter twice!