Holy hell the responses to last chapter were…AWESOME!

Thank you all for your comments and suggestions. I can't believe how many of you are reading this story.

I take in account every one of your reviews as I write each chapter, so due to vote Jake is gone lol.

I also want to explain two things:

One I am no way SM…she owns Twilght and it's characters…I just twist them into naughty, naughty beings lol.

Two I can not help when there are cliffies…it happens during editing. I will try my best to over rule my beta's but they own me lol.

I must thank both Mandee and Jess the most awesomestest beta's...for getting this chapter done so quickly. They are not afraid to tell me when I've completely fucked something up and tell me what to change. Big hugs Pervs. If you haven't read Jess's stories yet check them out she is listed under Jess2002 on FF.

Shout to my naughty secret girlies…they helped a ton with their votes on costumes…you Rock! And Rose there better be some Rob Porn when I check in lol.

Chapter 6: Men…can't live with em…

BPOV

I was too interested in the papers Edward had thrown at me, to be pissed that he had the balls to show up at my dorm room, after I had been completely ignoring his ass. You would think that kneeing him in the balls would have been enough to keep him away, but it didn't. The first paper was a doctor's report from a women's clinic. I didn't want to read the entire thing, so I skimmed through it. It appeared to be an exam from a rape, last year.

Signs of trauma in the vaginal opening on patient

Rohypnol detected in the blood and urine testing.

No long-term damage to the patient.

I wondered who the hell this was about, and what the hell Edward was trying to pull. Why would he be showing me this? I looked at the other document I had in my hands and everything became very clear.

It was a police report, which I had seen my fair share, due to my father being chief of police in Forks for so many years.

I couldn't believe what I was reading.

Officer Santos responded to a call at 3140 Sage. Possible 261

September 20th 2008 9:43PM

Assailant: Jacob Black

Witnesses: Edward Cullen, Kate Denali.

Stopped interceded.

Victim refuses to press charges.

Assailant claims misunderstanding.

Misunderstanding? Like all the other damn misunderstandings?

Jacob had attempted to RAPE some girl, and got away with it.

JACOB HAD DRUGGED ME SO HE COULD RAPE ME!

I jumped up off the bed with the papers and slammed them into Jacob's chest.

"You sick bastard!" I spat at him.

"Bella…what the fuck?" he questioned, grabbing the papers. His eyes popped open wide and his mouth dropped as he read them. Fury crossed his face, when he looked at Edward and the papers hit the floor.

"Bells it was a misunderstanding I swear," he held his hands up in air.

"Misunderstanding? Like all the other ones my dad covered up for you?" I said angrily.

"I…I," he started, but there was no way in hell I was going to let him weasel his way out of this.

"I…I…shut up Jacob…my dad has been covering up your shit for the last six years…but I won't…I should have listened to Edward when he said you drugged me. I should have, but you are my oldest friend and I believed you…you Jacob…not him…you tried to fucking drug me." I hit him in the chest and he just stumbled backwards "Get the fuck out of my room…and if you ever…and I mean ever try to come near me again I swear to god I will have my dad on your ass so fast your fucking head will spin…get the fuck out now!" I shoved him out the door before he could say another word, and shut it behind him, locking the dead bolt.

I leaned my head against the door and sighed, fighting back the tears. My whole world had just come crashing down. My best friend had tried to drug me so he could rape me. I couldn't believe it. How could he have done this to me? He always said he loved me, but how could you do that to someone you loved? Everything he said to me this last half hour was a fucking lie.

I regretted the fact I finally broke and called him because I was missing him. He was the only person I knew and I had let him stew long enough. I was so happy that I nearly threw myself at him when I opened the door.

"Jake," I said as I threw my arms around him.

"Bells, I'm glad you finally decided to forgive me…and call," he said as he hugged me back.

"You know I can't stay mad at you for to long…but you're still in a heap of trouble for this shit," I said, with a smile, as I released my hold on him. He came inside and I shut the door.

"Yeah…yeah…I've missed you," he said plopping down on my bed.

"I've missed you too…jerk," I said punching him in the shoulder and climbing up on the bed.

"So…you start a floral shop?" he asked motioning at all the flowers from Edward around the room.

"No…he keeps sending them," I shrugged and I saw Jacob tense up.

"Why don't you just throw them out?" he said angrily

"They are pretty Jacob." I didn't want to defend my reasoning to him. The truth was I couldn't understand why Edward kept sending them if all I was to him was just some notch on his belt.

"He was just playing you Bells…I hope you know that…you deserve so much better than him," Jake said. I shrugged my shoulders.

"Bells…can I ask you something?" Jacob said as he rung his hands together.

"Uh…duh," I giggled. We didn't have any secrets and have always been open, so why stop now.

"Would I be so bad…to be with?" he said kind of sad.

"Jake…I just…I can't," I said hanging my head. I didn't want to hurt him. God knows I didn't want to.

"Bells you love me don't you?" I went to answer, but he held up his hand to stop me. "I know you're not in love with me, but you do love me?" I nodded. "And you think I'm fun to be around?" I nodded again "I was also your first at everything right?" I nodded "So why couldn't you choose to be with me? I mean I know it would be a change and we would have to get used to it, but wouldn't I be better than…him?" he grimaced.

Jake had a point. I knew he did and that is why the tears started to fall. I have done anything and everything with him. He would be better to me than any other man in the world. Could I eventually maybe fall in love with Jacob? It was a possibility right? I could do worse. I was so confused that I didn't even feel Jacob get off the bed. I was just about to open my mouth and tell him yes, when I realized, Jake was standing at the door with Edward. I didn't hear the door open and I must have looked really confused.

Edward and Jake had a confrontation, but I couldn't make out what they were saying, because I was in my own world. I should be with Jake, but seeing Edward again, completely interrupted that train of thought. Next thing I knew I had the papers in my hand. Now my life is a complete disaster and I'm all alone. I banged my forehead against the door again hoping I was dreaming all of this shit.

Nope it hurt.

I nearly jumped out of my skin when a throat cleared behind me. Edward.

Shit I forgot he was here

I reached up and dried the tears falling out of my eyes and pushed my hair over my head to hopefully mask the fact I was crying. I turned around and saw him standing across the room. He was gorgeous as ever and I knew I owed him an apology. The problem was he was smirking with a half grin. It wasn't sitting well with me. He was smirking because he just showed Jacob up.

I got pissed which wasn't a good thing because I have absolutely no freaking filter between my brain and mouth when I'm pissed or drunk. I just blurt things out at a hundred miles per hour, which coincidentally, is what I did.

"Wipe that fucking smirk off your face Cullen!" I growled marching over and getting nose to nose with him…well nose to chest because lets face it he is pretty damn tall.

His face fell with shock. "You…don't think you are off the hook so damn easily Edward…How dare you use me like some…some…whore!" I said poking him in the chest. "Do you know what you've done? Because of you I've lost my security, my friend, and most of all, my entire world! Yes, you showed him up by bringing me those papers, but you also destroyed me…"

I was crying, because like my mouth, my tear ducts are attached to my rage. The more pissed I get the more I fucking cried and it's ridiculous, but I didn't give a rats ass at that moment. He opened and closed his mouth a few times like he wanted to say something. I wiped at my tears and continued before Edward could say a word.

"You are no better than Jacob…You may not have drugged me with GHB, but you used your big dick, smooth talk and your hands…you use women for your own pleasure and treat them like garbage… you don't give a damn if they get hurt…you don't care as long as Edward Cullen gets his rocks off…so you can get the fuck out too!" I turned around and started walking to the door hoping he would follow, "asshole", I said under my breath.

"You think I have a big dick?" He asked with a huge smile and I should have known that is all he would have gotten out of my rant.

Egotistical prick!

"That's all you fucking got out of that?" I huffed and shook my head before plopping down on the bed.

"I'm sorry…I am an asshole…look Bella…I'm fucking stupid, and arrogant, and you should probably rip my nuts off and feed them to me for it."

What the hell. Did Edward Cullen just admit to being an asshole? Someone call the newspaper.

"But?" I questioned, knowing there was a "but" coming…there's always a "but"

"But…I realized…" He started walking toward me and I couldn't help but notice his stance had changed. His shoulders were hunched a little and his eyes were a little…sad.

"I realized too late that you are not an object in a game…you are the prize…and I…I'm sorry," he said shaking his head and I could see it was all true.

Well Fuck!

What do I do now? I can't let him off the hook so easily, because he is an asshole, but he's also a very FUCKING HOT asshole.

I opened my mouth to speak just as there was a knock on my door. I cleared my throat and stood up, never taking my eyes off him. I wanted to tell him yes so badly, but I needed to think. I opened the door and sighed when I saw her there.

"Alice?"

"Bella…Hey…I know you said you would come get your books, but I thought I could just drop them off and we could hang out or something," she said as she bounced through my door.

Alice is a sophomore, who works in the library, she is majoring in Lit and is way too happy for my taste, but I like her a lot. I went into the library to get my books for one of my classes, and I met her. We started talking and found we like many of the same things. Alice and I had been hanging out on a regular basis ever since. I guess I at least had one friend left now that Jacob was out of my life.

Alice noticed Edward and her eyes about bugged out of her head. "Um sorry…am I interrupting?" she asked.

"No he was just leaving," I growled and opened the door wider.

"I was?" he questioned sadly.

"You was," I retorted with a half grin.

He sighed as he ran his hand through his hair, and I could see he was trying to figure out something to say as he walked to the door.

"Can I please see you again?" he asked with a hint of sadness in his voice. I had to swallow hard because, not only did Edward say please, which I was sure about killed him, he actually looked heartbroken. I didn't know what to say, because I would love to see him again, but I didn't know if I could even come close to trusting anything he said to me after all that had happened.

"Sure you can," Alice blurted out for me.

"Alice," I growled giving her the slanted eyes, trying to convey how pissed off I was.

She placed her hands on her hips and raised an eyebrow at me daring me to challenge her. I saw a hint of a smile on Edwards face as he watched the interaction between us.

"She'll be at the Halloween party next Friday and you can see her then," Alice said still staring at me and I swear she was about to stick her tongue out like a child.

"Halloween it is then," Edward nodded and he walked out my door shutting it behind him because I was completely dumbfounded.

"What the hell!" I yelled at her.

"What?" she shrugged as she bounced onto my bed.

"I can't believe you just did that…do you have any idea-?" I trailed off in a half-groan as I sat down next to her.

"Yes," she giggled, but didn't elaborate. "Oh come on Bella I can see you like him," she said as she slapped my shoulder

"That's the problem Alice…I do like him, but he's a…man whore." I plopped back on my bed with a sigh.

"Well duh…everyone knows Edward Cullen is a man whore Bella…well he was until about two weeks ago,"

"You knew who he was?" I questioned surprised.

"Who doesn't?" she shrugged. "I watch football all the time…it gets my shanties soggy" she giggled.

"Alice," I blushed.

"Well it does…that Jasper Hale," she placed her hand on her heart, "that boy can make my shanties drop every time I see him smile."

We both laughed.

"I can't believe I'm going to have to dress up and go to a Halloween party," I groaned.

"Don't you worry your pretty little head off about that. I will take care of everything…Edward Cullen won't know what hit him," she smiled and sat back up on my bed.

"And neither will Jasper Hale," I said making us both giggle again.

*o*o*o*o*o*o*o

"Uhhun Alice…no way in hell am I going anywhere in this!" I yelled from the other side of the bathroom door.

When Alice told me she would take care of it I never imagined it would be this. I kept asking her over the last week what my costume was, and of course she just kept saying it was a surprise.

Hell yes it's a surprise…a surprise I can even fit in the damn thing.

I hadn't even got to peak at the damn thing once, and now I see why. I would have ixna the ostumca in two seconds flat. It wasn't bad enough she had spent two hours on my hair and makeup, but she made me get a wax, everywhere. And I do mean everywhere. I had to open my mouth, when she said I had to wear a thong/bra ensemble, under my costume so I wouldn't have panty lines. I told her I hadn't had sex in two years so I couldn't wear anything like that, because I hadn't kept my snatch groomed.

Bad idea! To say the least.

Alice drug me out of the house and to her local salon. I was waxed, trimmed and polished before I had time to breathe. I didn't think anything could be worse than that…Boy, was I WRONG! Alice was right when she said I couldn't have panty lines in this outfit. If it was any tighter…well I don't want to think about it. I just may as well not have any panties on at all with this skirt.

"Bullshit…Bella you look freaking hot and he's going to flip out." She giggled with pride.

"You're not the one showing off half your body…you're going as a freaking story book character…I'm going as a walking Cullen billboard!" I yelled staring at myself in the mirror. Alice was going as Tinkerbell. She looked cute as hell too in her little green outfit. It came with wings and tights. Alice had spiked her hair and put body glitter everywhere including said hair.

"Come out and let me see," Rose hollered.

Rose was…Rose. She was a friend of Alice's that I had met a few weeks ago. Apparently, while enrolled to get her MBA, she decided to try out for the Dallas Cowboy cheerleaders. Well, she not only got on the damn squad, but they made her head cheerleader. I was not at all surprised when I learned of her status, I mean for fuck sakes she looks like she stepped out of a magazine. She can be quite difficult sometimes, being a cold bitch, but I found that Rose isn't so bad when you're on her good side.

"Come on Bella…we need to go," Alice begged.

"It can't be that bad Bella…just come out and let me see. If it's worse than what I have on…we'll figure something out," Rose said impatiently. I didn't know what Rose was wearing, because I had locked myself in the bathroom before she got here, but I was sure it couldn't be worse.

"Fine!" I huffed and opened the door with my eyes shut. I figured if I couldn't see then maybe I was dreaming.

"Holy shit!" Rose giggled "Well…it's definitely going to get his attention."

"I told you," Alice jumped up and down.

"Yeah…it's not worse than mine," Rose said and I had to open my eyes to see for myself.

Well fuck!

I guess I was going in what I had on; because there was no way in hell my costume was worse than Rose's. She had on a tiger print bikini that looked like it belonged to Pocahontas, five inch stilettos that were also tiger print, and she was carrying a stuffed gorilla.

I guess the look on my face was enough to say I had no freaking clue what the hell she was, because she chose to inform me.

"I'm Jane," she said rolling her eyes. "Emmett's going as Tarzan."

Rose had been dating Emmett for the past month. He had tried to seduce her with his ways, but instead ended up getting his nuts handed to him. I guess he liked that kind of thing, because him and Rose have been an item ever since.

"Oh," I said, because what else could I say.

"Well…shall we?" Alice said handing me a football.

"I'm so going to kill you for this later," I huffed taking the football and storming past Alice.

"You're going to thank me later…when you score," she laughed.

Alice may be right, in this outfit I may score, I just wasn't sure if it would be with Edward.

Alice and Rose caught up with me just as I was walking outside. I was looking for a cab to flag down, but Rose walked right past me to a limo that was sitting at the curb. She opened the door and climbed in. After about two seconds, because Rose was definitely not a patient person, she leaned her head out the door.

"Come on bitches I don't want to be late!" she yelled.

"We're going in that?" I questioned surprised because the club was only a half a mile away.

"Emmett and Edward said we needed to arrive in style," Alice said as she twirled like a ballerina past me to the limo. I sighed deeply and followed Alice climbing in behind her and shutting the door.

"Wow this is freaking nice," Alice said bouncing in her seat.

"That's the Cullen boys for you," Rose smiled as we pulled up to the club.

I saw Emmett right away and giggled because he was pounding on his chest like a Neanderthal. He had on a brown loin cloth that barely covered him and he accessorized with an ivy sash across his chest. You definitely could tell he was supposed to be with Rose.

The next guy I saw must have been Jasper, by the way Alice's eyes started to swoon. He was blond and quite handsome. He was dressed in a blue military uniform that looked like it was from the civil war. He even had a freaking feather in his hat like Yankee Doodle Dandy.

Then I saw him. He was wearing tight black pants and was bare chest. I felt a pool start between my legs, when I saw the muscles in his back move as he ran his hand through his hair. He dropped his hand to his side and I saw he had on a set of cuff links on each wrist. He also had on a bow tie and…handcuffs?

What the hell?

Yep it was definitely a set of handcuffs attached to his side. Holy shit…Edward was dressed as a Chippendale dancer. How in Gods name am I ever going to get through this night?

"Bella…are you going to get out?" Alice said leaning into the car with a huge grin. I hadn't even realized I was in the car by myself, because I was drooling over Edward.

"Huh…oh yeah," I said. I took a deep breath and slid out of the car. I had just stood upright when Edward turned around. He looked me up and down and I started to get nervous afraid he would freak out about my costume. I quickly looked down so I wouldn't see his anger.

"Come on Bella," Alice said grabbing my hand making me move.

"Alice I…I don't think I can do this," I said still looking down.

"I think he'll be disappointed if you leave," Alice said tugging on my arm.

I looked up at her in confusion and she nodded toward Edward. I looked over and saw he had a huge ass grin on his face. That was all I needed to make my feet start moving.

*Uses Mandee as a human shield* She did it, she made it a cliffy.

A 261 is a Rape and Shanties are a product of Mandee. They are a sham wow panty. They are awesome and helps immensely with the pool between the leg moments lol.

I know I stopped this chapter in the worst possible place, but I wanted to start the next chapter as EPOV because I'm going to give you lemons.

I also know you are impatient bastards lol so I will post the costumes and a possible teaser for next chapter on my blog rupturebyme(dot)blogspot(dot)com.

Please make sure to replace the (dot) with a period lol.

This way you won't have to yell at me because I didn't say what Bella was wearing.

I will update ASAP I swear.