This is based on the 105th chapter and I thought to add more detail before we continued to the training

Shinigami as Punishment?

As I lay in the soft, marshmallow-like coffin, sleeping peacefully, I thought about my training and what totally missed me was the little voice...

I remember hearing it during training and fighting Grell...but why didn't it told me about the puppet incident...the voice sounded old and raspy...could it be Undertaker's?

I pretty much thought so because when I yelled at him, he must have thought I was too angry to have his advice...

But then, as I think more...I started to dream again...

I was in an elegant room with a few chairs and a few fancy tables covered with fancy white table cloth and fancy silver tea sets.

I noticed my outfit turned into a lovely, violet, Victorian dress coat with a black and white dress underneath.

I walked around the place, even trying to know if anyone was lurking around here, "Hello? Anybody here?"

I noticed, sitting in a table closest to the window was Jackson Hyde...the same guy in my last dream...

I walked to him, and spoke quietly, "Uh...Hi..."

He turned and smirk as he stood up, "Madison, you're just in time for dream tea!"

"Dream tea?" I tilt my head.

He nodded, "A special tea for those who are dreaming..."

He motioned me to sit down, so I did what he is told, pushed me close to the table, then he sat down, giving me the cup of a pinkish color tea.

I took a sip of it, tasting the strawberry cream flavored, then look at him, "Why did you come into my dream?"

He hesitated, then spoke with a smile, "I'm just a curious demon, nothing more...nothing less."

I tilted my head as I asked, "Doesn't it seemed...weird to do it?"

"Oh no, it doesn't..." He replied.

We continue to chat more, but then he spoke, "How's your time with the reaper?"

"O-Oh, you mean Undertaker?" I asked, "He's good...but why asking and how did you know I was with him?"

He chuckled and spoke, "I can still sense his presence...And I am curious to know...besides you may think you know about the reapers, but there's something you don't know..."

I looked at him with a raised eyebrow as he continued, "These reapers aren't meant to be reapers; they're not born as reapers, they didn't transform when they need immortality...They are prisoners..."

"W-What..." My eyes widen when I heard that last word...

He smirk and handed me a black box, "Here...You may need these when you wake up...You will see what I mean..."

"B-But what do you me-"

A flash of light and a thunder sound interrupt my question, causing me to wake up.

I sat up quickly, seeing that through the dark windows it has started to rain.

I looked around and saw Undertaker was still asleep in his coffin, the lid was open right now, so I can see him still in the bunny pjs, hugging a teddy bear cutely.

I thought he must have left for something and was too tired to close the coffin back up; but then I saw him turn, speaking in his sleep, "Noooo...That's my blue blanky! He took my blue blanky, Mama!"

And with that, he sucked his thumb...

I don't know how strange he can be...but I was trying my best not to laugh...

As I move a little, I noticed something nudged me; I looked down and saw the small black box...

I nearly forgot about it, so I picked it up and slowly open it...

It revealed a pair of glasses...

I picked them up, whispering to myself, "Glasses?"

I noticed a note, so I picked it up and read: These will help you disguise yourself and head to their word... JH

Disguise?...Their world?...

I slowly put on the glasses and saw that I can oddly see right through them...

I noticed the doorway to the halls revealed a very bright light.

I got up, looked back at the sleeping reaper whom doesn't notice about the light...then walked through the light.

When I got through, I saw that I was in a very white dimension...It's pretty much a big city, but it's plainly white...white buildings, white cars, even a white sky and pavement...The only thing that emphasize the world is the people wearing black office suits and glasses.

I noticed a glass building with a sign that spelled, The Reaper Dispatch

My eyes widen when I discovered that the glasses sent me to the Reaper world...but how come the reapers around me didn't noticed me as an intruder?

That's when it hit me...the word disguise...

I looked at the glass building for a reflection check...

And saw what the glasses did to me...

I was wearing a white blouse with a black office jacket, a black pencil skirt, and black flats...what shocked me most is my eyecolor...they turned into the same color as Grell, William, and Undertaker's...

The glasses turned me into a Reaper!

I was about to freak out, until I felt someone touching my shoulder, speaking, "Hey, come on, we'll be late for the tour!"

"Huh?" I turned around to see three reapers, one with short black hair, one with spikey yellow hair, and one with straight brown hair in a ponytail, all had glasses, same colored eyes, and black suits.

"I uh..."

"It's alright miss," The black hair spoke, "You're not the only one having your first Rodeo."

With that, they took me inside the building with a few more reapers.

We were all in a small room in a very straight line...

I can heard the door opened and someone walking to the front...I started to recognize the deep voice from before, "Welcome to the Dispatch..."

As I looked at the front, I saw who was speaking...it was William T. Spears!

He tucked in his glasses with his scythe as he spoke, "I am William T. Spears and I shall be your tutor...There are many rules once you'll be giving a tour of the Dispatch, such as no eating, drinking, playing with music, or causing mishaps-"

Just as he was finishing it up, I heard a familiar womanly hum.

I heard him sigh and faced to the left, "What are you doing here, Grell?"

I looked, seeing Grell painting his fingernails, "Oh, just like to give time to see my Wirru~! Kids aren't my thing after all~!"

That's when I realized about something...I have to keep quiet and keep my cool...if Grell finds out I was in here...I really have no clue what will happen, but I'm too scared to find out...

With that, William sighed, "Very well then...There will be a group of four to five in each row, until we or another reaper comes back, wait patiently here..."

I was in the first row with the three reapers I saw earlier, so we ended up heading out first...

At first, I am relieved that Grell's at the far back of the group...however, William was in front of me, guiding the way...I can feel all the fear crawling back into my body...but i must keep cool...I beat two reapers, I saved myself from Drocell...even though Sebastian did defeat the puppet...I can be fine with another reaper...even though again, he's as strict and serious as a guard dog...

He guided us to a few rooms...one for training, one for eye check, one for working on the 'To-Die' list, one scythe check up and pick up, and the one room that made the reapers look like eager puppies, the glasses room.

Just as we continue, I noticed a very big library with a very big statue in the room. I looked at William as he spoke, "This is the Reaper Library, for the current humans living today from the start to the end of the book...only the rarest of the dispatch gets hold of a pink bookmark and pen to change someone's fate..."

My eyes widen when I remembered Undertaker was using them...

I heard him continue, "There were other books that included us in them...but they are hidden deep in the Dispatch...no one ever walked in there to see..."

That's my chance to find out what Jackson mean about the reapers...but I have to think of a plan...

"Uh, Excuse me, I think I left something in the Dispatch, is it ok I look for it?" I asked.

William turned to me, stared for a moment which was trying to make me nervous, but he sigh as he tucked in his glasses, "Very well...you will be going to another group if you don't find us soon..."

"Y-Yes sir." I spoke.

I watched the other reapers go, Grell turned to look at me then ran to catch up...

I sigh in relief as I spoke to myself, "That was close..."

As the coast was cleared, I walked around the library...the whole names were in alphabetical order...

I couldn't see any reaper names, nor the demon names...so I kept going downstairs until I reached the bottom.

When I got to the floor, I noticed a giant marble statue that stood in the center. I walked closely and I can recognize the whole look...the same scythe, the same coat with a tie...the same glasses and long hair...it was Undertaker...

I was amazed that he was a legendary Reaper...I just couldn't believe my eyes...however, when I tried to search more of the books...there was no sign of the reapers...

I sigh and leaned on the statue, speaking to myself, "Oh what's the use...why did I even accept to enter the reaper world anyway? Why shouldn't I chat with Undertaker about this?"

Just when I leaned more, I felt a block piece of the statue was pushed in, creating a secert passage way from the statue like in the movies..."Cool..."

I looked around and slowly walked downstairs...

The whole place was dark until I reached the bottom...There was a large glow of a very old lamp that must have been on for centuries due to the cobwebs...

There were a few carts containing books and at the center was an old movie camera with a screen on the wall...

I walked to the books, picked up one that spelled Grell Sutcliff...

I opened the book, and saw it's...blank...I couldn't understand...that is until I saw a sign on the desk that is closer to the camera...Place book here...

I looked at the book, then I carefully placed it there...

The book glowed, opened by itself, and as I stared at it with my mouth dropped and eyes widen, glowing records flew high in the air, and into the camera...

The camera started to play by itself...and the film was rolling...showing Grell when he was born...

Grell's hair was still red and his teeth were still sharp...which scared his own parents...it even scared the kids around him...he doesn't have any friends for such a long time...I saw that acting like a girl, even dressing up like one cheers him up...but now kids make fun of him...People just started calling him a monster and ended up throwing things at him...even his parents think so...so I saw he went into his room and the film ended when he cut himself with a knife...

I couldn't believe that about Grell...no wonder he was in that behavior...After all he did, I really felt bad for Grell now...But he died of suicide? That's hard to believe...

I started to check out more with William's book...

I thought William's life was pretty shocking...I mean...in his past...he was smiling!

Like...Every picture was his smiling face...I see him drawing sketches of nature and writing romantic stories...but then his only father scolded him for it...I thought his mother should do something, but there was no sign of her...like she was dead during the time...

I gasped when I saw his father burned everything he worked hard on, causing William's smile to break into a million pieces...I saw him grab a gun when his father wasn't looking. He killed his father and aim it to his own mouth...

I was glad the record finished after the sound of the gun...it's too scary to go into details of his exploded skull...

But I realized that he died of suicide too...

I looked at a few more reaper's past...a lot tried to make me cry...all ended up in suicide...falling off a building, hanging, burning self, everything...but then, I finally looked at Undertaker's past...and it shocked me the most...

I saw him as an adorable crying infant, being held gently by a beautiful woman that is suppose to be his mother...

But then, when Undertaker's a toddler, he saw his father abused her...he even killed her when Undertaker looked like he was four years old...

Ever since then, his father started to abuse him as well...and it caused Undertaker to run away from home...

He was bullied by so many kids when he looked like he was ten years old...When he was a teen...he did fell in love with a very beautiful woman with midnight colored hair...but right before he reached to adult hood...the poor girl was murdered...

Many people blamed Undertaker...and because of that, he was banished until he walked to a cliff...he jumped into the ocean...and drowned...

Every single reaper committed suicide...and then became reapers...So they became reapers because of punishing themselves and they spend an eternity looking at every single person's death?

Jackson's right...they are prisoners...

I have to tell Undertaker...but how will I go back?

That's when I realized that maybe if I take them off...

So I did and another bright light appeared at the doorway...I walked through and I was back in the parlor...and back in my old look and self...

It was still raining outside and Undertaker was still sleeping like a little kid...

I couldn't help, but frowned at Undertaker...the poor reaper...

I lay back in my coffin to wait until he wakes up...but the more I wait, the more I started to feel tired...so I slowly closed my eyes and sleep...

This might change once Yana writes about their stories...But this is my theory about three of the reapers...