This week has been hard on me, for every time I find myself alone I'm left with an painful ache in my chest but when I'm out in with others I act all fine with smiles but I think Jazz can see through my fake smile's. He has yet to say anything about it.
It was on a dark and cloudy dark the beginning of a good rain storm to come. i was inside of jazz listening to him tell me about two autobots that were due to arrive in a few days but no one knows he they are, but I have a felling on just who they will be and when they will arrive it won't be so boring around the base anymore.
We were on our way to the base since it's been a while since either of us been there. I was quietly staring out the window watching the world go by in a blur, when suddenly Jazz spoke up "Al's you ok you seem quite tired ".Sighing to myself before answering him " I'm fine, I just haven't being able to sleep much since I got here in this dimension that's all so don't worry "Allie told him with a small smile to show she was fine " If say so " He said not to sure that she was really ok after all but he let the matter drop for now, while he would deal with her real problem later.
Much later on Allie was talking with Will who was talking about his daughter Annabelle to her "I'd love to see her some time "Allie said to him with a smile "Sure I'm sure love to see you " he said while returning the smile back. " Oh and maybe I could babysit for you, since I'm often babysitting for my older sister's kids" she told him. "Really that's great I'm sure my wife will happy if you baby sat for us sometime." He said before asking how I've been lately to which I said fine.
Off in another part of the base Jazz was seen walking down a large wasn't long before he came to a large door, he soon went inside it not caring if asked to enter or not there he saw the bot he was looking for."Soundwave we need to talk ".Said bot just stood where he was at waiting for jazz to speak.
"Look this is about Allie, Soundwave I know your only doing what you doing is to keep her safe but your only hurting her more that way, so all I'm saying is that you should at least befriends with her just don't push her way or you're going to regret it "With that said Jazz didn't wait for him to reply but simply let him back out of the room to leave him in his own thoughts.
"Soundwave what are you going to do?" Buzzsaw asked after a moment of quietness had past.
"Maybe he could go see here out and…" rumble started to say but got cut off by ravage "And what? Bond with her?".
"What no, just be friends or something "Rumble told him but before anyone else could say more Soundwave finally spoke up." I will go and talk to her, where will see where it goes from there." With that said he left his room to look for Allie.
Meanwhile Allie was seen walking around heading for the door to the outside in order too gets some fresh air. As she was nearing the door out she heard soundwave call out to her but she ignored him by going out the door. Once outside she continued to walk away from the base not caring if it started to rain while she was out, because she knows if she went back inside she would have to face him again.
Back with soundwave who stood where he was at, wondering why Allie had choosing to ignore him to which had him Turning around he went to the hanger door so he could go out and find her.
Once outside Soundwave went to find her,it only took a few minutes to find her walking around to nowhere in particular. "Allie "He called out to her this time she stopped walking and turn around to see that he was a few feet away from her. " What do you want "Allie asked him with a glare.
Ignoring the glare she was giving him instead he simply said "I may have been wrong to simply stop all Communication with you ".
"What "Allie asked a little confused on what he was saying "What I mean to say is lets be…friends if will "He told her only for too stare in shock at him before getting an angry look in her eyes" you thing I'm going to forgive you just like that "She all but yelled at him as she tried to keep the tears at bay." Well you got another thing coming "Allie said to him, whom was too stunned too say anything back as she went on to the point she was yelling at him.
"You want to be friends after what you did to me, well you're sadly mistaken. You have caused me so much pain from not being near me "She started saying "But I " Soundwave began but was interrupted by she once again yelled at him "SHUT UP, I'm not done talking to you "Soundwave was shock to hear her yell at him like that, finally realizing that he had really hurt her.
"Now look all I wanted was too just befriends with you and that was all, it's not like I wanted to bond with you despite the fact I love you, and even now I still do to which I don't know why after all the pain you cause me. you staying away like you did only made me feel horrible to the point all I wanted to do was too go home but I can't because I still have things left to do here, so I figured I just hide feelings and go on like everything was ok when it really wasn't but then you go and say you want to be friends, well I just can't go through any more pain like that "She finish telling him as she finally broke down in tears.
For the first time since he started talking to her Soundwave finally saw just how much pain he truly caused her as he stared at the human before him crying her heart out for something he did and for one in his live, he didn't know what to was after a minute of just watching her cry did he finally spoke up "I didn't know I had did this to you " He had told her as she got down on his knees in front of her before he reached out to place a finger under her chin to get her to look at him.
Once her tear stained eyes reached his optics, soundwave feel his spark go out to her, unsure on what to do since he know little about humans he did the only thing he that might easy her. So with that thought in mind he slowly opened his mind up and slowly reached his mind out to hers, where he gently grasped her mind and pulled her mind into his own with little recite on her part.
It wasn't long before her mind was inside off his own where he said two words" I'm sorry "which it echoed into her mind, Soundwave could feel her confusion on what was going on but he warped his mind around hers too calm her mind and in doing so he left her feel his thoughts on her and the bond and why he did what he did, as she was felling his feelings he was feeling all of hers from when he had left her. He could feel it all, all of her pain from him denying being near her.
It wasn't long before Soundwave began to feel her tire out from all of the strain it has been under lately. Soundwave finally let her mind back to its rightful place before closing his mind to her, once her mind was back where it belong she fell asleep in soundwaves hand, who had warp his hand around her too keep her from falling to the ground.
Once he had her safe in his hand he transformed into car mode, to which she rest at easy in the driver sit, As soon as he had finish transforming it finally began too rain. Soundwave drove quietly back to the base as to not wake her up.
A/N yeah finally got this chapter up, so yeah sorry for it being late but I was busy with some other things that and my mind was on nothing but The Wolverine to which I'm going to see tonight anyways it looks like Allie finally down in front soundwave no less but it looks like it will all work out in the end so yeah can anyone guess how the two new autobots will be appearing in the next chapter? So yeah until next time leave a nice review.
