Chapter 16: Losing powers
The Winx and Specialist are back at Alfea. Helia was sleeping, the Winx are still passed out and the boys are waiting for them to get up. Just like Flora.
Flora's POV.
I feel like I'm drawing. I feel like I'm broken. I feel like a hurricane, mine heart is breaking. Everything around me is a war zone. And mine live is a battle. Everything I did I screw up!
J is gone. Helia lost his memory and the girls are still passed out. I feel like it's all my fault. If I didn't cry J was still here. If I just controlled myself Helia was here, just like I know him. And the Winx aren't passed out. If I didn't do anything, nothing would be happened.
If I didn't want to know what the real story was everyone would be stronger because they were worried about me. I could see that on their faces. I will never forgive myself for this. Never.
Normal POV.
"Flora?" Nex ask. Flora looked up with red eyes of crying.
"Yeah?" She ask soft.
"We are going to the lunch room and you can use some distraction. " Brandon says.
Flora looked at Helia and then at the girls. "But what if they wake up?"
"They wouldn't, the nurse give them a sleeping drink so they could rest a little longer. After that they are strong enough to go." Timmy explains.
"When are they awake?" Flora ask.
"In a couple hour." Riven says with a sad look at Musa.
"They are going to be ok." Flora says to the boys, but that was not just for the boys. It was for her to, she want to believe they are going to be ok, she want to know that they are going to be ok. If they don't she would never forgive herself.
"Yeah, they going to be ok." Riven says. "Should we go?" Flora nod and looked at the girl and Helia before she left the room.
They walk to the lunch room at Alfea.
"We will get some food, you guys take a seat." Sky says and walks with Brandon and Timmy to the canteen.
Nex, Flora and Riven walked to a table in the back of the canteen.
"Let sits here." Riven says the two nod.
It didn't take long before Sky, Brandon and Timmy where back with some food.
"How can I eat, I don't deserve this." Flora whispers to herself. Riven heard her and looked at her.
"Why don't you deserve this?" Riven ask her. She looked up.
"It's all my fault, if I didn't want to know the real story about want happened that day everyone would be stronger. If I didn't cry J was still here with us. If I didn't…" Flora says but she was cut off by Nex.
"If you didn't want to know the real story nobody knows the truth. if you didn't cry Helia was gone forever, than he was that. It's not your fault. We had a mission and we…" Nex started but he stopped talking when he saw Miss F walking to their table.
"I feel so sorry about what happened on that mission. I never wanted that it was going this way. And then I want you to congratulation, because you find the greenparol." Miss F says everyone looked surprised. "Flora you are the greenparol. We would ever think that, you can bring dead to live and so much more."
Everyone looked at Flora, she was in shock just like the others.
"I'm the greenparol….but how?" Flora ask.
"Nobody knows what the greenparol was, but now we know. It's a power from someone with a good heart. And that power is strong very strong. You can do so much." Miss F explains.
"Can I bring J back, can I make the girls better, and can I make Helia better!" Flora says hopeful its sound like a question but it wasn't, but she knows the answer would be, she couldn't, and she wasn't strong enough to do that. She can't control herself.
"I don't know." Miss F says.
"I don't want to be the greenparol, I can't." Flora says.
"You have no chose. You have it. You can do so much." Miss F says but she knows what Flora means.
"I can bring people back, and I can kill people. I don't know how to control my powers and will not use them before I know how to control it, I can kill people if I do that I never can live with myself." Flora says.
"I know and you will be ok." Miss F says.
The boys looked at the two woman's. They looked at Flora they have never see her so, she is worried, afraid, sad, tired and terrible. They were worried about her. Very worried.
"You are going to be ok." Riven says when he saw Flora look.
"I hope your right." Flora says soft.
"Now enjoy your lunch." Miss F says and walks away.
"I don't want to be." Flora says after a long silent.
"We know but you have no chose." Nex says.
"But what if it change everything?" Flora ask suddenly.
"That doesn't matter, we'll always be there for you and we always support you with everything you do." Brandon says.
"But what about the girls, J and Helia?" Flora ask.
"What do you mean random." Sky says a loud with a smile.
Flora looked at him, confused.
"What I mean was, you are so confused that you talk about so much on the same time." Riven explains to her.
"Oh, I'm sorry." Flora apologize.
"You don't have to apologize. We just think it was funny." Timmy says.
"Oh." Flora says. "But what about them?"
"They are going to be ok, they are awake soon and then they are strong enough and they are going to be ok. And we will get J back. After everyone is strong enough we go back to get J." Sky says.
"You're the best friends I ever had." Flora says. "Should we go back to the others maybe they awake?"
"Yeah, I really hope that." Timmy says.
The groups walk back to the room where everyone else in laying.
"I think they are awake." Riven says when he heard so noise from the room.
"I think you're right." Sky says happily.
"Hello." Brandon says when he opens the door.
"Brandon!" Stella yelled, she want to stand up but Brandon was faster and push her back in the bed.
"You better stay in bed for a way, so we know you are ok." Brandon says.
"I'm fine, really." Stella says.
"Yeah, I'm not sure of that." A voice says from the door. Everyone looked at the nurse who was standing there.
"When everyone was gone we take some blood of you girls and we have looked at it. Normal there is in the blood some magic that shows us, the nurses that a fairy is alright or is going to be alright. But in this chase there is no magic. Nobody of you got any magic in their blood. I'm sorry to say it but you girls lost your powers." The nurse says. Then she walks away.
Everyone looked at the five girls lying in bed. They were in shock. Very shocked.
"How?" Bloom ask.
"I don't know." Sky answer.
"I think I know how you lost your powers." Flora says.
"How? I even doesn't know." Tecna says.
"When the darkness man fires a ball on each of you, I think that where balls with the powers of your greatest fears. You greatest fears are losing you powers." Flora says.
"How? Why did you think that?" Stella ask.
"Ones Helia and I were talking to each other and we told or greatest fear, his was losing his memory and forgetting who his real friends where forgetting his girlfriend." Flora explains. "When Aisha told me her greatest fear was losing her power and something else but I see the power ball can only bring one fear to real life." Flora looked down.
"Why do you have still have your power?" Musa ask.
"I didn't get hit by a ball and if I were hit I think I still had my powers." Flora says.
"Why?" Aisha asks Flora.
"If I'm right and the ball makes your greatest fear true. I think my greatest fear would be losing you guys and losing everything I love." Flora says. "Helia is hit with the ball that was for me"
Than everyone started talking.
"Nex told me that you bring Helia to life again. Is that right?" Aisha ask Flora. Everyone looked at Flora. Flora nod.
"I'm the greenparol." Flora says she looked sad and to the ground.
"Why aren't you happy? You strong, you can bring people back to life you and maybe you can give us or powers back." Bloom says.
"I'm not going to use my powers until I know how they work." Flora says.
"Why? Why wouldn't you do that for us? You're so selfish!" Stella says. Flora looked up to her eyes.
"I don't know how they work, I can kill people to!" Flora says loud and then she ran out of the room.
"Stella!" everyone says.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it but I am frustrated." Stella says.
"Where am I? And who are you?" Helia ask suddenly. Everyone looked at Helia.
So this is chapter 16. I probably will update for Friday again than I'm on vacation and I think I can't update but I will try. I also write chapters when I'm on vacation and then when I come back I will post more than one chapter I think. Hope you like it! BTW Flora POV is from the song good enough from Cimorelli.