Warning: Sexual content.
"Damn." Killua growls under his breath, wiping the blood off his hand on one of his handkerchiefs. The assassin is actually working up a sweat. When he told his sister that he was slammed with cases he wasn't joking. He had 20 cases in 30 minutes and he keeps getting sent more. They're non stop flowing. Killua has been at it for an hour, doing every case that gets sent to him. It wouldn't be so bad if the people he had to kill weren't so spread far apart. He had a target that was in another state and then one half way across the country. He has to use his Godspeed to keep up with it all and it's getting annoying.
Killua's just pissed off in general. He doesn't want to be here doing this when Gon isn't feeling well. The assassin feels his heart beat faster when he thinks of Gon, swallowing down this feeling of guilt when he thinks of how he shoved him. Killua knows this familiar feeling in his chest that makes his stomach hurt. He's worried. He's worried about Gon. The other male was really weak and he was covered in bruises, he's vulnerable and Gon has a tenancy to be reckless.
Is Gon still in bed? Did he get out? Is he resting like he should be? Is he in pain? Killua curses under his breath for fusing over Gon. But he can't help it. Since Killua left Gon alone, all he can think about is him. Killua wants to hurry up and finish his work so he can go back to Gon. He can't get Gon's bruised flesh out of his mind and when he thinks about how messed up Gon was last night...it makes him angry. He doesn't like seeing Gon hurt. It makes him feel ill. Killua understands it was training but he still doesn't like it.
He really doesn't like the idea of Zushi either. Killua grips his fist, thinking about that guy as he marches his way out of his victim's house, leaving the corpse for his wife to find. It was bad enough that yesterday Killua was pacing back and forth, wondering why Gon hadn't contacted him yet, getting that stupid worried feeling like he shouldn't be getting. Then after forever of waiting, Gon calls him sounding like he'd been drugged and then all of a sudden there's some guy Zushi in there with him. Killua didn't trust him. Not when Gon could be drunk or drugged or whatever. He sounded loopy.
And then Gon had to say something about his butt and ask Zushi to look. Killua could just picture Gon in his head, those amber eyes pure and his eyebrows furrowed as he gets on his hands and knees, looking back at whoever the fuck this Zushi guy was, asking the male to look to see if his butt is still there. That mental image and the fact that Gon said his butt felt weird after training, made Killua lose his shit. His mind going to perverted places real quick.
It was a relief to know that it was just training and Gon just pushed himself way too hard and made him self sick because of it. But Killua doesn't like Zushi. He's a threat. The other male was in great shape and the feel about him was like Gon. Killua could tell they were the same. Zushi is a centaur as well and that made Killua's stomach twist up. He doesn't want Zushi around. He wants him to just go away. Gon has him. He doesn't need Zushi taking care of him or worrying about him.
Killua flushes at his train of thought, taking a deep breath. There he goes again. His heart is thudding slowly in his chest, trying to refocus on his work but he can't stop thinking about Gon's wince of pain, touching his back where Killua had hurt him. He didn't mean it. Killua kept losing himself with Gon and when his sister spotted them hugging intimately, Killua panicked. He doesn't want his sister knowing he has...something towards Gon. It's something. He knows it is. This feeling he has in his chest, how he's worrying about Gon being alone in his apartment...it's disgusting but it's something. And it scares him. It's not natural.
Yet it was Killua who started kissing Gon when they were alone. Killua couldn't stop himself, after seeing Gon naked, flushed, vulnerable, and those bright eyes...Killua had to. He couldn't stop himself form indulging In the boy, and Gon's words didn't help. He was asking to be touched. He wanted Killua to touch him. It was so hot and all Killua wanted to do was feel all over that body and get Gon to make those cute little sounds-
Killua calms his racing heart, bringing out his phone from his pocket, his lips going in a tight line. He wants to call Gon. To make sure he's alright. If he's out of bed, Killua is going to yell at him. The boy needs to rest. He has to go back to training tomorrow... Killua's hand shakes and he tries to stop himself from calling Gon. This is ridiculous. Why is he worrying so much over him? Why does he feel this way? Why does he...
Care so much about him?
Killua sighs, putting his phone back into his pocket only to pull out his other phone for work. He checks the screen, groaning when he sees he's gotten about ten more targets since he's checked. This is going to be an all day thing. Killua isn't sure why all these people decided that they wanted these people dead but it's Killua's job to do it. The assassin is really racking in the money right now but he could care less.
What do people do when they're sick? He knows that you're suppose to rest but since he didn't have anyone to take care of him properly when he was sick, he doesn't know what else should be done. Killua thinks it would have done Gon some good if he took a nice hot bath...Will Gon try to bathe himself while Killua is gone? What if he falls asleep in the bath tub?-
Killua shakes his head, griping his fist from him being so lame. Stop freaking out. You're working. Killua looks at his next target's information before he turns on Godspeed and runs off towards where he needs to be. As everything passes by him in a flash, he can't help to think of Gon in his arms, his soft skin and how those amber eyes had looked so pleased to be held by him. It warms Killua's heart and it feels strange. Thinking of Gon makes him...happy.
Last night he couldn't even eat the chocolate Gon had gotten him. He didn't touch it, set on only eating it when he could reach Gon on the phone. Killua ate some other chocolate he had but he didn't touch Gon's. As if his chocolate was special, as if Killua wanted to savor it. His acts of kindness set Killua aflame.
Killua knows he's suppose to be acting like he likes Gon to get the other male to fall in love with him. It was both his and his sister's plan but something is breaking in Killua. The way his body reacts, thinking about kissing Gon and flirting with him...there's something real to it. And it terrifies Killua. He can't go along with his sister anymore. If Gon where to say he loves him-
Killua's heart skips a beat and he has to stop running for a moment. He breathes heavily, thinking of those amber eyes and that bright smile...If Gon were to love me...Killua's face is flushed and his heart beat hurts. Killua's never felt this feeling before or this deep want.
He wants it. He wants it so much.
Killua starts to run again, trying to ignore these fucking feelings that seem to be catching up to him. Killua can blame his worry on the fact Gon's his friend. He can blame thinking about him a lot because he's his only friend. But Killua has no excuse for how his heart beats or how warm he gets thinking about Gon. He has no excuse for kissing him. Killua can't help to notice. He can't help to understand though he doesn't want to.
Killua got happy thinking that he could run away with Gon. His heart had clenched and the idea got stuck in his head...staying with Gon. Killua's not sure if Gon would want them to stay. Killua's not sure Gon could even fall in love with him but...there's this hope. Maybe it's hope or maybe it's desperation that keeps Killua believing that maybe he doesn't have to be the heir of the family. Maybe he could just run away with his sister and Gon. Maybe that could be a thing...He could find another job that doesn't have him killing people. Gon and him and his sister, together, traveling...Gon said he wanted a mate that would travel with him. Killua would.
In the back of his mind he almost said that he would follow anywhere Gon went. Killua's terrified because he thinks it's true. If Gon where to say that he was leaving tomorrow...Could Killua really just nod his head and let Gon go? He would want to follow him. He would tell him not to. And if that failed...there's a part of him that would want to leave with him but there's another half that's telling him to forget such a thing. He shouldn't give this away for Gon, he shouldn't be feeling this way for another male. Stop.
Killua has everything he could ever need. He's got money, and he has his dream job, where he can kill people and make money doing so. The time will come when a mate will be picked out for him and then he'll have children and he'll lead the family and-
Killua stops running again, holding his head. That wasn't his voice. Those thoughts weren't his. Killua doesn't want to be the heir. He doesn't want his mate to be chosen for him. He doesn't want to be an assassin. He doesn't want this and he doesn't want children. What he wants is...He wants...
Gon's bright smile flashes through his mind, seeming to clear his head and whatever was happening to his sanity. It was like a dark haze came over him and his voice wasn't his own. But it clears up when he thinks of Gon and those eyes filled with concern and affection.
Killua rubs his head, taking deep breathes, a bead of sweat falling down his cheek. "Damn it. Fucking damn it." Killua swallows down the lump in his throat. His heart feels like it could pound out of his chest, realization griping his heart with a mixture of doom and relief. His lips tremble and he can't lie to himself anymore. "...I really, really like him." Killua feels a sharp pain in his head but he ignores it.
He likes Gon. He wants to do dirty things to him. He wants to feel his skin under the palm of his hand, wants to kiss those lips. He wants to be his mate. He wants to stay with him and have fun with him. Killua wants Gon.
Killua hugs himself, feeling overwhelmed with admitting this to himself, his lips trembling and he feels like crying. This feeling...why couldn't he have just been normal? Why does the first friend he gets he had to fall for? Why is this happening? What is he suppose to do? Knowing these feelings of his will make everything awkward. What if Gon doesn't return his feelings and Killua loses it? What if Gon doesn't want him staying with him? What if Gon does return his feelings and they do become mates...his family will try to kill Gon. They'll run away...run away from this all but will Gon really want that? Will he want his life to always be in danger? Is Killua really worth it? Could Killua even give Gon what he needs in a mate?
Killua sinks to his knees, holding his head in his hands, it hurts so much and his heart is beating so fast and his body is so warm and his eyes are watery. I really like him...I really want him...Killua feels stupid, and vulnerable. How could he let himself get like this? To the point he's almost crying because of...because of Gon, because of these foolish feelings. Has he not been trained? Has he not gone through hell? So why the hell is he about to cry over this?
Killua is overwhelmed by his fear, his uncertainly, his insecurities and this feeling in his chest that Gon has caused. His heart burns in his chest. Could Gon even want him as a mate? Could he be loving after all he's known is what he's been taught in that mansion? Would Gon want him if he knew of his past? Would he want Killua, Someone who is damaged? Could Killua even give Gon what he needs? Should Killua even be worrying about Gon being his mate? Is it even possible that they could be together?
Gon is so pure, those eyes so bright. Those hands are clean, he's never killed a person. He's the embodiment of light. Can Killua really have someone like that?
Killua can't do the acting anymore. He can't go along with his sister. He needs to...he needs to forget about these feelings...yes...forget about Gon...forget about those feelings...Killua winces and grabs at his hair. He doesn't like that voice in his head.
But...what if Gon returns his feelings? What if he can get Gon to fall in love with him, and show him that he's interested? What if Gon becomes my mate-
Forget him. Forget this feeling.
Get Gon. Go to him.
Killua hits his head against the ground, groaning to himself, his shoulders shaking. He doesn't know what he should do. He's being torn by these two voices. It hurts. There's a pressure in his head and he feels like splitting his head open to relieve it. After finally coming to terms with his feelings for Gon, could he really act like none of this happen? Could he really just tell Gon they have to stop kissing? Could he really stay away from Gon?
No.
Yes.
Killua's hands turn into claws and he digs into the dirt, his breathing uneven. Why the fuck does his head hurt so much? He's got shivers all over his body. There's something changing in his head and his skull feels full. Killua can't stop thinking of Gon, that goofy smile on his face. The boy that's made him smile, that's made him feel alive, that has become the center piece of his thoughts. The boy that cares about him and spent his money to buy Killua chocolate. The boy that would give up his life just to protect Alluka and him from Illumi...that boy with those amber orbs...
"I w-want...I want to..." Killua can't even move, the pain is unbearable, that other voice is getting more frantic in his head.
Forget him. These thoughts aren't right. You don't deserve him. Forget about these feelings. Leave him.
"I want to..." Killua tenses, his breathing uneven, a tear falling down his cheek. That bright smile flashes through his mind, getting his chest to clench. "I want to stay with him!" Killua shouts, screaming after his words when his head feels like it's about to explode. "I...I!" Killua grips at the flesh of his forehead, wanting to get rid of this pain.
You want to kill him. These feelings are not-
"I don't want that...I don't! I don't want him...to get hurt I...I..." Killua growls, his tears leaking as he digs into his head, not able to stand this feeling anymore. "I love him!" Killua screams as he rips something out of his head, roaring out in his pain and this overwhelming relief as the pressure leaves his skull and it feels like he just set himself free. His mind becoming clear and that voice leaving him.
Killua pants, watching as his blood drips from his forehead onto the ground. Killua's own words seem to resonate, those three words that are spoken that are heard so often in movies...but those words became real to him. "I...Love him..." Killua's heart flutters and his cheeks become flushed. His chest clenches and his head doesn't hurt anymore. He just feels warm. Killua glances down at the bloody mess he has in his hands, watching his blood slip through his fingers only for his eyes to widen when he finds something in the red liquid.
A needle.
Killua trembles as he looks at the purple needle that was in his head. The reason he's been having all this pain, the source of all this discomfort. Killua's chest flares up with rage, recognizing that voice now, that voice that's been talking to him since as long as he can remember...Illumi. This is Illumi's. That bastard put a needle in him. All this time, he still had this power over him. Killua throws the needle, holding his head in his hands, taking deep breaths. How the fuck did he not know that was in his head? Killua's heart beats slowly in his chest, it's like all restraint, all chains, have been lifted. His mind is his own.
Killua blinks when his work phone starts going off. He takes a deep breath before he digs into his pocket and takes his phone out. More cases? Killua doesn't feel like doing this anymore. He's still trying to calm down his racing heart, trying to come to terms with his new found feelings for Gon and the needle he just ripped out.
Killua glares at his phone only for his breath to catch in his throat, his eyes widening and his stomach sinking. His face gets pale as he stares at the case that was just sent to him, as he looks at the picture. The first thing he saw was those amber eyes. Then he saw the name.
"Target: Gon.
Price: 1,000"
Killua immediately erases the case, his hands trembling, and his breathing coming out in uneven puffs. Who put a hit on Gon? Killua feels close to panicking when his phone rings again, and the same person sends him the same case. This time the price went up to 10,000. Killua erases it again. Killua checks his phone to see if anyone else in his family has gotten this case, he feels like throwing up. If he's getting Gon as a case, what if his other family members are? They'll try to kill him. Gon doesn't deserve to be a target. Gon is special. He's not someone to hunt down. It looks like Killua is the only one who is getting Gon as a target but that could change if Killua keeps turning this person down.
They've sent the case to him again, offering 100,000 dollars. Killua won't do it. He'd never do it. Killua finds a panic and rage start to build. Who would want Gon dead? The only person he can think of is Illumi and that thought makes his skin prickle, and electric sparks fly around him. But...But there's something else that's bothering him. As the cases keep being sent, more information is given. And the price keeps going higher and higher to the point that this person is saying to name Killua's price for Gon's life.
Killua can't stand it anymore. He does something that he would have never done last week. He gets on his work phone, types in his password, and gets to the Zoldyck's site. In this site, there's an area called the 'untouchables'. Which has all his family members. If you're untouchable that means that even if someone were to make a case about you, it would be destroyed before anyone would get it. Killua doesn't hesitate. His heart is hammering in his chest. An overwhelming feeling of protection overturning him, stealing him away, as he writes Gon's name...He doesn't know his last name so he just puts down Gon. Now anyone named Gon will be untouchable. Killua doesn't care. He puts it in and signs his name.
Gon is now...untouchable.
Killua feels the sweat fall down his face, his heart hammering in his chest as all the cases with Gon are erased, being wiped off the face of the earth. No one is going to try to assassinate Gon. Gon is never going to be a target. Killua's targets are people who aren't worth shit. They have all done something that has caused others to hate them. Gon hasn't done anything. Gon is kind and pure and sweet and strong and light...
He is not someone to kill. Killua doesn't care how much money someone will give him. Gon is...priceless. Killua flushes at himself, staring at his phone in disbelief, surprised at what he did. He's going to be hearing it from his family. They will question him for what he's done but at this moment, Killua doesn't care.
Killua is going to have a little talk with Illumi. Killua swallows down whatever fear he still has of his brother and gets up, feeling pissed off and worried at the same time. Someone wants Gon dead, and right now he's home alone, feeling weak. Killua has a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach that Gon is getting himself into trouble or doing something stupid.
Killua is falling behind on his kills. He needs to get this all done. Then he can worry about all this shit. Either Killua is freaking out because of his feelings for Gon or he's freaking out because there's always something going on with Gon but either way, Gon is always there. Killua needs time to recollect his thoughts and figure out just what the hell is he going to do?
Killua glances at his next target before taking off running, his head throbbing from him pulling the needle out. It's the best pain he's felt. The pain of freedom. He feels like something has been lifted from him. Things are just going to get more complicated. Later he'll question Illumi about the needle and about him trying to make Gon a target. He'll deal with his family. But for right now... He needs to take his mind off of this...Off of his worry and off of Gon. He has to get this done and then he can run back to Gon for his break. Killua can't be up his butt just because of his feelings...Killua doesn't even know what his next step is going to be but all he knows is that...
He wants to stay with Gon and he doesn't...want anyone else to have him. Gon is his. He just doesn't know it yet.
Gon's aching is not as bad as he thought it would be. Being outside seems to help with the headache he woke up with, the nice fresh air making him feel light. Gon feels anticipation. He can't help to wonder what kind of training Hisoka is going to have for him. It must be good if Hisoka went through the trouble of summoning Gon. The werewolf isn't letting his guard down though. He doesn't trust the magician, and Gon is aware he'll have to be more careful since he's not his strongest right now. It excites him. Going out to meet Hisoka for his training is exciting. Gon could get stronger by the magician. He's felt Hisoka's power and knows he's not one to be taken lightly-
Gon stops when he reaches the bushes, almost to the school, when he feels his phone vibrate. He pulls out his phone and is relieved to see it's from Kurapika.
"I'm sorry Gon, I had to slip out of the house. I could only hide for so long and it seemed to me that Killua was staying. I got Leorio to come pick me up so I'm going to be hiding out with him for a couple of hours. When Killua leaves you can tell me and I'll come back. I think you should have someone looking after you. Drink plenty of fluids and don't get out of bed too much."
Kurapika went out with Leorio? Gon can't help to smile. He hopes things go well with Leorio, if they spend more time together, maybe they'll get back together. Leorio would be happy. Gon frowns when he reads the end of Kurapika's message though. Killua is already gone and Gon is out of bed, heading to meet up with Hisoka. What should he tell Kurapika? He knows if he tells Kurapika what he's doing he would rush over to stop him and get him back in bed. Gon frowns at his phone. He doesn't want to lie.
"Spend as much time as you want with Leorio! I'll be fine. I will see you later." Gon sends this, hoping Kurapika won't press for too much information right now-
Gon gets another message. This one is from Alluka.
"Gon I've got to tell you something!"
"What do you got to tell me?" Gon sends back before taking a deep breath. He should probably meet up with Hisoka before he walks off. This is his time to turn back though. He could just go back home and lay down like everyone wants him to. It would be the safer thing to do but...
Gon walks out of the bushes, heading towards the front of the school, yellow eyes lock onto Amber. Gon decides he wants to see what Hisoka has to offer.
"Gon, you came." Hisoka's devilish eyes light up in glee. He's standing by himself in front of the school entrance way, his hip poked out and his arms crossed over his chest. He's wearing that white makeup again with the strange clothing. "I thought for sure you would stand me up but look at you. Me and you are going to have a lot of fun." Hisoka's voice is a purr as he walks closer to Gon, his hips seeing to shift with every movement.
"You sent me this letter." Gon pulls the letter out of his pocket, holding it out for Hisoka to see. Gon's eyes shine with determination. "It says you would teach me things and that you would train me if I came."
"That I did. I will train you Gon and I'll teach you well." Hisoka's yellow eyes slowly slide down Gon's body before they come back up to look into Gon's fiery amber orbs. He groans. "You're curious about me aren't you? The fact that you came says it all~" Hisoka looks way too pleased as he circles Gon, looking at him like a loin would look at a deer.
"I am kind of curious about you." Gon admits, tilting his head when Hisoka's lips form into a smirk. "You're strong. Really strong. I don't need to fight you to know that and you do these tricks that I don't understand, like how you made the pizza box float. You're working with Kurapika too and you hang out with the spiders. I don't know if you're a friend or an enemy."
"Hmm I could be both." Hisoka stops circling Gon, standing in front of him, the magician towering over the shorter man. "Depends on how you treat me Gon~ I could be your best friend, or I could be your worse enemy. Either way, it will be fun." Hisoka chuckles when he moves his finger and a card that wasn't there before comes out between his fingers, getting Gon's eyes to widen. "You like my little tricks, Gon?"
"Yeah! How did you do that? I didn't see that you had anything in your hands!" Gon blinks when Hisoka hands him the card...it has a joker on it.
"Gon, you're too cute." Hisoka chuckles darkly watching Gon gasp when the joker card burns up all of sudden.
"Wow! How do you do that?" Gon looks at Hisoka excitedly, bouncing from foot to foot. "Are you going to train me to do that?"
"No, my little Gon. A magician never exposes his secrets. But don't worry, I'll be training you in something more...interesting." Hisoka's lips curl at how Gon's eyes light up.
"Really? What will you be training me in? How are you going to train me? Will this training make me stronger?" Gon grips his fists, his eyes sparkling. He's excited. He wants to get stronger and he's sure Hisoka has something to offer him that will add to Wing's training. Hisoka gives him a bad feeling but at the same time he's not sure how to feel about him. As of right now, Hisoka isn't a friend or an enemy.
"My training will give you power~ a special kind of power." Hisoka's yellow eyes light up in glee when he sees how Gon looks more and more interested.
"Special kind of power? What is it?" Gon knows his tail would be wagging. He's completely forgotten that he was hurting.
"I power that can render a man helpless." Hisoka coos, poking his hip out.
"Helpless? What kind of power is that?" Gon watches as Hisoka chuckles, those yellow eyes narrowing with an emotion Gon doesn't get. He's not sure if he likes it though.
"You'll see little one. But lets warm up first before we get to work." Hisoka licks his lips, getting behind him, putting his hands on Gon's shoulders, leaning down so his lips are near Gon's ear. "Let's go swimming Gon. In order for this training to go well, we have to get closer." Hisoka's voice is husky, like a song.
"We do?" Gon tilts his head, allowing himself to be pushed by Hisoka, wincing slightly from the other. male pushing on one of his bruises. Gon can't help to perk up at the idea of swimming. "I love swimming! I use to all the time back at my old home!"
"Oh, did you now?" Hisoka's yellow eyes lazily look down at Gon, this lips stuck in that smile of his.
"Yeah. We had a lake and we would all swim in it. It was a lot of fun. I've been missing water actually. Swimming sounds good." Gon closes his eyes, thinking of his island and the lake he use to swim and fish in.
"Hmm I see." Hisoka's lips curl, those manicured hands squeezing Gon's shoulders lightly, as if massaging him. Gon winces from him pressing on his bruise again. He's not sure if he likes Hisoka behind him either. He's walking so close that his chest is almost pressed against Gon's back.
Gon is about to say something about it when he tenses. A shiver goes down his spine, his amber eyes narrowing in this feeling as he stops walking, whipping his head in the direction of this disturbance.
Illumi stands across the street from them, staring at Gon with those empty black eyes. He's still, like a doll, the wind blowing his long hair to the side. He wasn't there a second ago.
"Ah let's keep going little one." Hisoka pushes Gon on, moving his body so he's blocking Illumi's vision of the younger male. Hisoka gives Illumi a look but the other male doesn't leave. "looks like someone is jealous of our fun time."
"I don't like him." Gon glares over at Illumi, letting Hisoka push him along, away from Illumi who just stands there, following them with his eyes. He grips his fists. When ever he sees that guy he feels his body heat up with anger. He's a threat to Alluka and Killua. He's not a good person. If Gon didn't promise Alluka that he wouldn't get near Illumi when he's alone, he would go over there and question why he's out here.
"You would like him if you got him in bed." Hisoka chuckles, winking over at Illumi who finally turns and walks off. "He's very good, Gon. Very skilled with those hands of his." Hisoka coos in Gon's ear.
"I don't want to sleep in the same bed with him." Gon's eyebrows furrow at what Hisoka just told him. Hisoka and Illumi have slept in the same bed? He has trouble picturing it. He has trouble picturing Illumi asleep at all. He's like those dolls with the rolling eyelids that Mito had.
"Hehe so innocent. My, I just want to eat you up." Hisoka chuckles. "A word of caution about Illumi. He is set in his ways and will not change. He's smart and very dangerous, so take care around him little one. I wouldn't want you to become damaged."
"I'm not scared of him. I know he's strong but I won't let him hurt Alluka or Killua." Gon grips his fists, Hisoka's warning only making his heart burn with a fire. "I promised Alluka I wouldn't get near him if I could help it but I won't back down from a fight. How he's been treating Alluka is wrong."
"Such devotion to your friends. Such passion." Hisoka's yellow eyes become glazed over. "You'd do anything for them." Hisoka's voice is a purr as he keeps pushing Gon along. "Fight anyone for them." Hisoka's eyes get darker. "I'm getting excited just thinking about it~"
"Is Illumi your friend?" Gon tilts his head back to look at Hisoka. The older man's expression changing into one of curiosity. "You said you slept in the same bed as him. That means you're close right?"
"We got close. Really close." Hisoka licks his lips. He keeps pushing Gon down the street, they're coming up on a large building. "If you ask Illumi if he has friends, he will quickly tell you no. But he's just shy. He loves me so much he doesn't know what to do with himself."
"Really?" Gon blinks. He can't help to think of that blank expression of the Zoldyck. "Are you mates?"
"Oh no. He's too stubborn to admit his feelings for me. It's a tragedy really." Hisoka's eyes narrow, eying Gon. "I'm looking for a real man."
"I think it's for the best. I don't know if Illumi is a good mate for anyone." Gon frowns. He really doesn't like him.
"Tell me Gon, do you have a mate?" Hisoka's hand moves from Gon's shoulder to rake those long nails in his hair. It stings a bit but feels good too. Like a nice rub.
"No, not yet." Gon smiles. "I'm still looking and I'm not rushing it either. I'll find my true mate some day."
"Isn't it funny how we are both looking for a mate? We have a lot in common, you and I." Hisoka's eyes light up when Gon tilts his head in the feeling of his nails in his scalp.
"I suppose." Gon chuckles. "but I think a lot of people are still looking for mates. Killua is still looking for his and Alluka."
"Why weren't you in school today Gon? I missed you in math~ Killua and Alluka weren't there either. Nor was Kurapika." Hisoka's smirk is wide.
"Oh I wasn't feeling too good. I had to stay home."
"And you came out just for me even though you were feeling bad? Oh Gon~ You make me feel so special." Hisoka stops rubbing Gon's head, much to the werewolf's disappointment. He stops Gon in front of that large building, Gon's wrinkles his nose when he smells chemicals.
"What's this?"
"This is where we'll be swimming." Hisoka lets go of Gon's shoulders and takes a step back. Gon walks up the stairs by himself, wincing slightly from his weak legs but it's not too bad.
"Where's the water?" Gon frowns when he walks into the building only to see a white room with barely anything in it.
"This way~" Hisoka walks in, his voice a sing song, pointing his finger to the left. Gon follows his lead, feeling uncomfortable with Hisoka walking behind him...the other male is staring at him intently. Gon can feel it.
"Hisoka I don't like your staring." Gon stops by the door, looking back at Hisoka who has stopped behind him, those lips turning in a smirk.
"It's hard not to stare when you have a bottom like yours Gon. It takes up my field of vision."
"My butt?" Gon touches his butt, not sure he likes the excited flare of those yellow eyes. "Are you saying it's big too?" Gon frowns. When he had wore those tight clothes that's what all the students were saying.
"Very big but that's a good thing. It will aid in the power I'm going to teach you." Hisoka says with this curling smile.
"Really? My butt will give me power?" Gon tilts his head, not really understanding.
"Mmhmm. A very hardcore power." Hisoka chuckles to himself, like he's laughing at his own joke. Gon tilts his head before he turns and walks into the room that the smell of chemicals seem to be coming from. He's not sure how Hisoka is going to train him how to use his butt to render people helpless but he's interested. Maybe it is a magic trick after all.
Gon's eyes light up as he takes in this hole filled with blue, sparking water. It reeks of chemicals but Gon's so excited at seeing water. He wants to jump in and feel the water cover his body like back in his island.
"You really like the water." Hisoka chuckles as he watches Gon's excited eyes take in the pool. "This is an interesting pool because in order to swim, you must take off your clothes." Hisoka sits down on this chair, those yellow eyes sweeping over Gon's body once again.
Gon looks over at Hisoka, his smile wide. Hisoka blinks at such an excited look, the magician even seems taken aback. "Yay! That's great! I never swim with clothes anyway!" Gon chuckles, taking off his shirt and throwing the troublesome thing off to the side. Gon gets to work on his pants, ready to just jump into that water. At least the humans understand that swimming without clothes is how it should be done!
"Hm?" Hisoka, who was watching happily off to the side, stops smiling when he sees the bruises covering Gon's back and the large one on his lower back from Killua pushing him. "You're got bruises covering your body, little one. Who have you been fighting with?"
"Oh this?" Gon blinks, looking down at his bruised flesh. "It's nothing. I got it from training." Gon waves his hand before he drops his pants, feeling those yellow eyes stare at him intensely. So intensely Gon shivers slightly, feeling strange.
"That body Gon~ ahh I can't believe you striped for me! This is the best day." Hisoka groans behind him. "The things I would do to you. I want to be buried deep in you." Hisoka stands up, Gon feeling the hairs on his arms stick up. "The power is already strong with you~"
Gon doesn't understand what Hisoka is saying but he's not sure he likes it. Gon can hear Killua in his head now, his voice.
"You shouldn't show just anyone your body." Killua had said that as he held Gon in his arms this morning, staring at him with those deep blue eyes, his face stone. Is this what Killua meant? Does showing his body to someone like Hisoka make them act more weird?
Gon turns to face towards Hisoka when he gets too close, those yellow eyes keep looking over his body, dark with something dangerous. Gon gets in a stance, not sure if he's going to have to fight him or if he should put his clothes back on. He wanted to swim but Hisoka is a threat right now. He can sense it.
"I think we should skip the warm up and go straight to the training." Hisoka smirks, walking closer. "Are you afraid, Gon?"
"I'm not sure." Gon answers honestly, his amber eyes alight in a fire. He's not going to back down. He doesn't know what Hisoka is planning on doing. "I think you're planning on doing something bad."
"oh nothing bad Gon. Nothing bad at all." Hisoka smirks, getting so close that he's almost touching him. He reaches out like he's about to touch Gon, those yellow eyes narrowing in something that Gon recognizes.
Lust.
Gon's seen it in the females as they stared at him. He's seen it in the males that tried to mate with Mito. Gon knows what it is but this lust is darker somehow. Something stronger, and Gon feels himself heat up as blood pumps to his aching muscles, feeling a fight coming on when Hisoka grabs Gon's throat, his sharp nails sticking into his flesh-
"What the fuck!" Gon and Hisoka blink, both turning their heads to look over at a couple of humans that have walked into the room. There's three human males, the one that spoke looks familiar, his nose wrinkled up at seeing Gon naked. Doesn't Gon know him?- The man locks eyes with Gon and his eyes widen. "Holy shit, it's you! You're that pooper guy! The guy who works with that jack ass that blows up the McDonald's!"
"It is him!" the other human agrees. "He looks exactly like the guy on the news!"
"You ass hole, I just wanted my fries but then you had to come in talking about crapping and then you blew up the McDonald's! What did McDonald's ever do to you? Murderer!"
"Guys, holy shit is that Ronald McDonald?" One of the guys who's eyes are glossy points at Hisoka.
"It is. Fucking shit it is! It's Ronald McDonald!"
"You destroy McDonald's but you're getting it on with Ronald McDonald?!"
"This is so messed up! We got to tell the police about this, they'll stop you in your Ronald McDonald fucking ways!"
"Wait guys...this is kind of beautiful you know? Like romeo and Juliet. They love each other but they're torn because the naked guy doesn't like McDonald's and Ronald McDonald is kind of owned by it. I say we leave them alone. Go naked guy, go and be free."
"Shut the fuck up Tommy."
"Yeah shut the fuck up Tommy, you're so stupid. If we let him go he'll destroy more McDonald's. What am I going to do for food? He's trying to kill us. He's the enemy. I'm going to punch him in his naked face-"
"Ahh i'm sorry about the McDonald's but it's kind of my job. My employer doesn't like what they do to the animals." Gon frowns, knowing he's caused these people trouble. They smell strange...like a plant of some kind. Their eyes are hazy and they don't seem to be in the right mind.
"Ohh you three ruined my fun and ruined the moment." Hisoka's eyes narrow at the three who are staring at him with wide eyes. The air has become tense, Hisoka's eyes becoming glazed over, his blood lust can be felt. "I don't appreciate you comparing me to a clown. I'm a magician. Watch how I'll cut you all to pieces with just the flick of the wrist" Hisoka pulls out a card, Gon reaches out and grabs Hisoka's wrist, stopping him from doing what ever he was about to do. Those dark eyes fall on Gon, the werewolf doesn't back off. These humans haven't done anything, they are no threat to them, Hisoka was about to kill them.
"Ronald McDonald is pissed!" One of the males screams, they all turn and run, Gon letting out a sigh of relief. They didn't seem too bright but at least they could sense that they were in danger and ran off before Hisoka could hurt them.
"You are too kind Gon. Letting those boys go. They are a waste. They will not grow to be anything desirable." Hisoka's eyes still hold that blood lust. "If you let go, I could still get them. They took a couple of pictures."
"No. if I let go, you'll kill them. I still feel kind of bad for destroying the McDonald's. The food did smell really good..."
"So you really did destroy a McDonald's? I thought that was high gibberish?" Hisoka raises a thin eyebrow but when Gon nods his head, Hisoka chuckles. "My, what a bad boy~"
"It's my job and I like my employer." Gon huffs, not liking being called 'bad.' He lets go of Hisoka when he feels that the boys have gotten far enough away to be safe. Gon walks off from Hisoka, still feeling his blood lust but he wants to swim. That's why Gon came here after all and he intends on swimming.
Gon jumps into the pool, closing his eyes and letting the cold water surround him and cool his body. He missed this. Gon blows air out his nose till there's none left in his lungs so he's able to lay flat on the floor. There's chemicals all in this water but Gon doesn't mind.
Gon isn't sure if he should stay with Hisoka for much longer. The man is dangerous. Gon wants to know what training he'll be giving him though. He's still curious about this power of his butt. Gon comes up when he can't hold his breath anymore, sucking in the air before wiping his eyes. He blinks when he notices Hisoka isn't in the room anymore. Did he leave to chase after those boys? Gon frowns, getting out of the pool, his body dripping. He picks up his pants when he saw they were moving and takes out his phone. He has a couple of messages.
One is from Kurapika.
"Tell me when Killua leaves. Leorio wants to come over as well to see you. He says he wants to look you over. I told him about the bruises and everything. I hope you don't mind."
"That's fine! I'll tell you when you can come over! Leorio can come over if he wants. That'll be fun." Gon sends this message before looking at the others.
The next one is from Alluka.
"Don't tell my brother but...I really like Zushi. He's so cute Gon! And he's so nice! I want to see him some more so could you please bring him with you Sunday? Pretty please?"
Gon can't help to smile at that, this giddy feeling in his chest when he thinks of the possibilities. Alluka and Zushi? His two friends? He likes it. Zushi had an interest in her too! Gon could sense it!
"I won't tell Killua! That's great, you like him Alluka! I think he likes you too! I'll definably bring him Sunday! I was planning to anyway!" Gon sends this message and he's not able to do much else before his phone vibrates with a new message from Alluka.
"You think he likes me? I feel so happy right now, my face is heating up. I think this is my first crush and it feels so great having someone to talk to about it! Brother would kill Zushi if he knew! He's so stubborn! He treats me like a little girl most of the time."
"Don't worry! I'll help with Killua! I'll try to keep him distracted and away from you! Just tell me when and i'll do all I can to keep Killua away from you guys so you can have your alone time! Killua will just have to warm up to Zushi. He's a really good guy and he would make a great mate for you Alluka."
"I can't thank you enough! I can't wait for Sunday now. I feel like squealing. I'm texting Zushi right now and he just said my dress was pretty!"
"Yay! Zushi likes your dress!" Gon texts back, feeling like squealing himself. He knows his tail would be wagging, he can practically feel Alluka radiating happiness from the phone and it makes him happy.
"I'm going to teach him how to sow Sunday and he's going to show me some of his forms he's learned from Wing. I can't believe it. I never thought I'd find someone I could have this feeling with...but he's everything I like! The more I talk to him, the more I like him! Do you think I should ask him out on a date? Would that be too forward? Should I wait for him to ask me?"
"I think you should do what you want to do Alluka. I can tell you though, if you want to get your intentions across, the best thing to give him is a sunflower. Trust me. To us, a sunflower represents a declaration of love!"
"I don't know if I love him just yet! I really like him. I just want to spend more time with him and get to know him better."
"Then just ask Zushi to spend more time with you! I'm sure he wants to too." Gon texts and can't help his smile. He's happy for his friends.
"Hey Gon? Can I ask you something?" she texts.
"Sure. Anything!" Gon texts back, looking up. Hisoka is no where to be seen. Should he just go? Gon might want to swim a bit more.
"How do you think Zushi will react when he finds out...about me. Do you think it will be bad? I don't know if I want to deal with that heart break. Do you know Zushi enough to guess how he would react if he knows that I've killed people and that i'm a...girl inside a boy's body?"
Gon thinks about this carefully. He doesn't know Zushi that well from just meeting him and honestly Gon's not sure how he will react to it. He doesn't think Zushi would break Alluka's heart though. Zushi might be surprised, and he may need to think but Gon believes in his heart of hearts that Zushi won't care about how Alluka's body is. Zushi is kind.
"I can't say for sure but I think he would still want to be your mate. I don't think Zushi will care about your body, he's kind and sees the heart. That's what i've gotten from Zushi. I think that you made a great choice. Zushi will be a good mate for you."
"Thanks Gon. I can't thank you enough. I'm glad I met you. I'll try to be confident when I see Zushi Sunday...i'll wear one of by best dresses!"
"That sounds good Alluka! Show Zushi your cloths making skills!" Gon sends this message before finally Hisoka comes back into the room. Those yellow eyes have dulled down and the blood lust is gone. He smirks at Gon, poking out his hip.
"Sorry I just had to take care of something." Hisoka chuckles when Gon puts on his clothes when Hisoka starts looking at his body again.
"Did you kill those boys?"
"Hm? Oh no. I did no such thing little one, don't worry your pretty head." Hisoka raises a thin eyebrow. "Are you finished swimming?"
"Yeah. I want to train." Gon is getting sleepy and his muscles are starting to ache more. He won't be able to stay out much longer. And he's not sure if he should stay out too late with Hisoka. Kurapika still needs to come back home and Leorio wants to meet with him too. He'll need energy for that.
"Very well. In order to train you, I must take you to a magical store." Hisoka turns on his heel, walking out of the pool area, Gon following behind him. Those strange heeled shoes click against the floor as Hisoka walks and Gon can't help to notice that the air smells of blood. Gon's eyes narrow as he looks around, sniffing the air, trying to pinpoint where it's coming from. Hisoka's yellow eyes catch this, his lips curling. "You know Gon, I am a demon. The smell of blood is very arousing to me. Do you like it as well?"
"Not really."Gon glares at Hisoka as this man keeps walking. "did you do something?"
"Nothing but another magic trick." Hisoka chuckles darkly.
Gon has a feeling Hisoka killed people but he doesn't say anything else about it. There's something about Hisoka that reminds him of Killua. Maybe it's the lingering scent of blood that seems to be on their hands. They smell of death...but Gon doesn't mind it. Killing people is Killua's job and Hisoka lusts for blood as well. Maybe it's because Hisoka is a demon?
"So Gon, tell me about your family." Hisoka turns his head to smile at Gon when they walk out of the building, the fresh air taking away the scent of blood. "We need to get more intimate."
"My family?" Gon raises his eyebrow. "Why do you want to know?"
"I'm curious. You're quite an interesting character. I wonder what kind of people raised you. Tell me about your mother and father."
"I couldn't tell you much about them. I never met either of them." Gon keeps following Hisoka across the street, looking both ways like Mito taught him so not to repeat that incident with Leorio.
"Oh?" Hisoka glances back at Gon, those yellow eyes interested. "Then who raised you?"
"My aunt." Gon isn't sure but the more he talks, the more he gets that bad feeling in his chest. "Tell me about your family Hisoka."
"My family?" the demon blinks. "There's not much to say about them." He chuckles as they continue to walk, Gon speeds up so he's walking next to him. He can keep up with the demon even though he's weak. "Parents are a young demon's nightmare. I left as soon as I could walk but they ate my brother. I can't say much. He did taste delicious~"
"You ate your brother?!" Gon gasps. "Why you guys do that?"
"Because it was something we could do. A demon doesn't need a reason." Hisoka hums, those dangerous yellow eyes locking with Gon. "We do what we want...and take what we want."
"Why would you want to eat your brother though?" Gon still can't wrap his mind around that part. He would never want to eat Mito or any of his kind. It makes him more curious about demons and how they live. Hisoka is clearly dangerous and if he were to attack him, Gon would be in trouble.
"He was weak. We had to get rid of such a trouble some demon." Hisoka smiles at Gon and those lips curl so much. It's like his lips have grown into his smile and it sends a shiver down Gon's spine. "Demons are dangerous Gon. Shame on you for coming out to meet one. But it seems you have a thing for demons." Hisoka stops walking when they're in front of this building that has big flashing red lights. "You've made one your 'best friend.'" His lips curl at best friend.
"Killua?" Gon perks up at that, those amber eyes lighting up curiosity. "but Killua isn't a demon." Gon doesn't know if Hisoka knows what Killua is so he won't say anything.
"So he hasn't told you?" Hisoka muses. "He is part werecat and part demon. He's a mixed breed. Which makes him even more of a danger. Those two mixed together could spell trouble for you little one. As a fellow demon, I understand the thoughts that go through his head." Hisoka's eyes sweep over Gon's body, licking his lips. Gon grips his fists but he can't help to listen and be intrigued. Killua is part demon? Why didn't he say anything? Is being a demon suppose to be a secret? Killua might be a demon but Gon doesn't feel like he's anything like Hisoka.
"Killua wouldn't hurt me and even if he did, I don't care. Killua may be a demon but to me he's just Killua." Gon smiles to himself, a certain happiness in his chest for finding out more about the other male, even if it wasn't by Killua himself.
"I care if he hurts you Gon." Hisoka coos. "So that's why i'm training you. I'm going to teach you how you can tame such a beast. And if he makes you angry, just come and use this power on me~ Or better yet I could watch or I could be involved. You're open minded aren't you little one?"
"A power to tame Killua? Is it going to hurt him? I don't think I want to tame him-"
"It will make him feel good and what I'm about to teach you will make you understand how to please your future mate as well."
"Really?" Gon's eyes shine, and despite how oddly Hisoka is smiling, he can't help to be excited about this. What power is he going to teach him that will 'tame' Killua and make his future mate happy? It has something to do with his butt too right?
"Yes~ Go through those doors Gon and I'll teach you everything that I know." Hisoka looks too excited, licking his lip when Gon runs into the building that looks like it's a shop of some kind. Gon walks through the second door, the bells jiggling as he walks in and he can't help his eyes widening at how big this place is. There's clothing everywhere and a bunch of things hanging off the walls. Gon feels an excitement build up. What is this place? And how will this place teach him how to please his mate?
"Hey kid, you got your id?" Gon blinks over to a man who is walking over to him. He's very thin, his brown hair long and flowing, and his blue eyes are narrowed at him. He has a small face too.
"ID?" Gon tilts his head, frowning.
"He's with me jake." Hisoka comes through the door, the man tenses and bites his lip. Hisoka smirks.
"This kid is obviously too young to be in here. I need to see his ID-"
"I can't give you his ID but I can give you my D." Hisoka purrs, getting the other male to flush. Hisoka grabs the man and licks up his neck, getting the worker to groan. "Gon go look around. I'm going to take care of some...business first. We'll start the training when I get back~"
"H-He's a little young for you don't y-you think?" The man squeaks when Hisoka pushes him into this closet. Gon can smell the arousal from both of them and he quickly moves away from where those two are, knowing that they are about to mate. Demons don't just have one mate do they? Gon feels this tensing in his chest at the thought of Killua doing what Hisoka is doing. Mating with someone random. Killua says he hasn't mated with anyone but that could change soon right? Gon knows he doesn't like it. Something is twisting his stomach. He doesn't want Killua mating with others but at the same time, Gon's not sure if he wants to mate with Killua. It's like he's stuck in the middle right now.
Gon soon gets distracted from his thoughts as he looks through the store, taking in all the clothes they're selling. A lot of the material these clothes are made from is see through and they look so small like they won't cover much of the body. There's music playing in the background that calms Gon, something soft and sweet. This is a nice store.
It still amazes Gon, the human world. Though Gon and Mito use to trade their crops for materials from buyers, it's nothing like the stores the humans have. Most the time if Gon wanted something, he would just find it out in the island. In order to get what you need in the human world, you need paper called money and you need to go to a store to buy it. They have wondrous things here though that Gon couldn't find or make himself on the island. Like this thing! Gon finds a small dress that looks like it's made of feathers and there's fake white wings attached to it. It feels nice to the touch and Gon likes the little wings. Maybe when he gets some more money he could come back here? These look like some nice clothes.
Gon puts the clothes back and heads towards the back, there's a lot of things hanging on the walls and he's curious as to what that could be. Gon blinks when he reaches the back, tilting his head. There's whips and paddles hanging on a hook. There's metal rods too. Is this a place to buy weapons too? Gon takes a whip down and hits It against the ground, the snapping sound it makes, gets Gon to tense. A bad memory coming back to him from the crack of the whip.
His body heats up in his anger and he quickly puts the whip back. He doesn't like those much. Not after that one attack on his island when he was younger, it was during the same attack that his grandmother was killed as well.
They came at an unexpected time, a day of cerebrating. It was the eldest werewolf's birthday and a shipment of wine came in that their crops had paid for. Gon was...six at the time if he remembers. They came on the ships and when all the older werewolves were drunk and celebrating, they attacked. Gon didn't understand what was going on, at that age he was just the size of a puppy and he was out in the forest collecting berries for Mito. He remembers being tangled in one of the poacher's nets and every time he would struggle it would burn him. Every time he would struggle the human would whip him, the crack of the whip echoing in the forest, Gon's young flesh being ripped by it.
Gon was almost taken that day, if not for his grandmother, he wouldn't be alive right now. Mito was on the other side of the island so she wasn't effected by the attack but his grandmother was with the elders. She heard Gon's whimpers and growls and she came to aid him. That was the first time Gon saw his grandmother kill and her wolf form. She was so large and strong. Gon could only gawk at her as she bit that human in half, his blood staining the trees and the grass. She bit into the net and set Gon free. Gon remembers being so small, standing on his tip toes to try to hug the large wolf, his small body aching from being beaten. And he remembers the gun shot, and the howl that left his grandmother as she fell on her side, the human that shot her, along with all the other humans, retreating from them having so many losses.
Silver is a deadly thing to a werewolf. Gon didn't know what to do as his grandmother changed back to her human form, whimpering in pain, the bullet was lodged deep in her shoulder. Gon remembers just licking the bullet wound, trying to aid in his grandmother's healing but nothing he did helped. His grandmother's skin became pale and fragile, easily ripped. It didn't take long for her to die. The silver was like a poison that spread and stopped her heart.
Gon's amber eyes have gotten dull as he stares at the whip, deep in his thoughts, only to shake his head. Coming back to the here and now. Moving on from the weapons to see what else this place has. Gon smiles to himself, thinking of the teddy bear back at home that Alluka gave him. I'll take care of this one grandmother. I won't let it get hurt. And I won't let anything happen to my friends or Mito.
Gon will be the protector. His grandmother didn't die in vain. He'll keep her alive in his heart, just like Kurapika is keeping Pairo alive in his. Gon will keep getting stronger. He'll give it all he has. Starting with learning Hisoka's strange power.
Gon grips his fists and keeps moving on through this store, looking for something else. Gon blinks when he sees a leash with a spiky collar. They sell animal things here too? This store has everything! Gon tilts his head when he sees masks and hand cuffs. Gon grabs some hand cuffs that are fuzzy and pink. He sniffs at them before putting them back. Gon's eyes light up when he sees this container that says 'strawberry flavored lube.' Strawberries?! Gon grabs the container and opens it up, squirting a bit onto his tongue. Gon's face scrunches up and he puts it back. It doesn't taste like strawberries. Not the strawberries Gon likes anyway. Gon tilts his head, looking at all these flavors and there's something called a 'deep throat' help? Are these medicines?
Gon keeps moving on only to stop when his eyes fall on all these boxes hanging on the wall with...
"Male reproductive organs?" Gon blinks, his eyes wide as he looks at all the real life dicks as Killua would say. Some are small and others big but it's just the dick. Gon keeps walking and tilts his head when there's things that are shaped like the male reproductive organ but they're different colors and some are sparkly. What are these for?
"ohh Gon it looks like you found the toys." Hisoka's coos, getting Gon to look back at the magician that has just come out of that room with the worker. The other man is sitting at the desk, smoking a cigarette, his face flushed. Hisoka doesn't look like he's broken a sweat as he stands by Gon's side.
"What are these for?" Gon looks at Hisoka with curiosity.
"These are for fun. These are called dildos and you can be really creative with them. They can be used for someone who doesn't have a mate to play with them, and they can be used as extra stimulation for a couple mating." Hisoka's yellow eyes light up with how Gon listens intently.
"They can be used for people without mates?" Gon looks back at these dildos, interested.
"Yes. Why don't we get one for you Gon? Help to prepare you for what's to come." Hisoka chuckles as his eyes slide over the selection. "I'm sure that you've felt aroused before yes?"
"I think so." Gon remembers how he's gotten hard a couple of times and what that means...He needs to take care of it himself so is he suppose to use these things to do that? The werewolves never told him about dildos before though.
"Mmm this will help with that if you don't have anyone Gon, but of course, you could always come to me." Hisoka chuckles when Gon shakes his head. "When you become aroused just slick this up with this." Hisoka grabs that liquid that Gon saw. "And slowly put it up your butt. You'll enjoy it. How about this one Gon?" Hisoka grabs a dildo that looks pretty large. "I'm a bit bigger than this but this Is a good starter~"
"I put it in my butt?" Gon grabs the box and lube, tilting his head. "And it will help when I get hard?" Gon looks at Hisoka. Hisoka's eyes get glazed over and he looks like he's drooling.
"Yes, yes it will. But you don't want to hurt yourself little one. Before you put this in, prepare yourself by sticking three fingers in your bottom, one at a time. Slowly work your fingers in till it feels good then put this in. Use the lube as well. Maybe you should take a video so I can make sure you're doing it correctly." Hisoka licks his lips. "Or I could show you myself~"
"I think I got it." Gon tilts his head at the dildo and the lube. He looks at Hisoka. "Is this a part of the training? And if this costs money, I don't have any to spend."
"That's alright. Whatever you get, I'll be paying for with my body." Hisoka winks over at the worker who sputters on his drink.
"Get w-whatever you want kid."
"Oh wow thanks." Gon smiles before he looks at Hisoka. "Teach me the special power. I'm glad that i'm getting this though, I think I was in need of this."
"Yes of course, any time. Now lets start with your training. Yes." Hisoka hums happily as he pushes Gon deeper into the store. "Now if you want to render a man helpless, if you want to tame Killua and please your mate, you must have the right tools. As you know, best friends kiss on the lips." Hisoka's lips sneer when Gon's eyes light up and he nods his head. "There's other things that best friends do as well~"
"Really?" Gon tilts his head.
"Yes. Instead of just kissing on the lips you can kiss other places as well. Try kissing Killua on the neck and on his ears. Touching is good for a best friend as well."
"I see." Gon nods, taking in all Hisoka is saying. "This shows more affection?"
"Yes. The more you touch, the more affection that is being shown." Hisoka smirks. "Now Gon, whenever you want to tame Killua or just to make your mate happy, you will use this power." Hisoka nods his head over to this pole that's in the middle of the store. "The power of dance Gon~"
"Dance?" Gon blinks, tilting his head at the pole. "Dance has the power to render men helpless? And to tame Killua? And to make my mate happy? I didn't know dancing was so powerful!" Gon grips his fists, his eyes lighting in excitement. He drops the dildo and the lube so his hands are free. "I know some moves that Mito taught me!" Gon is bouncing he's so excited.
"Really? Show me then." Hisoka watches as Gon's eyes light up and he holds out his hands. Hisoka blinks.
"Come over here then!" Gon holds out his arms, the demon walking closer. Hisoka raises his eyebrow when Gon puts Hisoka's arms on his shoulder and Gon puts his arms on Hisoka's waist. "Now we move, side to side." Gon cheers as he moves just like that.
"Oh Gon you woo me." Hisoka chuckles. "So cute." Hisoka moves them so that one of his hands is clenching Gon's and he dips him. "This is good, but if you want to tame a demon you're going to need more than this." Hisoka purrs, pulling Gon back up, the two dancing across the store. Hisoka smirks when Gon dips him, learning the move from the demon. "You're a fast learner~"
"I am!" Gon knows his tail would be wagging as he lets go of Hisoka, bouncing. "What other dance moves do you have?"
"hmm why don' you show him Jake?" Hisoka hums, looking over at the worker who's been watching them. The man flushes.
"You want me to teach him my moves?" Jake grumbles, coming over to the two, flipping his hair. "I don't think the brat can handle it." Jake's eyes flash black, getting Gon's eyes to widen.
"You're a demon too?" Gon blinks before he glares at Jake. "I can handle your dance moves!" Gon's eyes shine with determination.
"We'll see." Jake smirks as he grips the pole. Gon watches as this man climbs on the pole and does twirls and shakes his butt a lot. Gon watches intently, it seems most of it is movement of the butt and doing tricks. "Try it dumpling."
"Okay!" Gon grabs the pole, trying to remember what the guy did first. Gon starts to climb up the pole and then he slides down it, doing a twirl.
"You're not a fire fighter." Jake sighs, poking out his hip. "Try moving your hips." Gon does just that, wiggling his hips just like he said. "No like I did. You're not a worm either. Doing it slow at first- there you go, that's better." Jake hums in approval when Gon moves his hips slower, just like he said. "Here let me help." Jake gets behind Gon, and hits his legs. "Spread them more, try to make your booty bounce like I did. ah there you go! You're getting it."
"It doesn't take much to make that butt move." Hisoka chuckles darkly.
Gon likes the praise but at the same time he doesn't feel comfortable with Hisoka again. He can smell that arousal of the demon.
"Now when you climb the pole, move your hips like your making love with the pole. Just thrust your hips forward." Jake watches as Gon does a twirl, having more fun then being sexy. He sighs. "You're not doing it- there you go. And lets say you don't have a pole, just work that money maker you got there."
"Money maker?" Gon stops twirling on the pole, glancing over at Jake.
"Yes, just shake that butt of yours."
"The power of dance is because of the butt?" Gon tilts his head but he does what Jake says. Dancing is kind of fun.
"Yes and the music. Just feel the music and go with it." Jake smiles slightly when Gon's dancing gets better and the boy closes his eyes, moving his hips with the rhyme. "There you go! You know I need another boy at my strip club. You're a little young but hey, who cares? My clients would pay good money to see you dance."
"I could dance for money?" Gon smiles. He needs more money and this is fun! He doesn't know when Knuckle will call him for another job. Maybe he could get another one? It doesn't seem too hard.
"Here's my card. Call me any time you want." Jake winks only to tense up when he feels Hisoka's dark glare on his back. "For the j-job of course." He chuckles nervously.
"Thanks." Gon takes the card, putting it in his pocket. This seems promising. Gon yawns, his body starting to ache really bad. Alluka's potion is wearing off. "Hisoka and Jake, thanks for teaching me dancing and about dildos but I'm going to head home."
"Oh? Leaving so soon?" Hisoka pouts. "But we haven't gotten to the best part-"
Gon blinks when his phone starts to go off. It's vibrating more than once so he's getting a call? Gon takes out his phone, his eyes lighting up when he sees it's Killua calling him. He answers it.
"Killua!" Gon cheers.
"Gon!" Killua sounds flustered before he sighs. "Since you answered right away I doubt you were sleeping."
"No, I wasn't." Gon winches.
"Are you in bed right now? Have you been at least trying to rest?" Killua presses. He sounds irritated.
"Um..." Gon frowns. He told Killua he wouldn't lie to him anymore but he's going to be mad when he finds out he's not at home resting. "I'm not in bed and I haven't been resting at all."
"What? Why haven't you? What are you doing right now?"
"He's spending time with me~" Hisoka coos next to the phone. Gon feels like the air just dropped a couple of degrees. He heard Killua gasp from shock. Gon bites his lip. He's going to be so angry-
"What the fuck are you doing with him Gon?! Is he in your apartment?! How did he get in?-"
"I went out to meet him-"
"You did what?!"
"He sent me a letter about training-"
"I don't care what the fuck he sent you. Gon I'm going to beat the shit out of you! How could you be so stupid- You know what, where are you?"
"A-Ah..." Gon frowns, knowing Killua is angry with him. He looks at Hisoka who smirks. "Where are we Hisoka?"
"We're in a sex shop Gon."
"A sex shop?!" Killua's voice gets higher, like a squeak. Killua sounds like he's barely breathing.
"Killua I'm-" Gon starts only for Killua to hang up the phone. "Killua is really angry at me. He wanted me to rest and I went out when I shouldn't." Gon rubs his arm. "I should get home."
"He'll be here before you can get home." Hisoka coos. "I would use what we taught you Gon. I'm sure that will defuse him."
"Dance?" Gon looks hopeful only to tense when the window breaks, a very pissed off Killua marching into the store, electric sparks flying off of him. Killua's eyes are so dark as they fall on Gon who is looking at him with wide eyes and Hisoka who is smirking. "Killua-" Gon starts, feeling goosebumps on his skin. Gon's eyes widen when Killua is right in front of him in a blink of an eye, his expression serious. His hair has gone back to normal, not as puffy and the electric sparks have stopped.
"We're leaving." Killua grabs Gon's arm so tightly Gon winces, wondering if he's going to break his arm as he yanks Gon, pulling him. He stops to give such a menacing glare to Hisoka, the magician putting his hands up. "I'll kill you if you've touched him." Killua snarls, the words deep and warped before he pulls Gon, marching out of the building.
"Killua wait I left my dildo back there-"
"Dildo?!" Killua whips his head back at Gon out of disbelief, his eyes wide.
"Yeah Hisoka taught me how you put one in your butt and it helps when you're aroused-" Gon tries to make conversation with his friend but what he just said seems to make it worse.
"Mother fucker!" Killua lets go of Gon and runs back into the store. "Stay here Gon." Killua's voice leaves no room for argument. Gon frowns, shifting from foot to foot. He swallows, feeling like he's in big trouble, like when he's gotten in trouble with Mito. He just wanted to get stronger and he learned all about dancing...he's not that bad off right now. Gon bites his lip, he doesn't like Killua being angry with him-
Gon's eyes widen when the whole building collapses, falling in on itself. Killua walks out of the rumble, his face still contorted with his anger as he marches over to Gon, and grabs him hard on his wrist before dragging him off. "I can't believe you. This is the stupidest thing you've done." Killua snarls as he keeps pulling Gon, and it hurts. "I can't leave you alone for five fucking minuets before you're doing some kind of crazy shit. I told you to stay in bed and rest. And what do you do? Oh i'm Gon and I'm sick but you know what? I think I'll go outside and play with a fucking clown rapist because that sounds like something to do today! Oh and while I'm at it, lets just go to the fucking sex store because you know that just sounds like a perfect day to me!" Killua mocks Gon's voice pulling him across the street so fast that Gon stumbles and it's like Killua is dragging him at this point.
"Killua-"
"I've had a shit day, working my ass off, worrying about you and I had a feeling. Ohh I had a feeling you were doing something dumb and I was right! Today has been full of shit and here you are, giving me more shit. You've given me a shit storm, right in my face-"
"Killua you're hurting me." Gon closes his eye in his wince when Killua tightens his grip on his arm. Gon's a little surprise when Killua lets go of him quickly. He stops walking, taking deep breathes, his back to Gon. The young werewolf fiddles with his fingers, knowing his ears would be flatten. He's made Killua really angry. The boy is fuming right now and he's breathing hard. "Killua I'm-"
"Why would you meet up with him?" Killua snarls, his body tense. "Why didn't you rest?"
"He sent me a letter that said he would train me. I just wanted to get stronger-"
"What if he was lying you idiot! What if he just wanted to get you alone? Damn it Gon you're weak right now! Why would you be so reckless!" Killua turns on Gon, pushing him against the wall of a building, pinning him to it, growling in his face. "Did he touch you? Did you really let him put a dildo in your ass?"
"No he just told me what I'm suppose to do with them and he didn't really touch me I-" Gon starts only to be silenced by Killua roughly kissing him, shoving his tongue down his throat. Gon's eyes widen at how demanding the kiss is and how Killua's tongue doesn't let any part of his mouth go untouched. Gon finds himself warming up and he can't breath. By the time Killua pulls away, Gon is panting, trying to catch his breath.
"He didn't kiss you." Killua breathes out, those blue eyes of his almost black as he feels down on Gon's body. "but did he touch you? Do you like putting yourself in dangerous situations Gon? I bet he's touched your ass." Killua reaches around and gropes Gon, getting him to gasp. Killua's eyes just get darker. It's strange Killua touching his butt...in a way it feels kind of good though.
"Hisoka hasn't done a-anything to me! He hasn't touched me. He's just been teaching me things-"
"Teaching you what?" Killua growls, pressing his body against Gon's, baring his teeth. "About how to put stuff in your ass Gon? Is that what you want to learn about?"
"He taught me how to dance and he was just teaching me how to take care of myself when I'm aroused-" Gon frowns when it seems the more he says, the more pissed off Killua gets.
"You keep defending him! What do you like him or something Gon?" Killua snarls. "Do you want to fuck him?"
"Fuck?-"
"Do you want to mate with him?! Damn why are you so thick headed! How can you not know what fuck means and yet you go to a sex shop with fucking Hisoka-"
"I don't want to mate with him! All I wanted was to be trained. I know what I did was stupid but I need to get stronger. I'm sorry I didn't stay in bed and rest like you wanted me to. I'm not one to sit still and i'm fine. I was just about to head home to get in bed when you called. So don't be angry Killua. I don't like when you're angry with me." Gon licks Killua's cheek apologetic. Killua's breath hitches at the soft tongue as it moves from his cheeks to his lips. Gon kisses Killua, moving his lips slowly against the assassin's, gently. Gon feels his heart beat faster as the grip on him loosens up by Killua and soon the assassin is holding him by the waist, kissing back just as gently. The kiss breaks, the two boys breathing heavily between them.
"...Let's get you back to your apartment. You're going to rest this time alright?" Killua mumbles, his face red as picks Gon up like a baby and starts to carry him back towards his apartment. "and you're never going to go out with Hisoka again." Killua's eyes get dark in warning. "He didn't do anything to you this time but I know he wants you. What you did was so stupid."
"But I wanted to be taught new things. Hisoka is strong." Gon pouts, wiggling in Killua's hold. When Killua tightens his grip, Gon knows that Killua isn't going to let him go. "You see Killua, my reproductive organ has been getting hard and I didn't know how to deal with that. Hisoka taught me that you use a dildo and you put it up your butt with lube to deal with it-"
"T-That's not how you deal with it! W-well I guess it's a way but there's' another way! Don't e-ever take advice from Hisoka, if you're curious or if you get hard, come to me and I'll teach you-" Killua stops talking, his blush reaching his ears. He licks his lips.
"You'll teach me? Really?" Gon's eyes brighten up. "I'll come to you when my dick swells! Then you can teach me how to deal with it with out a dildo right?"
"Y-Yeah...holy shit..." Killua mumbles, hiding his face with his bangs, his lips trembling and the blush spreading. Killua feels really warm right now. He takes a deep breath and lets it out, his breathing breaks. "Tell me everything you two did. I want to know every detail. I need to know how badly i'm going to kill this guy."
"He didn't do anything bad Killua. We just went swimming and then he took me to that store and he showed me dildos and how to dance and I met Jake." Gon smiles but Killua glares. "I also got offered a job!" Gon tries to lighten Killua up. Maybe I should do the dance...maybe that will help Killua somehow. Hisoka told him there's great power in dance!
"A job?" Killua raises his eyebrow, still seeming peeved.
"yeah!" Gon takes out the card from his pocket, showing Killua. "As a stripper!-"
"Like hell you're being a stripper!" Killua growls, ripping the card from Gon, throwing it in the air, only to slice it to pieces with his claw.
"Killua! Jake said I would make good money and I like to dance! I need more money and I don't know when Knuckle will call me to work again-"
"If you need money so bad hen I'll pay you to dance for me and only me." Killua's voice gets low, only for his eyes to widen and he flushes, but he keeps the intense stare. "You can't...dance for anyone else."
"You don't have to pay me to dance for you Killua." Gon beams. "I'd dance for you for free!" Gon smiles at the other male, getting his blush to darken.
"Y-Yeah well you said you needed money right? I don't want you being a stripper or dancing for some perverted old men or Hisoka. Dance for me and me only and...I'll give you some money for it."
"So your employing me to be your dancer?" Gon beams, his eyes sparkling. When Killua nods his head, hiding his face by those bangs, Gon smiles. "You won't regret this Killua! I'll dance my best for you."
"Idiot don't say that." Killua mumbles but he tightens his grip on Gon, pressing him into his chest.
"But I will!" Gon giggles, happy Killua doesn't seem angry at him anymore. The power of dance is great! Gon smiles, listening to Killua's heart as it beats so fast, taking in his scent. Killua smells of blood and clean linens at the same time. It's not a bad scent. It's dangerous and so like Killua. Gon breaths in his shirt, feeling his body warm up. Killua's cool...Even when Killua was angry at him and yelling at him, Gon couldn't help to think that. Killua destroyed that building like it was nothing and he was marching so powerfully when he was angry...Gon's stomach flutters.
"I don't want you to talk to Hisoka again." Killua speaks this against the top of Gon's head once they're in front of his apartment. "He looks at you like a mate and if you don't want him as a mate, he'll try to take you." Killua's voice becomes a growl as he walks Gon up the stairs, uses his key to open the apartment door and walks in, closing and locking the door behind him. All while holding Gon against his chest with one arm. "And the next time I say lay in bed and rest..." Killua walks over to Gon's bedroom and throws him down on the bed, Gon only wincing slightly. Killua gets on top of him, amber staring into dark blue. "You better lay down and rest. Got it?" Killua glares at him.
"Ne i'll try Killua. I won't hang out with Hisoka again. I think you're right. He was giving me looks like he wanted to mate with me. I'll have to turn him down." Gon licks his lips, his body reacting to Killua being on top of him. His body is getting hypersensitive again. "I'll get some rest tonight Killua. You don't have to worry."
"It's hard not to when it's you. You're always doing something." Killua mumbles, those blue eyes boring into Gon's. They stare at each other for a moment, Killua hovering over Gon, the air is tense between them. It doesn't feel like a bad tense but the air is thick.
As Gon stares up at Killua, he can't help to think about how beautiful his eyes are. They're so blue and his eyelashes are so long. Killua is really attractive...Gon finds himself reaching up, touching the other male's cheek. Killua's eyes widen before they before half lidded, letting Gon touch his face without saying anything. Gon feels his soft cheeks before moving up to run his fingers though that puffy white hair. It feels so soft. Gon picks up on the faint purring he hears, Killua's eyes slipping shut as Gon continues to runs his fingers through his hair, hyper aware of Killua and his reactions to it.
"I really like your hair Killua." Gon smiles. Killua hums in response, his face that was already red seems to flush more.
"Be quiet." Killua mumbles, those blue eyes opening up, revealing a look Gon hasn't seen before. His eyes are so bright and pretty that Gon can't stay anything before Killua moves in slowly, stealing Gon's lips in a deep kiss. It's different from the others. Full of emotion and it makes Gon warm all over. Killua is kissing him slowly, his tongue rubbing against Gon's as his hands press on his chest. "Gon...I want to touch you." Killua breaks the kiss, whispering hotly into his ear. "...Can I?"
"sure." Gon sits up in bed, letting Killua take of his shirt. Gon watches as Killua looks down his chest, his eyebrows scrunching up when he sees all the bruises.
"You drive me crazy..." Killua leans down and starts to kiss lightly over the bruises, getting Gon's arms to be covered with goosebumps. "Always getting hurt...always putting yourself in danger..." Killua keeps kissing over Gon's body, his lips feel so soft and it's causing the muscles in his stomach to tense. The heat is spreading everywhere and it feels so good, his body much too sensitive. "What am I going to do with you?"
"K-Killua that feels good." Gon sighs as Killua licks up his chest to his neck and starts to suck at the sensitive flesh. Gon moans, the kiss sending shock waves of pleasure to the tips of his toes, making him curl them. He's wayyy to sensitive right now and he's getting too hot in these pants.
Killua tenses when he hears the moan, his ears and tail coming out, his breathing uneven. Gon arches his back and yelps when Killua sinks his teeth into his neck, those hands traveling down his bare chest, feeling over Gon's muscles before pinching his nipple between his fingers.
Gon wiggles under neath Killua, feeling restless from the Assassin's attack, and how good it feels. "Killua m-maybe we should stop, i'm feeling really warm." Gon's face is flush as he looks up at Killua once he's let go of his neck. Killua's eyes are glazed over, his white hair in his face. Gon swallows, feeling heat travel low. Killua is...is...he doesn't have the word in his vocabulary to describe him right now. Killua is staring at him, looking his body over before he locks eyes with Gon's amber orbs.
"K-Killua..." Gon wants to touch him. The young werewolf reaches out and slides his hand under Killua's shirt, wanting to feel his pale skin. Gon's surprised when the assassin takes off his shirt, giving Gon more excess to him. Gon takes his time, running his finger tips over the creases of Killua's abs, glancing up to watch Killua's face to make sure he doesn't mind it. There's something...intimate about this? Maybe it's because Gon's so hot and his pants feel tight. Something is definably shifting inside of him. Killua is looking down at him with half lidded eyes and as Gon touches him, he lets out little sighs, and purrs. Gon feels up Killua's pale chest and decides he's going to lick his chest like he wanted to do a couple of days ago. Hisoka said kissing is something that can be done anywhere for best friends.
Gon sits up, grabbing onto Killua's waist to steady himself as he licks his chest. Killua gasps as Gon kisses his chest and sucks on the skin of his stomach. Killua tastes nice and his body is so warm. He taste a little bit of sweat but Gon doesn't mind. He likes the taste.
"Gon..." Killua purrs when Gon licks from his belly button to his upper chest, the assassin's head is back, his body is red from being so flushed. "If you keep doing that..."
"You don't like it?" Gon pulls away from Killua's chest, looking up. Gon's heart is beating so fast in his ribs. It hurts almost. Gon wants more and his body is changing, shifting. Gon can feel it.
"I like it too much baby." Killua flushes after he said that, his breathing is uneven. "I-If we keep going like this i'm not going to be able to hold back." Killua licks his lips, looking down at Gon's flushed face. "What is this to you Gon? What are we doing right now?" Killua grabs Gon's chin, those blue eyes looking seriously into Gon's.
"We're kissing and touching..." Gon pants. Maybe they should end this. Something is wrong. He's getting way too warm and his mind is starting to get fuzzy.
"Why are we kissing and touching?" Killua speaks this against Gon's lips, his thumb rubbing against Gon's cheek.
"Because we're best friends?" Gon says in full confidence that's the answer but as soon as he said that, Killua pulls away quickly. Gon doesn't understand the look on his face...a mixture between frustration, anger and hurt?
"I knew it." Killua growls as he gets out of bed, Gon can't help to notice the bulge in Killua's pants and it makes him all the more warm. Killua...got hard too? Does Killua want to mate with him? Does Gon want to mate with Killua because he's hard too? Gon doesn't know. All of this is new to him and his mind is fuzzy and all he wants is...more. "I should have never fucking told you that." Killua puts on his shirt, taking a deep breath.
"Killua are you angry?" Gon frowns, sitting up in bed-
"Lay back down. You're resting remember?" Killua pushes him down a little roughly, pulling up the blanket. "Get yourself ready for bed. I'll be back in a minute." Killua walks out of the room, leaving Gon very warm and confused. His heart just won't slow down and he feels really, really hot. Gon's dick is aching and he can't help to wiggle in bed, not knowing what to do. He takes off his pants, sighing in relief when his erection is free and he's not confined by the clothing.
"K-Killua-" Gon starts when Killua comes back only for the other male to throw a cold wet rag in his face. It feels good.
"Wet rags help when you're sick right?" Killua mumbles as he walks over, rubbing the rag in Gon's face a bit roughly before taking the rag off, folding it into a rectangle before placing it on top of Gon's forehead.
"Thanks. That feels better." Gon smiles, happy for the cold when he was feeling so hot.
"I have to get to work but you better actually rest this time or I'll really kick your ass." Killua grumbles before he hits Gon over the head, getting him to wince.
"Ow! What was that for-"
"For all the shit you caused today and for other things!" Killua growls but he's blushing. "So just stay in bed and don't get into anymore trouble. If you need me, call me alright?" Killua mumbles before he grabs Gon's wrist that's red from Killua gripping it so tightly and kisses it.
Gon can't help to be surprised by Killua's show of affection after just being hit and he can't help to smile. Killua is really soft by nature...
"I'll call you if I need you. I'll rest this time Killua." Gon takes a deep breath, his body starting to cool down just a bit.
"You Better. ...how's your back?" Killua doesn't make eye contact with Gon.
"Hm? Oh my back is fine. Don't worry, It didn't hurt too much." Gon smiles reassuringly. Gon's body tenses up and that warm feeling completely leaves him when Killua sighs in relief, moving his hair out of his face, Gon spotting a wound on his forehead that was hidden by his bangs. "What happened?" Gon grabs Killua's arm and moves it out of the way so he can get a better look at the wound. "You're hurt."
"Oh this? It's nothing. Had a nasty tick on my forehead. Had to dig the sucker out." Killua waves his hand, closing his eyes as he says this.
"A tick?" Gon's eyebrows furrow. "it looks bad." Gon pulls Killua down by his shirt, the assassin's eyes widening slightly as Gon pushes his hair back so he can lick at the wound.
"G-Gon?" Killua breaths out but he doesn't move as Gon continues to lick his wound.
"I don't like seeing you hurt Killua." Gon frowns, pulling away when he's done, taking note of the soft blush on Killua's face. "That tick got you good."
"I don't like seeing you hurt either stupid so take better care of yourself yeah? Start by staying in this bed for the rest of the day." Killua huffs as he leans in, kissing Gon again on the lips before pulling away. Hesitantly Killua gets up. "I have a lot of work to finish up on. Like I said, if you need anything, just call. I'll find time to get to you." Killua walks towards the door before pausing. "I'll be seeing you Sunday right?"
"Yeah we're all hanging out Sunday." Gon smiles. "Let's hangout at your place again."
"...Sure. Sounds good." Killua nods his head before he makes his way out of the room. He glances back at Gon before he walks out of the apartment, locking the door behind him.
Gon watches him go before he sighs, laying back into the bed, his eyes feeling heavy. He's learned a lot today and he's done a lot despite of his aching muscles. Gon frowns...that heat wave was really strange. It was stronger than before and his head was getting fuzzy...maybe he should talk to Wing about it? Is it something to be concerned about?
Gon rolls onto his stomach, sighing into the pillow. He learned the power of dance and he got a job as Killua's dancer because of it! Dancing was a lot of fun and Gon can't wait to dance for Killua. If his dance is so powerful to make his future mate happy, he wonders if it will make Killua happy too?
Gon smiles into the pillow before his eyes widen. Kurapika! Gon gets his phone out of his pants pocket, giving the teddy bear that's laying next to him a squeeze before he checks his messages. Kurapika hasn't texted him but Alluka has.
"I will show him my clothes making skills! I'm just...i'm really excited about Sunday. I'm going to start working on my homework but i'll text you later when i'm done. Brother must have a lot of work to do, he's still not back."
Gon decides not to text her back since she said she's working on homework. Instead he calls Kurapika, waiting for the vampire to answer.
"Hello?" Kurapika answers, sounding slightly out of breath. "Gon?"
"Yup it's me! Killua's gone now so you guys can come over!"Gon smiles. "Sorry it took so long."
"No it's fine. We'll be over there very soon. I hope you stayed in bed today Gon."
"See you when you get here Kurapika." Gon smiles nervously and hangs up the phone, sighing. He looks up at the ceiling, his body really starting to hurt. Gon wants to just sleep but he has to stay up till he's talked with Kurapika and Leorio. Gon can't help to think if Mito's gotten his letter yet or if she's reading it or writing one back. Gon still has Komugi's piece in his dresser if he ever needs to contact her again. He really wants to tell Mito all about what's been going on and he wants to tell her about Killua...
Something is changing inside of him. Gon can feel it. The way Killua was looking at him today was different than before. There was a certain kind of light, affection, that wasn't there yesterday. A softness...Killua's kiss had passion behind it. Gon could taste it and ohh he felt it. Gon places a hand over his chest, feeling his heart hammer against it.
...Does Killua want him as a mate? Or was Gon seeing things?...and feeling things?
Gon's eyes widen slightly when he hears a window open and a crash into his kitchen. But as soon as he hears his voice, Gon settles down.
"Damn my ass is too big to be climbing through windows! Why couldn't we have just used the front door?!" Leorio grumbles.
"Because anyone could see us coming through the front Leorio. No one is suppose to know i'm here and it will look strange on you if someone sees you coming into Gon's house, using a key to his apartment now wouldn't it?" that sassy tone is Kurapika. Gon can't help to smile.
"Kurapika! Leorio!" Gon cheers, knowing his tail would be wagging. He's about to get up when Kurapika comes into the room quickly, those gray eyes looking Gon over before he smiles gently.
"Gon it doesn't look like you got any sleep. Killua must have kept you up." Kurapika sighs only to stop when he sees the rag on Gon's forehead. He smiles. "Did Killua put that on you?"
"Yeah he did." Gon beams when he sees Leorio come into the room. "Leorio!"
"yo." Leorio waves, a grin on his lips at Gon looking at him excitedly. He frowns when he sees the bags under Gon's eyes and the bruises on his chest. "Kurapika told me all about how sick you were last night...I'm going to take a look at you." Leorio moves over quickly, his face getting serious.
"Okay. I don't feel bad really. My muscles just ache." Gon lets Leorio examine his face before he takes off the blanket and examines all the bruises.
"Did they really have to beat you like this?" Leorio doesn't look happy as he covers Gon back up. "I don't care if it is training." Leorio places a suit case on the bed. "Don't worry Gon, I have something that will fix you right up! I made it myself-"
"Cookies!" Gon eyes sparkle and he sits up in bed.
"No, not damn cookies!" Leorio's eye twitches, his face getting red.
"Aw not cookies? But you said you made it yourself and you make cookies Leorio-"
"I told you I do more than just make cookies!" Leorio blows air out of his nose. A vein starts to pop on his head when he hears Kurapika chuckling, turning his back to them trying to hide it. "Kurapika I do more than make cookies! Tell him!"
"Y-Yes Leorio, you do more than make cookies-"
"Stop laughing you ass hole. This is racist." Leorio's eyes narrow at Kurapika who keeps covering his mouth, laughing into his hand. "I'm a good, strong elf who does important shit! I do not just make cookies. I'm not my father."
"What else do you do?" Gon tilts his head.
"For starters, I can make things like this." Leorio calms himself down and pulls out a small bottle from his suit case.
"is that a potion?" Gon's eyes light up in curiosity.
"No. Do I look like a witch to you?" Leorio snorts. "This is an ointment I made with my special, you hear that Gon, special elf powers. It's made of only grass and dirt but it will heal those wounds of yours right up."
"Cool!" Gon grabs the bottle, smiling at Leorio. "Thanks for this but you know these wounds will probably be healed tomorrow by themselves. Next time could you bring me cookies-"
"I am not appreciated! I try to give you really cool shit and then you just ask me for cookies." Leorio's eyebrow twitches when Kurapika starts to chuckle again.
"Your cookies are really good Leorio-"
"You're not helping!"
"You said you would make me cookies Leorio! And you said you would teach me too." Gon pouts at the older man.
"You know what? No cookies for anyone. Including you Kurapika." Leorio crosses his arms, huffing as he takes his ointment away from Gon, stuffing it back into his suitcase. "I can do more than make cookies." He sulks.
"I know that Leorio, but your cookies are the best." Kurapika encourages, trying to fight his smile as he wraps his arms around Leorio from behind, nuzzling his head. Gon watches as the elf flushes at the contact.
"Yeah I guess my cookies are pretty amazing." Leorio mumbles, seeming to relax.
"Are you two back together?" Gon can't help to ask, feeling excited from seeing this contact. This gets both of the males to blush at those big amber orbs staring at them.
"Yes we are...despite my better judgment, I took him back." Kurapika sighs but he's still nuzzling his head against Leorio's.
"What you mean despite your better judgment?" Leorio grumbles, irritated as he grabs Kurapika's shirt and pulls the vampire down, kissing him. Gon smiles only to blink, tilting his head as he watches the two. "You love me." Leorio pulls away, Kurapika's cheeks flushed as he glares at him.
"Not in front of Gon, Leorio." Kurapika is flustered as he gets away from the other man, composing himself. "Sorry about that Gon. Leorio has no self control."
"That's funny you're saying that Kurapika. Because just an hour ago you were-"
"Leorio." Kurapika's eyes flash scarlet, getting the elf to tense, and sweat a little.
"No self control he says." Leorio mumbles to himself, crossing his arms. "Tsk, vampires."
"I don't mind you two kissing in front of me. I'm just glad you're mates again!" Gon smiles only for it to fall soon after. "Is kissing something mates do just like best friends?"
"Huh? Best friends don't kiss. Or they're not suppose to." Leorio blinks when Gon frowns.
"But Killua told me that best friends kiss. It's something special best friends do, and that's why he said I shouldn't do it with anyone else because Killua is my best friend."
Kurapika and Leorio look at each other, both frowning before they look back at the younger man.
"Gon...has Killua been kissing you?" Kurapika asks, sitting down on the bed next to Gon.
"Yes, a lot. He said we have to do it alone because it's a private thing." Gon watches Kurapika's eyes flash scarlet.
"Gon, kissing is something mates do. It's not for best friends." Kurapika looks into Gon's eyes, seeing the other male frown.
"Why would Killua lie to me?" Gon rubs his arm, not sure how he feels about this. So it's true...Killua does see him as a mate. He's been having this feeling, a sort of instinct, when Killua looks at him and tries to order him around.
"Because he wanted an excuse to kiss you." Leorio shakes his head. He doesn't look too happy about it either. "Is the kissing something you wanted Gon? Did he force you into anything?"
"No. The kissing feels good and when he told me it was because we are best friends...it made me really happy. The kissing made me feel closer to Killua and when we kiss, I get warm." Gon thinks about Killua's deep blue eyes and that strong body that was hovering over him just an hour ago.
"Do you think you like him as a mate, Gon?" Kurapika listens to Gon intently, those gray eyes searching Gon's for something. "If you don't mind me asking. Forgive me if I'm being too nosy-"
"I don't know if I see Killua as a mate. Mito taught me that when I find my mate, I'll know. The feeling will become unbearable. I could see Killua as my mate but...there's something that's bothering me." Killua wants Gon the centaur to be his mate. Killua doesn't' even know Gon the werewolf, the true Gon. Killua thinks werewolves are dumb animals. He thinks they should be killed. If Gon can't change his mind with his report then... "I don't know if I can be his mate. I like Killua a lot but I don't know if he's the one. My mate needs to follow where ever I want to go. I doubt Killua would leave since he's going ot be the head of his family. I think that's why I'm torn. I get warm and I like the kisses and touches but there's something that hurts too when I'm around him. I'm not sure if a mate is suppose to feel like that."
Kurapika and Leorio look at each other, both look surprised from Gon's heartfelt words before they look back at him.
"That would be a problem. I don't know what Killua is thinking so I can't speak for him. But I must say..." Kurapika starts.
"What you feel is deep." Leorio scratches his cheek. "You gave me chills talking. I still say Killua is an ass hole but if you like him there has to be something good about him right? Obviously Killua wants you...but I'd be careful." Leorio frowns. "He is part demon. He could just want to have sex with you...Killua could never have a male mate and be the head of the Zoldyck family. You couldn't give him an heir. That's what I'm worried about. I don't want you getting used."
"Neither do I." Kurapika's eyes ting scarlet. "I don't think you should kiss him anymore, Gon. I think you should confront him about his lying and see what he wants. If he wants you as a mate, there may be things you need to think about but if he just wants to have sex with you...you don't need that Gon. You don't deserve that either."
"If he's not my mate, I can't mate with him. I'm saving myself for the one." Gon puts a hand over his heart, listening to what his friends are saying. Is it possible that Killua wants to mate with him without being mates? Is that why he didn't tell him that kissing is for mates? Because he doesn't want to be Gon's mate? He just wants his body? Something about that seems cruel, his heart clenching up and he feels ill. It hurts. Gon likes Killua a lot. He likes the kisses and the touches...but now he feels sick. Why did Killua have to lie? Gon can't get what Hisoka was saying out of his head
"...As a fellow demon, I understand the thoughts that go through his head."
Is Killua really like Hisoka? Does he really want to mate with others without making them his mate? Is Gon like Jake to Hisoka? Gon bites his lip, his amber eyes dulling down a bit. And if Killua does want to make Gon his mate...does Gon even want him as his? It hurts right now, Killua has the power to hurt him. What if Killua wants to stay here or he doesn't accept what Gon is? There's a lot that could go wrong and he doesn't even want to think about it.
"Leorio...Kurapika...it hurts." Gon hugs himself, feeling cold in his bed, wanting to call Killua right away and question him but at the same time he's not sure if he wants to. Gon is between being angry and hurt right now. If he starts talking to Killua now, he might get angry really quick which might expose him to Kurapika and Leorio.
"Gon..." Kurapika pulls him in for a hug, holding his head against his chest. Gon clings to him, closing his eyes. "It's hard. I know. But maybe we're wrong about him. Maybe he wants to be your mate. We don't know. We're just giving you all the possibilities."
"Man this just makes me want to kick his ass more then usual." Leorio grumbles, punching his fist into his hand.
"Leorio, you couldn't do anything against Killua." Kurapika sighs, getting Leorio's face to get red in anger as Kurapika runs his fingers through Gon's hair and it's nice. Comforting. "But I understand how you feel. I want to teach him a lesson as well, if he's using Gon. But he may not be." Kurapika glances down at Gon who nuzzles his head in his chest.
"I'll talk to Killua about it later." Gon mumbles, liking Kurapika's warmth. Being held like this reminds him of home... "I don't know what to do yet but I'll see."
"That sounds good. You shouldn't act till you know and you've had time to think." Kurapika nuzzles his head on top of Gon's. Leorio stands off to the side watching. There's no anger there or jealousy watching Kurapika mother Gon. Leorio's eyes soften.
"Yeah." Gon nods his head, pulling away from Kurapika and smiling. Hugging helps. Gon yawns, getting Kurapika to push him gently down in bed.
"You should sleep Gon. I'll work some more on getting sources for your report. I'm having trouble finding them but I will try my hardest for you." Kurapika tucks Gon into the bed, fluffing his pillow, and readjusting the cold rag on his forehead.
"Mm I believe in you Kurapika." Gon smiles, yawning, his eyes feeling heavy.
"Hey Gon, is it alright if I stay here for the night?" Leorio rubs the back of his head when Kurapika sends him a look.
"Leorio-"
"I haven't been able to stay with Kurapika for the night. Since he was living in the dorms I could never stay. But if you don't mind Gon, I'd like to stay the night with him." Leorio's cheeks are flushed but he looks serious. Kurapika doesn't look happy about this-
Gon smiles. "Sure Leorio. You can stay as much as you like. You're my friend and it's the best when you have someone to sleep with. I think it will help with your nightmares Kurapika."
The blonde stares at Gon with wide eyes for a moment before those gray eyes soften.
"You're a real pal Gon." Leorio gives Gon a thumbs up, his grin too wide getting Kurapika to glare at him.
"If you think you're getting some tonight you're mistaken."
"Aw don't be like that." Leorio grumbles only to smile at Gon and it's sincere. "Get some rest. I'll see you in the morning. Maybe I'll make you some cookies." Leorio shrugs his shoulders, acting as if that's not a big deal.
"I really want to taste your cookies." Gon giggles. He beams when Kurapika kisses him on the forehead.
"You hooked me up, I'm going to hook you up." Leorio ruffs Gon's hair, wrapping his arm around Kurapika's waist. Their smiles are kind and it warms Gon's being.
"Yay." Gon yawns, his eyelids getting heavier.
"Good night. If you need anything, just yell for us." Kurapika gives Gon one last concern look over before he leaves, closing the door behind him and locking it. The door is still broken but it still locks. Thank goodness.
Gon's ears and tail come out soon after and he breathes through his nose. His ears are flatten on his head and his tail moves slowly. There's a lingering feeling trying to make him feel bad so he turns on his side and grabs Alluka's teddy bear and hugs it, curling up into a ball and letting himself fall asleep. He's just tired. He really needs to rest and let his body heal...tomorrow is a big day. It's the full moon. He needs sleep...he needs it...
Sleep hits him hard and fast. The darkness surrounds him and takes him away from his apartment and into a place that's not so nice.
Gon finds himself laying on his back, staring up at a darken sky with tall trees pointing towards the moon. The moon looks like a smile in the sky and as Gon sits up, his ears on top of his head perk up. He's home...he knows this forest. He's back at Whale Island. Gon's heart beats faster and he barks in joy, jumping up from the cold ground, his tail wagging a mile a minute. Gon runs as fast as he can, getting on all fours, running like he use to run all the time towards Mito's scent.
As he gets closer, Gon's pupils constrict when he smells something metallic, his ears pointing backwards and a growl coming out of his mouth. He has a bad feeling. He doesn't like this. He doesn't-
Gon yelps when he runs a couple of steps only to feel a sharp pain in his side. Gon finds himself slowing down till he can't move anymore, collapsing on the hard ground. Gon growls as he hears foots steps approach him and he smells someone else...someone familiar. He knows this scent doesn't he? Cotton and blood...
"Look what I have here." Gon's ears flatten when he looks over to see Killua, the smirk on his face is sinister as he looks at Gon with those dark blue eyes. They're soulless. He's holding a whip in his hand and he plays with it as he walks closer and closer to Gon.
"K-Killua what did you do to me? I can't move." Gon tries to move his legs but he can't.
"Just a little tranquilizer. Wouldn't want you running off on me now." Killua sneers as he walks till he's right next to Gon. The young werewolf yelps when Killua cracks the whip on Gon's back, his skin splitting easily and bleeding from the strength that was put behind that whip.
"Killua that hurts! Why are you hurting me? You're my best friend!" Gon tries to move but all he an do is grind his teeth when Killua whips him again, the crack of the whip hurting his ears.
"I would never be best friends with a mutt." Gon's eyes widen and his chest clenches, Gon barely noticing that Killua just whipped him again, his blood running down his back and onto the forest floor. "You lied to me, made me think you were something else. You're just a dumb animal. How dare you act as if you're anything else." Killua growls, this time he whips over a still fresh wound, getting Gon to cry out.
"I'm more than a dumb animal! I'm Gon freecss! How could you say that? After all the fun we've had together...Killua you've kissed me!" Gon's hands grip into a fist when Killua cracks the whip on him again.
"Yes, I did. Granted I didn't know that you were a dirty animal. But I did have fun with you. Your body gave me pleasure and now I'm done with you." Killua drops the whip. "You really thought I'd be mates with you? You're a pet." He chuckles. "All you are is a dog. A dog trying to act as if it's human or worth something. You're purpose is to serve and to be kicked and to be used and to be fucked. Nothing more, nothing less." Killua stomps on Gon's back, getting him to grind his teeth, he feels angry tears at the corner of his eyes.
"I am not a dog! I'm a werewolf! I'm not a pet, I'm Gon! I serve others because I want to, not because I have to. I won't let myself be kicked or used! I'm not a dog that you can tell me to sit or to fetch. You know that Killua! Why are you doing this to me?"
"Is the doggy going to cry?" Killua coos, kicking Gon in the face, breaking his nose. Gon's face feels hot from the pain and soon Killua has a boot on his head. And it hurts. "Is that any way to talk to your master?" Killua grins when he can see the pain written on Gon's face even though he doesn't make a sound. "You know dog, I could stomp your head in right now and no one would give a fuck. They would call me a hero for getting rid of you. The world hates you, you're an eye sore."
"That's not sure! Mito would care! Alluka, Zushi, Kurapika, and Leorio would care! Kite would care! Ging..." Gon stops, gripping his fists, frustrated tears falling down his cheeks. If he could move, he could fight Killua, he could stop him and change the situation. "You're not my master. You were my best friend...just because I'm a werewolf, you treat me this way? Beat me as you are but your words...they hurt more. Stop it Killua." Gon reaches out, grabbing Killua's other shoe, gripping onto it as Killua moves his foot off of Gon's head. Gon is able to look up at Killua, only to tense when he sees those soulless eyes stare down at him and his smile that is crazed.
"It's just me and you, doggy. Just a man and his pet." Killua hums as he pulls out a pistol, loading it with silver. Gon finds his face go pale and his stomach clench. "It's been fun but there comes a time in a dog's life when there's just no reason to go on. I don't need you anymore. I've found my mate and I've taken by place as head of the family. It's time to move on." Killua grins, and it's too wide as he points the gun towards Gon's head. "It's too bad, but it's time I put you down old boy."
"Killua don't-" Gon screams.
Killua shoots the gun.
Gon wakes up with a start, sitting up in bed, panting heavily as he puts a hand on his heart. It's beating so fast and hard it's all he can hear. Gon looks around frantically...calming when he sees he's in his apartment bedroom. Dream. It was a dream. Gon whimpers as he gets out of bed, walking back and forth, his ears flatten and his tail wagging restlessly. It's pitch black in his room and he can't hear Kurapika or Leorio in the other room. He glances over at the clock.
It's three in the morning. So much for getting sleep. Gon can't sleep after that.
Gon flops down on the bed, hugging himself, his eyes still wide from his dream. "Killua wouldn't do that to me." Gon glares at the floor. Killua cares about him-
But he doesn't know he's a werewolf.
Gon tenses. Is there any possibility that Killua would...act like that if he found out? Would he treat him like a dog? A pet? Gon bites his lip, growling to himself at the thought. It can't be. Killua wouldn't...in his nightmare Killua was cruel. That's not the Killua Gon knows...He wouldn't! Gon nods to himself, those amber eyes flaring up with anger at himself for having such a horrible dream. His heart won't slow down. He's too restless. Gon looks for his phone, despite having that awful dream, Gon wants to hear Killua's voice.
He wants to hear that slightly annoyed, flustered voice. That kind voice. The voice of a friend and get rid of the lingering torment the Killua in his dream had put him through. If Mito was here, he would curl up with her and hug her. Right now, Gon needs comfort from Killua. Gon doesn't think about how Killua lied to him or what Killua's intentions are, if he wants him as a mate or if he just wants to have sex with him.
All Gon wants is Killua's voice and to have fun with the other male...who is in fact his best friend. Killua likes who he is and Gon has been acting as himself...He's not like the Killua in his dream.
Gon wishes Killua was here. Even though his bed is small, he wants to cuddle up next to the other male and feel his warmth. He wants Killua to touch him like he did today, how he gently kissed his wrist and touched his chest. He wants Killua to be here for him and care for him like how he put this rag on his forehead.
Gon...needs Killua right now. He needs that comfort. He needs that deep voice of his friend.
Gon just hopes Killua is still awake.
Killua paces back and forth in his room. He had just taken his shower and gotten in his boxers but he couldn't lay down. Too much is going on in his head right now.
When Killua left Gon, he went back to work, killing all the cases that came in, taking out his frustration on them, venting through killing. Gon really makes him crazy.
Gon so easily lets Killua touch him even though he thinks it's just him being his 'best friend'. He's touchy and the way he was moaning underneath him...Killua almost fucked him. If he didn't stop, he would have gotten to the point of no return and he's not sure if he could stop even if Gon wanted him to.
Killua wanted him so badly. All he could do was breathe in his scent and touch that tan body and when Gon started to touch him...damn. He loved it. He loved Gon licking his chest and kissing him. He wanted more. He wanted to be all over him and make sure that he marks every body part. Gon tastes so good, his mouth so moist and wondrous, those lips so soft and alluring. Killua's sure he could kiss Gon for hours and those would be hours well spent. Gon is intoxicating. He's a poison that Killua isn't immune to.
Which brings him to his frustration. He has feelings for the boy. And they're strong. Killua has already declared Gon as his life mate. He's already claimed him and Gon doesn't even know. Gon thinks Killua is kissing him and doing these things because they are best friends all because of Killua being stupid and lying to him. Now how is he suppose to let Gon know he's interested? How is he suppose to go about this? Telling Gon that he's his mate? Gon doesn't have much choice in the matter, Killua's body, mind...and heart have already decided. Gon is his mate. The deal is sealed. Now it's the issue of letting Gon know and to get the other boy to fall for him as well.
Killua is lost. He doesn't know how mad Gon will be when he finds out he lied about the kissing. He doesn't know if he should go with what his body is telling him and try to mate with Gon, and tell him that way or if he should just be like 'you're my mate. End of story' But Killua has to be more appealing than that. He has to show Gon that he...cares. Killua grumbles, blushing at how fast his heart is beating.
It's sickening.
After he pulled that needle out, all he can think about is Gon and how he feels about him. There's nothing holding him back anymore. Nothing at all. It's a bit scary. Killua knows he'll be contacted by his family soon about putting Gon as an 'untouchable' but he could care less. The only thing on his mind right now is how to get the boy with the golden chocolate eyes to fall for him.
Killua couldn't tell you the thoughts that were going on in his head when he heard that Gon was not only out of bed but with Hisoka, in a sex shop. He shut down for a few minutes, honestly. His body had gotten cold and something dark and powerful over took him thinking about Hisoka touching his mate. Or what Hisoka might have done or could be doing to his mate.
When he got to Gon, that murderous intent shimmered and all he wanted was to get Gon away from Hisoka, far away from him. He was losing himself in his rage and his disbelief. He couldn't believe Gon would do something like that. That he would be that that reckless. It was a new record for him, really.
Hisoka taught his mate a lot of things he shouldn't be knowing and tried to get him a job as a stripper! Killua growls at the thought only to flush when he remembers what came out of that. Gon is his stripper now. He's going to pay him to dance for him. It was his way of stopping Gon from dancing for anyone else and...if Killua is honest with himself, he really wants to see Gon dance.
Gon is too trusting to go off with Hisoka. It's like Killua has to watch over him or at least be with him. If he's going to be reckless, Killua rather be by his side, making sure that even if he's reckless, Killua is there to have his back. To protect his mate. Killua blushes from his thoughts. He can't stop himself. He knows and he won't hold that back. Gon is his mate. That's how he feels and that's how it is. That needle isn't stopping him anymore.
There's other issues with this of course. His family will flip if they find out and they will try to kill Gon. Now that he has Gon as his mate, he's going to have to run off with him. He can no longer be the head, not that Killua cares about that but he knows his family is going to be a pain in the ass. It's also harder to control himself without the needle. He feels it fester in him...these possessive, powerful feelings. A desire burning his being.
Killua wants to seal the deal. He wants to mate with Gon. He wants to make him his completely.
It's funny...Killua can't help t to laugh. Less than two weeks ago, he wanted to kill Gon. He wanted nothing to do with him. Yet here he is, yearning for the boy's touch and needing him so badly. What changed in that time? Or has anything changed?
Killua's sure he wanted Gon as soon as Gon sent him that picture. He felt it in his body when he saw Gon's naked form and those bright amber orbs. It scared him then. It kept scaring him as his feelings grew and that needle was keeping him from accepting what he already knew.
He fell for the idiot with the bright eyes and wide smile.
As soon as he saw Gon, his thoughts have been occupied by thoughts of him. Whether he was thinking about killing him, or talking to him, or just about him in general. Gon had taken him over from the start.
Killua stops his pacing to walk over to his computer, tired of just thinking about all these things when it's not getting him closer to finding out a way to woo Gon. Maybe if he looks up things about centaurs...maybe he'll find something that's romantic to them or says 'I want you as my mate' or something. Killua doesn't know if he could say it. All these feelings are already too embarrassing but to say them to Gon...His face heats up at the thought and he fiddles with his boxers nervously.
Killua's new to this. He's still growing into this feeling and finally accepting it. He has to take this as slow as he can. Play it safe.
Killua starts typing in 'Centaur mating rituals' and he clicks on the first site he sees. Killua skims through the information, looking for anything useful. Killua's eyebrows furrow when his eyes stop on one part.
"...Centaurs are easily arousalable creatures who can have a life mate or they may have many partners. They are aggressive and most male centaurs have a Harlem of mates."
"Gon is not having any other mate." Killua growls, feeling that prickling of jealousy when he thinks of Zushi and Hisoka. The article says it's very rare for a centaur to have just one life mate but when Gon talked to him on the phone he was sounding like he was looking for his one true mate. He also said he wouldn't mate with anyone. It had to be his true mate. Killua isn't surprised that Gon is a part of the rare Centaurs. He's strange to his own kind.
Killua calms down as he reads more, strolling down. His eyes light up when he reads something that is exactly what he's looking for.
"...When a centaur is interested in another, they will stomp any mineral, metal, or rock they find with their hooves and give it to the other as a token of their want of having them as a mate. The more valuable the rock stomped, or the harder the rock stomped, the more chance the centaur has of getting their mate. Gold is considered the most sought out metal to a centaur. The more gold used, the more likely the centaur will accept. If the centaur can not get a good metal, they could also give a daisy. If the centaur eats the flower, it's a yes. If they stomp on it, it's a no."
"Well no shit." Killua mumbles, writing down gold. Killua can get gold. He could get a lot of it and he's strong enough to flatten it. He could easily find some daisies too. His sister is big on flowers. Killua taps his finger nails as he strolls down, trying to get as much information as possible on centaurs. He's worried it won't be enough but as he reads more about centaurs, the more he gets confident. The amount of gold Killua is going to get will prove to Gon that he can provide for him-
Well, he can right now but when they leave, Killua is going to have to find another job. He definably won't make as much as he is now by killing people. Killua groans to himself. He's going to have to tell his sister and it's just ugh. It's obviously going to be a shock to her. Literally less than two weeks ago he wanted to kill Gon, how is his sister suppose to understand that now he wants him as his mate? She's going to be confused. She might not even want him to be mates with Gon. He's not sure how she's going to react.
Killua groans to himself, holding his head in his hands. Now that he gets his feelings for Gon it's like shit just got so much more complicated. Killua can feel himself bristle when he thinks of Hisoka with Gon and he has the urge to just hide Gon away somewhere. Now that he knows Gon's kind of a tendency of mating with a lot of people, he feels more irritated that Hisoka was alone with Gon. It doesn't help either that all the school wants to fuck him. Seriously, Gon has to stop being cute and reckless or Killua is going to go nuts and really hide him away somewhere.
Killua blinks when his phone starts to ring. He glances over at his clock, raising his eyebrow when he sees the time. Who would call him now? Killua's heart thumps in his chest, one name crossing his mind. Gon. Killua gets up and glides over to his bed, surprised to see that yes, it is Gon. Since Gon didn't text him back or call him, Killua was sure he fell asleep after Killua dropped him off home. He looked really tried. Did Gon just wake up? Killua quickly answers the phone, his heart beating faster and he licks his lips in anticipation.
"Gon?"
"Killua you're awake!" Gon shouts into the phone, getting Killua to wince. Gon sighs in relief. "I was worried you would be asleep."
"I could have been." Killua grunts, flopping down on the bed, acting as if he's bothered by Gon calling him but he's not. He's thrilled. "What's with you calling me at three in the morning?" Killua stops, his ears twitching when he hears Gon is breathing a bit harder. Killua didn't even know he was listening so intently to the other male to hear how loud he's breathing or the slight change in it. "Is something wrong?" Killua's smile falls from his lips, those blue eyes glancing over at the phone as if he could see Gon.
"I had a really bad nightmare." Gon admits after a moment, his voice quiet. "It woke up me and my heart was pounding."
"A bad nightmare? Did you have the dream about the aliens who turn people purple again?" Killua raises his eyebrow, his tail twitching restlessly when he thinks of Gon tossing and turning in his bed, waking up in a fright.
"No, it was even worse than that Killua! It was awful. It felt so real too..."
"It was just a dream." Killua's ears flatten as he tries to think of what he should do in this situation. Gon was frighten by a dream...what does one do to comfort another? He can't hug him like he would do with his sister. What did Gon say to him when they were talking on the phone?... "Want to talk about it?" Killua fiddles with his boxers.
"...No, not really." Gon sounds like he's smiling though. "I'm just happy to talk to you. As soon as I heard your voice, I got calm and I felt better. usually when I have a nightmare I talk to Mito, but this time it had to be you."
"It had to be me?" Killua's blue eyes light up at Gon's words, something warm spreading through his chest. His ears perk up on top of his head and he feels like wrapping the younger male in his arms. Killua listens to how Gon's breathing has calmed and with it, Killua calms himself.
"It does." Killua can picture Gon nodding, that bright look in his eyes. There's a pause. "Killua i'm your best friend right?"
"...Yeah, you are." Killua's ear twitches. A little bit more than that too. "You're the only person who's crazy enough to have gotten close to me." Killua grunts but he smiles slightly. If Gon wasn't crazy, they wouldn't be talking right now. No sane person would have done what Gon did. "I have a surprise for you Sunday."
"Really?" Killua can hear Gon perk up in that excitement of his. "What is it? Is it food?"
"I'm not telling you~" Killua teases only to blink. His eye twitching. "And no, it's not food! That's all you think about."
"Is not." Gon huffs. "Can't I get a hint Killua? Is it something cool?" Gon goes back to being excited. Killua can hear the bed squeaking and he can just picture Gon bouncing on his bed, that cute smile on his lips.
"I'm pretty sure you'll like it." Killua swallows. He hopes anyway. "I'm not giving you a hint. You'll just have to wait for Sunday."
"Ughh but Killua that's so far away!"
"It's only a day away! You're so impatient." Killua grunts but his lips are curling up in a smile.
"One hint! Please? If it's not food then...hmm...i'm really lost Killua. Oh! Are you giving me a massage as well?"
"What? No!...I mean, do you want one?" Killua flushes before he shakes his head. "I'm not telling you so you can just stop." Killua licks his lips, thinking how Gon is going to give him a massage Sunday. His body warms and his tail moves in anticipation. Killua is sure he won't be able to hold himself back if Gon starts touching all over his body.
"I know what it is, Killua. Oh my gosh, I just know what it is now!" Gon bounces on the bed, Killua can hear it squeak.
"What?" Killua can't even sound annoyed right now. His voice filled with amusement at his friend's excitement.
"Strawberry cake!" Gon shouts.
"I just said it's not food!"
"But maybe it's special strawberry cake that's not food but you can smell it!"
"Gon no."
"I want strawberry cake." Gon sounds like he's pouting.
"Well it's not strawberry cake." Killua grunts...though he could get him some.
"Tell me Killuaaa." Gon whines, getting Killua's ears to twitch, and his body to get warm.
"Nope you got to wait. I'm not going to tell you. If you keep it up, I won't give you your surprise at all."
"No, I'll be good!" Gon says quickly. "I want my surprise Sunday, Killua I don't want to wait anymore than I have to!"
"Then stop asking about it." Killua smirks when Gon groans. The assassin can't help to wonder what Gon's going to think when he gets his surprise. He'll accept if he gets him a lot of gold right? Killua frowns, feeling anxious again thinking about it. Despite being in nothing but his boxers, he feels a little hot.
"Fine." Gon sighs. There's a moment when Gon is just breathing and Killua is listening. He wonders how Gon looks right now. Is he sitting up in bed? Laying down? Is he wearing any covers, is he smiling? Killua blushes. Why does he have to be so lame? "Hey Killua." Gon sounds like he's smiling.
"Hm?"
"Did you know elfs do more than make cookies?"
"Uh yeah? Elfs make awesome weapons. I have a few myself. I bought this sword made by an elf and it can cut through diamond. I'm not shitting you. It's old too. I could show you it Sunday."
"Really?! It can cut through diamonds! Wow, so Leorio can make weapons like that?"
"What? no. I'm talking about actual kick ass elfs. I'm pretty sure Leorio just makes cookies. Have you seen him?" Killua grunts.
"Leorio says he does more than make cookies. He can make ointments." Gon sounds like he's thinking.
"Why do you talk to him?" Killua grumbles. It sounds like Gon has talked to Leorio more than in school which bothers him. "He's a teacher."
"but he's my friend." Gon sounds like he's smiling.
"He literally doesn't do anything but sit on his ass. And he's like 50." Killua narrows his eyes.
"He's not 50 Killua!...eh...is he?" Gon blinks as if he's thinking about it.
"He's old, don't be friends with old people, Gon." Killua grunts. "Leorio looks like one of those sleazy old guys that hangs out at strip clubs who never actually gets some. You don't need someone like that."
"I use to hang out with old people all the time Killua! Back at my home I use to spend time with this man who was 2,000 years old." Gon sounds like he's smiling. "Old people are wise and powerful!"
"Leorio's old but is he wise or powerful?" Killua raises his eyebrow.
"Hmm..." Gon sounds like he's thinking hard. The gears working in his head.
"He's not either." Killua waves his hand. "Seriously, I turned homework that was suppose to be a report on the holy roman empire and I just wrote a story about Leorio dying in a fire and you know what my grade was? A check mark. He didn't read that shit at all."
"Leorio might not be the best teacher or the best old person but he's really nice! He has a big heart and he looks after me. He bought me food once and he's understanding." Gon sounds like he's smiling. Killua huffs, even when it's Leorio, Killua can feel that little flare in him. If Leorio was a threat, Killua would probably be pissed off right now.
"I don't know how you see these things." Killua grunts. "You make friends with the weirdest people. Seriously. Your friends with a bad ass assassin and your friends with a Leorio. We're like two ends of the spectrum." Killua can't help to laugh at his own joke, laying down on his bed, the sheets feeling nice on his bare back. "I use to call him 'The Oreo.' He'd get so pissed off."
"The Oreo? That sounds kind of cool." Gon beams.
"Call him that Gon. He'll love it."
"But didn't you just say he got mad."
"I was joking. He loves it. That's how you pronounce his name. It's not Le orio. It's The Oreo. I promise." Killua keeps his voice serious but his lips are twitching up in a smirk.
"I've been saying his name wrong? Why hasn't Leorio- I mean The Oreo said anything?" Gon sounds like he's frowning.
"Like you said Gon. He's a nice guy and he likes you." Killua has to cover his mouth. He almost sputtered in laughter. God, Gon is too easy.
"Wow I'll make sure to say his name right next time! The Oreo...I think I got it." Gon beams like he's proud of himself. Killua can't help to chuckle.
"Mmhmm you got this Gon. 100%. He's going to love you."
"Yay!" Gon cheers before he seems to stop, thinking. "Why does Kurapika call The Oreo, Leorio though?"
"He's saying it wrong too." Killua rolls his eyes at the mention of Kurapika.
"Hmm I wonder why?" Gon seems confused.
"Because no one likes Leorio but you Gon."
"That's not true! Kura-" Gon stops. Killua's ear twitches at the sound of Gon taking a deep breath. "People like him!"
"What were you about to say about Kurapika?" Killua turns on his stomach, his tail swishing, his eyes narrowing.
"...Kurapika likes him too."
"Kurapika doesn't pay him any mind. The only time I've seen them interact is when Kurapika is being a smart ass." Killua raises his eyebrow.
"I guess." Gon mumbles. Killua narrows his eyes but before he can push the subject, Gon speaks again. "Killua, would you mate with someone that you didn't want as a mate?"
"Huh?" Killua blinks, completely thrown off by that question. He crawls up his bed so he can get on the soft pillows, his skin starting to warm up from the conversation.
"You mean have a quick fuck?...by the way Gon, fuck means to mate." Killua's face gets hot from having to explain that. He can hear Gon make an ohhh sound and can picture those pink lips shaping an O. Killua thinks about the question, trying to get that cute image out of his head. Before Gon, he might have fucked someone for the heck of it. His body is aching for it but now that Gon is his...Killua would never say this out loud but he doesn't want anyone else. This desire, this burning, it's all for Gon and Gon alone. " Nah, I wouldn't."
"So you wouldn't just fuck someone and then leave them?"Gon says and Killua finds his heat traveling low from Gon saying such a dirty word. Killua's boxers feel tight and his body feels warm. Killua never imagine he would like it so much Gon saying fuck.
"No...I wouldn't." Killua swallows when his voice comes out much lower than he would have liked. "When I fuck, I do so to claim what's mine. The person I want to mate with has reached my standards for a mate. Once I get a hold of you..." Killua grips the bed sheets, he bites into his hand to calm himself down. His voice is low with his arousal and he's saying too much. He doesn't want to scare the boy away. "...I won't let you go."
Gon is quiet on the other line but Killua heard the sharp in take of breath. Killua can hear Gon's breathing has picked up speed as well. Killua licks the blood seeping out of his knuckles, his tail twitching restlessly. The assassin is too excited, any move he makes creates friction on his straining erection. Killua really wants to just run over there and finally take this boy. The assassin's demon side is showing right now, he can feel the fire of desire spread and it burns.
"K-Killua I don't..." Gon swallows, Killua hyper aware of the other male on the other line.
"Tell me Gon, would you fuck someone who you didn't plan on making your mate?" Killua growls at the thought, remembering what he read about centaurs.
"No! Of course not!" Gon almost sounds flustered.
"You sure? You haven't thought about Kurapika? Or Zushi? Or...Hisoka?" Killua snarls. "maybe you've been thinking about getting inside of them or maybe you want them inside of you. Do you want to be taken by a demon? So much so you would go out with Hisoka? Do you want something up your ass so much that you would use that dildo that clown got you?" Killua can't stop, his voice is deep and dark, his eyes half lidded in his arousal, his body on fire. The thought of Gon pleasuring himself with a dildo is enough to drive him mad with lust. While the thought of Gon wanting Hisoka to fuck him is enough to drive him insane with jealousy.
"A-Ah No, I don't I just...I-I just didn't know how to deal with my dick when it got swollen. I don't want to mate with Hisoka...He was just giving me advice and teaching me things-" Gon sounds flustered. Killua can picture him with that soft blush of his.
"I can teach you things too Gon." Killua licks his lips, thinking of all the things he could 'teach' Gon. The pure boy would be soiled when Killua is done with him. "What makes your dick hard Gon? What has been making you aroused?"
"I'm not really sure..." Gon takes a deep breath. "Killua when you talk like this...it makes me feel really warm."
"Oh? Do you like when I talk like this Gon? Or has talking about Hisoka fucking you made you warm?" Killua snarls.
"K-Killua it hurts." Gon whimpers, the sound snapping Killua out of his demonic lust. The assassin just realizing he was grinding his erection against the mattress while he was talking to the younger male. Killua takes a deep breath, trying to clear his mind that's hazy with his want.
"W-What hurts?" Killua swallows, his voice still low.
"It's really hard right now and i'm really warm and I don't know what to do!" Gon sounds like he's panicking or close to crying. "Ngh I don't have the dildo and I'm aching. Killua what should I do? My dick is hard, how do I take care of it?"
Killua stares forward with wide eyes, not believing what he's hearing. Killua's lips tremble, his whole body catching on fire when he hears how Gon's panting. Gon is begging him for help. He doesn't know how to masturbate. Gon is horny and he's asking Killua to help him. The assassin groans, some precum wetting his boxers, not able to help it. Gon is so pure. He's never masturbated before. He's never touched himself. And he's asking Killua how to do it. Killua can't even think about why Gon's horny or what caused this. The assassin has been pulled in and all he wants to do is...help the other male.
"You're...going to have t-to touch it." Killua stutters, his face feels like it could explode he's so hot.
"Touch it?" Gon questions, still panting and it makes Killua's whole being want.
"Yeah...are you naked right now?" Killua can't believe this is happening. He's actually about to teach Gon how to masturbate. Killua has never been so turned on in his life. The assassin can just picture Gon laying in his bed, his face flushed, his mouth open as he breathes deeply, his dick against his stomach...
"I'm naked and my skin is sensitive. The sheets feel good..." Gon takes a deep breath.
"Good...just...grip your dick." Despite how aroused Killua is, he can't help to still feel embarrassed by this situation.
"Ah..." Gon moans, sending shock waves of pleasure down Killua's body like he just touched his pwn aching manhood.
"Y-You're gripping it?"
"Y-Yes. It feels good Killua."
"...shit." Killua turns on his back, feeling like he's in heat. He has to calm himself. He has to. Killua finds himself taking off his boxers, his rock hard erection springing out, the assassin sighing in relief. He grabs his own cock, joining the other male. "...To m-make this go more smoother, let go and spit into your hand and rub it on your dick." Killua listens intently as Gon does just that. He feels like cuming when he hears Gon spit and the quiet groan that follows afterwards. "Good..." Killua bites back his own moan as he rubs up his own cock. He doesn't want Gon knowing he's pleasuring himself so he doesn't spit. There's a thrill to this and it's driving him mad.
"I...I rubbed it on me Killua. Now what do I do?" Gon's breathing is uneven, he can just picture the other male now, laying in bed, sweating, eyes glazed over in lust as he grips his dick, waiting for Killua to tell him what to do next.
"Grab your dick and move your hand up and down. Go slow at first...find what you like..." Killua listens intently as he strokes his own cock, his face flushed and his eyes darken in lust. Killua bites his hand to stop himself from making a sound when Gon moans softly. "Does it feel good Gon?"
"Y-Yeah...really good..." Gon sighs, groaning. "It hurts...I want more...should I go faster?"
"Go faster Gon..." Killua's stomach coils when he hears Gon do just that, the younger male groaning and panting into the phone. "Good baby, you're doing so good." Killua's breathing is uneven, completely lost in this as he strokes himself faster. "stroke your dick hard...make it feel really good."
"Ah...ah...i-i'm getting even warming and my stomach is t-tightening. Is that normal Killua...?" Gon moans, his voice breaking.
"It's n-normal...ah..." Killua groans himself. "Keep going...go faster...I want to hear you Gon...tell me what you feel..."
"I-I feel warm...and it feels so good but I want more ...ngh I don't know what to do...please help Killua..." Gon whimpers, groaning into the phone. Killua bites his lip, drawing blood, pumping himself faster, more violently.
"K-Keep...stroking yourself, don't slow down...Gon...put your index finger in your mouth..." Killua tries to keep his voice, steady, slowing his stroking so he can talk. "Get it nice and w-wet." Killua swallows, his dick throbbing from what he's about to tell the other male to do. Killua listens intently, sniffling back a growl when he hears the boy suck on something, his finger. He loves that Gon is listening to him. He loves it wayyy to much. "Did you get it nice and wet?"
"Mmhmm." Gon moans, Killua knowing he's still stroking himself like a good boy.
"I want you to take that finger and slowly push it into your ass...find that tight ring of muscles Gon, and slowly push your finger in...keep stroking your dick." Killua has stopped his jerking off completely so he can focus on hearing the other male and giving him instructions.
"Ngh I think I found i-it...oh..." Gon makes a sound that may have been a moan or a sound of discomfort. "I-It's really tight Killua. It f-feels strange."
"It does at first. You're doing good baby, so good." Killua is drooling and he can't help to stroke his aching member that's leaking. "Just move your finger in and out...curve your finger like your making a...come here motion."
"Just c-curve it?-" Gon gasps. "T-That felt strange...Killua I'm feeling really hot and the faster I rub my dick the more I feel like I have to pee. S-Should I stop?-"
"No." Killua growls. "Go faster. Rub as hard and fast as you can Gon. Keep moving that finger in and out of your ass."
"B-But...But...ah...Killua I feel..." Gon is a moaning mess, his breath is catching in his throat. "I think i-i'm really going to pee Killua! I-I should stop-" Gon sounds like he's about to cry.
"You're doing so well. Don't y-you dare stop. Keep going Gon...trust me." Killua bites into his hand to hide his moan, Killua is close to finishing as well. "Cum for me." Killua growls, stroking his own dick even harder.
Gon moans and breaths into the phone. "It's...i-it's h-happening Killuaah!" Gon squeaks, Killua knowing he just finished. The thought of Gon cuming all over his chest, and saying his name gets Killua to orgasm.
Killua moans into his hand, stroking himself as his hot seed covers his stomach, leaving himself all dirtied. Killua takes silent deep breaths, listening to Gon do the same on the other line.
"Wow...that felt really, really good.." Gon sighs in contentment, getting Killua to flush despite everything that just happened. The haze of his lust is falling and he's starting to come to terms with what he just did. "I'm starting to feel better...and I feel really sleepy..." Gon yawns. "When I get hard again...I'll make sure to do that...thank you for helping me Killua." Gon sounds like he's smiling, his thank you so sincere that Killua finds his heart fluttering in his chest.
"A-Anytime." Killua breaths in through his nose, feeling his ears get red. "...You don't need anyone else but me." Killua finds himself saying. "I'll teach you everything you need to know."
"Hehe Killua is nice." Gon giggles, seeming tired. "You care about me..."
"...I do." Killua ignores how his hand throbs from him biting it to hell. All he can focus on is Gon right now and the beating of his own heart.
"I knew it." Gon sounds like he's smiling. "Killua's not...like that..." There's a shuffling sound and a snore...Killua smiles to himself.
The boy fell asleep.
Not that Killua blames him. He feels ready to pass out too. That was really good. Killua has never had a orgasm like that before in his life. The assassin gets up to wipe the cum off his stomach before he gets back in bed, not bothering with his boxers as he gets under the covers. Killua listens to Gon breathe, listens to him sleep as he curls into himself.
Killua feels cold. He wants Gon here with him. He wants to curl up next to him. He wants to smell him and lick the cum off his stomach-
Killua closes his eyes tightly at the train of through, feeling a pang of arousal go through him. He's not going to get hard again. Killua takes a deep breath, calming himself with Gon's breathing.
Killua is a sap. He really is. It's ridiculous how much he wants to hug this guy right now.
Sunday needs to hurry up and get here. Killua wants, needs, to make Gon his. Gon's ear is begging for a gold ring and Killua is going to happily provide.
Killua falls asleep listening to Gon breathe, a calmness coming over him and his muscles for once relax.
He's able to sleep like a baby.
Crazy chapter if I do say so myself. I really liked writing this one though. I'm glad you guys like the Alluka x Zushi! Thank you for the reviews and keep them coming. I love being able to see how you guys react or what you like or dislike about my writing. Till next time.