Gon's eyes flutter open, the young werewolf yawning, arching his back off the bed as he stretches. The smile that was on his face last night seems to have stayed, relaxed and soft. Gon feels good right now. His muscles are loose and he's not hurting like he was yesterday. He feels warm and the sheets are so soft and all he wants to do is cocoon himself and sleep more.
Gon runs his fingers through his thick hair, his tail flopping against the bed, his smile growing when he thinks of last night. Killua really cares about him. When Gon got on the phone with him, all the horrible feelings he had from that nightmare disappeared and it was like it never happened. Killua would never be so cruel to him.
As Gon kept talking to Killua, a warmth spread through him and all he wanted to do was be with Killua, in that large bed of his and cuddle up next to him. Gon's face heats up as he sits up in bed, feeling crusty and understanding why when he sees that white stuff has dried up on his stomach. Killua taught him something amazing last night. Gon has never felt so good.
The young werewolf knows his reaction to Killua last night was strange. Killua was getting angry and his voice was so low and powerful that Gon should have been on the defensive but he wasn't. The way Killua was talking made him really hot and he got hard. Gon needed something, anything. He was burning and it physically hurt him, his dick was so hard. If Killua didn't help him, Gon is sure he would have gone crazy, maybe even have turned.
Killua teaching him and telling him what to do while he was touching himself made Gon even hotter. He wanted more than just his hand and finger. He wanted...Gon takes a deep breath, his ears flatten on his head. Gon is getting hotter and harder than he was before by just talking to Killua. The response was so strong it was almost scary. Maybe he should talk to Wing about it. Gon is starting to think that it's not just the full moon. Gon is reacting to Killua's want of mating with him. The werewolf has to keep himself in check though. Killua may not be as cruel as the one in his dream but there's no telling how Killua will react when he finds out Gon is a werewolf. If Gon were to make Killua his mate, he would have to tell him what he is and right now that's not an option. He has to fight the Spiders and keep Kurapika safe...if he's exposed, he won't be able to do that anymore.
There's also a lot of unanswered questions that goes on with Killua being Gon's mate. How he'll react to him being a werewolf being one. And If Killua is going to stay here to be the head of his family and if Killua will throw everything off to the side to follow him. Gon can't give into any of these urges till he knows for sure Killua can be his life mate. When ever Gon gets hot like he did last night...he'll just deal with it like Killua taught him how.
Gon gets out of bed, stretching his arms as he walks, his eyes half lidded from his drowsiness. Gon takes a quick shower, washing off the dried white stuff off his chest and cleaning up well. After he's gotten out, hidden his tail and ears away, and gotten dress, he realizes his phone is still saying he's talking to Killua. Gon tilts his head, picking up the phone. I did fall asleep right after I touched myself, it felt so good and I was tired. The phone must stay on unless you hit end. Gon's phone is low bar and Gon remembers Alluka teaching him what he has to do. Gon hits the end button before putting his phone on the charger next to his bed, just like Alluka taught him. He smiles when he sees more bars start to come. Now just leave it there for a while.
Gon walks out of his room, feeling pumped. He's not sure when he's suppose to go over to Wing's but since it's still early Gon wants to get started on his report. He has to make it really good so Killua can see that werewolves aren't bad. Maybe he can make it so good he'll change how he thinks about his kind, which will open doors for their future as mates.
Gon blinks, his nose picking up on the lingering scent of arousal, sweat, and that white stuff that came out of Gon when it felt really good. Gon can't help to smile though when he sees Kurapika and Leorio laying down on the floor in the living room, a blanket covering up to their chests. Kurapika is laying his head on Leorio's chest, both of the men don't look to be wearing shirts, Kurapika's blonde locks softy swerved over his face.
The vampire looks peaceful, completely knocked out, his bare chest moving up and down slowly. Leorio was awake when Gon walked in, the elf slowly rubbing Kurapika's back in a circle, those brown orbs locking with Gon's. Leorio smiles and it's tired and warm.
"Morning. Hope you don't mind we...went a little far last night." Leorio flushes, whispering, Kurapika shows no signs of waking up.
"That's fine." A soft blush comes to Gon's cheeks as he stares at the two. He wonders if mating with Killua will feel as good as it did last night with him touching himself? Or would it feel even better? Gon licks his lips, his body getting warm again, and his fingers twitch. He shakes his head. Gon has to wait. He shouldn't be thinking about this or he'll become too hot again. Gon fights away the image of Killua hovering over him with that strong build as he smiles at Leorio. "Was Kurapika able to find any sources before he went to sleep?"
"Actually he was. Only one though. It was really hard to find anything. Seriously. I was working with him and together we could only find one." Leorio's eyebrows furrow and he nods his head over to the side towards a machine that's sitting on the kitchen table. "It's on the laptop. You can use it to type your report but I have to be honest with you...it's going to be a hard argument to win."
"I have to beat Killua though. I have to show him werewolves are more than animals. We have feelings, and free wills. We're not just fur and meat. My people have soul and so do I. I don't want him to think of werewolves like he does. I want him to see we're so much more than that." Gon puts a hand over his heart, his amber eyes catching on fire. He can't lose to Killua. Not when his heart is on the line.
"It's going to be hard but if there's anyone who can do it, you can." Leorio grins, still rubbing calming circles in Kurapika's bare back. "I know what you are and I can clearly see that all the shit they say about werwolves isn't true. Killua likes you. If he really loves you, than it won't matter to him what you are." Leorio gives Gon a firm look. "If you need any help with this report, I'll help. If anyone were to find out, I could lose my job but I don't care. You're my buddy. You've been kind to Kurapika and have made him smile. There's this light coming back to him that wasn't there before. And you didn't steal him away from me, you helped bring him back. I'm sure if you didn't support us, Kurapika might have not sought me out. So...thanks." Leorio grumbles, his cheeks pink as he rubs the back of his head.
"No problem. I could see you really love Kurapika so that's why I wanted to help. You're my friend too. I'm going to try to do the rest by myself but maybe you could look over it when I'm done?" Gon smiles before he glances at Kurapika who still hasn't stirred. "Kurapika is really asleep. He looks relaxed."
"Yeah. He needs his rest. I'm glad I was able to put him to sleep and I'm hoping he'll be able to stay asleep for a bit." Leorio runs his fingers through Kurapika's hair, glancing over at Gon again. "...Does Kurapika know?..."
"No, he doesn't. Please don't tell him." Gon has been so focused on other things that he forgot that Leorio knows what he is. Leorio could have told Kurapika. He never said not to.
"I won't. I figured I shouldn't. This report might be good for him too. Kurapika is more into the news than I am and all he's seen is bad about your kind. I've heard about werewolves and everything but when I found out you were one...I couldn't believe that you were the creature I heard about or the rumors at all. This place is messed up though. I would try to keep what you are to yourself. I know you don't know if you want Killua as a mate yet...but lets see how he reacts Monday to your report. Be careful Gon. I still can't trust that guy."
"I will be careful." Gon smiles, appreciating the concern. "I'm glad you don't believe all those nasty things and i'm so happy you don't look at me like a...dog. Or a pet. I had a horrible dream that Killua thought of me like that. Even if Killua finds out...I don't think Killua will think of me as pet or something to use. I want to believe that he'll still look at me the same. But I know that's probably not going to be true." Gon chuckles to himself, rubbing the back of his head as he glances at the laptop. "I have been lying to him. He told me if I lied to him again he wouldn't forgive me. There's just a lot I don't know. My body keeps reacting to Killua but my instinct is telling me I should be wary. A part of me wants to throw all my worries to the side and enjoy Killua but I can't in till I know he'll accept me as I am. If he can't then...I don't want a mate like that."
Gon walks over to the kitchen table and flops down, reading the article that's on the screen to himself, ready to get to work. If Gon wants Killua as his mate he has to make sure this will work. He has to destroy the possibility of Killua ever becoming like that Killua in his dream. He needs Killua to see that his kind isn't how he thinks. Werewolves are not dogs to be put down. They have families and dreams and hearts and everything that makes them part human. Killua isn't much different from him, being a werecat...so why has his opinion on werewolves become so ill? Is it because of the werewolves who went crazy In the cities? Does it only take a few of a kind to bring the whole race with them?
"Gon...all I can say to you is keep doing what you're doing. You've done amazing things from just...being you. I don't know what Killua's intentions are. I don't know how he'll react to the truth but if there's' anyone who can deal with Killua, it's you. Killua wanted to kill you not too long ago and now he sees you as a mate interest. You did that. You made that cold blooded killer feel something. The fact he put a rag on your head, and tried to treat you while you were sick says it all to me. He cares in some way. Even though there's a part of me that's still worried shitless he just wants to have sex with you, there's another part that's like ' I think there's something more'." Leorio kisses Kurapika's head when the blonde's eyebrows furrow and he curls closer to the other male.
"I know Killua cares about me. I feel it and...I know for sure he wants me as a mate. Last night proved it." Gon flushes as he tries to focus on reading. "I still don't know what to do though. My heart beats faster thinking about it and there's this pull. I react to Killua. When I talk to him and when i'm around him...I react to his feelings and his want of mating with me. It's getting stronger." Gon rubs at his eyes, feeling Leorio stare at his back.
"What happened last night?" Leorio questions, snuggling up to Kurapika, keeping his eyes on Gon.
"I got to talk to Killua and I asked him if he would fuck someone who he didn't think of as a mate and he said no. He said anyone he would mate with, he would want them as his mate." Gon smiles at the thought, not seeing how Leorio's mouth is wide open.
"Who taught you that word?!" Leorio shouts getting Kurapika's eyes to snap open. "Oh shit." Leorio frowns when Kurapika sits up in bed, rubbing at his eyes before he blinks.
"What are you yelling about so early?" Kurapika yawns before he tenses when he sees Gon sitting at the kitchen table. "G-Gon." Kurapika pulls the blanket up to his chin, his face getting flushed. "I-I'm sorry about this, I wasn't planning on this at all-"
"He doesn't care about us, Kurapika. That's not what I'm yelling about. Do you know what he just said?" Leorio looks at Kurapika, his eyes wide. Gon is still reading the article, his gears working in his head that he's tuned out the older males.
"What?" Kurapika raises his eyebrow, seeming to calm down.
"He just said fuck-"
"Who taught you that word?" Kurapika gasps lightly, looking over at Gon who doesn't' respond.
"Hm?" Gon blinks, looking back at the two. "Taught me what word?"
"Fuck! You just said fuck! You can't say that word with that innocent face Gon!" Leorio shouts.
"Oh but I learned that word from Killua. He says it a lot and it means to mate. I'm learning more of your language-" Gon smiles.
"That's a dirty word, Gon." Kurapika flushes. "You shouldn't be saying it so easily."
"It's the biggest cuss word there is. Of course Killua would have taught you it." Leorio grumbles. "he's a bad influence I say."
"Oh? But I kind of like saying it. It makes my lips tingle." Gon giggles getting the two older adults to frown. "Kurapika, you should go back to sleep! You looked so peaceful."
"No, I should be getting up. It's shameful enough you've found me this way." Kurapika sighs, his cheeks tinged before he looks up and sees Gon on the computer. "Are you starting your report?"
"Yeah. This Is a good article! I think I can write the report with just this...So how do I write a report? Should I find paper?"
"No, you need to type it on the laptop." Leorio shifts under the blankets before he comes out in just his boxers. He walks over to Gon, snorting as he blows in air and starts to do something on the laptop. Now there's a white page in front of Gon with a blinking black line. "Now you just type the words you want to say."
"Um..." Gon stares at the keys before he types one, an O appearing. Gon nods his head in understanding and slowly starts keying in what he wants to say. Leorio watches him silently as Kurapika gets dressed in the bathroom.
"While you're working on that, I'll start making those cookies. How does that sound?" Leorio yawns, walking deeper into the kitchen and looking through the fridge.
"Good! Yay! I really want those cookies! I've wanted your cookies since I found out you were an elf." Gon beams, feeling his mouth drool before he starts typing again.
"Leorio, don't make the cookies just yet. He needs a balanced breakfast." Kurapika comes out of the bathroom, fully dressed, moving Leorio out of the way when he started getting ingredients for the cookies.
"My cookies are balanced. Don't even, Kurapika." Leorio grumbles when Kurapika starts to cook some eggs and ham.
"Not for breakfast they're not. Do you want to make him sick?-"
"My cookies don't make anyone sick! Make your eggs but save me some. He wants my cookies more than he wants your overly cooked eggs-"
"I do no over cook my eggs." Kurapika narrows his eyes at Leorio, continuing to cook. Gon's stomach growls at all the smells but he keeps typing. Typing takes a lot longer than writing and somehow it's harder for his brain to flow. But when he thinks of Killua and what this report needs to do...soon he's in the zone, staring at the screen with his eyes dulling over in his concentration. He doesn't hear Leorio or Kurapika anymore. He doesn't notice the playful kisses or the smiles on the two older males faces as they both work on cooking for Gon.
Gon just wants Killua to know that he's wrong about his kind. He doesn't want Killua to hurt him.
"Gon eat your food." Kurapika frowns as he peers up from the newspaper he was reading, his eyebrows furrowed when he sees that Gon is laying his head on the table, groaning, holding his head in his hands. "If you stare at a computer too long it's going to give you a headache. You haven't even touched my eggs or Leorio's cookies." Kurapika glances over towards the bathroom, hearing that the water is still running. Leorio is still in the shower.
"This is hard Kurapika." Gon whines, lifting his head up to pout at the older man. "It was flowing just a minute ago and I've typed a lot of stuff but when Leorio said it has to be in MLA format...I just don't get it. I don't know if I'm doing it right and I don't get the citing thing. When I did reports in my old school we just went outside and watched a certain animal. I thought I could just write about werewolves from experience but all this MLA things makes it harder." Gon frowns. "I want to eat but I want to finish this. I feel like if I don't, I'm not going to get it done in time for Monday. I know I'll be with Killua tomorrow and I'm sure it's going to take most of the day and I have training tonight."
"Just take a quick break to eat. It'll help you think." Kurapika watches as Gon sighs, sitting up in his seat before he starts eating the ham. The vampire smiles, pleased with himself that Gon started eating his food before Leorio's. "Gon, I said I could go over and make your report into MLA format. If you've finished writing all your information I can fix it up for you. It's the least I can do. You've given me a place to stay and you've been helping me with the spiders. Doing a report in MLA is nothing to me. I've done it so many I could do it with my eyes closed...not literally but you get my point." Kurapika frowns when he sees that stubborn fire in Gon's eyes.
"But Killua is doing it all by himself. I don't want to win because I had so much help if Killua hasn't. It's not really fair-"
"Are you kidding me?" Gon blinks and looks over when Leorio comes out in nothing but a towel, still dripping wet. "Killua is having plenty of help. He's rich and a Zoldyck so he has access to sources that we couldn't' even get to. And he's had more education then you so you can just think about Killua having the whole education system on his side." Leorio grunts as he comes closer, Kurapika's eyebrow twitching.
"You haven't dried yourself completely Leorio, what have I told you about that? You're getting water all over Gon's floor." Kurapika scolds, glaring at older man.
"I'll clean it up." Leorio waves Kurapika off. "Let Kurapika take care of the MLA part. He's the best at it of all my students."
"I'm sure that's because you don't read anyones but mind." Kurapika rolls his eyes but there's a smile tracing his lips when Leorio's eyebrow twitches.
"I read all my student's papers!...I mean, I read a lot of them." Leorio mumbles as he moves to sit next to Kurapika.
"I guess if you don't mind doing that for me Kurapika." Gon perks up at thinking that Killua has had help as well in a way.
"Of course. Even though I'll do the MLA format, you're the one who has wrote it Gon. You're the one who's going to beat Killua." Kurapika smiles, his gray eyes softening.
"I think I'm done. Please tell me what you think." Gon smiles, his amber orbs excited as he pushes the laptop over to Kurapika.
"You still haven't eaten my cookies! I finished making them over an hour ago!" Leorio's eyebrow twitches. " You whined for days about my cookies and when I give them to you, you don't eat them!I put my heart into those cookies and you let them get cold!" Leorio's face scrunches up, looking highly offended.
"Don't worry I'm going to eat them! Maybe you could make some more so I could watch you this time!" Gon smiles.
"I'm not making more! I already worked my magic. You ruined it." Leorio huffs, crossing his arms, pouting. Gon starts to eat the chocolate chip cookies, gasping when the taste of the chocolate seems to explode in his mouth.
"These are amazing! Leorio- I mean The Oreo, they taste so good! Mito was right! Elfs are the best at making cookies!" Gon sighs happily as he shoves all the cookies into his mouth. "You're the best The Oreo!"
"Damn straight I'm the best." Leorio grins, looking at Gon with pride even though he seems to be trying to hide it by rubbing the back of his head. He blinks after a moment. "Wait what did you call me-"
"Don't make his head any bigger, Gon." Kurapika chuckles when Leorio glares at him.
"No, no, keep the praise up. Kurapika wouldn't be talking if he had one of my cookies in his mouth." Leorio grins, getting Kurapika to flush and look back down at his news paper.
"Could you cook some more of these please? Maybe you could make strawberry cookies?' Gon tilts his head, feeling his mouth water at the thought. He wants to send some to Mito.
"Strawberry cookies huh?" Leorio blinks. "Well, chocolate chip is my specialty but I'm sure I could come up with a strawberry cookie for you. Whenever I have the time to do it that is-"
"Leorio lets be honest, you have plenty of free time on your hands." Kurapika hides his smile with the newspaper.
"What's that suppose to mean? I'm a busy man. I'm a full time teacher and as I've said, I'm important in the elf world-"
"Yes I know but when was the last time you attended an elf meeting?" Kurapika watches Leorio grumble and he chuckles. "And I've seen how you...grade papers."
"I'm sorry that I'm not like you Kurapika. Okay? I don't just sit down for hours with my nose in a book and be okay with that. I want to live." Leorio grumbles.
"So living is drinking and smoking at a bar?"
"Ohh here we go again." Leorio moans. "I go to the bar like three times a week-"
"It's a bad habit-"
"Yeah well, you have plenty of bad habits yourself Kurapika-"
"What do you mean? Unlike you I take care of myself-"
"I beg to differ, I bet this is the first night you've actually slept comfortably through the night." Leorio watches Kurapika's eyes narrow, they ting scarlet despite how they flashed. "You've been making yourself sick-"
"I'm doing what I have to do. All I was saying is that you go to the bar too much and you drink too much. It's even worse for your kind and you know it. That's why you look so old Leorio. It's aging you-"
"No it's not, this is just my face and it's fucking gorgeous. I don't look old, I look mature. I'm not drinking that much and maybe it will make me a little sick but at least I'm sleeping and I'm not driving myself crazy. If you won't listen to me, why should I listen to you? I'm drinking poison but so are you."
"Drinking and what I'm doing can not be compared! Drinking and smoking is stupid when you know that it's only hurting you. I just want you to cut it down, you can't expect me to stop-"
"Then you can't expect me to stop-"
"When you get drunk you flirt with the women at the bars, you know you do! Your actions are hurting our relationship, that's why I wasn't even sure if I should go back to you-"
"Your actions are hurting you and that's hurting us because damn it Kurapika, when you hurt I do too!-"
"Kurapika, Leorio?" Gon tilts his head, his eyebrows furrowing. Kurapika's eyes are scarlet by now, the two growling at each other, and yelling. It start off okay, a teasing tone but then they just kept fighting in till it became mean and tense. Gon knows it's good for people to fight and to understand why they're angry but it seems to him that they know why they're angry. Leorio wants Kurapika to stop going after the spiders. Kurapika wants Leorio to stop drinking so much. They're both irritated because neither one will listen. Kurapika and Leorio are mates and they look close to killing each other right now. Gon knows Kurapika and Leorio love each other, but their views are clashing. Will it be like this with Killua? Will Killua not want to leave with Gon? Will Killua want him to stay and not be a hunter? Gon is thinking ahead. He still doesn't know if Killua will still want him after the truth comes out.
"Gon!" Kurapika and Leorio turn their glares on Gon, getting him to tense.
"Tell him what he's doing is stupid and that he needs to stop! You know he barely sleeps and the spiders are strong! He has his whole life ahead of him and he wants to throw it away-"
"Tell Leorio that the fact he's drinking and smoking as an elf is insane. What do you think Gon? Don't you think he shouldn't be spending his time at the bar when it's making him sick?"
Gon looks between the two before he frowns. "I don't think it's good that you're both doing something that makes you feel bad." Gon's words seem to do something because the two older adults frown. "I think it's good to listen to your mate but at the same time you should understand too. Kurapika isn't going to change his mind about the spiders. I don't like that Kurapika is making himself sick or that he's in danger but that's why I'm standing by him and I'm going to fight with him. That way...at least I know I did all I could do." Sometimes Gon forgets he's working, that he's Kurapika's guard dog. Even if Gon wasn't being paid to do this, Gon would still risk everything for his friend. Kurapika has become special to him, just like all his friends here have.
Kurapika's eyes widen. The vampire looks at Gon for a moment before those gray eyes get glossy, those eyes becoming down cast. Leorio frowns and looks over at Kurapika before sighing. "I guess you're right. He's just a stubborn as I am. But you know, you could at least let me help you as well Kurapika."
"Leorio..." Kurapika looks away from Gon to look at Leorio. They stare at each other and there's this look that is deep and meaningful. Gon looks away from them when there's a knock at the door.
"Killua?" Gon smiles and gets up and runs to the door, that being the first person he thought of. Gon opens the door and his smile stays when he sees it's Zushi standing before him. Zushi frowns when he sees Kurapika and Leorio kissing in the back before he locks eyes with Gon. "Zushi!" Gon cheers as he wraps his arms around the other male, getting Zushi to tense.
"A-Ah Gon! Hello." Zushi pats Gon's back, his eyebrows furrowing when he sees Kurapika and Leorio are looking at him now. Zushi seems wary of the vampire as they walk closer. "I came over to get you for training."
"Who's this Gon?" Leorio raises his eyebrow.
"This is Zushi! He's my friend!" Gon beams, turning so he can show Zushi off to Leorio, keeping his arm around his shoulder.
"I'm sorry for my rudeness a couple of days ago. You came with Gon in such bad condition, I couldn't help to be suspicious. But if Gon trusts to go off with you again, I trust you as well." Kurapika smiles. Zushi seems to calm down.
"I'm Leorio, any friend of Gon's is a friend of mine." Leorio grins.
"O-Oh." Zushi looks between the two, his eyes wide for a moment before he nods his head, bowing slightly. "Okay well...I'm going to be taking him for training. I will return him tomorrow."
"Try to bring him back not so...messed up huh?" Leorio grunts.
"Yes, I was worried about him. If there's any trouble Gon, please call us." Kurapika frowns.
"I will!" Gon smiles. "I'll go get my phone." Gon runs off to get his phone from his room, coming back to stand by Zushi.
"I will try to bring him back in better shape than he was. I can not promise anything but please know that all we do, we do to make Gon stronger." Zushi speaks formally, gripping his fists by his side. "Gon is my complete responsibility."
"We just want him back safe." Leorio looks at Gon. "Can I stay here with Kurapika?...for a little bit more?" Leorio rubs the back of his head.
"Sure. I said you should stay as long as you want." Gon smiles. "I'll see you two tomorrow...well actually maybe not. I might go to Killua's right from Zushi's."
"Well I suppose we will see you when ever. While you're gone I might look into that Strawberry cookie recipe." Leorio smirks.
"And I'll fix up your report." Kurapika smiles gently as he gives Gon a kiss on the forehead, the younger male beaming. "Make sure to keep me in the loop."
"You act like you're his mother." Leorio snorts only to wince when Kurapika pulls his ear.
"See you Kurapika, The Oreo! Have fun." Gon chuckles at the two before he grabs Zushi's wrist, pulling him out of his apartment. "Thanks again for helping with the report! And I'm looking forward to those cookies." Gon smiles, giving one last wave goodbye before he heads down the stairs with Zushi by his side. Gon hears something like Leorio saying 'what did he just call me?' Before he doesn't hear anything. The other werewolf's eyes are glossy as he thinks of something, his eyebrows furrowed.
"Forgive me for saying this Gon, but don't you think it's a bit dangerous having those people in your home? I saw Kurapika a couple of days ago too when I dropped you off really late at night...does he stay with you?"
"Yeah he does. I guess it is dangerous but Kurapika needs a place to stay. He's my master right now, i'm his guard dog." Gon grins when Zushi's frown seems to grow more. "Don't worry. I've been really careful!"
"Somehow I doubt that. You were almost exposed a couple of days ago." Zushi sighs. "Does he know about...what you are?"
"No, he doesn't. Leorio does though." Gon's eyes shift away from Zushi when he looks over at him, this knowing look in those brown orbs.
"...Does Kurapika have bad thoughts of our kind? Do you think if he were to find out that he would..." Zushi licks his lips, there's a fear in those brown eyes, a uncertainty...and a will to protect.
"Kurapika is my friend. I'd like to think that when he finds out, he would still look at me as Gon. I don't know what will happen when the truth comes out but I hope he'll understand." Gon smiles but it doesn't reach his eyes. "I wasn't aware how bad everyone looks at our kind till I came here. Their words are cruel and they don't even know us." Gon grips his fist, his amber eyes shining with determination.
"...All they know is the darkness they created." Zushi's voice becomes bitter. So much so that Gon looks over at him with widen eyes. Zushi blinks, this dark look leaving his eyes. He walks next to Gon, the two walking at a fast pace towards that hotel where Wing is waiting for them. "Gon...you said that Leorio knows and since you're still alive and well, that means he is on our side but...you shouldn't let anyone else know what you are. You must do your best to keep it a secret." Zushi grips his fist. "In this city...in the human world...the biggest threat to our kind is the knowledge that we are here. If you were to be exposed, there's no telling what could happen."
"I know it's important to keep what I am a secret but...I just hate lying. I hate hiding what I am to my friends. It feels wrong and everyday I have this twisting feeling in my gut." Gon frowns to himself before he looks over at Zushi who is glaring forward. "I hate how the humans and even my own friends look at our kind. They see us as...pets...as beings of service and nothing more. They talk about putting us down like it's nothing and they think of us as...dumb animals." Gon's body heats up in his anger when he thinks about Killua's lips curling as he had said that back In detention. Killua almost made him lose it then by his cruel words. How could Gon handle them now? When he feels like Killua could be his mate?
Gon can tell that made Zushi angry as well, his tan skin getting red and a flash of anger in those brown orbs but it shimmers and disappears immediately. Zushi is well trained. He's able to control his emotions better than Gon can. The raven haired boy can see it. That is one advantage Zushi has over him.
"You know your so called 'friends' feel this way about our kind, yet you are so kind to these outsiders. I know Kurapika is your master but the others aren't. You've made may friends with these outsiders think so ill of us! Why?"
"Because they're good people. I like them all. Even though what they think about our kind hurts, it just makes me want to prove them wrong more. I want to show them through myself that I'm not just a dumb animal. I want to show them there's more to us. And I'm going to." Gon grips his fist, his amber orbs burning with fire. Zushi stares at him from the corner of his eye, his expression lighting up in amazement before he quickly looks forward.
"If you could do that Gon...You're more incredible than I thought." Zushi walks quickly, his back straight and his expression serious. But there's this light in those brown orbs. One could say it's hope. "I enjoy your company Gon but I can't help to feel nervous and a little put off when I'm around the outsiders. I'm wary of them and I worry for you. Especially Killua...he seems to hate me the most. I was surprised that Kurapika and Leorio welcomed me with open arms today..." Zushi mumbles, those brown eyes shifting as they keep walking and talking. The wind caressing the boys' cheeks and moving their hair.
"Really? You seem to really enjoy Alluka's company and she's an outsider." Gon can't help to chuckle when Zushi tenses, his face becomes cherry red.
"W-Well she just seems really n-nice." Zushi stutters, not able to keep eye contact with Gon who is grinning from ear to ear. "She was the only outsider that treated me with kindness initially. It's hard to believe that Killua is her brother."
"Alluka is really nice! And she's smart and she's understanding! She's talented too!" Gon smiles, watching as those brown orbs light up with interest. "Alluka was telling me that you two were texting!"
"A-Ah she told you? And she was talking about me?" Zushi looks both flushed and happy at the same time, that composed, disciplined boy falling for just a moment.
"Yeah! She thinks you're really cool! So much so she asked me to bring you Sunday so she could see you again. I was going to anyway but the fact she asked shows how much she likes you."
"She asked for you to bring me?" Zushi rubs his arm, a wobbly smile starting to form on his lips that Gon can't help to catch. "We're been talking since that day. She said she wanted to see me again but to ask for you to bring me, she really does want to see me again." Zushi's smile twitches into a frown. "Ah but isn't Killua going to be there?"
"Yes, he is." Gon smiles sheepishly. Killua is going to be hard to keep away from Zushi and Alluka but Gon is going to try his best. "Zushi, you really like Alluka don't you?" Gon hugs Zushi, hanging off of him as the two walk, a bright smile on his lips.
"I-It's obvious to you isn't it?" Zushi's face gets redder and Gon can't help to giggle, his chest feeling light.
"Yeah, I smelled it on you when you were talking to Alluka. You have good taste Zushi. Alluka is great. She's amazing and a good friend of mine. If you have any questions, I'd be happy to help!" Gon feels so excited. The idea of helping Zushi become mates with Alluka makes him happy. He just has a feeling in his gut that Zushi could make Alluka really happy.
"I don't even know if I should try to peruse her." Zushi is still blushing but there's a frown working on his lips. "Even though Alluka is a kind soul, she is an outsider. Could she really accept what I am? And I know her brother won't accept it. The looks he gives me could kill. Even if there wasn't an issue with what I am, Wing and I are always moving. I'm only here now to train you and then I'm sure we'll be gone. I don't want to get attached to her..."
"I think Alluka can accept what you are if you can accept her as well. There's a lot of things you two need to talk about but I can really see you being mates. When I think about it...I know you'll make Alluka so happy. Killua looks at everyone like that. I think after awhile he'll warm up to you. It took a little bit for him to warm up to me too. He wanted to kill me at first. I'm sure if you found a mate here, Wing could reconsider moving around? When we were talking about Alluka, your eyes lit up. I think this is worth a shot." Gon smiles when Zushi looks over at him with wide eyes. He swallows, a bead of sweat falling down his cheek.
"...I want to learn more about her. I want to get closer. I-I don't know if she could be my mate but when I saw her Gon...m-my heart did this strange skip and it felt like...all my senses were only honed on her. I wanted to blame it on the full moon but I knew better. The way my body reacted told me more than I needed to know...Alluka could be the one. B-But I don't want to rush it and I don't want to scare her off! When I talk to her, I get so nervous. I start to sweat and it's just...ah and it's even harder to talk to her when Killua is looming over us." Zushi speaks quickly, his face getting hotter but those brown eyes have this longing to them.
"Leave Killua to me. I'll try to keep him away from you two as much as I can so you can get closer." Gon gives Zushi a thumbs up when he looks at him with wide eyes. "Zushi, you should just be yourself. You don't have to be nervous. Alluka likes you. She sees that heart of yours just like I do! Just tell her how you feel."
"Tell her h-how I feel? That's easy for you to say." Zushi mumbles, a half frown on his lips. "You act like this is simple..." Zushi sighs when Gon blinks. "...I want to see her Sunday so if you could help me Gon, and Keep Killua away a little bit, I would appreciate it greatly." Zushi glances at Gon before looking down at the ground. "...And thank you for supporting me."
"Anytime! That's what friends do!" Gon cheers, his heart beating faster. He can't wait for Sunday. He can already tell it's going to be really interesting and fun!
"Friends...yes..." Zushi's light seems to leave his eyes and he looks over at Gon, a serious expression back. "Gon, tonight is going to be rough. I just want you to know that I'll do all I can to make sure tonight is successful. I'll give it my all and I hope you will too. I don't want to have to hurt you if you lose it but I will if I have too."
"Good." Gon smiles. "I'm counting on you Zushi! I could be pretty scary if I were to lose it tonight. It's comforting to know that you'll be there to stop me. This place isn't like my island. When we lost it on the full moon...there was nothing but animals and ourselves to hurt and no one was able to kill each other. But here, the humans are so frail. Once bite could be the end of them and the hotel isn't far from the city..." Gon frowns.
"Yes, it's a gamble. A risk. This city has to be the worse for us. There are many poaches and hunters of our kind that have bases here as well. We must be so careful tonight or we'll all be in danger." Zushi mumbles, Gon still hanging off of him as they walk. They have already made it to the forest and Gon can see the hotel as they get closer and closer to the large building. "Wing has many things he wants to talk to you about."
"Really? About what? Is it a part of my training?' Gon tilts his head, not able to hide his excitement, those amber eyes shining. Despite what Zushi said about the poachers and the danger, Gon isn't scared. He's excited. He's going to give it his all and if he fails this...then he deserves whatever he gets for it. If he's ever going to find Ging, he has to be able to control himself during a full moon. If he's going to catch up to Ging, he's going to need more power, more control. His father is considered a legend. Gon has a lot of work to go and that thought alone...makes his eyes blaze with anticipation and determination.
I'm coming Ging.
"Yes, you could say that." Zushi glances away from Gon, a slight frown on his lips and those brown eyes hold a trance of guilt. "It's because I spoke up about some concerns I had about you."
"What concerns?" Gon looks at Zushi, curious.
"...You'll see." Zushi doesn't look at Gon as the two boys walk in, Gon finally letting go of Zushi so he can open the doors for them to walk into a different room than the last time. It's just as big and just as empty, with Wing standing in the middle much like Gon found him Thursday. The reason why they're using a different room has probably something to do with Gon completely destroying the other one Thursday with his training.
"Hello Gon. It's nice to see you again." Wing smiles that carefree smile of his,those eyes closed and his shirt not tucked on the one side. "I see you've recovered quite nicely from your training Thursday. You look completely refreshed."
"Yeah all the bruises are gone and my muscles aren't hurting anymore! I'm all ready for whatever you throw at me!" Gon grins, moving his arm around in a circle, holding his shoulder. Zushi stands off to the side, sighing to himself. It really does hurt his pride. Zushi didn't say anything but he was completely thrown off by how bright and vivid Gon is today, despite the amount of strain he was put through Thursday. He was able to completely heal. His healing abilities are amazing. Why is Gon so far ahead of him? Zushi grips his fist...he'll just have to catch up.
"I'm glad to hear it. You're going to need that spunk for tonight. The real challenge begins tonight Gon...but first, there's a few things I need to discuss with you. Zushi has brought some things to my attention that need to be dealt with." Wing's carefree smile falls. Zushi keeps himself straight and his face strict but Gon saw the slight twitching of his muscles.
"Yeah Zushi told me he had some concerns about me. Is something wrong?" Gon doesn't feel like he's done anything bad, there's no twisting of his gut or fear. Gon is just curious.
"Zushi told me you've been becoming hot and hypersensitive recently."
"Oh yeah I have! I think it may be because of the full moon tonight but...then again..." Gon frowns, thinking about how he felt like that last night after Killua started talking to him all low. "I start feeling this way when I'm around Killua too."
"As I thought. Gon, how much do you know about the werewolf's mating rituals?" Wing's expression doesn't change and neither does Zushi's.
"Mito told me that I would know when I found my mate. I would feel it and the feeling would be so strong I couldn't hold anything back." Gon smiles, thinking about his aunt.
"...I suppose what she told you is true but she didn't explain too much. Werewolf's go through this period of searching and studying when they find someone who could be a mate. The more the werewolf's body reacts to the other, the more compatible they are with this person. If a werewolf finds that this person isn't their mate, the heat will stop and the person will not have any power over them. But if the person continues to show promise, the werwolf will become hot and weak and these feelings will build and build till the werewolf will not be able to control their actions. The mind, body, and heart has decided that this is their mate, and depending on if the werewolf is the dominate or not, will decide how they will act. But...There's a danger to this. Once the mate is selected, as I said, the werewolf won't have control. The werewolf will become exposed because all they will want is to mate with the other and claim the other as their life mate. It's such a powerful urge that's all they can think about and want. It becomes painful."
Gon listens intently, soaking in all this information. There's a frown tugging at his lips. He knows where this is going.
"...And you said this happens around someone named Killua. If this is the case then you are sizing him up to be your mate. This is dangerous, Gon. If you were to decided that Killua is a suitable mate, you will lose all control. You will be exposed. You might not even be alone with Killua and you might lose yourself. Gon...there are warning signs. If you get warm with just talking to Killua or if you start to get really hot while being around him, run away. It may be best if you stay away from this Killua in general. If you have him as a mate...You won't be able to keep a level mind. As your trainer, I can only give you this advise. If you want to be able to do your job as a guard dog then you must push these thoughts to the side. This is a dangerous world Gon. If you feel as if Killua may be the one, stay away. The closer you get to him, the more of a change you will lose control."
"So I was right...these reactions I've been having are because of Killua. I've been sizing him up, building that feeling Mito was talking about...I don't know if Killua is my true mate but it's possible." Gon frowns, his heart clenching. Wing thinks he should stay away from Killua...how could he do that? There's so much Gon wants to do with him and he still has to try to prove that his kind are more than dumb animals...but Gon gets Wing's point. If Gon goes pass the point of no return...he won't be any help to anyone and he will expose himself. Killua has that power over him.
"It's your judgment call but be careful. Touching is dangerous with Killua, especially since by the way Zushi described Killua, it seems he also looks to you as a mate. Your feelings are mutual and that could put you in heat unexpectedly. If it becomes to the point that you know you can't bare it, you have to get yourself out of that situation. I know I don't have much time to train you but if you get exposed now, there will be nothing you can do." Wing takes a deep breath. "I don't know about Killua, but most outsiders will not accept what we are. Can you really trust Killua with this information?"
"...I'm not sure." Gon answers honestly. Gon wants to believe Killua will be on his side completely but the way Killua has spoken about werewolves makes him a bit doubtful. Gon knows that exposing himself to Killua will be a gamble.
"Gon...If I get like you, I will do the same." Zushi puts a hand to his heart, those brown orbs serious. "I would...have to stay away. So if you must stay away, you must. And so will I."
"You must pick now, what is more important? Finding a mate, or finishing your job?" Wing's eyes become sharp as they stare Gon down. The young werewolf finds his ears and tail coming out, his ears flatten and his heart beating so fast in his chest.
"...Finishing my job." Gon's amber orbs shine as he locks eyes with Wing but something hurts inside. He came here to protect Kurapika and to get experience so he could become a hunter and find his dad. That's his goal but when he thinks of having to leave Killua behind to reach it...Gon doesn't like it. The young werewolf's tail wags. Maybe what he's doing is reckless but Gon believes that he can hold out a bit longer...if Gon doesn't kiss Killua then it should be okay. If Gon gets too warm then...he runs? Will that work? Gon bites his lip...
Does he really have to...give Killua away? Does he have to ignore these feelings to become a hunter and find his dad? But there's a chance that Killua would accept him. There's a chance that it would be okay to expose himself. Gon's not sure how big that chance is though. Gon knows Killua cares about him. He knows they're best friends but Killua is best friends with a centaur. Gon knows he'll be pissed when he finds out Gon has been lying and Killua can be spiteful.
"Then you know what to do." Wing closes his eyes. Zushi looks over at Gon before looking down at his feet, a frown tugging at his own lips.
"...I'm still going to see Killua. I don't want to stop being his friend. I can keep being his friend .and I can keep doing my job. If things get too bad, i'll do what I have to. But for right now, I can control it. I want to keep seeing Killua." Gon grips his fist, looking at Wing with those amber eyes full of flame. Zushi's eyes widen but they light up as well.
"Do what you must. I trust in your decision. But in the end, remember it was your decision alone." Wing opens his eyes and smiles, the tense atmosphere around him disappearing. "I've made some food for you and Zushi. Why don't we all eat and talk and have some fun? The full moon is a day to celebrate yes? We'll talk more about the details later. The more food you have in your stomachs, the better behaved you will be tonight."
"Some food sounds good!" Gon cheers, despite having just ate not too long ago, he could go for some meat. Gon doesn't know what tonight will entail. He doesn't know if he can keep himself under control and he supposes he should be worrying about that but he's not. He's worrying about this growing urge he has because of Killua. Wing said it will keep getting stronger to the point Gon wouldn't be able to keep his ears and tail in.
He'll be exposed, he would go into heat. Gon has seen werewolf's in heat before. Male or female, they get all flushed. Some beg and whine. Others growl and demand. They really lose it and all they want is to mate with the person of their choice. It's such a powerful feeling and now Gon is experiencing it because of Killua. Killua really could be the one for him. He could really be his true mate. Gon should be happy but he can't be thinking that...he might have to stop being around Killua because of it.
There's a lot of things that could go wrong and as the days go by, Something is building and building and Gon's not sure what's going to happen. All he knows is that...
He wants to keeps seeing Killua and all his friends. He wants to help Kurapika beat the spiders. He wants to become a hunter and find Ging.
And he doesn't want to abandoned anyone in the process, especially Killua.
The young werecat's white ear twitches when he hears the click of the phone next to him and the lost of Gon's breathing. Killua's eyes flutter open, his blue slanted eyes stay half lidded as he enjoys the feeling of his soft covers over his bare back. He doesn't want to move. Killua has never slept as good as he did last night. His muscles are so relaxed and he just feels...amazing.
Killua mumbles to himself as he gets himself off the bed, stretching by putting his butt in the air, his tail going out straight as he pushes forward with his arms, cracking his back. Killua sighs as he sits back up and rubs the back of his neck, glancing lazily over at the time.
12:00?
Killua's eyes widen and he jumps up in bed, running into his bathroom to take a shower. Killua has never slept in this late. He's almost positive Alluka has woken up before him and is worrying about him. She's going to be knocking on his door any minute now. It's a morning ritual for Killua to wake Alluka up so they can head downstairs and have breakfast together. He's never been so relaxed and enjoying rest so much that he would sleep in till 12.
It's all because of Gon.
Killua flushes as he gets into the shower, letting the hot water hit his back, a pang of arousal traveling through him as he remembers last night. That was so sexy. If Killua didn't feel this good he would think it was a dream. Gon was panting and moaning in the phone, touching himself and listening intently to what Killua told him to do. Killua really wanted to just run to Gon's apartment, break into his room and fuck him senseless. Does Gon even realize what he does to Killua? The werecat shakes his head. If he thinks about this he'll get turned on and he doesn't want to have to deal with that right before he sees his sister.
Still...
Killua can't stop thinking about Gon. His mate. His...love. Killua needs him. He needs to claim him or it's going to drive him mad. He's going to kiss him and lick him and...ohh there's so much he's going to do to that boy. Killua's tail swishes restlessly as he washes himself off, wondering silently if Gon woke up feeling as good as he did. Killua licks his lips, thinking that Gon's cum is still on his chest and he didn't even wash himself-
Stop. Killua cruses to himself when his dick stands at attention from all his thoughts. His body getting warm. Killua quickly changes the hot water to the lowest setting on cold. Killua doesn't so much as wince as he lets the freezing water get rid of his arousal.
Killua has a lot to do today. He's going to get a lot of gold for his mate. He's going to get some strawberry cake too. He might...tell his sister today about Gon but he's not sure. After last night, Killua is just ready to have Gon. He's ready to get away from his family and to run off with him. He's ready to start this new life, a new beginning. Killua just hopes Alluka will be fine with it. He hopes that Gon will be fine with it too.
Killua is broke from his thoughts when he hears a knock at his door. "I'm coming." Killua gets out of the shower, drying his body off before he walks out and puts on some black skinny jeans and a purple long sleeve shirt. He grabs his phone before Killua opens the door, his annoyance fading when he sees it's Alluka frowning slightly. "Sorry sis, I slept in."
"No that's okay. I thought maybe you were sick or something." Alluka searches her brother's face before she smiles. "I just woke up myself. It's a little late but maybe Canary will still make us breakfast?"
"Yeah, i'm sure she will." Killua runs his fingers through his damp hair, staring at his sister for a moment, his face getting red. "Um...after we eat breakfast would you like to come with me to do some errands?" Killua shoves his hands in his pockets.
"Sure!" Alluka's eyes light up. "What kind of errands?"
"I need to pick up some gold and flowers and the such." Killua shrugs his shoulders, trying to hide how his heart picks up speed just thinking about it. Alluka blinks.
"Gold? And flowers?" Alluka's eyes widen. "Brother are you going on a date?!" She squeals. "Is it with Gon?-"
"I'm not g-going on a date! And- wait why would it be Gon?!" Killua tenses, his eyes wide, his face catching on fire. Killua watches as Alluka has this knowing look in her eyes as she giggles. Killua swallows, a looming feeling overcoming him. He's seen that look before. Is it possible that...She already knows? Or is she just playing with him?
"There isn't anyone else is there?" Alluka's smile turns soft and Killua feels his heart beat faster. Now that he's accepted his own feelings, he's starting to realize maybe his sister wasn't as out of the loop as he was.
"Sis...do you..." Killua swallows, pointing at himself, he's blushing too much. " ...Know how I feel about him?" Killua tries to keep a straight face but when Alluka's eyes widen he feels like he's made a mistake. Maybe she was just teasing him-
"Big brother, you're admitting it?" Alluka puts her hands on her mouth, her eyes so wide and happy. " You finally realize your in love with Gon and you're going on a date with him-"
"No, i'm not and keep it down. No one can know about this okay?" Killua pulls Alluka in and closes the door, whispering. "I'm getting Gon gold because centaurs use it to express their want of a mate. I need your help in picking out some new clothes for tomorrow. I want to look my best...I want him as my mate Alluka. I know it's weird-"
"It's not weird! Not at all! Big brother, I'm so happy for you!" Alluka hugs her brother, jumping up and down, squealing. "I'll help you! I'll help make you look so good! Gon will fall right into your arms! This is what I've been wanting! I just knew you had deep feelings for him. I want him to be your mate too. I want him to be a part of our family."
"S-So you don't mind?" Killua hugs her back, letting out a sigh of relief, a warm feeling in his chest spreading. "You know what this means don't you?"
"We'll be running away." Alluka nods, tightening her grip on her older brother. "I don't care. You're not going to be happy here. I'm tired of seeing that hallow look, brother. This place has been killing you slowly. When Gon came into our lives...it was the first time in a long time I heard you laugh. The light you got back into your eyes was all because of Gon. Gon makes you happy. He makes us both happy so...lets run away, brother."
Killua takes a sharp intake of breath. A smile traces his lips and he closes his eyes, just enjoying this embrace. Killua feels giddy, excited. Alluka is with him. Alluka wants Gon to be his mate. Alluka understands him. He loves his sister. Alluka's approval was half of his worries. Now all he has to do is get Gon on board.
"You're the best sister ever you know that?" Killua smiles when Alluka giggles.
"I know." Alluka pulls away, those blue eyes so light and bright. It looks like she's about to cry. Killua understands. He's sure his eyes are watery too. After everything they've been through, it seems things are finally looking up. Gon is their escape. Gon has set Killua free. There's nothing holding him back. Not anymore.
"I just got to get Gon to fall for me. For real this time." Killua flushes, rubbing the back of his head. "you were toying with me weren't you sis? When you said I should act to make Gon love me so he would break up with Kurapika?"
"Yup. I was hoping that if you acted like you wanted him that you would reline that you actually do." Alluka chuckles when Killua glares at her. "But I think Gon does have a thing for you."
"I don't know. That's why I'm just going to buy a shit ton of gold and hope for the best." Killua takes a deep breath. "If he doesn't accept...I'm not going to give up. I can't...I need him sis." Killua blushes, staring at his shoes. His heart is beating so fast and he feels anxious exposing this vulnerability of his even if it is to his sister.
"Good. I don't want you to give up brother. I want you to be happy." Alluka smiles softly, getting Killua to smile back at her. "So lets go get some breakfast and get started!-"
There's a knock at Killua's door.
"Master Killua." The werecat knows that voice anywhere. Killua raises his eyebrow as he opens his door and as he thought, Gotoh stands in front of him, his face stone as always. "Your presence has been requested in the main building by your father."
Killua feels his blood run cold. Alluka tenses next to him and though Killua's stomach twist he doesn't let it show on his face. He has a feeling he knows what this is about-
"The mansion is surrounded. I would not recommend running master Killua." Gotoh says blankly but his eyebrows furrow.
"I wasn't planning on to." Killua grips his fist. He turns and puts his hands on Alluka's shoulders when she looks like she's about to panic. "It's fine. I'll come back and then we can go out like we planned." Killua gives her a firm look before he pats her on the head. "Stay here." Killua walks out with Gotoh, closing his doors.
Killua doesn't stay anything as he follows Gotoh, his blue eyes become dull and dangerous, his heart beating slowly in his chest. He can feel his blood prickle and his senses go on high alert. His tail twitches restlessly. He knew this was going to happen sooner or later.
"My mother is throwing a fit isn't she?" Killua hums as he walks outside, his eyes narrowing at the butlers that indeed have his mansion surrounded. If he wanted to, he could kill them. But there's no point. He has to talk to his parents.
"Yes. Though I don't know about what, she seems to be upset about something you've done." Gotoh glances over at Killua before looking forward, his back straight.
Killua doesn't say anything else as they make it to the other mansion, It's been months since he's talked to his parents in person. There's a reason for that. Killua walks in and heads into the family meeting room. His mother and father are waiting for him. Killua feels himself stiffen at seeing his father, those blue eyes staring at him and his form still looms over his own. Of all his family, his father is who he respects the most. His mother can choke on her own spit and die for all he cares.
"What is the meaning of this?!" His mother shrieks, Killua's ears twitching in annoyance at such a high pitched sound. "Who is this Gon?! Why would you put them on the untouchables?! Is this a female you haven't told us about? I will not accept this!-"
"Calm down." His father growls at the woman, his teeth baring but this only seems to make her more flustered. "Killua, would you care to explain this? Who is Gon and why did you put him as an untouchable?"
"...Gon is a friend." Killua locks eyes with his father, not looking at his mother who's face scrunches up, her lip curling in disgust. His father just stares blankly back at Killua, those blue eyes studying him closely.
"A friend?! Killua you don't have friends! What have you been doing over there away from your mother?! Is this Gon one of your play things-" His mother starts yelling. Killua keeps his face blank, still staring at his father.
"A friend hm?" His father lifts his hand, putting it on his mother who looks at him in disbelief. "He must be special if you were to put him as an untouchable. Illumi has told me that you've only known him for about two weeks."
"Him?! Two weeks?! Why didn't Illumi tell me-"
Killua doesn't say anything. He doesn't have to.
His father puts a hand on his mother, squeezing his shoulder as he keeps staring at Killua. There's a tense silence between them. "Tomorrow I want you to bring this Gon here. I want to have him for dinner."
"What?!" Killua and his mother both say at the same time, Killua's eyes wide while his mother's device freaks out on her head.
"You heard me. We are going to have Gon over for dinner. He's going to meet the whole family." Those blue eyes are serious. Killua feels himself get pale.
"Father I don't think-"
"I don't care what you think Killua. I want to meet this boy and decide for myself if he deserves to be an untouchable. I am the head of this house hold. Though you are soon to be the head don't forget I still rule. My son, you made this Gon a part of the family when you made him an untouchable. Only family goes in that slot. You knew this and did it anyway. A boy you only have known for two weeks at that. I must trust your judgment so you must trust mind. You will bring him over here tomorrow for dinner. If not, I will override you and he will not be an untouchable. If you bring him and if I see what you see, he will stay as an untouchable."
"What? He can't stay as an untouchable!" His mother is screaming. She seems close to passing out. Killua is too.
"What happens if I bring him and you don't see favor in him?" Killua swallows. Bringing Gon to have dinner with his family? It's dangerous. They may try to kill him.
"I'll kill him!" His mother screams. "I won't let my baby hang around anyone who will be a bad influence. You're almost done with your schooling and-"
"We will kill him."His father says and Killua feels his heart clench. His breathing becomes uneven though he tries to hide it. If his father is saying it, he knows it's true. Killua keeps a straight face as he nods his head but really he's thinking of a way to get out of this. Can he run away with Gon before the dinner? His family was going to come after them anyway but...Killua has a feeling his dad is going to suspect him trying to get out of this-
"I do not want to hurt your friend." Killua blinks, looking up at his father who is looking at him with those blue eyes of his. The blue eyes he inherited. "All I want is for a nice dinner as a family. If you believe that Gon is worthy to be an untouchable, then there shouldn't be anything to worry about. I will tell everyone to be on their best behavior. We will treat him like...well, better than one of our own."
"...I'll bring him." Killua straightens himself out, knowing that this is going to be bad but he has to do it. His father isn't stupid. The butlers will be watching him like a hawk, making sure he's not going to make a run for it before the dinner. Killua is going to be the head but his father is still in charge. There's a part of him that maybe...wants his father's approval on Gon? He knows his father would never approve Gon as a mate but if his father were to see how great Gon is...Killua's not sure. He's always looked to his father more than anyone in his family. His father earned his respect.
There's also a part of him that wants to show Gon off. He wants his family to see him. He wants to show them what he has. A light that they don't. A light they won't ever have.
There's stronger part of him that really doesn't want Gon to have anything to do with this place or his family. It's dangerous and scary. Gon's life will be in danger tomorrow.
"Good. I'll see you tomorrow then." His father smiles, his mother looks like she's biting back another scream. "What does your friend like to eat?"
"He likes meat. He'll eat anything though. He's like a black hole." Killua shrugs his shoulders, finding a trace of a smile coming to his lips. His father catches this.
"Really? Well I'll be sure to get the butlers to make plenty of food." His father chuckles lightly and Killua lights up. He knows his father will like Gon. He just feels it in his gut. "I would ask you more about him but we'll see him for our self tomorrow. You are dismissed."
Killua nods his head and leaves the room. He can hear his mother having a bitch fit all the way out here. She's screaming and throwing things, clearly pissed that his father invited Gon to a dinner. Whatever. She's going to get over it. She's going to have to. Gon is staying. Gon is his. Killua swallows, thinking about tomorrow and all the shit that's going to go down.
You don't even know you're my mate yet and the shit has already started. I'm sorry but... I want you. I need you.
Hopefully they all can survive the Zoldyck dinner. Killua doesn't remember the last time they all ate together at a table. Killua sighs to himself.
Fuck his life. Why? Just why?
"Brother..." Alluka frowns when Killua walks into his room his face showing how pissed and worried he is. "What did they want?"
"They want to have dinner with Gon tomorrow." Killua closes his eyes when Alluka's face gets pale. He knows. It's bad news. Even if Gon is liked by his father...Killua is positive Illumi or any of his other siblings might try to kill Gon at the dinner table.
"W-What?! Why? How do they even know about Gon?" Alluka trembles.
"Because I did something stupid. I put Gon as an untouchable." Alluka's eyes widen but Killua keeps going. "Someone kept sending me Gon as a target. I flipped out. I didn't want anyone else to get him as a case so I put him as an untouchable to protect him. Now father wants to meet him and decide for himself if he's worthy of it."
"What's going to happen if they d-don't think he's worthy?" Alluka looks close to crying. She already knows the answer.
"They're going to kill him." Killua gives her a firm look when she whimpers. "I'm not going to let that happen. Whether Gon is worthy to them or not, I'm going to protect him and you. I won't let anything happen to him." Killua grips his fist.
"They won't let us run away will they? They won't let us get Gon out of here...they're going to make us do it." Alluka bites her lip. "Do you think they'll think of Gon as worthy?"
"..." Killua doesn't know. Killua wants to keep Gon on the untouchable. If Gon can prove himself, His father will approve it and Gon will never have to worry about being assassinated by a Zoldyck. At least that's what Killua is hoping for. "Lets go out sis. We have a lot of work to do for tomorrow." Killua groans. "He's not even my mate yet and he has to deal with our family. The dinner is going to be so awkward."
"It is..." Alluka frowns.
"I bet it's going to be the first time in years Milluki comes out of his room." That gets his sister to chuckle at bit and Killua is glad. The air is tense because they both know this isn't good. Killua can't panic though. He has to be steady for the both of them. Having dinner with their family isn't something they would want to do period. Having dinner with their family and Gon is something they never want to do. But it's happening. Tomorrow. "If Gon does become my mate tomorrow, I feel like our family is going to scare him off." Killua really, really hopes not. Gon won't have to deal with them too much...they'll constantly be a nuance but Killua just hopes Gon can accept this and become his mate. Killua will give him everything that he can. Killua wants to give the other male the world.
"I don't think they'll scare him off." Alluka smiles. "Gon doesn't scare at all. I thought you were going to scare Gon off and you didn't. I don't think Gon would stop being around us for nothing. He's amazing like that so I think...father is going to see worth in him."
"...I think so too." I hope so. Killua smiles, appreciating his sister's positive attitude when he knows, oh how he knows, she's scared to death. "Lets go out, get some new clothes for the both of us and get some ice cream too."
"Sounds great." Alluka smiles, walking out with her big brother. "You better get Gon as much gold as you can. He's worth it."
"I am." Killua grumbles, his cheeks heating up.
Despite the conversation he is having with his sister, his thoughts keep going back to Gon. Gon is bad luck. He has to be. All these things seem to be happening with him around. But despite the dinner and the danger...
Killua can't wait to see Gon tomorrow. He can't wait to have the other male in his arms. He can't wait to claim him.
No matter what happens, Killua will protect Gon. With his life.
"This is goood." Gon leans his head back, a wide smile on his lips. He lays in the large bath that's shaped like a square, the heat flushing his skin and face. Gon beams over at Zushi who is sitting across from him, his skin also red, the water coming up right below his nipples showing off his board shoulders. "It's not much of training though. Since I've been here all I've done is eat and relax." Gon frowns slightly.
"As Wing said, it's best for us to be as relaxed and full as possible before we turn. It will help in us controlling the beast." Zushi closes his eyes, his ears twitch on top of his head.
"I guess it makes sense." Gon smiles before he swims over to Zushi, sitting next to the other male, his black tail moving around in the water. Being here with Zushi, taking a bath with his kind, gives him a homely feel. "Hey Zushi, is something bothering you?" Gon tilts his head over at the other male, Zushi's eyes moving down to the water. After the first talk with Wing, Zushi has been keeping his distance from him and his eyebrows have been furrowed as if in deep thought.
"...Are you angry that I told Wing about Killua?" Zushi locks eyes with Gon, a slight frown on his lips.
"Hm? No. I'm glad Wing told me about mating. If not, I would have exposed myself, no doubt." Gon smiles but again it doesn't feel as easy as it usually does. "I know you were looking out for me."
Zushi seems to relax at that and he nods his head, those brown orbs shinning with this determination. "That was my intention. I just wanted to make sure that you understood...I will have to be careful as well around Alluka. It's not like yours yet but when I was around her, I could feel the starting of it."
"Ughh I wish we could just tell them." Gon whines, his black ears flattening on his head.
"I don't think that's a good idea."
"But-" Gon starts only for his ears to perk up when his phone goes off. Gon gets out of the bath , walking over to pick up his phone before coming back. Gon smiles. It's a message from Killua.
"Yo. Tomorrow we're having dinner with my family."
Gon's eyes light up as he jumps back into the water, keeping the phone high not to get it wet. Zushi moves his face away when he's splashed. Dinner with Killua's family? He gets to have dinner with them and meet the ones who have raised Killua? Gon feels excited. He wasn't expecting it.
"Yay! That sounds like fun! I'll get to meet your mom and dad? And your other siblings?" Gon sends this message, only when he types the last part does he remember those blank, empty eyes. Gon frowns. That means Illumi is going to be there too. So far that's the only bad part about this dinner he can see.
"Did something happen?" Zushi raises his eyebrow.
"Killua said we're having dinner with his family tomorrow." Gon grins. "I've never met his family before so this is good. It's important to see Killua's family because if he becomes my mate, they will become like family."
"...Do you think I will be able to go as well?" Zushi questions, those brown eyes light up. "I want to meet Alluka's family...There has to be kind members just like Alluka. They can't all be like Killua."
"I don't see why not!" Gon beams. "It's good for you to meet them too!" Gon chuckles when Zushi starts to get flush. "You should text Alluka."
"...I suppose this is our free time..." Zushi starts to mumble to himself, his face still red as he gets out of the bath, unlike Gon he grabs a towel to cover his naked body before walking over to get his phone. Gon watches him before his phone starts to shake in his hand.
"It's going to be a drag. I'm just saying, don't be thinking this is going to be something really fun. It's my family. Mother is going to be bitching the whole time." Killua sends this.
"That's just it Killua, it's your family. I want to meet your family so it is going to be fun." Gon sends this back as Zushi gets into the bath. Gon wants to know about Killua's family life. He want to know more about him. Killua told him not to get involved with his family issues but Gon wants to be involved in everything Killua is. He wants to be there for both Killua and Alluka.
"Ah, she has messaged me..." Zushi mumbles, sinking into the water, his eyes glued to his phone and a smile tracing his lips.
"Idiot. So what's up? Did you finish your training? Since you're texting me and all."
"No. I think the real training is going to be throughout the night. Right now I'm taking a bath with Zushi, preparing for it!" Gon smiles sending the message. He's been so busy today that he didn't realize he hasn't been able to talk to Killua at all. The other male hasn't been sending him messages either though. Gon blinks when Killua starts to call him. Gon's tail starts to move around in the water from his excitement, his heart picking up speed, his amber eyes lighting up as he answers the phone.
"Killua!" Gon cheers.
"What the hell are you doing taking a bath with that guy?" Killua growls. His voice is deep and angry. Gon's smile falls at the tone and his ears flatten in confusion.
"We're taking a bath together to get relaxed for the training coming up-"
"Why do you have to take one with him though? And why is your training at night? Does that mean you're staying the night there? You're going to be exhausted tomorrow. There's a lot of stuff going on! You're going to be falling asleep on me." Killua snarls. "Gon, you can't be fucked up like you were the last time while having dinner with my family. Where are you? I'm going to pick you up. You can do this training some other time-"
"I can't!" Gon's eyes widen in panic. Killua can't be around him. It's almost time. Gon can feel it in his blood. The full moon is close upon them. "I have to do this tonight! I promise I won't be messed up like I was yesterday. I'll be awake and I'll keep up with you. I'll be my best for your family-"
"Why does it have to be tonight?" Killua presses. "Why do you sound like you're frighten? Your breathing has picked up speed, Gon. I can sense it. What's going on?" Killua's voice gets even darker.
"Nothing is going on, Killua. This training has to be tonight. I'm not frighten, I just..." Gon licks his lips, glancing over at Zushi who is staring at him intently, frowning. Gon blinks when Zushi takes the phone from Gon, he sighs before he starts to talk.
"If Gon were to leave this training session my master would feel disrespected and would leave. My master came all this way just to train Gon, so Gon must listen to my master and train when he says it's time to train." Zushi speaks firmly, his voice not giving anything away.
"Alright. Could you tell me why the fuck you're in the bath with him? I'm sure he can bathe himself." Killua sounds like he's bristling.
"Gon insisted that I bathed with him." Zushi's eyebrows furrow and he winces after saying that when he can physically feel the darkness seep through the phone from Killua. "It would save time and be more fun...Why are you upset?" Zushi swallows but he keeps his voice so firm that no one would know he's sweating.
"So what? Are you one of Gon's sluts huh?" Killua's voice has gotten even lower. Zushi finds the hairs on the back of his neck standing up. Zushi flushes at the language and what he's suggesting.
"N-Nothing like that! Think of me as nothing more than...Gon's servant. It's my job to keep him safe and out of trouble. I do not want to mate with Gon and he doesn't want to mate with me. We're like brothers." Zushi flushes at the end, glancing over at Gon to see if he went too far saying that last part. Zushi tenses when he sees the million watt smile Gon is giving him and those bright amber eyes.
"...Gon doesn't need you. He has me." Killua seems to have calmed down a bit but his voice is still sharp.
"I understand that but he's...he's my friend as well. I want to be there for him. Killua, I know you don't like me but if the reason you don't like me is because you think I want to mate with Gon, get that thought out of your head. I'd like to get along with you." Zushi's ears twitches on the top of his head as he listens intently to Killua. There's silence for a moment.
"If you want to 'get along' with me, you can start by getting out of the bath with Gon. I don't want you ever taking a bath with him again." Killua snarls.
"Done." Zushi stands up from the bath, the sound of dripping water can be heard as he gets out. "Gon, here's your phone. Killua wants me to get out. I'll finish up after you."
"Aw okay." Gon frowns as he takes the phone, watching as Zushi wraps himself in a towel and walks out of the room "Why did you want Zushi to leave Killua?"
"I've told you before. I don't want you showing your body to just anyone. You just met this guy." Killua sounds irritated, like Gon should know this. "I know you said you use to take bathes with just anyone at your old home but..." Killua is getting flustered. Gon's ears twitches on top of his head as he listens intently to his mate interest. "Your kind has a tendency of mating with multiple partners. I don't want him taking advantage of you."
"Zushi wouldn't take advantage of me and he wouldn't mate with me either. Like he said, he's like my brother." Gon's chest warms and he smiles to himself...Is Killua jealous? Now that Gon understands that Killua looks at him as a mate, he's starting to understand his anger that he gets when he spends time with other males. Killua is worried Gon will mate with others. Gon's heart beats faster at the thought and he gets warmer, and it's not from the heat of the bath. Gon's eyes widen in realization. That's why Killua got mad that Zushi was in the bath...Gon feels proud of himself and a bit powerful. Gon's tail starts to move underwater and his eyes get bright.
"Still. You don't see me taking bathes with Alluka do you? You're not a child. How can I trust your judgment anyway? You went out with Fucking Hisoka when you were weak. Piss poor judgment of character." Killua growls. Gon feels warmer. There's something possessive about Killua's tone and there's a part of Gon that loves it.
"But I wanted to take a bath with Zushi-"
"Why?" Killua snarls, his voice getting darker. Gon can't help to smile even though Killua sounds like he could kill him and Zushi.
"Because I miss having company when I bathe. If you were here, I would have asked you to take bath with me." Gon's ears twitch when he can sense Killua calm. "If I could take a bath with Killua everyday, I wouldn't need to take a bath with anyone else." Gon smiles to himself when he hears Killua's breathing change slightly. Gon feels his own heart beat faster at him speaking his feelings and he bites his lip. His body...it's acting up again...
"W-Well...uh..." Killua stumbles with his words before he coughs. "I-Idiot." He manages out but Gon can just imagine that cute blush on Killua's face right now, those blue eyes lighten up. Gon licks his lips , feeling an excitement build. "Just wait a little bit then." Killua mumbles before he takes a deep breath. "Don't take it too far tonight. I don't care if you're going to disrespect this guy or whatever. You need to able to function tomorrow."
"I will." Gon grips his fist. "What time do you want me to come over?"
"I'll pick you up at around...eh lets say about nine in the morning. That way we'll have plenty of time to do things and I can somehow get you prepared to face my family." Killua groans, his voice going back to normal. That darkness leaving him.
"Nine is fine!" Gon beams. "And you're going to give me my surprise tomorrow right?" Gon gets out of the bath, his body already being washed, the heat starting to get to him.
"Yeah. Not telling you when though."
"Aw come on Killua! You should give me my surprise at nine!" Gon beams. "And you should give me a hint-"
"What did I say Gon?" Killua purrs, getting Gon to tense. "If you kept asking-"
"Ack! I won't start up again, i'm just so excited Killua. I've been thinking about what it could be and everything." Gon's ears flatten.
"You're never gong to guess." Killua sounds like he's smiling but it's strange.
"I bet I could." Gon puffs out his cheeks in stubbornness, taking what Killua said as a challenge. Killua chuckles and it sends butterflies through Gon's stomach.
"Of course you do." Killua's chuckle has done something to him. Talking to Killua has done something to him. Gon is starting to feel sensitive and all he wants to do is get closer to Killua. Gon takes a deep breath. He has to control this. If he doesn't...he can't be around Killua anymore.
"I woke up feeling really good." Gon finds himself saying, Killua's chuckle dying on his lips. He can tell the other male is listening to him intently. "I think I always want to hear your voice before I go to sleep." Gon smiles to himself, closing his eyes, remembering the torment he was in last night only for that all to disappear while talking to Killua. The other male has this calming affect on him. He also has the ability to make him really angry. Killua can do a lot of things to him. Maybe Gon should have realized sooner that he was looking at Killua as a mate interest. Gon's body becomes too hot at the thought of Killua being his mate, the idea of Killua being all his, forever. They'll never be apart and they'll always be able to take bathes together and talk and hug and-
"...I want to hear your voice...when I go to sleep too..." Killua mumbles, and it's almost shy. The air has changed and Gon is too hot and his heart is beating too fast and he can feel his blood pumping-
"K-Killua I have to go. We're about to start training. I'll see you tomorrow at nine." Gon says quickly, trying to keep the urgency out of his voice.
"Huh? Oh...alright." Killua sounds like he's frowning, or at least disappointed. "You better have a functioning brain tomorrow at nine or I'm going to tickle the shit out of you."
"I-I'll be functioning! Don't tickle me Killua!" Gon frowns at the idea and he can already sense the smirk that's on the other male's face.
"Then you better not be fucked up~ Or i'm going to start and I'm not going to stop." Killua is serious. Gon swallows, despite the fact that the tickles aren't appealing, the idea of Killua holding him down as he runs his skilled fingers over his flesh makes Gon's tail wag and his ears flatten when he gets too hot and a pang of arousal goes through him.
"Okay bye Killua. Got to go!" Gon hangs up the phone, not waiting for Killua to say goodbye. He takes deep breaths, feeling the blush on his cheeks. Gon squirms when he notices that he's gotten hard again.
"Gon, are you done talking with Killua?" Zushi asks through the door.
"Yeah I am." Gon's ears perk up at Zushi talking to him. There's an urge in him like last night but it's not as strong. Gon got off the phone fast enough. Gon walks over to the shower head in the room and turns on the cold water, letting it cool him down. To his relief that strange feeling slowly starts to fade away and his reproductive organ becomes soft by itself.
"The moon is about to come up." Zushi comes into the room, a hint of urgency in his voice. "We need to lock ourselves into a room with Wing." Zushi licks his lips, his pupils are constricted. Even though the cold water has calmed that need to be touch, his blood is still boiling. It's almost time.
"Right." Gon nods his head, walking out of the room with Zushi, his breathing becoming uneven. Gon can feel his teeth get longer and sharper.
"...Gon do you have a splinter in your side?" Zushi can't help to point out as he walks by Gon's side, glancing over at the other male, a frown turning his lips.
"Huh?" Gon blinks, his voice getting lower as he looks down at his side. His pupils constrict more as he looks intently, catching that something is indeed in his side. Gon uses his nails that have grown longer to dig into his side, the thing bothering him now that he knows it's there. He digs, his nails cutting into his flesh like paper and he's able to latch on to what ever is in his side. Gon yanks it out, his ears twitching as he stares at the purple thread in his hand.
"What is that? Did you lay on something?" Zushi frowns at the purple needle as the two walk into the room, Wing already waiting for them. Zushi gets to work on chaining the door and putting some furniture in front of the door.
"I don't know. I didn't feel this pierce my skin." Gon sniffs it before he shrugs his shoulders and throws it off to the side. He has bigger things to worry about right now.
"Gon, quickly." Wing motions for Gon to come closer, he's holding a large chain and Gon already knows what it's for. Gon nods and moves quickly, hearing his bones starting to crack on their own. Wing doesn't say a word as he puts the large chain around Gon's neck, securing him to the wall. He does the same for Zushi before he walks over to the door. Gon's eyes widen when Wing drops a pouch in front of the door...Silver falling out of it, making Gon sweat. Wing really isn't taking any chances.
"You must keep control Gon. This is important. If you can keep control while the full moon is out, you have a chance of defeating the spiders. If you can not, then you won't be able to. I must warn you Gon. If you lose control, if you put yourself or us in danger, we will take any action necessary. We will hurt you. We end up killing you. That is the risk."
"I know." Gon swallows, feeling a growl at the back of his throat as his bones keep breaking and he's sweating and twitching. This feeling is overwhelming him. It feels like his blood has been replaced by battery acid. Wing chains himself up next to Zushi. Both of them are sweating just as much as Gon. The moon's light comes in through the window, shinning on them. Gon growls, this feeling over taking him. He can't fight it anymore. Gon cries out as his body contorts, the sicking sound of bones cracking and popping back into place fill the room, the heat spreading out from Gon's core as his body is covered in hair, his jaw coming out, his teeth becoming jagged, and his body growing three times his size.
In Gon's place, a black wolf growls, trying to bite at the chains that are around his neck, those amber eyes that contrast against his black fur are trembling, unsteady. Where Zushi was, a brown wolf who's ears are flatten and eyes are closed, breathing heavily. In Wing's place is a large black wolf only slightly bigger than the brown wolf, it sits, breathing hard, his tail moving slowly but the wolf's black eyes are steady.
The largest wolf growls and yanks at the chains, snarling, using it's strength to rip the chain out of the of the wall, letting the dangerous monstrous wolf go. The brown wolf's eyes snap open at the sound and he growls at the black wolf in warning, nipping at his tail.
Gon turns on Zushi, baring his teeth and snapping his jaw shut close to the other's face, those eyes trembling and burning, the desire of destruction and blood lust painted in those amber orbs. Zushi barks in response, baring his own teeth, his tail wagging. Wing doesn't do anything, those black eyes narrowing.
Gon sniffs at Zushi's face, those amber eyes slowly still but there's that wild look that hasn't left. Gon sits down, his tail thumping against the floor making it feel like he could break the floor with just his large tail. Zushi puffs air out of his nose, sitting down himself, the wolf calming a bit. Gon whines as he paces back and forth, the large chain and the wall that was hooked to it being dragging around like it's nothing. Zushi barks a response, and Wing growls getting Gon's ears to flatten. Gon puffs air out of his nose as he curls up next to Zushi. The large black wolf starts to push the brown wolf with his large paw, Zushi growling in response getting Gon to nip playfully at his leg. Zushi gets on top of the other biting at his chest but not enough to cause real damage. Gon starts to bark, wiggling under the weight of Zushi but he's able to knock Zushi off, though those amber eyes are playful, that unsteadiness is starting to come back-
Wing growls at Zushi, the brown wolf's ears flattening before he barks at Gon. Gon whines and flops himself down on his side, laying his head down, his ears flattening. His large tail moves slowly, impatiently. The three wolfs sit in silence for a moment, raw power radiating off of them, the air thin. At any moment it feels as if it could snap and the wolfs could turn wild.
Gon's ears that were flatten, perk up suddenly. The large wolf gets up, sniffing the air, his ears moving. Wing and Zushi do the same, trying to point out what Gon has just picked up on. Gon starts to growl, his amber eyes becoming almost black, nothing but animalistic rage. His eyes tremble, unsteady,wild.
Zushi starts to bark frantically when he sees this. When Gon doesn't' respond to it, Zushi growls and runs towards Gon, breaking free of his chains. The large wolf snarls, charging Zushi and knocking him to the side with his power and massive size, taking a large chuck out of Zushi's back with his teeth while doing so before Gon jumps through the wall, falling down five stories into the night. Gon lands easily, the ground breaking in from his weight and power. Gon howls before he takes off running full speed, growling and snapping at the air, the large wolf barging through anything in his way, including trees. The trees get ripped from the ground and fall by the large beast and the rage behind all his movements.
Zushi howls after Gon as he jumps after him, his brown eyes unsteady from the pain of his ripped flesh on his back but he's already starting to heal. Zushi runs after Gon, barking as loud as he can, running as fast as he can to keep up with the crazed male. Wing jumps after both of the younger males, barking out an order for Zushi to follow. The brown wolf whimpers but there's a resolve in those brown orbs as he picks up the pace, running as fast as he can, barking with more urgency and warning. Gon snarls in response. It tells Zushi all he needs to know and with a heavy heart, he picks up the speed, running as fast as he can with Wing by his side but it's not enough.
Gon is faster. Even with the piece of wall and chain flying behind him as he runs. He won't listen to Zushi's barks or howls. He's focused on one thing and one thing only. This feeling in his chest, this presence, this threat. As Gon knocks another tree out of his way, the large wolf enters into a clearing, those wild eyes locking into the figure standing out in the open. Amber eyes lock with black.
In Gon's crazed state he can not tell who this person is but he just knows he's a threat, he's no good. Gon wants to rip him to pieces. He wants to destroy, destroy, destroy. He wants to taste blood. He wants this person's blood. Gon can smell it, the blood that pumps through this beings veins and he can hear the quiet beating of the heart that keeps this person alive. Gon could feel this presence all the way back at the hotel. The urge of destruction took him over and now he can't get pass the haze of his rage as he looks at this being who is standing as still as a statue.
Gon snarls, walking closer towards this person, bending his back, ready to pounce and rip his throat out.
"How unexpected. A werewolf so close to the city, and on a full moon." This person speaks blankly, not a ounce of fear. If not for the beating of his heat, the wolf would have wondered if this was a person or something not alive like a doll. "That is an interesting eye color you have." This person flicks his wrist and Gon can make out something purple between his fingers.
Gon growls, hating the voice, hating the person, wanting to rip and tear and eat his flesh. Gon charges, his razor sharp teeth bared, the weight of this massive animal breaking into the ground, leaving indents as he runs. Gon jumps, ready to maul this person and rip them to shreds only for the man to jump out of his grasps. Gon is just as quick as he jumps following him.
He snaps, almost latching on this guys leg only for the man to kick him, sending him flying back down to earth. Gon lands without any issues, growling as the man lands a couple of yards away from him. Gon notices that he doesn't have those purple things in his hands anymore but he could care less. Gon runs after the man, ready to dig into his flesh but the man starts to flee. Gon howls as he picks up the pace, his eyes focused on the retreating black blur and the retreating black blur only. Gon leaps when he gets close enough, almost knocking the man down but he's fast...
Not fast enough.
Gon growls in satisfaction as his teeth sink into the flesh and bone of the man's arm. It feels like he's bitten into a rock but the tissue breaks behind his massive strength. The man makes no sound of pain as he punches Gon in the forehead with his other arm, the force is enough to rip Gon off of his arm but he took a chuck with him. The werewolf swallows the flesh greedily, wanting more blood spilled. Gon's eyes widen when he catches that the man has turned his attention on him, the uninjured arm changes in a flash and before Gon can even think about what happened he's jabbed in his side by the strange appendage, getting flown across the air, knocking into a tree and uprooting it.
Gon feels his blood flow out of him but he doesn't know the damage nor does he care. Gon takes off running after the man who is retreating again, growling and snapping, his eyes are black. He's not going to get away. Gon will stop that sound. The sound of this man's heart beating. It's driving him mad.
This man is bleeding heavily, he's leaving a trail of blood and it smells sweet to Gon's ravaged nose. The black wolf is getting closer, closing in on his kill. He notices that his prey has changed his other hand again and Gon is sure he's going to turn around to attack him again-
The man turns and throws something at him. Gon jumps out of the way, his senses on high alert as he dodges the hit and jumps to finish this man off. Gon smells it in that instance. Sweat. Just a little bit but it's enough to make Gon howl in triumph. This man is sweating. He's becoming afraid or excited. Either way, Gon is getting excited himself. He's never wanted to end a life as much as he does now. The feeling that urges him on isn't human. It's the killer instinct he's been born with and the rage of an abused animal.
The man dodges Gon by jumping on a tree and using it to kick off to get farther away from Gon. The large wolf chases, not going to stop till there's nothing left of this man-
Zushi howls and it's a howl of desperation. It's filled with so much emotion that Gon's ear twitches and his eyes get lighter in recognition. Gon glances back, seeing Zushi close behind him, those brown eyes pleading. Gon looks forward...this man is running out of the forest. He's going to escape-
Something is starting to pull at him. A consciousness. Zushi's desperate cries causing Gon to slow down, just enough so the brown wolf can finally tackle Gon, pinning him down by his weight. Zushi growls in Gon's face, baring his teeth. Gon snarls back, watching as the man runs out of the forest. He tries to get out from Zushi but soon Wing is also on him. Wing bites into the back of Gon's neck, getting him to growl and buck, but he can't get away. Zushi hesitates for a moment but when he sees that Gon is still fighting against them and that wild look hasn't left, Zushi snarls and stomps his paw down on Gon's head.
Zushi keeps doing it, till he gets to the rips. Zushi pounces, pushing with all his weight, snapping Gon's spine. The black wolf howls in pain, whimpering, those amber eyes becoming watery. The nerves in his back pinch and the muscles rip from the bone of Gon's spine tearing into them. The black wolf can do nothing but whine and whimper, not able to move. Wing lets go of Gon and bites into his neck more firmly, dragging Gon's body on top of Zushi who has gotten on his stomach.
Zushi strains to stand up with the weight but he does. They start to run back, Zushi not as fast but he's able to keep good pace with Gon whining on his back. The incredible pain has brought Gon back though. His amber eyes gain that light that's watery from the agony. There is no longer a haze blocking his judgment. There's no longer that wild desire to tear and to destroy. There's just the sharp sensation in his back and the dull beating of his heart.
Gon messed up and he messed up badly. He's not sure who he was attacking but he damaged them. He got too close to the city. The humans could have heard and that human that got away will surely tell others what he saw. Gon doesn't know why he lost it. Gon feels his spine slowly move back into place, new bone being formed and the muscles coming back together. When Gon is able to move again he jumps off of Zushi and runs next to him. Gon gives Zushi an apologetic look...the brown wolf nods his head but those brown orbs look sad.
Gon doesn't question when Wing takes them back to the hotel, Gon able to follow after him with a clear mind. The three wolfs get back it another room. Wing won't look at him. Gon's ears are flatten and his heart hurts. He doesn't know what came over him. He just sensed a familiar presence and it set him on fire and he lost it. It's hard controlling himself on a full moon...
Gon blinks when he feels a soft licking at his ear. He looks over at Zushi who is licking him. Gon would be smiling if he could. The comfort is appreciated and soon Gon is curling next to Zushi, his eyes slipping shut. He just wants to sleep now. He's worried if he stays up any longer he'll make a mistake like he did back there.
I've... really messed up, haven't I?
Illumi slows his running down, glancing back just in time to see the large black wolf be mauled down by two other wolfs. Illumi takes note of this before he walks out of the forest, holding his arm that's barely attached to his shoulder. His blood stains the ground as he walks and Illumi feels lightheaded but he walks slowly, just holding his arm that is attached by mangled flesh.
There is no pain on Illumi's face but those black eyes do hold something-
"S-Sir, are you okay? I heard the howling and oh my god your arm! It's another werewolf isn't it?! We need to get you and ambulance and call-" A human passerby starts to freak out, his face pale. Illumi glances around carefully. He was the only one who saw.
The human chokes, his eyes wide when Illumi makes one step, shoving his hand through his throat before he grips and rips out the trachea. The man gurgles on his blood, it bubbling up in the opening in his neck before he falls out on the floor, foaming by the mouth before those eyes finally lose light.
Illumi tosses the bone to the side. He stares at the dead body and soon those lips twitch into a smile. It's warp and his teeth show. "Such power..." Illumi coos, glancing back at the forest. He could use will use him. He is the tool. He is a puppet to be wielded. There's a possibility that wolf wasn't Gon. There's a possibility that Gon is dead but Illumi will know tomorrow. He'll find out if he has his tool at the dinner.
Illumi starts to chuckle and it feels strange even to him, he reaches up with his blood soaked hand and touches his smile. "When was the last time I felt...fear?" He chuckles more before he suddenly stops. His expression goes blank once again as he digs with one arm into the ground before throwing the human body in the hole. No one else witnessed. For now, no one will know about the werwolves but him.
Illumi has become damaged but he can ask a favor of Hisoka. He would have used a puppet but they wouldn't have cut it. He had to get a needle in the beast, deep enough that it will stay when the person changes back into their human form. No puppet would have lasted a second against such a beast. Though Werewolves are the strongest during the full moon, this one was different. It was clear that the beast was wild and mad with blood lust but it was not stupid. The wolf dodged and it watched Illumi closely. It wasn't mindless like the others Illumi has killed.
That's what makes this wolf so dangerous.
Illumi walks off into the darkness, the full moon shinning down on him, casting his shadow. Illumi holds his mangled arm and he hums to himself, silently hoping that his arm doesn't fall off on the way to Hisoka.
He owes that man twice now. Once for putting the needle in Gon for Illumi to track and now for this. Hisoka will fix him. Though Illumi has a feeling he's not going to make his price cheap or something that he's going to want to do.
Oh well.
It's almost time. Illumi can't wait to see Kil at the dinner table tomorrow and hopefully he will see Gon as well.
If so, Illumi will have his tool.
Killua tosses and turns in his large bed, the ears on the top of his head keep twitching and his tail is flopping down on the mattress out of his irritation and restlessness. The werecat sighs turning on his back, staring up at the ceiling, a frown pulling at his lips.
He can't sleep.
Not that this is anything new but the feeling in his gut is. He feels like he could throw up but he doesn't gag. His stomach is twisting in knots and his senses are on high alert like there's a threat. There is none. Killua has stalked the mansion and outside. There's nothing here. Alluka is safely asleep in her bed. There's nothing wrong here...
Killua's stomach turns and he sits up in bed, glancing over at his phone, remembering how Gon just abruptly hung up on him. Killua was a little pissed off at him for doing that but mainly he was disappointed. He wanted to talk to the other more but he understands the boy needs to do his training. But right now there's something nagging at him, a gnawing feeling in his bones that makes him itch. There isn't a threat here so...is Gon okay? Killua bites his lip and he reaches for his phone, once again trying to call him. He feels lame but he can't calm this feeling in till he talks to the other male. Once again it goes to voice mail.
"Damn it." Killua snarls as he gets up from bed and starts to pace in front of his bed. Killua has no idea where Gon is. He wouldn't tell him. Now Gon might need him and he can't do anything about it. Killua doesn't know if this feeling is instinct or if he has it because Gon is his mate and what threatens him, threatens Killua.
Killua growls, flopping down on his bed, trying to think of what to do. He's tempting to call his brother and seeing if he can track Gon's cell phone so Killua can find the other male. Just when he's about to, his ears twitch when he hears something outside. Killua glides over to the widow and peers out. The butlers are talking excitedly one of them being Gotoh. Killua's eyes narrow at this and get opens his window and jumps out, landing silently right next to Gotoh. All the butlers immediately stop talking and do a slight bow.
"What's going on?" Killua can't hide his irritation.
"Master Illumi was attacked." Gotoh answers, his face stone as he locks eyes with Killua. "He was damaged pretty badly if the report is accurate." Gotoh looks at the other butlers before nodding. They leave the two be. "He came home with his arm barely attached."
"You think it's someone out for revenge?" Killua's eyes widen slightly at the idea that his brother most likely lost an arm. Who ever did this must be powerful, powerful enough to be a threat to even Illumi. "Has Illumi put in this man's death wish?"
"The funny thing is that master Illumi won't say what happen. Your mother has been pleading with him to talk but he hasn't. Apparently master Illumi has a way to heal his arm and he's about to go out again in his condition."
"That is weird." Killua's eyebrows furrow. Why wouldn't Illumi say who did it? Does Illumi want to kill this person by himself? Killua gets that but Illumi is putting the rest of family in danger if they don't know who the threat is. Killua licks his lips, that twisting feeling in his stomach coming back. Why does he have a bad feeling about his? It's not like Killua is upset his brother got hurt, if he didn't have this feeling, he would be laughing.
"A few of the butlers are to follow Master Illumi to make sure he makes it back home safely in his condition. So far that's all we know." Gotoh's eyebrows furrow. "The damage done to his arm seems to be have been done by some kind of animal."
"..." Killua glances up at the full moon before shaking his head. "Illumi isn't stupid enough to approach a werewolf on a full moon. I doubt a normal animal could cause that damage though." Killua frowns. Something isn't adding up. It doesn't sound right but the butlers aren't stupid. You can easily tell if a wound is caused by a blade compared to teeth. Illumi must have came mangled.
If it was a werewolf, why wouldn't have illumi said so? If it's a werewolf they're suppose to alert the city. Something isn't right and Killua can feel the hairs on the back of his neck stick up.
"Yes, it is troubling." Gotoh frowns slightly. "But as of right now, we can't do anything and we can't alert anyone in till master illumi speaks about what happened. We can't alert the city In till we have an eye witness."
"I know." Killua nods his head. "... Thanks for the information. You're dismissed." Killua jumps up, using the mansion's structure to climb back up to his room, hopping in the window and shutting it behind him. Now Killua is even more restless. The werecat picks up his phone and tries to call Gon again. When it goes to voice mail, Killua doesn't know what to do. This feeling is eating at him. If there was a werewolf where was it? Is Gon...was he around that area? Killua can't anymore. A werewolf on a full moon will eat anything. Gon is strong but if that werewolf was able to damage his brother...that werewolf will be able to kill Gon. The other male said he was training at night, did that training involve them going outside? Killua regrets not questioning Gon more. He got so focused on Zushi that he didn't get all the information he should of.
Killua's breathing is picking up speed and his pupils become longer and slanted. He wants to run to Gon but he doesn't know where to run to. It's awful, how he feels. Killua tries to call Gon one last time, if he doesn't' answer...he's going to wake up Milluki and make him track Gon's phone-
Killua's heart stops when Gon picks up. The werecat lets out a shaky breath he didn't know he was holding as he listens to the deep breathing on the other line.
"Gon?" Killua licks his lips, his tail twitching.
"...K-Killua?" Gon's voice sounds hoarse as if he's hasn't had anything to drink. Killua doesn't like it, his stomach twists and his fingers twitch.
"Gon tell me where you are." Killua takes a deep breath. "Are you alright?" Maybe Killua sounds like a nutcase right now. He's not sure. He's been calling Gon throughout the night and right now it's six in the morning. Gon could have just been training and the bad feeling he got was from Illumi being attacked but something doesn't seem right about that.
"...I'm okay." Gon's voice sounds strained. He coughs in an attempt to clear out his throat. "I would have answered your calls sooner but I was in training-"
"I want to see you." Killua frowns, that gnawing feeling not leaving him. "Now. Where are you?"
"But Killua I'll see you soon. I need to wash off-"
"I want to see you now." Killua repeats, firmer, his heart beating faster. Killua probably isn't getting any points with Gon right now. The werecat wonders briefly if Gon is thinking he's crazy.
"...I'll get ready then." Gon's voice still sounds strange but there's a hint of a smile on his lips. "I want to see you too Killua. It's been a long night. I want to just curl up next to you. Just hearing your voice...it makes me happy."
Killua feels his heart skip a beat and his face heats up from Gon's words. There's this warm, light feeling in his chest that spreads and all he wants more than anything is to hug this stupid boy senseless. Gon is alright. Nothing happened to him. He's alive.
"You're just as embarrassing as always." Killua grunts but he can't keep the smile out of his voice or the relief. "Where do I pick you up?"
"Um..." Gon is quiet for a minute before he speaks. "Do you know where the small park is?"
"On the other side of the city? The one with those strange bird seats?"
"Yeah! Can you pick me up there?"
"Sure." Killua's tail twitches in irritation that Gon won't let him see where he's been training but at the same time, Killua can't be complaining. He's been nagging the hell out of the other male and keeping taps on him like a stalker. Killua feels like his mother. "I'll get ready and come to you. Be ready in about twenty minutes."
"I can do that." Gon beams and Killua relaxes more. "I'll see you then Killua. Have my surprise ready!"
"Nope. You're going to have to wait longer."
"Meanie." Killua can't picture Gon pouting cutely like he does, getting Killua's body to warm. "I'll hurry up and get ready. See I told you I'd be functioning!"
"Barely. You sound tired as shit." Killua grunts, picking up on the exhaustion in Gon's voice.
"I am tired but I will be fine. I got some sleep last night." Gon takes a deep breath. "I'll see you in a little bit. I need to wash up, i'm all dirty."
"You do that." Killua feels anxious to pick the other male up. "See ya." Killua hangs up not waiting for Gon just like the other male did to him last night.
Killua didn't tell Gon about the werewolf because he doesn't want the other male to try to seek the beast out. Gon likes werewolves and he would probably do something stupid like that. Killua just wants to get to the boy and make sure he doesn't' do anything that would damage him. The werecat gets everything ready. It's a little early but he's going to take a shower and dress in that outfit his sister helped him with.
Killua will wake Alluka a little later. The werecat wants to spend some time with his mate alone to calm his heart more.
Killua still doesn't understand what's going on with Illumi but it doesn't' matter. Killua only cares about Gon and his sister. The rest of the world could burn up in a fire for all Killua cares. If there's a werewolf, whatever. It will be killed sooner or later. Strong or not, werewolves are stupid creatures. It will give itself away and it will be exterminated. Simple as that.
Killua has Gon and Gon is alright. The fate of his brother and that nuisance of an animal mean nothing.
Most likely Illumi will kill the werewolf. He probably wants to do some experiment to it and that's why he hasn't said anything. If Killua gave a fuck, he'd probably feel sorry for the stupid beast.
The werewolf picked the wrong man to bite.
Killua rolls his eyes at the thought as he gets into the shower. His thoughts quickly go back to Gon and all the things that are happening today. Gon is safe now but if Killua doesn't play his cards right, Gon won't be by the end of the day.
Killua is going to try his best to be affectionate. He's going to try to show his feelings and be forward. He needs to be with Gon or he won't get the idea. Killua wants to kiss Gon and to feel his bare skin against his own. He wants to quell this restless feeling.
He wants to wrap Gon in his arms and keep him from the rest of the world. Killua has found his light and he isn't looking to share with anyone. Not Zushi, Not Hisoka, not Kurapika...
Just thinking about Gon becoming his mate makes his skin set on fire. He's not sure he's going to be able to control himself. If Gon rejects him...Killua can't give up. He won't. Alluka looked so happy and...if he's honest, he couldn't just nod his head and let Gon slip away from him.
If Gon accepts...Killua is going to have a hard time. Killua can already feel his heart beat faster at the thought and how his face heats up and how happy it makes him. Killua will do something embarrassing. He knows he will. The assassin doubts he'll hold back and he might just fuck the boy then and there.
Killua's body becomes on fire and he closes his eyes, letting the water fall on him as he washes himself. The dark restless feeling being replaced with an anxiety, and impatience and a worry about how the boy will react to his declaration of love.
Killua wants him so bad. Gon drives him crazy. Those amber eyes have haunted him and now they're all he can think about.
Killua really...really wants him.
Thank you for your reviews! I'm flattered by the declaration of love for me and this story. This story may be a bit more gory then my other one but I like being able to write like this. Till next time!
