Guard Dog

by Maddylovesyou

It wasn't his first choice but everyone has to start somewhere. Gon X Killua, with some other pairings in the mix.

16. Chapter 16

Gon throws his phone to the side after Killua hangs up. The young werewolf is laying next to Zushi's bare body, the other male still out. Gon is hurting. And he's hurting badly. His throat is raw from all the howling and barking he did last night and his back...every movement sends a sharp pain down his spine. Gon licks his lips, the lingering taste of blood and flesh still there and when he licks his teeth he feels a hunk of flesh still caught up between his canine and another tooth.

Gon slept through the rest of the full moon and was awaken by Killua's calling. A part of Gon wanted to tell Killua to leave him alone. He feels so bad but he told Killua he would be alright for today. He has to be. He's meeting Killua's family and he wants to do that. He wants to have dinner with them. There's a part of him that feels like he doesn't deserve to go out and have fun with Killua and Alluka, not after losing himself and ripping someone apart. Gon can't remember who the person was, can't remember a face, it's just a black blur in his mind. Gon wonders if everyone knows about them now and they're searching for the werewolves to kill.

Gon sits up, his ears perking up when Wing stirs. The older man sits up, his eyes tired for a moment before they focus on the younger male. Gon's ears flatten, his amber eyes dulling with the acceptance of what Wing is going to say to him.

"...You lost it last night and you exposed yourself to someone. Word has probably spread like wild fire." Wing's black tail thumps against the floor, his eyes are closed now and his lips are in a tight line.

"I know." Gon says quietly, licking his lips. "How can I fix it? There has to be a way I can fix it-"

"You can't. There's nothing to fix. The damage has been done. The whole city will be looking for werewolves and though we can hide what we are, it becomes all the more dangerous." Wing watches as Gon glares at the ground, not angry at Wing, angry at himself. He grips his fists hard enough that he makes himself bleed and Gon rejoices in the pain. "Do you remember Gon, why you lost it?"

"I sensed something. A familiar presence that I didn't like. I just remember everything getting hazy and all I wanted to do was kill. I wanted to kill that person, Wing. I wanted to rip him to pieces and eat him." Gon admits, trying to recall the fuzzy feelings of last night. "I almost followed him out in the open I wanted him so bad."

"...Did you know that man?" Wing questions, taking a deep breath. The older male seems just as exhausted as everyone else. He's not damaged like Gon is though.

"I think I did but I can't remember his face now. Did you get a good look at him Wing?"

"I didn't. I was focused on getting you and by the time we caught up, he was out of the forest." Wing is quiet for a moment. "Gon...Though you lost it and attacked a person, it was deliberate. You were unstable yet a controlled unstable. What I mean is, you didn't run out of the forest to attack humans, you ran through the forest with the goal in your head to kill that man. You didn't try to kill us, only get us out of your way. You did not fail Gon and I don't blame you for this."

"I didn't fail? And you don't?" Gon's glare falls as he looks at Wing with wide, confused eyes, his ears perking up. "But...But I lost it. Even if I did have that one goal in mind, I couldn't stop myself-"

"I think you just had bad luck. I believe that if you know that man, he must have done something to you. You lost it because of that and that reason alone. There are certain people that if they showed up on a full moon I might not be able to control myself either. Think Gon, is there anyone that you dislike? Hate even?" Wing looks at Gon seriously.

"um..." Gon tries to think of someone he doesn't like. So far he's gotten along with everyone except... Gon's eyes widen. Black eyes flashing through his mind."Illumi!" Gon gasps, a feeling of satisfaction and doom hitting him all at once. He remembers now, through that dark haze of last nights memories, He sees those blank eyes and that statue like body. It was Illumi, the reason he lost it, the person he ripped and ate his flesh. The lingering taste in his mouth belongs to Illumi.

"You remember who it was?" Wing sees the recognition in Gon's eyes.

"Yeah...Illumi, Killua's older brother." Gon frowns deeply. Why was Illumi in the forest? Illumi only saw him in his wolf form so...does he know about Gon? Does he know he's a werewolf? Is he going to tell Killua? But Killua didn't treat him any different on the phone...Did Illumi die from blood lost? If he didn't die, has he told anyone he's seen werewolves?

"By the look on your face, I can see this is a problem." Wing frowns. "Gon, things have gotten a lot more complicated. Me and Zushi are going to have to move away from this forest just in case this Illumi person tells the poachers and the city he found werewolves in this forest. But things have gotten even more complicated for you. If Illumi doesn't know the werewolf was you, then it's not so bad. If he has figured out that you are a werewolf...things could become deadly for you. If he tells Killua, if he tells the rest of his family or the city, they will corner you."

Gon's amber eyes shake slightly, a stubbornness there, a frustration, a irritation. A part of him is happy he was able to bite into Illumi, another part hates he wasn't able to finish him off. Illumi might not know it was Gon but if he does know, would he tell Killua? Gon is sure he would alert the city and then the whole city would know what he is and then Kurapika would know and then he couldn't do his job anymore-

"I have some advice Gon and you can take it or leave it. I have respect for your father and I have come to find you have great potential, and you carry a hope for our kind. I don't want to see you die here. You can get another job, Gon. This one has become too risky. If you wish, you could travel with me and Zushi...He's taken a liken to you and I know he'll be sadden if we would leave you. What do you say, Gon?" Wing tries, smiling gently.

Gon stares at Wing for a moment, thinking hard about what he's said and what he's offering. It would be the smart thing to do. It would be smart if he abandoned this job and just got another one. He could become a hunter that way. But it's not what Gon's going to do. He's not going to leave Kurapika alone to fight the spiders. He's not going to run from Alluka and Killua. He's not going to leave this place when he doesn't even know for sure if Illumi knows it's him. Gon will stand his ground. He's not going to be bullied out of this place because of what he is.

He's going to change their minds about him. He is. And if Killua hates him, if he doesn't like who he is, or he still thinks of werewolves as dumb animals, then Gon doesn't need him either. Gon knows he likes Killua but the other male also knows that Killua has been trying to dominate him. Gon wants to spend time with Killua, he wants to be around him but with the threat of going into heat, Gon has to think of some way to make it so he doesn't. Maybe if he thinks of all the reasons why Killua won't make a good mate, it will slow down the process and maybe stop it completely.

Gon will conquer this challenge. He isn't running. Maybe this choice will end up killing him but that's not what he's thinking about. He's thinking about beating this. He's thinking about living and protecting Kurapika. Gon has decided.

"Sorry Wing, but I'm going to keep this job. I'm going to fight the spiders and protect Kurapika. If Illumi tells the city it's me, I'll fight with all I have. I'm not going to be chased out of this city. I'll find out tonight if Illumi knows I'm the werewolf and if he's told anybody." Gon's amber eyes shine with fire and he grips his fist. "I'll plan what to do after today."

"You still want to stay here-" Wing starts, his eyebrows furrowed.

"And so do I." Gon blinks, looking over at Zushi who has just woken up, those brown eyes shine with their own fire. "Master...I don't want to leave Gon when this failure is his fault as much as mine. I didn't stop him fast enough. I will stay by Gon's side today and if worse comes to worse...we will fight. I don't want Gon facing this alone."

"Zushi..." Wing stares at the younger male for a moment, a frown tugging at his lips.

"I won't let anything happen to Zushi. We're a pack." Gon smiles over at the other male. "And don't beat yourself down Zushi, if it wasn't for you, I would have kept going after him. Your howling made me slow down."

"I suppose but still..." Zushi mumbles but his eyes light up at Gon calling him a part of his pack and for praising him.

"...If you're set on doing this, just be careful. Be wary of this Killua, Gon. You have to be even more wary of him now." Wing locks eyes with Gon, giving him a firm look.

"I know..." Gon frowns but he doesn't lose that fire. "I'm about to get ready to meet Killua with Zushi. We're going to be hanging out with him and his sister and then later we're going to a dinner with his family. Illumi will be there. If he didn't die that is. I'll know if he knows it's me then."

"Maybe he won't know its you..." Zushi says, hopeful but there's that frown on his lips.

"Do what you must but Gon, Zushi, come back to me safe." Wing opens his eyes, giving them a serious look, those black eyes get lighter when he looks at Zushi, a affection there that Gon has seen in Mito. "If need be, howl for me. I will come to fight with you."

"Master..." Zushi swallows, knowing what that means. If it comes down to a fight tonight, Wing is willing to die with them. Gon isn't thinking about death, but Zushi is. He knows it's a possibility. Or maybe Gon knows they could die, but he just doesn't care, he's just not scared.

"I'm hoping it won't come to that. I'm hoping we can have a fun dinner with his family. I've wanted to meet them. This would mess the dinner up so bad." Gon sighs, before he stands up, wincing from the pain that shoots up his back. "I'm going to take a shower and get dressed. You should too Zushi."

"Yes I will. We're all dirty and I feel...yuck. I wouldn't want her seeing me like this." Zushi mumbles to himself as Gon walks out of the room and down the hall into the bathroom.

Gon looks at himself in the mirror, taking in the cut on his side that's closed now but was open and bleeding last night. He turns and looks at his back, where Zushi pressed and broke his spine is a large purple bruise. Gon has dried blood on the side of his mouth and his body is darker from laying in dirt.

Gon gets in the shower, hissing when the hot water hurts his bruised back. Gon works quickly, getting the dirt that's caked in his hair and nails out and washing over his sore body.

Killua is going to be angry when he finds out that he's a werewolf. Gon knows. Killua might try to hurt him. Killua will probably yell at him. That's all okay. But Gon wonders if Killua's face will contort with disgust or hate when he looks at him. He wonders if he'll call him a 'mutt'. He wonders if Killua would try to kill him. Gon wants to believe that Killua wouldn't but he can't think like that.

Killua is a danger in a couple ways. The fact that Gon thinks of him like a mate makes it so he could go into heat and get exposed. The fact Killua hates his kind and thinks of werwolves as dumb animals that don't matter...and the fact that Killua said if Gon lied to him again, he would never forgive him. This all makes him dangerous.

Gon wonders if Killua would be angry or happy if he knew that he attacked his brother. Gon wonders if Killua would be angry if he killed Illumi last night. There's a lot of things Gon wonders about but after everything that's happened, all these bad feelings and worries, Gon just wants to have fun with Killua.

He's not going to kiss him, he's not going to touch him, he's going to keep his distance but still have fun. And If they do get close and Gon starts feeling warm...he'll just think about how Killua thinks of his kind as being stupid animals. That should help cool him down. He's going to have to fight fire with fire. Gon has to get control of himself around Killua and he needs to try to redirect Killua, Gon is going to show him he's not going to be submissive. Gon has had time to think about it and the lowness and darkness Killua uses, the possessiveness and trying to tell Gon what to do is traits of an alpha. Gon is not gong to be dominated.

Gon is going to give Killua a run for his money. He's going to show him, despite the heat Killua puts him through, Gon isn't stupid. Gon is still a little upset Killua lied to him about kissing. He's been doing mate things with him without Gon even knowing. Killua is sly so Gon has to be just as sly.

Gon isn't going to roll over and die if Killua attacks him because of what he is. Gon will fight him. It will be hard and he can tell by the way his heart clenches that it will hurt inside but Gon is here to finish his job.

If Killua gets in the way, Gon has to remove him from his path.

Gon swallows down the bile that comes up from the thought and he takes a deep breath. He doesn't want that to happen. He really doesn't. He just wants to have fun with Killua. He just wants to be around the other male. He just wants Killua to...know who he really is and accept him.

Gon really likes Killua. He wants to be a part of his family and see how everyone is like. He wants to take bathes with him and eat with him and watch movies and sleep with him. He wants to train with him and rough house.

When Killua kisses him, Gon wants him kissing the boy who is a werewolf, and not the boy who is a centaur. When Killua hugs him, Gon wants him to be hugging the boy who is a werewolf. Gon wants to show his true self and he wants to be embraced.

Gon hugs himself, a soft blush coming to his face. He's tempted to just tell Killua himself before Illumi does. But Gon's not sure if Illumi knows and telling Killua when he doesn't have to would be stupid on his part. Gon just wants him to know. He wants to know if Killua could really be his mate before this hurts even worse. The idea of Killua not wanting him anymore because of what he is, it hurts. It's painful.

Because Gon may very well be in love with the true Killua but Killua may be in love with a fake Gon. But like The Oreo said...if he really loves me, it won't matter what I am. He'll see that it's me and accept it, just like The Oreo did.

Gon turns off the water and gets out, shaking the water from his hair before he walks out of the room, looking for his clothes. He finds them on the seat that's next to the square bath Zushi and Gon were in last night. That's another thing. Gon starts to dry off with a towel that was hanging up before putting on his clothes. Killua made Zushi get out. Gon likes taking bathes with others but he was being truthful when he said that if he could take a bath with Killua, that's all he would need. But Gon also likes being able to bathe with his kind and if Killua is jealous, he should admit to that and stop being sneaky and admit that Killua thinks of him as a mate. If Gon didn't have this dilemma, he would have already told Killua he likes him as a mate interest. Killua is being sneaky about it and Gon doesn't like it.

Gon sighs, getting all his clothes on before leaving the room. It's been about 30 minutes so Gon is going to be late meeting Killua up at the park but Gon couldn't move much faster. Zushi is waiting for him, dressed in a plain brown shirt and some jeans. He fiddles with his fingers and tilts his head at Gon.

"I don't have many clothes...these are the best I have. I'm not sure if Alluka will like this style though-"

"You look great Zushi! That shirt makes you look buff!" Gon beams, his tail wagging when Zushi flushes. Alluka and Zushi. Now that's refreshing. It's so sweet and Gon is sure there is a happy ending for them. Unlike himself and Killua.

"Y-You think so? Do you think she likes buff?" Zushi rubs the back of his head as they walk out of the hotel together. Both hiding their ears and tails.

"Bye Wing!" Gon shouts. He gets a 'bye Gon' in response before the door shuts behind them. Gon turns his attention back on Zushi. "I think Alluka likes you and you're buff so I think she likes buff." Gon smiles. Zushi eyes light up and he rubs his arm.

"Good then." Zushi sighs in relief as the two males walk towards the city, towards the park where Killua is suppose to meet them. "...Are you feeling okay Gon?" Zushi frowns, looking over at him. "Your back...?"

"It healed properly. It's just really bruised right now but that's alright." Gon smiles over at Zushi. "You did what you had to. I'm just glad you stopped me from making it out of the forest."

"..." Zushi stares at him for a moment before looking forward. His brown orbs get glossed over. "There have been times I wish I could just go crazy and destroy everything in sight. They make us out to be such monsters, why not give them what they want? But I think about Wing and despite how hard life is, I wouldn't want to leave Wing. And now I wouldn't want to leave you. The humans have taken everything away from us, now we must hide in the shadows and pretend to be what we are not. I get why you want to be in the light. I understand why you want to expose yourself and be true to who you are. I've grown to hate all outsiders. They're the reason for what has happen to our reputation and our race. But after seeing how you befriend them even though they are cruel...and the hope you have, it makes me want to be like that too. I want to...be real for Alluka. I don't care of any other outsider would look at me in disgust but if she would...it's a painful thought. I know you must feel the same way about Killua. Whatever happens tonight, I'm with you." Zushi finishes speaking, giving Gon this firm, sincere look.

Gon feels his heart swell and he has to stop walking to hug the other male. "Zushi you're a great friend, and the closest thing I have to a brother." Gon smiles and he pulls away so he can lick Zushi's face, the other flushing from the shows of affection."I can't picture Alluka looking at anyone in disgust. I really believe that she'll be understanding of what we are. Don't worry about the dinner or being exposed. Today, I want you to have fun with Alluka and to enjoy yourself. After last night, it'll be good for the both of us." Gon beams, Zushi smiling himself, and his heart lifting.

"Y-Yeah. Let's do it."

The two boys walk side by side, a calm air between them and Gon can't help that his mood has been lifted by Zushi. He really is like a brother. Almost his same age and his kind. Zushi also understands what he's going through and is willing to stay by his side.

They are together in this. Gon will make sure it doesn't end badly for Zushi.

Gon beams despite the pain in his back when he sees Killua at the park, leaning against a small tree, his arms crossed and this look of irritation painted on his expression. "Killua!" Gon cheers, waving his arm at the other man as he comes into his line of vision. Gon caught how those blue eyes light up before Killua glares at him.

"What took you so long? You kept me waiting for twenty minutes-" Killua starts, stopping when his blue eyes fall on Zushi who is walking next to Gon. The assassin's face scrunches up. "What's he doing here?"

"Zushi wants to hang out with us too." Gon smiles even though Killua is clearly not happy about this.

"You just spent all night with him." Killua snaps, glaring over at Zushi who is frowning slightly. "Why do you have to be up his ass?"

"I want Zushi to hang out with us Killua." Gon puts a hand on Zushi's shoulder, Gon's eyebrows furrowing. "He's not up my butt either. That would hurt."

Killua stares at him in disbelief before he pinches the bridge of his nose. "Just no." Killua's eyebrow twitches before he looks up, glaring at Gon. "I didn't say Zushi could come to my home. Don't just invite people to my home. Who does that? You can't just decide for yourself that he's coming. It's my home, and my car. I say you can hang out with him some other time. Come on, Gon." Killua starts to walk towards the car waiting for them.

"I didn't think it would be a problem because Zushi wants to be friends with you guys too. If Zushi can't come then I'm sorry Killua but I can't go with you." Gon's amber eyes don't lose that stubbornness when both Zushi and Killua look at him in surprise. "You can't get me without Zushi."

Killua opens his mouth before closing it. He scowls, grinding his teeth. "Fine. Whatever. He can come. Damn." Killua huffs. Those blue eyes hold displeasure and Gon can just feel the heat of jealousy.

"Yay! We're all going to have fun!" Gon beams, knowing his tail would be wagging as he jumps on Killua, wrapping his arms around him, burying his head into that firm chest. Killua tenses but quickly relaxes and wraps his arms around Gon, a sigh leaving him. Gon closes his eyes, feeling his body warm only a little bit at the embrace. Gon can do this. He's starting to think that the full moon was making it harder on him to keep it together. He hopes anyway. Gon can't help his smile when he hears how fast Killua's heart is beating. Killua is affected like him as well. "Your good morning hug." Gon pulls away, beaming when he sees the faint blush on Killua's cheeks and that scowl hasn't fallen.

"Weirdo." Killua mumbles but those blue eyes are staring into amber intently. Gon blinks when the other male touches his cheek, rubbing his thumb against the soft flesh there. " You got bags under your eyes. You didn't sleep at all. I'm sure Alluka can give you something that will keep you up. What did you do for training?"

"We mostly ran around in our true forms." Gon smiles. It's not a lie. At least not by itself. "We fought each other a bit too."

"Who won?" Killua raises his eyebrow, still focused on Gon. Those blue eyes pierce through him and make him yearn for more touch. But Gon fights the urges. He fights Killua's charm. Remember, he doesn't know what you are.

"Zushi did!" Gon beams, looking back at Zushi who starts shaking his head.

"N-Not at all. I needed help from Master Wing." Zushi frowns. It's strange talking openly what happened last night with Killua right here but he doesn't understand it. Because Gon is a liar. "I couldn't have defeated you without his h-help." There's a hint of guilt in those brown orbs.

"You teamed up on him?" Killua lets go of Gon when he turned his attention on Zushi.

"We had to. Gon is just so powerful. It never ceases to amaze me." Zushi's eyes light up with admiration. Killua scowls when Gon smiles at Zushi.

"Alright. Let's get going. This place gives me the creeps." Killua huffs, trying to get Gon to walk towards the car.

"The park?" Gon blinks as the three boys walk towards the car that's been waiting for them. "Why? It seems nice to me." Gon looks around, sniffing the air involuntarily, trying to see if he senses anything off but he doesn't. It looks like a normal little park.

"Tell me that's not creepy as fuck." Killua points a bird thing in the middle of the park, the mouth is wide open and it's eyes are wide and rusted from years of being outside giving it red look. On the bird's head there is a strange hat. "I don't know why any little kid would ride this thing-"

"You can ride it?" Gon beams, running over to the thing and getting on top of the bird only for his eyes to widen when it tilts forward. He grabs onto the side that has handles jutting out of its head before he pulls back up. Gon's eyes light up.

"Gon that thing looks like it's about to break." Zushi speaks up as he watches the teenage boy start to rock back and forth on the demonic looking bird thing, the spring that's holding it squeaking.

"Of course you would want to get on it." Killua rolls his eyes but he chuckles when Gon keeps rocking on the thing, looking so amused over something so simple and childish. "You're just like a kid."

"Am not!" Gon protests, glaring over at Killua as he keeps rocking on the bird. "Killua you're just jealous of me right now."

"Really? I'm jealous? You look like a dumb ass ridding on a rusted, creepy bird that's made for preschool kids."

"That's the voice of someone who is jealous, Killua~" Gon teases, chuckling when he gets Killua's eye to twitch slightly.

"Gon you weigh too much for that thing." Zushi tries again, his eyebrows furrowing when the ride keeps creaking.

"Get your fat ass off the bird Gon. You're breaking it." Killua smirks when Gon glares at him.

"My butt is not breaking this! I think you're both jealous of me because I can do this and you can't."

"No, That's not it."

"It's really not."

"I can go all the way back and all the way forward!" Gon chuckles, having too much fun with this.

"Why is this even a thing?" Killua puts his hands on his hips, watching as the other male bounces back and forth. Those blue eyes follow him side to side. Despite his teasing and how stupid Gon looks, Killua can't help to smile, Gon's bright smile is contagious. Zushi chuckles lightly from the other werewolf. "Gon you're about to fall on your ass-"

Just when Killua Is saying this, the children's ride gives way, the concrete holding it in place ripping out of the ground. The werewolf shouts in surprise and excitement as he's thrown off the thing, the broken ride flinging him like a sling shot, his amber eyes bright as he does a flip in the air and lands easily on his legs. He winces from his sore muscles but he turns and grins back at Killua and Zushi who are chuckling.

"Welp, you broke it. Good job." Killua smirks, glancing down at the sad excuse for a child's play thing.

"I think this could be easily fixed." Zushi tilts his head and reaches for the bird.

"Yay! If we fix it, I can do that again-"

"Nah it's broke." Killua stomps his foot down on the bird, breaking off its head.

"Noooo! Killua why did you do that!" Gon shouts as he runs up to the other male, frowning at the headless bird now.

"I've been wanting to do that since I was five." Killua chuckles in dark glee as he stomps down on the bird again, breaking off a wing.

"Killuaaa that was so fun and now you broke it!" Gon pouts, pushing the other male when he was about to stomp it again.

"You broke it first stupid, I was just finishing the job-" Killua shoves Gon back, those hands lingering longer than they need to on Gon's board shoulders.

"Zushi said we could have fixed it!" Gon puffs out his cheeks, glaring at Killua.

"I think we still can we, just have to get some glue-" Zushi tries.

"No it's pretty dead." Killua lifts up his foot to kick it, Gon grabs his leg to stop it. He tries to lift it to throw Killua off balance but the other male easily kicks him with his other leg, getting Gon to let go of him.

"What did the bird ever do to you?" Gon pouts, wishing his back wasn't hurt so bad so he could be more of a match for Killua.

"Just let it happen, Gon. The thing was going to die anyway, I'm just putting it out of it's misery."

"Gon, maybe we should just let it go." Zushi frowns when he sees that look in Gon's eyes.

"Never!" Gon jumps to tackle Killua, the assassin side stepping him easily. Gon doesn't give up though. He turns on his heel, acting as if he's going to punch Killua in the chest only for him to do a hand stand and kick him instead. The assassin is taken off guard and it's kicked back a couple of feet. Gon can't help to beam in triumph, returning his leg from its out stretched position. Now Gon is just keep himself up in a hand stand, straining his neck to look up at Killua.

"Big deal. You hit me. My turn." Killua smirks, he freezes for a moment though, those blue eyes seem to slide down Gon's body, the werewolf now aware that his shirt has fallen down, revealing his stomach to the other male. Gon feels his skin heat up at Killua's intense gaze and for a moment, Gon forgets what they're doing. Killua snaps out of it before him and in a blink of an eye he's right in front of him.

"Oh crap-" Gon can't move fast enough, Killua kicks his arms, the poor boy landing on his face, his shirt falling down, covering him again.

"Crap is right. You can't handle this." Killua coos, using Gon as a step to get over to the broken bird. "Time to finish it off~"

When Killua stepped on his back, right on his bruise, Gon couldn't help it. The young werewolf cries out in pain and it's sharp and it aches. Killua almost trips over his own feet when he hears it and whips his head over to Gon, his lips turning in a frown. "What the hell was that? I don't weight that much." Killua has lost that playful look in his eyes though when he sees how Gon winces to get up. "Is something wrong with your back?"

"It's okay-" Gon starts, not wanting Killua to start worrying about him but the assassin is too fast for him. He's already behind him, lifting up his shirt. Gon closes his eyes, waiting for Killua to say something. Killua stares at his back for a long time before he reaches out, brushing his fingers over the bruise. Gon winces, his muscles tensing up even from the gentle touch.

"Damn that looks bad." Killua's voice is laced with guilt and anger. Killua glares darkly at Zushi getting him to tense. "Did you do this? This looks more like abuse than training to me. His back has been damaged badly. It looks like you could have fractured his spine." Killua snarls, his pupils getting longer, Zushi tensing from the threat in his eyes.

"T-That is...I..." Zushi stumbles over his words, not knowing what to say.

"Don't be mad at Zushi, Killua. I deserved it." Gon gets up, straightening his back, his face scrunching a little from his pain but that's it. He smiles at Killua to reassure him but the assassin doesn't look pleased. "I learned a lesson from training and it's made me stronger."

"I doubt you deserved that. You could have been paralyzed." Killua grabs Gon's wrist, pulling him closer. "Don't be all moving around with an injury like that. Don't try to fight me when your back looks like that you idiot." Killua scolds him, those blue eyes looking him over. "I'll get Alluka to put something on it...really, every time I turn around you're getting yourself hurt." Killua sighs, his thumb rubbing Gon's wrist.

"It's not too bad, I heal fast." Gon smiles at Killua's nice touches and those blue eyes that are showing concern for him.

"Still. One of these days you're going to get an injury that can't heal." Killua narrows his eyes at Gon when his smile is just as bright and those eyes still hold that fire. "Are you sure you want that guy coming with us? He almost broke your back." Killua glares over at Zushi who is standing tall but those brown orbs are laced with guilt.

"I do want him coming! Like I said Killua, it was a part of training. I'm fine. Zushi knew what he was doing." Gon beams, his heart beating faster when Killua's hand brushes down his wrist, grabbing his hand, intertwining their fingers. Their hands fit perfectly and Gon can't help to notice that Killua's hands are a little sweaty.

"Ugh Fine." Killua rolls his eyes, before he starts to pull Gon along. "Let's get out of here and wake my sister up. We have a lot of ground to cover today-"

"What about the bird?" Gon frowns, halting his walking to look down at the bird that lays in pieces.

"It's pretty much broken Gon." Zushi admits, walking till he's next to the other werewolf.

"Yeah it's dead, so leave it." Killua starts to tug Gon, wanting to pull the amber eyed male away from Zushi.

"I think we should bury it." Gon looks at Killua determinedly, halting their movement again.

"Gon no."

"We should!-"

"Why should we? It's not even alive! It was a crappy children's toy-"

"Well I'm burying it." Gon huffs, ripping his hand from Killua's so he can walk over to the bird and he bends down. He winces from bending his back but he starts digging into the dirt with ease-

"Don't hurt your back over this. Here." Killua grabs Gon by the hair, the young werewolf freezing up allowing Killua to lift him up and out of the way. Gon blinks when Killua gets in his place and starts to dig. "You're so stubborn and stupid you know that? Hurting yourself over something stupid like this." Killua mumbles to himself as he works. Zushi starts digging out the remainder of the concrete so they'll be able to put the bird into the hole Killua makes.

"I want to help too." Gon tries but Killua bangs his head against Gon's when he tries to get next to him. "Ow! Killua-"

"Don't bend that back Gon." Killua gives him a firm look. "You're going to hurt yourself. What if you break your spine? Then you can't do shit."

Gon opens his mouth only to close it. He wants to say that even if he were to break his spine, he would be able to move in a couple of days. And he did break his spine last night but because of the full moon he was able to heal in minutes time, it didn't stop him from being sore though. Instead of arguing with Killua, Gon watches as the other male digs, watching as his muscles shift under his blue shirt as he works.

Killua is on his knees digging and Gon's eyes are drawn to the purple cloth that is showing from Killua's jeans lowering from him bending his back. Gon swallows and feels that heat start to return as Killua digs deeper into the ground, his upper body is now in the hole while his lower body still at the top, his back arching to reach. Gon finds that he can't stop looking at Killua's muscles or his butt that's in the air, the assassin is flexible. Gon feels his stomach tighten and he has to close his eyes, an urge coming over him. Oh no. Oh nononnono. He's getting too hot over something so small. Gon takes a deep breath. He doesn't want to leave now.

Think of something bad. Gon thinks about the dream Killua and how he called him a pet. He thinks about how Killua thinks of his kind.

Gon takes a deep breath, the overwhelming urge leaving him slowly as he opens his eyes. Killua gets out of the hole just when he's opening his eyes. "There, you happy?" Killua grunts, looking irritated. "Because of you, I got all dirty. This was a new shirt too." Killua grumbles, pointing to his blue shirt that Gon is just now taking in. It's tight on the boy and that's why Gon was able to see his muscles so well. Even though it's dirty it still looks good on Killua.

"I am." Gon smiles as Zushi starts to throw the pieces of the bird into the ground, just going a long with Gon's strange whim. "I didn't ask you to do that for me though Killua, I was going to do it-"

"Just say thank you, idiot." Killua flushes, annoyed.

"Haha thank you Killua." Gon can't help to chuckle at his friend, getting Killua to turn red.

"Cheeky bastard." Killua grunts and watches carefully as Gon helps Zushi push the dirt back into the hole. Gon bends down by his knees, keeping his back straight so Killua doesn't have a fit. "Alright we buried it. Let's go-"

"Should we say something?" Gon tilts his head.

"Are you fucking kidding me?"

"I think we should say something." Gon chuckles to himself, loving how roweled up he can make Killua.

"Um...You were fun while you lasted?" Zushi offers but even he can't help to find the humor in this.

"that's good Zushi! Let me think...You did a good job entertaining people!"

"Is this really happening? Is this a thing?" Killua blinks. "Alright I got something. Rot in hell demon bird."

Gon gives Killua a look before he waves at the pile of dirt. "Bye! We'll miss you-"

"No we won't."

"I'll miss you." Gon nods to himself, feeling satisfied with what he's done before turning on his heel and walking with Killua and Zushi to the car.

"It's only fucking eight in the morning and you've already destroyed a child's thing and made us have a funeral for it." Killua can't help to chuckle, shaking his head. "You're so crazy."

"I didn't destroy it Killua, you did." Gon points a finger at Killua who grabs it and squeezes it.

"Don't be accusing. I'm preempt sure it was you who killed it-"

"You stomped it's head off!" Gon glares when Killua smirks, those blue eyes lighting up In that playful manner as they all get into the car. "Zushi! Didn't Killua destroy the bird, not me?" Gon looks to Zushi for assistance.

"Um..." Zushi looks between the two, Killua glaring at Zushi while Gon looks at him with those bright eyes. "You both kind of destroyed it. Killua did more damage though-"

"Shut up Zushi, no one cares." Killua huffs when Gon's eyes brighten up.

"Ha! See Killua? You killed it-" Gon laughs in triumph, spitting in Killua's face by accident.

"Why is it every time I see you I get your saliva on my face some way or the other?" Killua's eye twitches as he puts Gon in a head lock and start to choke him. Gon tucks his chin, trying to get out of such a hold as the car moves, driving them away. Gon wiggles slightly but when he moves it hurts his back so instead he reaches with his hand and gets under Killua's neck, getting him to sputter in laughter and he looses his hold just enough for Gon to get out.

"I know you didn't just tickle me, Gon." Killua's voice becomes menacing, Gon's face getting pale when Killua slowly cracks his fingers.

"N-No Killua don't! I had to." Gon moves away from the other male, climbing on top of Zushi to get away from the werecat. Killua doesn't like that too much.

Zushi finds himself stuck in the middle of the hyper boys and he certainly isn't missing how Killua looks like he wants to bite his head off whenever Gon climbs over him to get away from Killua. Zushi sighs, where does Gon get all this energy? Zushi feels like he could pass out but here Gon is, hurt, damaged and he's jumping all over the place trying to get away from Killua's fingers.

It's going to be a long car ride.

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"Sis what's taking you so long?" Killua questions, his arms crossed and his foot tapping. The three boys are all waiting for Alluka to come out of her dressing room. Gon is sitting on the floor with his shirt off, waiting semi patiently. He keeps moving his feet restlessly, Killua knows the other male wants to get up and start moving around but Killua isn't having that in till Alluka gives him some potion.

Killua was having a bit too much fun in the car playing around with Gon that he forgot the damaged that was done to his back because Gon doesn't act like he's in pain. He's a bundle of energy. So when Killua finally got a hold of him and tickled him, getting him back, Gon ended up wincing in pain from wiggling his body, hurting himself again.

Killua was serious when he said he's worried Gon might break his back. That bruise is something fierce. They didn't hold back in training Gon. Killua feels that heat of anger and he wishes Gon was pissed about what they did to him because Killua would gladly kick the shit out of Zushi. Gon deserved it his ass. When Killua was trained, he was hurt badly all the time but he doesn't want that for Gon. Even though his training was horrible, Illumi never tried to break his spine. If he did that, Killua would be useless, but Zushi and this Wing guy don't seem to care if they make Gon paralyzed.

Killua narrows his eyes over at Zushi who is sitting on the ground next to Gon, fiddling nervously with his fingers. That's another thing. This guy has been acting weird since Killua said he was going to wake up his sister. Killua doesn't trust him.

"I'm coming, I'm coming. I had to make a good potion for Gon." Alluka comes out of the room she was in, holding a jar and smiling brightly, a bit shyly as well. Killua blinks. Alluka is wearing a dress he hasn't seen before. It's ocean blue and puffy at the waist with white bows decorating the front and blue trellises at the end. It's shorter than most of her dresses too, coming up above her knees. Killua notices she's done her hair too, her black locks are curled, framing her face, a white rose tucked behind her ear. She's wearing make up too. His sister looks adorable but it bothers him at the same time. Why dress like this all of a sudden when they're having Gon and Zushi over?

"Wow Alluka you look so cute!" Gon gasps when he sees Alluka, jumping up from the floor. Zushi standing up as well, staring at Alluka with wide eyes, his face getting red. Gon has to run over to her and hug her. "You look like a doll you're so pretty!" Gon admires shamelessly, getting Alluka to flush and to giggle. "I really like that dress! Did you make it?"

"I did. This took me a long time. it's the first time I've gotten to wear it." Alluka smiles at Gon before she glances over at Zushi. Alluka's face gets redder when she finds that Zushi is staring at her intently, his cheeks pink. When blue eyes lock with brown they both look away quickly, Zushi fiddling with his hands while Alluka pulls at her dress.

"I love it." Gon chuckles, being loud and overly too feely of his sister in Killua's opinion.

"Stop drooling over my sister." Killua huffs, grabbing Gon's wrist and pulling him back. "I know she looks good, but you don't have to pounce on her."

"I'm not! I just couldn't help but hug her! Look at her Killua! She's adorable."

"Of course she's adorable, she's my sis." Killua can't help to grin with a bit of pride when Alluka's eyes light up and at the same time that nasty ting of jealousy from Gon gushing over his sister. He gets it though. Alluka really went all out today. And the attention is making Alluka happy so whatever envy he feels shimmers away.

"Adorableness runs in the family!" Gon beams, those amber eyes looking at him with that admiration and Killua finds his face heating up at the statement.

"I'm not adorable." Killua mumbles stubbornly, trying to hide how his eyes have lighten up. "And it definitely doesn't run in the family. Wait till you see Milluki."

"Hmm I guess it doesn't. Illumi's not adorable either." Gon's face scrunches up at that, and Killua's sure his own face is making the same expression.

"Definitely not."

"So I guess only Alluka and Killua got the adorable genes!"

"I'm not adorable! Just my sis." Killua huffs and he hates how he knows his cheeks are pink. Damn his pale complexion. "I'm a bad ass assassin and bad ass assassins are not adorable."

"They are when their name is Killua!" Gon teases, getting Killua to squirm, not knowing what to do with himself. He wants to wipe that grin off his face with a kiss. Does Gon know he's flirting with him right now? Or is he just playing around with him? Killua feels his heart flutter at how Gon is looking at him and with the other male saying he's cute over and over again. It's hard not to steal those lips when he's doing this to him.

"Shut up, damn you're embarrassing." Killua grumbles like he's annoyed, crossing his arms, truing his face away from Gon so he doesn't' have to see those beautiful, playful amber orbs anymore. Killua feels that his ears and tail have come out but that's fine. The ears on top of his head twitch when he picks up on something.

"You l-look beautiful Alluka." Zushi stammers out, smiling nervously at the girl who is looking just as nervous. When Zushi compliments her, Alluka's face lights up and she giggles. "It's amazing that you made that by yourself." Zushi speaks a little more firmer when he gets that positive reaction from Alluka, his smile becoming more relaxed, though a bit shy.

"Yeah, well you know it took me awhile. I messed up a lot...but I'm glad you like it." Alluka trips over her words but her smile is large. "Would you like me to show you how I sow?"

"I would like that." Zushi rubs at his arm, trying to straighten himself out to appear taller. The two young ones smile at each other, and it's soft and sweet. Their eyes meeting and staring.

Killua blinks, having watched all this and he can feel his stomach twist and his eyes narrow. Why is his sister acting all weird with Zushi? He doesn't like how they're both blushing. Why are they blushing? His brotherly senses are kicking in and all he wants to do is stop whatever this is-

"Hey what are you-" Killua starts, his eyebrows furrowing in a glare at Zushi who tenses at such a look.

Gon suddenly makes a sound of pain, getting Killua's ears to twitch on the top of his head and for him to turn his gaze on Gon. That's right. Now Killua remembers why he wanted Alluka to hurry up.

"Brother why don't you take Gon to your room to put this on his wounds?" Alluka tries, her face not giving anything away as she hands her brother the jar.

"I'm not leaving you alone with this ass hole, I can do it right here-"

"But Killua I have something for you that can't be done here." Gon suddenly leans up, whispering in his ear. Killua swallows, the heat immediately traveling low and the tip of his ear where Gon's lips touched are hot. Killua's mind goes to something dirty and his heart races as he looks over at Gon with shock.

"What...what are you..." Killua can't get words out. Maybe it was just in his head but that sounded very, very suggestive. Gon smiles brightly and grabs Killua's hand, much like Killua did back at the park. Killua's heart spasms in his chest and his mind goes blank as Gon leads him out of the room and all Killua can do is follow numbly, forgetting what he was protesting a moment ago.

Killua can feel how sweaty his hand is in Gon's. What is Gon planning? Killua hasn't given him the gold yet, could he really want to do something dirty with him? Killua can't think much more as Gon leads them into Killua's room and shuts the door behind them, leaving the two boys alone.

Killua swallows, feeling strangely nervous and vulnerable when Gon looks at him with those amber orbs and smiles. He has no idea what this guy is thinking and it makes his tail twitch with anticipation.

"First things first, could you put that potion on my back, Killua?" Gon gets on his large bed, the same bed Killua has fantasized about Gon and pleasured himself thinking about Gon. The raven haired male looks back at him with a sweet smile.

Killua stays still for a moment, despite being asked to do something, Killua's brain is having a hard time catching up. He walks over slowly to the other male, watching as Gon's back moves in his breathing and how his tan flesh is ripping out in goosebumps from the chill in Killua's room. The assassin opens up the jar, kneeling behind Gon on the bed. Carefully, oh so carefully, Killua takes some of the green slop and rubs it on Gon's bruised back.

The other male lets out a surprised gasp from the cold before he relaxes into Killua's touch. The assassin's fingers tremble but he keeps his pressure light as he makes sure that a generous amount of the green stuff has been smeared. Killua watches as Alluka's potion sinks into Gon's flesh and the bruise becomes lighter, almost disappearing.

Gon sighs in contentment and relief. "I feel a lot better." Gon turns his head, smiling at Killua, those amber eyes have gotten brighter. Killua's mouth is dry. He doesn't know what to do with himself right now.

"Good." Killua speaks hoarsely as he places the jar to the side, wiping the stuff that was on his hand off on his already dirty shirt. Killua sits completely still as Gon turns around so he's facing Killua. The two stare at each other, Killua's tail moving around restlessly. What is he going to do?

"Now it's time for me to make you feel really good." Gon says with such a pure face, a smile stretch on those soft, plump lips.

Killua feels his erection twitch in his pants and it feels way too tight. He opens his mouth only to close it, feeling like an idiot. Not cool. He doesn't feel sexy right now. He feels needy and he hates how hot his face is. Killua licks his lips, his mind filling up with possible ways that Gon could make him' feel really good'.

"What...what are you going to do?" Killua's voice Is low from his arousal. All he can focus on is Gon.

"You'll see." Gon beams, looking excited, really excited. Killua feels like he's going to have a heart attack. "take off your clothes."

"H-Huh?" Killua can't help to be surprised by Gon's boldness, his heart fluttering and his stomach tightening in want. He wasn't expecting this. Not at all. He thought that maybe after he gave Gon the gold, and he accepted it that Killua could slowly teach Gon the ropes about mating but here Gon is, taking the reins. Killua has to question the aching in his cock when Gon told him what to do.

"Take your clothes off. You can't have clothes on for what I'm about to do." Gon's amber eyes are so bright. It's hard to imagine such dirty words coming from those lips. Gon is talking dirty to him and ohh it burns the assassin. Killua swallows, feeling nervous as he slowly stakes of his shirt, throwing it off to the side. He sits up in the bed so he can unbutton his pants and work on taking them off. All the while Gon is watching him and Killua really likes it. He likes this. Killua is still trying to wrap his head around it and maybe he should be put off that Gon is doing this before they've become mates but he's too clouded by his lust, his need for Gon.

Despite his arousal, Killua tries to keep his boner from Gon's sight, feeling a little self conscious-

"Get on your stomach."

Killua's mouth goes dry and he forgets how to breathe for a moment. Killua complies, laying on his stomach, his heart racing. What is he going to do? Why does he want him on his stomach? IS Gon planning on...taking him? Killua's cock twitches at the thought, Killua biting his lip. This reaction confuses him. He's been thinking about dominating Gon solely but now that the thought has entered his mind about Gon being on top...He doesn't really mind it. Killua still thinks he should be the dominant though-

"Do you have any oil?" Gon questions, Killua's ear twitching when he hears and feels Gon get off the bed.

"O-Oil? Like for dry skin?" Killua keeps his hands under the pillow and his face buried in the cold fabric. Killua's heart skips a beat and he's too warm. Is he going to use Oil for lube? The one in his bathroom sure is lubricating... "I have some in my bathroom...in the cabinet." Killua can't believe he's telling him this. Killua should be fighting this. This goes against all his thoughts and plans. This is unexpected.

"okay!" Gon cheers and runs off to find the oil to do this deed. Killua bites his lip, using all his will power not to touch himself right now. It's shameful how easily Killua breaks with Gon. Killua is just laying here obediently, waiting for him and thinking about just letting Gon take him. There's a part of him that wants to turn this around but right now Killua is just so hot and needy...He'll take Gon anyway.

Killua's ear twitches when he ears Gon's foots steps, he's coming back. Killua's heart does a spasm and he closes his eyes tightly, breathing uneven as he waits for what Gon is going to say next.

"Killua you're not naked. It will feel really good if you take those off." Gon hooks a finger into his boxers, pulls it and lets go, the snapping of it getting Killua to bite his lip and Gon chuckles.

Killua grips his hands into the bed sheets, taking a deep breath before he lifts up his hips, his mind racing with thoughts of 'what the hell am I doing?' and 'am I really just going to do this?' but it's just a haze in his mind as he slips down his boxers, pulling them down his thighs before kicking them off. Killua pants, naked, exposed, he buries his face in the pillow, not able to look at Gon and he keeps his body stiff, his legs tightly together and his erection hidden in the mattress so Gon can't see how much he like this.

"You're really excited aren't you?" Gon sounds like he's smiling and shit, Killua almost cums.

"Y-Yeah." Killua admits, his lips tingling in his truth and he grips the sheets tighter as Gon gets on the bed. Killua's ear twitches when he hears Gon opening up the oil and soon Gon is sitting on top of his ass, which kind of confuses Killua but he doesn't mind it. But Gon is dressed and Killua wants him undressed-

"You should be. You're about to get the massage of your life." Gon beams proudly. The hot atmosphere completely shatters, Killua's eyes widening in realization, his cheeks heating up in shame. What. The. Fuck.

"Why the hell did you tell me to get naked for a massage?!" Killua can't help to shout in disbelief feeling pissed at himself and pissed at Gon because he feels disappointed and that just pisses him off more. He can't believe that he actually thought Gon was planning on fucking him. Just a couple of days ago Killua taught him how to masturbate. He's sure Gon doesn't know anything about mating. Killua really embarrassed himself. It was just the way Gon was talking and...and...shit. Killua just wanted it so bad. Even with his embarrassment and shame, his correction is still going on strong and it's uncomfortable now that he knows he won't be getting any release.

"Because it feels better if you're naked." Gon says as if that's alright. "Clothes would just get in the way. Trust me. That's why we had to do this away from the others."

"Damn it." Killua snarls into the pillow when he realizes he's left Alluka alone with Zushi, losing himself because of Gon and those tempting lips and ass and cock. Killua wants to get up but he can't. His body won't cool down and he's well aware that Gon is sitting on his naked body.

"You're all tense Killua. It's okay." Gon's voice is...nice. Soft. Killua listens to Gon squirt some of the oil into his hand before he rubs down on Killua's back. The werecat lets out a breath he was holding before sighing. Gon's hands are strong and firm. They work slowly and effectively, squeezing at Killua's shoulders first, kneading out the knots there before moving lower.

Killua bites his lip, closing his eyes tightly. This feels...intimate. Really intimate. Even though Killua has been naked in front of Gon before this is different. Gon is touching him and working hard to make him feel good. And it does. It feels really good.

Killua lets out another sigh, his shoulders relaxing when Gon finally rubs out this large knot in his middle back. Gon goes lower, squeezing the flesh of his lower back, Killua feeling the urge to arch into him. Gon has no issues touching his body. Killua moans quietly when Gon works his way back up and starts to just rub and squeeze, his fingers rubbing down his spine. All the anger and embarrassment fades away, it's just Gon and Gon's hands, and his warmth.

Killua is a bit flustered though when he notices he's purring. Purring quite loudly at that. He's waiting for Gon to make some smart comment but he doesn't. He just continues to work and Killua quickly relaxes again, not caring that he's purring. Killua smiles when Gon starts to rub at his arm muscles, relaxing them as Gon work down to his hands and starts to squeeze and knead them. This is amazing. Killua feels like Gon is taking him apart and replacing his bones with clouds. He just feels light.

Killua's eyes widen when Gon moves down his body, his bare ass being exposed to the air now that Gon isn't sitting on it. Killua's ears get red and his breathing becomes jagged. He wants to turn his head to see what Gon's doing but at the same time he doesn't. Killua hasn't gotten any softer and if Gon doesn't start touching him again, Killua is going to start touching himself-

Killua gasps when Gon's hands grab his cheeks, the other male rubbing and squeezing his ass, Killua holding in a mew from the treatment and how much he wanted to be touched there after his misconception.

"W-What are you doing?" Killua bites out anyway, looking back at Gon only to swallow when he sees Gon staring at him with those amber orbs darken, his tan cheeks slightly pink. Killua feels himself leak onto the bed and he bites his lip. Gon shouldn't be able to be this sexy.

"I'm massaging your butt. It's the biggest muscle you know?" Gon smiles, his hands never stopping their rubbing-Good. Killua doesn't want him to stop. "It feels good too doesn't it?"

"It's s-strange." Killua turns his head, burying it in the pillow. Gon chuckles behind him.

"But you sound like you're enjoying it. You're purring a lot." Gon squeezes and kneads Killua's ass. His hands are so warm and so far Gon is just squeezing and rubbing. Killua wants him to spread his cheeks.

"Shut up." Killua snaps, trying to sound scary but it fails when he groans from Gon's treatment. Killua's tail has wrapped around Gon's wrist affectionately, stroking his hand without Killua even thinking about it.

"Hey Killua, spread your legs." Gon's voice is lower and Killua finds him moving his legs before he can even think about it or get embarrassed. Killua sighs when Gon starts to massage the back of his thighs, taking care to squeeze just the right amount. Killua shivers when Gon squeezes between his thighs and it feels too good. His whole body is lax now and his face couldn't' get anymore hotter. "Does it feel good Killua?"

"Mmm..." That's all Killua can say, his ears resting on the top of his head, his eyes half lidded from his lust and want. He really needs to get a hold of himself before the tables turn and it's Killua who's making Gon feel like this. If that happens, Killua won't stop. He knows he won't.

"I've never heard Killua purr so loudly before. I told you I gave good massages." Gon beams proudly, stopping his rubbing of his thighs. Killua growls in the back of his throat from Gon stopping his touching only for his eyes to widen when Gon goes back to massaging his butt with one hand and he reaches up and starts to scratch behind his ear with the other.

Killua grips onto the sheets, and he sinks his canines into the pillow to stop himself from moaning. Killua can't help it, his back starts to arch, and he gets on his knees, putting his butt in the air, silently begging for more touches. Killua feels dirty and that just seems to add to his arousal and this moment. He just wants Gon. In any way, shape or form.

Gon stops his massaging and scratching, pulling his hands away from him. Killua thinks he's gone too far and embarrassed himself only to feel Gon's hands on the back of his thighs again, Killua mewing into the pillow. What happen to him? Assassins should be composed and alert at all times. Killua is only alert to Gon and he's not composed at all. He's pretty sure he's putting the Zoldyck name to shame by pretty much begging to be fucked by Gon and he doesn't give a fuck. It feels too good.

"...Hey Killua?" Gon stops rubbing his thighs, his voice strained and quiet at the same time.

"Hm?" Killua is too red in the face to look back at Gon right now, knowing he looks obscene from his lust. He listens to Gon intently, his ears twitching.

"If I told you I wanted to travel the world with you, what would you say?" Killua's heart beat pauses, his eyes widening and this warmth in his chest growing. It's not lust, it's something more and it makes him feel weaker than Gon's hands on his thighs. "Because I want to travel with you. I want you to go where ever I go. I want to keep having fun like this."

Killua swallows down the lump in his throat. He tries not to read too much into what Gon just said but his lips are trembling. Killua opens his mouth to speak, to tell Gon what he's feeling, to tell him that he would follow him. Killua has already decided that. If Gon leaves, Killua is going with him. His sister is the same way. Now that Killua isn't planning on being the head, he doesn't really have his own plans instead of being with Gon. And for right now, that's all he needs.

Killua feels irritated that he can't speak, all that comes out is air and the stress is killing him. He can feel Gon staring at him from behind, waiting for him to speak. Killua can't use words to describe how he feels right now, so the assassin sits up, grabbing his boxers, he stands on his bed to put them on, his bangs covering his eyes as he jumps off the bed silently and glides over to his dresser. Gon's amber eyes are watching him the whole time, Killua can feel it and it makes his heart beat faster. Killua tries not to think that Gon can easily see his excitement in his boxers, and he tries not to think about what he's about to declare and what he's about to ask.

Killua use to laugh when he watched a movie that had a man purposing to his girl and how nervous the guy would get, in some comedy movies, even dropping or losing the ring. Now he understands. Killua's hands tremble as he pulls out the block of gold that's shaped like a rectangle. Killua takes a deep breath, steadying himself before he turns to face Gon. Killua finally locks eyes with the other male, Gon is watching him intently with his head tilted, looking confused and interested. His face is still flushed and those eyes are still darker but there's that light of curiosity.

Killua places both his hands on the end of the gold and presses, he keeps eye contact with Gon as he flattens with gold with his bare hands. Gon's eyes light up.

"Wow Killua that was cool!" Gon smiles and crawls towards him on the bed. The praise gives him enough confidence to hold out the gold towards Gon, looking away, the blush reaching his ears and his heart pounding so hard in his chest. "You're giving this to me?" Gon looks at Killua, but the assassin can't look at him back. "Why?" Gon sounds confused. Killua guesses he would be. It must be confusing him for Killua to suddenly be interested in him as a mate when they just did become friends two weeks ago.

Killua swallows. Damn it. He still has to explain himself. Killua was hoping that it would just be a straight shot. Either Gon would take the gold or he wouldn't but he's questioning him. "...T-This is my answer and the surprise I was talking about, Gon." Killua licks his lips, looking at Gon who is staring at him with those amber eyes bright with curiosity as he stares at the gold before he locks eyes with Killua.

"The gold is your answer?" Gon tilts his head.

"You know what it means. Don't make me say it." Killua grinds his teeth, his heart feeling like it could just fall out of his chest. "This...This gold says it all. You get it don't you? What I'm telling you?" Killua tries to keep his voice steady, he tries to keep his posture and he tries to keep eye contact but it's hard. Killua feels like running. The assassin didn't even believe he could feel like this about someone, that he could love another being enough to want to be their mate. How is he suppose to do this? How is he suppose to show his feelings when his words fall short and get caught in his throat?

"I don't understand Killua-" Gon frowns, his eyebrows furrowing.

"Take it or don't." Killua's breathing is picking up speed and he has to hide his eyes with his bangs. If Gon were to reject him... "I mean what I'm doing...it's not a joke. This is real." Killua stays still, his ears listening intently to Gon and with all his will power he keeps his arm that's holding the gold straight and steady. "I'll...follow you anywhere." Killua manages to get out.

There's a moment of silence, no one moving. Killua holds his breath. His eyes snap open when he feels Gon take the gold plate from his hand. Killua watches as Gon holds the plate, studying it before he bends it more into a crescent moon shape. Killua feels himself sweating, his tail flicking restlessly but he dare not say anything as Gon puts the gold on his wrist and smiles at Killua. It's so bright and lovely that Killua feels like he could die.

"I made Mito a bracelet like this once. We didn't have gold so I made it out of bronze. Thanks for this but you didn't have to get me something so expensive. I'm just happy to know that you'll follow me. I'll accept it but know I'm going to have to make you a bracelet too to get even-"

Killua isn't listening anymore. Gon accepted. He put the gold on. Gon is his. Killua can't control himself as he flings himself onto Gon, wrapping his arms around him. He didn't control his strength so Gon falls back on the bed with Killua on top of him, Those amber eyes wide and beautiful.

"Killua-mmth." Gon is cut off from what he was about to say by Killua pressing his lips against Gon's. Though there's a part of him that just wants to fuck Gon right here and now, Killua calms this part of him and takes it slow. He kisses Gon gently, his chest tight in this feeling and if Killua was alone he would be crying right now. His eyes are watery and all he wants is to taste Gon, his mate, his love. Gon accepts him. Killua wants to shout and dance and do everything that would make him look like an idiot. But he settles happily with giving Gon a loving kiss, sucking on his lower lip before his tongue slips pass Gon's lips, rubbing and caressing his moist tongue. Killua's hands find their way in Gon's hair and he rakes his nails against his scalp as he deepens the kiss, loving this feeling, loving this moment.

Killua is surprised he can kiss so calmly and slowly. He purrs as Gon's tongue finally responses to his, rubbing just as gently against his. The kiss is sloppy and wet and sensual and amazing. Some drool falls down the side of Gon's cheek, a sound leaving him that could be a muffled moan. Killua cups Gon's cheeks, rubbing the soft flesh, wanting to touch him, wanting to feel him.

Gon is everywhere. Underneath him, in his mouth, and in the air he breathes. Killua's tail wraps around Gon's leg affectionately as he deepens the kiss, not able to help it. He bites Gon's lower lip lightly, his hands moving lower, one grabs Gon's chin aiding in making the kiss deeper and more powerful as his other hand runs down his body, touching Gon's neck with feather light touches.

Gon is getting very hot underneath him and he's squirming under his body, a whimper living those lips that makes Killua growl in his arousal. Killua's body is reacting to Gon's, it's like he can smell the need in the other male and it's pushing Killua over the edge-

Killua blinks when Gon breaks the kiss by pushing Killua up by his chest, those amber eyes are glossy and his cheeks are so pink, and those lips are swollen. Killua can feel his cock twitch. Killua moves Gon's arms out of the way so he can get to those lips again only for Gon to put his hand over Killua's mouth, keeping Killua from claiming those lips again.

"K-Killua stop." Gon takes a deep breath, he's panting, those amber eyes half lidded. "I know you...lied to me about kissing. It's something that mates do." He knows? Is he upset?

"...I shouldn't have lied to you...that was wrong but...it's okay now isn't it? You know how I feel..." Killua kisses Gon's hand that's still on his face, licking the inside of his hand as he gently pries Gon's hand off his mouth. Gon is staring at him with uncertainty, those amber eyes trembling but they're so dark and tempting. Killua rubs Gon's cheek, his own lust taking him over and clouding his judgment. "It's okay..." Killua whispers against Gon's lips, the other male shivering underneath him. Killua kisses Gon again, the younger male's body arching into his, their tongues tangling together and the heat is making the whole room hot. Gon just keeps getting warmer and warmer-

"Killua stop." Gon growls, pushing Killua up by his chest again, breaking the kiss. Gon is baring his teeth at him but he's so flush in the face. Killua can't help to response with aggression. Killua hisses, moving Gon's arms so Killua's body can be pressed against Gon's chest. Why is Gon telling him to stop? When he wants it just as much as he does? Killua can smell Gon's arousal and he can feel it pressing against his thigh. Killua's eyes are half lidded as he uses his strength to pin Gon's arms above his head, thrusting his hips slowly, grinding his own erection against Gon's that's clothed.

Gon gasps, a soft moan leaving those lips. Killua growls, his dick throbbing from hearing Gon make such a sound. How can Gon tell him to stop? When Killua keeps grinding into Gon's front, the younger male starts to shake his head back and forth, biting his lip, those eyes are filled with lust but they're changing. A fear there, an urgency-

"I said stop!" Gon snarls, ripping his arms out of Killua's grasp and pushing him as hard as he can. Killua is taken off guard, the haze of lust messing with his judgment and because of that, Gon's shove sends him across the room and he hits his back hard against the wall, his eyes widening from the pain but he makes no sound. Killua's brain is buzzing, trying to comprehend what just happened as he looks at Gon with his mouth slightly open.

Gon is panting, standing up from the bed, his fists gripped by his sides. He breathes out of his nose like a bull but those eyes are filled with lust and want and-

Gon runs out of his room as fast as he can. Only when Gon leaves does Killua snap out of the haze of his lust, realizing the gravity of this situation. Killua's stomach sinks and he stands up quickly, a panic rising in his throat. He went too far. He was moving too fast. He was just so happy and Gon was responding to him and...it just went dirty, really fast. Killua hates the demon part of him sometimes. He just lost himself in all his feelings from Gon becoming his mate and now he goes and does something like this. He might have ruined this already.

"Gon wait!" Killua runs after him, completely forgetting how he's dressed, his thoughts focused on stopping Gon. It was the spur of the moment. Gon's body was reacting to him like he wanted it. Killua couldn't ignore that. Killua runs down the hallway, his ears twitching this way and that as he tries to pick up Gon's foot steps. Just when he hears Gon's footsteps he hears a door slam. Killua follows to where he heard the sound, stopping in front of the door. "...Gon?"

There's no response.

Killua swallows, not liking this silent treatment at all. It makes him feel small, and helpless. Guilt twists his stomach. He didn't mean to scare him off. Killua just couldn't control himself, not when Gon was moaning and arching into him, not when Gon is his mate, when Gon accepted him. Maybe Gon is worried he just wants to fuck him? And when he gets that he'll leave. Killua use to think that would be the case but it's not. It will be hard but Killua can wait for Gon...and when they do mate, Killua knows he won't be able to get enough.

Killua presses his ear against the door to try to hear better. He blinks when he hears water run. Is Gon taking a shower?

"I'm sorry Killua. I'll be out in a minute. I just..." Killua's heart lifts when he hears Gon's voice, glad the other male is talking to him.

" No i'm sorry Gon. I shouldn't have taken it so far...you just...you just drive me crazy." Killua swallows, his heart beating so fast in his chest and the blush reaching his ears. He hates how much he stuttered. He hopes this gets easier, speaking how he really feels, being real instead of fake. "I won't do that again...I'll wait for you." Killua lays his forehead against the door, waiting for Gon to respond.

"K-Killua please don't do that again. I almost lost it." Gon sounds like he's frowning.

"I won't but...it's okay if you lose it Gon." Killua closes his eyes, listening to the water falling. Killua wouldn't mind. Killua almost lost it as well and if he did, Killua knows he would have been fucking Gon for hours.

"...You can't say that." Gon growls at Killua, the werecat's ears flattening at the tone but his expression has become defensive. "If I were to lose it, you wouldn't even...want me anymore."

"What are you talking about? Of course i'll want you." Killua's ears perk back up, the assassin shouting this without thinking about it. Gon doesn't respond. Killua frowns. Gon is acting funny. He must really be pissed about Killua trying something or something else is bothering him. Maybe Gon is afraid to get intimate? Killua saw the fear in his eyes and he can hear traces of fear now. "Where is this coming from, Gon?'

"...I don't know Killua. I have to think. Leave me alone for a moment."

Killua frowns at this but he backs away from the door. Gon needs his space. They just became mates and he already needs his space. Is Killua that bad as a mate? He thought he was reading Gon correctly. He thought it was pretty clear. Killua's ears flatten but he walks away from the door and back towards his room, his blue eyes down cast in this thought.

Hopefully Gon won't take back being mates. Killua doesn't know if he could handle losing Gon because of something so stupid that he did. He can control himself. Now that he understands Gon wants to wait, he can.

Killua blinks when he hears mumbling. He looks over to see a couple of butlers looking at him before they quickly look away and run off. What was that about- Killua's face gets pale when he realizes he's still in his boxers. "Shit." Killua runs back to his room and shuts the door, his cheeks heated up in his embarrassment. Damn Gon makes him do stupid things. Killua ruffles his hair, deciding that he'll take a shower as well and get on the other outfit Alluka helped him pick out.

He hopes he can sort this out before the dinner. A part of him wish he waited on declaring his love but another part of him new that was the best moment.

Killua will make it up to Gon. He won't let Gon slip through his fingers now that he has him as his mate finally. Killua will be affectionate. He'll learn how to express himself. He'll have to grow with Gon and control his urges of just plowing into the boy.

Killua grips his fists, feeling like punching the wall but he doesn't.

He can be better for Gon. Demon or not, he can control it. Gon and his sister mean everything to him.

And he's not losing either.

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Gon sighs in relief when the cold water that's pouring over him is finally taking affect. He can feel his body calm down as he lays in the tub, the water filling up from the shower head, cold water surrounding his body and pouring down on him. Gon keeps his eyes closed, taking deep breaths, his ears flatten on top of his head.

That was way too close. Both Gon and Killua went too far.

Gon just wanted to get Killua away from Alluka and Zushi by giving him a massage, he figured that would give them a good amount of time to talk and get to know each other some more. When he gave massages at his home there was nothing sexual about it, at least to him. It was the same with Killua. But as Gon was rubbing on Killua, the other male was making noises and purring so loudly and his body got so warm.

It started making Gon excited when he was massaging Killua's butt, the other male had such a reaction to it, it made Gon feel hot. Gon has seen a lot of butts in his day and he's touched them too because of the massages he would give to his people but touching Killua and his butt was different. Killua's butt is cute, small and firm and his cheeks fit right in his hands. The more Gon touched it, the more Killua reacted, the harder Gon got. Gon should have stopped the massage then but he didn't want to. He wanted to keep touching Killua and feel on that skin that is so pale and silky. Gon just went with his instinct and what he wanted to do and kept feeling on Killua. But when the other male lifted his butt in the air and Gon could smell how much he was sweating and feel it, Gon was close to something.

Gon wanted to mate with Killua. He wanted to make Killua make more sounds. He wanted to feel his muscles and lick his skin that he just oiled up. Before Gon lost it though, he made an attempt to control himself by asking if Killua would go where ever he would go. Gon was expecting a quick answer, not the silence that followed or Killua walking over to his dresser just to smash gold and give it to him.

Gon doesn't really know what happened back there with that. Killua was saying the gold was his answer and by the way he was blushing and how nervous he looked, Gon knew it was a big deal. Maybe giving gold to someone is a tradition around here? And that's why gon's should have known? But he didn't know. There was no way he could reject it though when Killua was acting the way he was. Even if it's expensive, Gon will just have to get him back. He didn't want Killua getting upset. But when he took it, Gon couldn't have known that Killua would tackle him like he did and start kissing him like...that.

The kiss was different from all the others. It was deep, passionate, filled with emotion that made Gon's legs feel weak and his fists ball up. At first there was no urgency, just soft lips pressed together and the feel of each others heat. Killua was only in his boxers, his oiled up skin easily sliding over him. Gon should have pushed him off once Killua started kissing him. He knew he shouldn't be doing it. He knew he shouldn't have kissed him back but he was happy. Killua said he would follow him anywhere and he gave him a gift. It made Gon's heart swell and it still does. Gon was soaking in the affection Killua was giving him and he wanted more. His body ached for him.

But when Gon realized that he was getting too hot, and that the kiss was getting deeper and Killua was touching his body, he remembered the gravity of his situation. Even If Killua would travel with him everywhere...even if he would leave his home now, would he still do it when he sees what he is? Gon kept fighting with Killua but the other male was looking down at him with those half lidded eyes darken with lust and it was enough to make Gon's body burn and he wanted...oh he wanted...

In desperation he was able to gain anger from Killua not listening to him and he pushed him off as hard as he could and ran away before Killua could see his true form. As soon as he made it into this room, his ears and tail had come out. Gon was lucky that this room has a bathroom or he would have been in a lot of trouble.

Gon stares up at the ceiling, his eyes glossed over as he thinks about this. His heart is still beating faster. Killua would be the perfect mate if he didn't feel how he does about werewolves. Gon could feel his emotions through his kiss. He cares deeply for Gon and he wants him, just like Gon wants Killua.

If Gon were to show Killua what he is...could it really end that badly? Would all the feelings Gon felt in that kiss really go away? Gon grips his fist as he sits up in the tub taking a deep breath before he hides his ears and tail. He shakes his head. He can't expose himself to Killua, at least not in till he's destroyed the spiders with Kurapika. He's not here for a mate. Especially a mate who thinks of him as a dumb animal. Gon takes a deep breath...

But he wanted to give in so much. He wanted to claim Killua as his own. Those feelings Killua showed him had wooed him. Killua even ran after him and he didn't sound angry. He said he wouldn't do it again and that he would wait for Gon. He's kind. He's just not kind to his people. Gon really hopes that his report strikes something in Killua's heart to change his feelings.

Gon gets out of the bath, turning off the water and letting the water drain. As Gon dries off and puts his clothes on, he stares at himself in the mirror. He glares at his reflection who glares back, his amber eyes bright with a new found will and determination. He will prove Killua wrong and then he will claim him as his mate. He just has to control himself now. Killua can't hate his kind so much that he would hate Gon for it. Gon looks down at the gold that is still on his wrist, he touches it lightly, a smile turning his lips.

This piece of gold is physical proof of Killua's affection for him and his feelings.

Gon walks out of the room and back down the hallway he sprinted down to get away from Killua. He blinks when he sees Killua is coming towards his way, those blue eyes glossed over in thought. Amber eyes meet with blue, Killua stops walking. They just stare at each other for a moment and it's not strange. Gon wants to do a couple of things. A part of him wants to yell at Killua and get angry for how he thinks of werewolves because that's the only reason Gon has to hide from him and hold back. Another part wants to go back to kissing him and soak in the affection Killua has to offer. Especially when Gon notices what the other male is wearing.

Killua has on this purple shirt that cuts low in his chest and a black jacket that has many zippers on it and Gon just wants to mess with all of them. He's wearing black pants that look tight and his white locks are puffy and framing his face.

"Killua you look so cool!" Gon can't help to shout out and he takes off running towards the other male. Killua who was looking deep in thought as he stared at Gon as if he too was thinking about what he should do, tenses when Gon runs towards him but he doesn't back away. Gon wraps his arms around Killua, slamming into him causing Killua to stumble back a couple of feet but he keeps his balance and hugs Gon with not much hesitancy. Killua's stiff muscles relax and he lets out a sigh of relief. Instead of yelling, or kissing, Gon settles for hugging. "I haven't seen this outfit before." Gon pulls always slightly, Killua's arms still wrapped around his waist as Gon starts to play with the zippers on his jacket.

"I got it yesterday with Alluka." Killua smirks at Gon messing with the zippers. "I knew you would do this if we got this jacket.. I told Alluka that but she brushed me off."

"It's fun." Gon chuckles, pulling at all the zippers at once, the sound they make amusing him. Gon looks at Killua, smiling only to feel his heart skip a beat. Killua is smiling at him, those blue eyes soft and his smile fond. Gon swallows, and looks down quickly. Killua is too beautiful, really. That look is too much. "Ngh Killua stop being so attractive." Gon puffs out his cheeks in annoyance. He doesn't want to have to run off again from just a look.

Killua's blue eyes light up before that smile turns into a smirk. "How am I suppose to do that? I'm too hot." There's that playfulness and Killua leans closer.

"You could not wear cool clothes and shave your head." Gon offers, looking up at Killua who chuckles, and it's light and fun, and Gon finds himself smiling widely.

"Like I'm going to do that. Any clothes I wear are the shit and I'm not shaving my head. It took me forever to grow it out. Why don't you want me to be attractive Gon?" Killua teases, leaning in, licking those lips and Gon can feel that urge to kiss him again.

"Because of reasons." Gon tries to wiggle his way out of Killua's hold, feeling his body warm.

"Reasons huh? Can't argue with reasons." Killua grins as he lets go of Gon, those blue eyes watching him intently. "But I think those reasons are because you can't handle it."

"I can handle it." Gon mumbles, that stubborn side not wanting to admit Killua is right.

"mmhmm because that pout of yours is convincing." Killua looks like he's having too much fun with this, poking out his hip, his smile showing his canines.

"Ne Killua stop teasing me." Gon glares but he knows his face has gotten a little pink from being called out. "You're not fair with your face and your hair and your zippers."

"You're not fair with your face either." Killua grins, those eyes alight with amusement. "Maybe if you get a new one then it wouldn't be so unfair."

"I can't get a new face." Gon frowns, touching his face, getting Killua to chuckle.

"Then how am I suppose to get a new face if my face is unfair?' Killua raises his eyebrow.

"...maybe you can't change your face but you can't shave your head and wear not cool clothes."

"But I say you're the unfair one, you should shave your head and...well you already were lame clothes." Killua puts his hands behind his head, grinning too widely at how Gon glares at him.

"But I like my hair- and hey! They're not lame. Kurapika picked these out for me-"
" And that's why they're lame. You have Kurapika picking out your clothes? Just no. I'll help you out with clothing if you need it." Killua rolls his eyes when he mention Kurapika. He smirks soon after. "And I like my hair too. That's selfish of you to ask me to shave my head when you wouldn't."

"I don't care. Even if Killua shaved his head he would still be too attractive." Gon huffs not noticing how Killua's cheeks start to tinge. "Shaving your head would even the playing field."

"No. You're already too attractive as it is Gon. You're the one who is unfair." Killua's teasing dies down and there's a lingering emotion in the air as the two boy stare at each other again. The way Killua is looking at him gets Gon to shift from foot to foot. He tries to think of something before he ends up kissing Killua. Those blue eyes will be the death of him.

"I wonder what Alluka and Zushi are doing." Gon questions, feeling bad he's going to have to cut Alluka and Zushi's time short but he doesn't feel like he should be alone with Killua right now. The assassin's eyes widen and his face gets pale, his mouth opening in shock.

"Shit! I fucking forgot that ass hole is here!" Killua starts to run, grabbing Gon's hand and pulling him along. Gon blinks, allowing Killua to pull him down the hallway. He can't help to notice that today, Killua is more open with touching than he has been before. "If he's touching my sister I'm going to rip his dick off." Killua's voice gets dark and those eyes get dull, the hand not hold Gon's cracking and twitching, his nails getting longer and sharper.

"Killua-" Gon starts only for Killua to kick the door down, growling. Killua might be harder to control when it comes to his sister. Zushi is going to have some trouble.

"Get the fuck away from my sister." Killua snarls, coming into the room, looking over to see Zushi and Alluka sitting on the floor together with a bunch of cloth surrounding him. Zushi was concentrating on sowing two pieces of red cloth together with Alluka watching him with a soft smile, Zushi's tongue sticking out, getting Alluka to flush, only for this moment to be broken by Killua barging in. Both Zushi and Alluka jump, whipping their heads over at Killua who is glaring darkly at Zushi.

"Brother we were just sowing!" Alluka gets in front of Zushi quickly, holding her arms out.

"Really? The whole time I was gone you two have just been sowing?" Killua glares at Zushi who stands up, straightening himself out.

"Yes. Just sowing. Alluka was showing me how she did it." Zushi doesn't show fear.

"We were just having fun brother." Alluka glares at Killua. The assassin looks between the two before his eyes narrow at Zushi.

"If you touched my sister I'm going to-"

"Ah!" Alluka's glare falls when she sees how Killua is holding Gon's hand and the gold that's on Gon's wrist. Her eyes get wide and she covers her mouth with her hands. Gon blinks, watching those blue eyes get watery. "Gon!" Alluka cries out, running up to Gon, throwing her arms around his neck. Gon's eyes widen as she kisses his cheek and hugs him so tightly, jumping up and down, squealing. "I'm so happy for you! I'm so happy for me too." Alluka giggles, still hanging off of Gon, the young werewolf just wrapping his arms around her, smiling, taking in her excitement and basking in it even though he's confused.

Zushi looks confused, his eyebrows furrowed at Alluka's actions but Killua's anger has faded and now he's blushing, rubbing his cheek, Alluka's excitement and hugging of Gon defusing him.

"haha why are you so happy?" Gon questions but his smile hasn't fallen when Alluka pulls away and gives him a playful hit on the head.

"That should be obvious! I knew this would happen! Let me see that gold." Alluka grabs Gon's hand and pulls it up, beaming at the gold that's around his wrist. Gon blinks, she really looks like she's about to cry.

"Um...Gon? Can I speak with you alone for a minute?" Zushi isn't hiding his displeasure well, the frown staying on his face. Zushi has been watching Alluka and watching Killua's reactions, also paying close attention to Gon.

Killua glares at Zushi, that blush leaving him. "Why do you need to talk to him alone? If you have something to say Zushi, you can say it to my face."

Gon frowns from the atmosphere changing so quickly. Alluka is frowning now as she lets go of Gon, and turns to give Zushi a questioning look.

Zushi takes all this in stride, he locks eyes with Killua calmly, not showing any aggression or fear. "It's something private between me and Gon. It won't take long."

"That's funny. Because as soon as you see the gold, you have something to talk about." Killua narrows his eyes. "You got a problem Zushi?"

"I know my brother seems like a big jerk and he can be but he really cares about Gon." Alluka tries when Zushi's eyebrows furrow. He stares at Alluka for a moment before looking down at his feet.

"What's wrong? Why is everyone upset that Zushi wants to talk to me?" Gon tilts his head.

"I don't mind the gold. I'll just speak with Gon at another time." Zushi nods his head though he still seems curious and a bit concerned.

"Let's all do something together to celebrate. What do you want to do Zushi?" Alluka smiles gently, walking back over to the male, Zushi calming down completely, smiling back at her attention.

"It's only 1:00 so we have some time before we have to deal with our family." Killua mumbles, those blue eyes get distant before he looks over at Gon who still looks kind of confused by what just happened. "I'm not going to bore you the whole time with trying to get you prepared for the dinner because nothing could prepare you for our damn family. All I can tell you is just...don't say anything too stupid."

"I won't say anything stupid." Gon's eyebrows furrow. "I'm just going to introduce myself and get to know your mother and father and your siblings!-"

"Trust me, you don't want to get to know any of them." Killua shakes his head. "Just...be yourself but don't give them too much personal information. If I think they're trying something, i'll be there to redirect the conversation. Just don't feed into their bullshit."

"Why would they try anything? They invited me to dinner?" Gon tilts his head, his smile still there though. "I bet because we're such good friends they just want to meet me just like I want to meet them! Mito would love to meet you too if we were in the area."

"Mito asking me to dinner is wayyy different then my family asking you to dinner. I don't trust them and neither should you. They've never been supportive of a friend before. Just be cautious I guess. I'll be as cautious as I need to be for the both of us."

"I don't like that." Gon frowns, gripping his fist. Killua questions him with his eyes. "They're your family. You shouldn't have to be cautious to sit and eat dinner with them. Home is where you feel the safest and they should want to meet friends."

"It's not like that here." Killua smiles but it doesn't reach his eyes. Like he's half amused and half something else. "This is the first time we've had a family dinner since...I don't even remember. Do you sis?"

"I don't think I was ever a part of them..." Alluka frowns, turning her attention from the conversation with Zushi to look at her brother.

"Why wouldn't you be?" Zushi frowns, his eyebrows furrowing when he sees Alluka's eyes dull.

"You're going to this one." Killua says firmly. "We're not putting up with that anymore. Father said a family dinner and you are a part of this family." Killua tenses up, his tone getting lower from anger before he sighs when he sees Alluka get pale. "I know it's going to be hard for you but...if you don't go, you're giving them that power. I won't let anything happen to you. You know that."

"I know big brother." Alluka smiles but it doesn't reach her eyes.

"I don't understand. Would they try to hurt Alluka?" Zushi frowns, looking between Alluka and Killua.

"Ugh this is why I didn't want him coming Gon. He's all in our family business." Killua grumbles, glaring at Zushi.

"Wait, Illumi's not the only one who treats Alluka badly?" Gon frowns, looking at Killua. Alluka rubs her arm, the younger not looking comfortable with this conversation.

"No. They're all like that." Killua watches Gon's amber eyes get darker from his anger. Killua puts a hand on his shoulder, Gon blinking from the soft contact. "I know it pisses you off. It pisses me off too. But if they say anything about Alluka, let me handle it. I don't want you trying to attack anyone like you did with Illumi. You'll cause more problems that way. I'm not going to lie to you, they will say something. They will piss you off, but don't buy into it. I'll deal with their attacks to my sister, just keep your cool."

"But..." Gon starts to protest but those blue eyes are staring at him firmly. Gon grips his fist. "Why are they like this? Alluka is so great. Why are they so mean?"

"They think differently than us. It's no excuse. They're a bunch of hypocrites. Cowards." Killua stares into Gon's eyes and it's like the other male is focusing on him and him only. "Just stay out of it. I know you're reckless and you like to do whatever without thought to others but just keep quiet about it tonight."

"Yes please Gon. I don't want something happening to you because of me. I'm sure if you stand up for me, it will lower your appeal to them." Alluka fiddles with her dress nervously, frowning when Gon starts getting angry again.

"It's not right. I don't understand it." Gon huffs, his eyebrows furrowing when he looks at Killua. "But I'll try to stay out of it. I don't know if I can honestly but I'll try."

"I'm sorry about that. You can say I have some family issues." Alluka smiles at Zushi nervously when he looks confused, his eyebrows furrowed in concern. Zushi locks eyes with her.

"Your family treats you badly Alluka?" Zushi swallows, those brown eyes lighting up in that way Gon has seen, that fire to protect.

"Yeah, sort of. I don't really like talking about it." Alluka scratches her hand, those blue eyes shifting away from Zushi.

"I'm hoping that the conversation won't focus much on Alluka. I'm sure they're all going to have plenty to say about you." Killua keeps staring at Gon, not seeming to notice the conversation Alluka and Zushi are having. Killua's eyebrows furrow. "...Don't tell them about this." Killua slowly reaches over, grabbing Gon's hand before holding up his arm, pointing at the gold with the other hand. "As you can tell, my family isn't the most understanding or the most considerate." Killua rolls his eyes, before they narrow. "They would never approve and telling them would bring so much shit it's not even funny. I'm sure my mother would die from a heart attack...which isn't really a bad thing but I'd still have to deal with everyone else."

"They wouldn't approve?" Gon blinks, looking at the gold. They don't like Killua giving people gifts? His family really is weird.

"Not at all. Since I'm suppose to be the heir and everything, I need a suitable woman who will bare me children." Killua gags. "I hated when my mom use to talk about it. I don't even like kids. So...don't think I need kids or anything. This is just fine. I'm not going to be the heir but they don't need to know that yet...so don't say anything about that either."

"You're not going to be the heir?" Gon's eyes widen, this being news to him. Gon's heart starts to beat faster in hope. There's really nothing holding him back from claiming Killua as his mate now...accept the fact he's a werewolf. Which is a pretty big deal.

"How am I going to be the heir when I'm traveling the world with you idiot?" Killua huffs, his cheeks turning pink, those blue eyes glancing away, his eyebrows furrowed in irritation.

Gon's chest gets warm and he can't help his bright smile on his lips as he moves closer to Killua, wanting to lick his face but he holds it in. He has to. "Wow! Killua you gave up on being the heir so you could travel with me?" Gon chuckles and it's light. "Weren't you going to school for that though?"

"I didn't just do it for you!" Killua's face gets redder and he glares at Gon but it's too soft. "I never really wanted to be the heir. I just didn't think their was anything else I could do and everything was all planned out so mind as well listen to my brother and mother...but that wasn't my true thoughts. I've found something I actually want so...I'm going to stay with you and I'll find out what I want to do along the way." Killua shrugs his shoulders acting like this isn't a big deal. "I'm sure there's something else I can do other than kill people. Probably. And this time, it will be my choice. Like you are my choice, not my family's." Killua looks at Gon, those blue eyes hold a silent power, an acceptance and a predatory glint. A look that says he's not backing down.

"I'm glad Killua." Gon smiles, noticing that Killua is still holding his hand and it seems like they've gotten closer to each other. He's not sure if it was him or Killua, or maybe they've naturally gravitated towards one another. "I want you to be happy. You shouldn't do something you don't want to. I bet there's plenty of other jobs you can do and be amazing at! You have very skilled hands, I bet you would be great at building things or you could be like me and become a-" Gon starts off, too happy, his eyes sparkling in his rant only to choke on his words before he could get them out. Gon was about to suggest to Killua he become a hunter like him. That would have been stupid. Gon can't help to think of the possibility, though Hunter is usually for werewolves, Gon doesn't' see why someone who isn't' a werewolf could be a hunter.

"Become a what?" Killua raises his eyebrow. He starts to grin. "Someone who goes around destroying McDonald's? I don't think so. I'm not going to be a dancer either." Killua raises his eyebrow. "Do you know what Job you're going for at the school?"

"mmm...Not yet." Gon shifts from foot to foot.

"Something with traveling right?" Killua thinks for a moment before he smiles to himself. "A builder huh? I don't know if I feel like doing construction or whatever. I'm going to have to find something to support all of us." Killua's smile falls before he looks at Gon seriously. "Where ever I go, my sister goes. So if you have me, you have her too. I can't leave her."

"I wouldn't ask you to do that. Of course Alluka is coming with us. It will be fun with all of us together." Gon smiles and his heart lifts but there's something making his stomach twist. He wants this to be reality. He wants to travel with Killua and Alluka but...they have to know for that to happen. He'll have to tell them, or they'll just find out by themselves. Killua looks really serious about this. He's even going to give up on being the heir just to follow him.

"Yeah." Killua's eyes soften and his tense shoulders relax.

"We should bring Zushi too." Gon smiles, catching how Killua's smile is replaced with a scowl.

"I think we could do without him."

"Zushi is my friend and I'm sure he would like to travel with us too. We'll be like a big happy family." Gon closes his eyes, thinking about it. Alluka and Zushi. Killua and Gon. Just all together.

"Maybe. Minus a Zushi and we would."

"Killuaaa." Gon whines.

"Don't 'Killuaaa' me." Killua crosses his arms.

"If Zushi wants to come he can!" Gon puts his hands on his hips, glaring back at Killua. "Alluka likes Zushi too."

"Why? He's-" Killua glances over at Zushi and Alluka, his body tensing up when he sees the two have moved closer. They're talking quietly, leaning close to whisper, brown and blue staring into each other intently. Killua narrows his eyes and looks like he's about to march over there, Gon is quick and tightens his grip on his hand, pulling him back. "Zushi get away from my sister. What are you two whispering about?"

"Zushi was just telling me something personal brother." Alluka glares at her brother for interrupting. "We were talking about something deep and I knew you would say something if you heard."

"Were you telling him about our family?" Killua doesn't look pleased. "Gon is one thing but this guy is completely different Sis-"

"Zushi is nice." Alluka pulls at her dress in her frustration. "he's a good guy. That's why he's friends with Gon. Zushi's been through some hard times too and...I just told him about how our family doesn't consider me a part of the family...nothing more." Alluka fiddles with her dress before glancing over at Zushi who is looking at her with a look of protection. Gon is sure if Alluka were to explain the full story, Zushi would still want her. He can tell by how Zushi is looking at her, during this small amount of time, the two have gotten closer. Gon can sense it.

"...Okay whatever this is, it needs to stop." Killua points between the two, his eyes narrowing at Zushi. "I see the ways you've been looking at my sister. She's not interested-"

"How can you speak for me brother?" Alluka huffs, glaring at Killua, her cheeks heating up.

"Are you interested?" Killua's expression gets dark, those eyes slowly looking at Zushi who stands his ground.

"Maybe I am." Her cheeks heat up more. She swallows. Gon blinks. Uh oh...maybe they did get closer than Gon thought. Gon wasn't expecting Alluka to tell Killua so soon. "I'm tried of you treating me like a little girl. I barely made Gon as a friend and now you won't let me talk to Zushi! It's none of your business if I like Zushi or not-"

"Ohh yes it is. You're my little sister and I'll be damned if I let this guy mess with you. He doesn't know anything about you. You just met the guy!-"

"You met Gon only two weeks ago!" Alluka folds her arms. "And look at you now! And you know how you got to this point? By spending time together and talking. I want to spend time with Zushi too. And...he wants to spend time with me too." Alluka's face heats up.

"I know you don't like me." Zushi starts when Killua looks like he's about to snap. "But...I really like your sister. I'm not asking you to approve of me having her as a mate. No. I just want to be able to take her out on a date-"

"No. Absolutely not. This is ending now. Zushi get the fuck out of my home-"

"Don't kick him out because of this." Gon frowns, glaring at Killua who glares just as fiercely back. "Zushi does really like Alluka! What's wrong with them spending more time together? Killua it's wrong that you keep Alluka away from everyone. She wants to make friends and do things too. You were just telling me how your family made your choices...well now it's like your making Alluka's choices."

Gon must of hit a cord because Killua's eyes widen at Gon's words. He opens his mouth only to close it. His eyebrows furrow in his frown before he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. "Even with it gone...their thoughts are still a part of me, drilled in through all these years." Killua grinds his teeth before shaking his head. He look at Alluka, still frowning and looking displeased but he takes a deep breath. "I can't believe I'm saying this but...Gon's right. I've been so worried about someone using you that i've become like them. Like...him." Killua's face scrunches up. "I don't like you dating. I think you're too young-"

"I'm 15 big brother. I think I'm old enough to go on a date with Zushi...I know you mean well brother. You want to protect me but you do it too much with things like this. Zushi is a good guy and...I like him a lot." Alluka blushes and so does Zushi. Gon can't help to think it's cute. Killua doesn't seem to like it though. "Can't you give him a chance? Can't you be supportive of me like I was of you?"

Killua's expression softens up at that. He seems to be thinking for a moment, looking between Zushi's determined, honest eyes before looking at Alluka who is looking at him expectantly, pleadingly. Killua looks at Gon. "And I suppose you're supportive of this?"

"Yup! All the way." Gon beams. "Zushi will be great for Alluka. I can feel it."

"You can feel it huh?" Killua grumbles before he looks back at his sister and Zushi, not at all pleased that they're holding hands. "Ugh..." Killua pitches the bridge of his nose. "...Fine."

"Really?!" Alluka and Gon cheer at the same time, Alluka looking more excited. Zushi lets out a sigh of relief.

"Yeah but I'm going to be supervising your date." Killua crosses his arms. "And I'm not happy with this. At all."

"Do you really have to supervise our date?" Alluka frowns. "We're not going to do anything on the first date-"

"you're not going to do anything ever!" Killua shouts flustered before he calms down and sighs. "I don't trust him. I don't know, he might be the kind of guy who just wants to get in your dress. I need to feel him out."

"I would never do that to Alluka." Zushi looks offended, giving Killua a firm look. "I just want to have a good time with her and treat her. If you must supervise, do it. But don't interrupt us for no reason. Just watch and see I mean no harm."

"The more you talk, the more I want to punch your face in." Killua's eyes narrow. "I swear, I'm doing this but if you do anything, and I mean anything to upset my sister I'm going to rip your throat out-"

"Brother you will do no such thing!" Alluka glares at her brother.

"I'm not going to upset her." Zushi doesn't bat an eyelash. "I want to...I just want to get to know her better. Take this slow."

"Zushi is a good guy Killua! Take it from me." Gon tries when Killua still looks really tense. It's like Gon's massage didn't do him any good.

"I don't care if you think he's a good guy. I'll decide for myself." Killua huffs, irritated by the whole thing. "Whatever. You got your date sis but know I will be watching. He's not going to pull anything funny."

"Brother..." Alluka sighs before a soft smile comes to her lips. "...At least your letting it happen. I was worried about telling you. Thanks again Gon for distracting Killua for us! If it wasn't for you, we wouldn't have been able to get this close." Alluka smiles fondly at Gon, Gon returning it only to tense when Killua turns his dark glare on him.

"You bastard! You used that massage to distract me!" Killua growls, grabbing a hold of Gon. " You were in cahoots with my sister and Zushi the whole time!"

"I didn't use the massage to just distract you. I wanted you to feel good Killua-"

"S-Shut up." Killua smacks him upside the head, his face getting hot and his glare deepening. "You know what? I bought you Strawberry cake but I think I'm just going to eat it by myself. You don't deserve it-"

"What? You have strawberry cake? Oh please Killua can I have some? I was just doing what I thought was best for Alluka-"

"Bull shit you traitor! I'm going to get that strawberry cake right now and eat it right in front of your face! You're going to sit there and watch!"

"Killua you wouldn't! You know how I feel about that-"

"Shouldn't have done that then Gon." Killua leans close, his lips brushing against Gon's ear. "That was a dirty thing to do Gon. Bad boys don't deserve cake." Killua's voice gets low causing Gon to shiver when he licks up his ear, his body getting warm from his words and the feel of his tongue.

"I'm not a bad boy." Gon can't help to pout at that. "I was doing a good-"

"Well you did a bad. Now you're going to suffer the consequences. Stay here and just think about what you've done." Killua points over at Alluka and Zushi who look at each other.

"But-" Gon starts only for Killua to turn and march out of the room, slamming the door behind him. Gon doesn't know if he's really mad at him or he's teasing him. It feels like both.

"Sorry about that Gon." Alluka smiles sheepishly. "I got so happy I kind of forgot brother would get mad at you. But he doesn't seem too mad. I'm sure you can get him focused on something else in no time. Especially now." Alluka flushes and she smiles. "brother looks happy, despite of what is going on with me and Zushi."

"I can't believe that you two got so close in such a short amount of time." Gon grins at the two walking closer. Zushi is flushing and Alluka is smiling, their hands still connected. "what happened while we were gone?"

"We talked mostly. Zushi is the one who took a leap of faith and I'm glad he did. I might have been too nervous to ask."

"I asked her out on a date..." Zushi flushes.

"Yay! Go Zushi! Did he tell you how pretty you look in that dress?" Gon questions, flustering the other werewolf.

"He did actually." Alluka blushes, giggling at how red Zushi is. "It was funny because you kind of shouted it out when we had gone silent for a little bit."

"I couldn't help it." Zushi mumbles, and that seems to make Alluka shine more. "I was expecting Killua to attack me."

"So was I. I wasn't going to let him do that though." Alluka frowns before she sighs in relief. "I think your words and mine opened his eyes a little Gon. Big brother just wants to protect me. He just does it too much."

"I'm glad he's letting you go on a date. It will be fun. Where are you going to go?" Gon asks.

"We were thinking the movies." Zushi answers, rubbing the back of his head. "Something normal and safe to start out with. Maybe go to a dinner afterward-"

"that sounds good! Killua shouldn't have any problems with that." Gon beams.

"Oh Gon~" Gon can't help to tense when he hears Killua's voice from behind him. That voice that said his name like a song. He knows that can't be good for him. Gon turns around slowly and he can feel his mouth water.

Killua stands in the doorway, a smirk on his face as he holds up a plate that has a large cake on top of it, strawberry icing and strawberries on top. It looks sooo good!

"Strawberry cake!" Gon can't hold in his excitement as he turns towards Killua, his arms out reaching for the deliciousness only for Killua to side step him, Gon hitting his head against the door frame. Killua chuckles as he glides away from Gon, that smirk only getting wider.

"Nope. None for you. This is all mine now." Killua flops down on the bed, placing the cake on his lap. Gon looks over at him with a pout on his lips, rubbing the spot where he hurt his head. Gon whimpers when Killua takes a strawberry and licks the icing off of it slowly, those blue eyes staring at him before he throws it into his mouth and eats it. He groans loudly on purpose. Gon is sure of it. "Soo good. Sucks you can't have any Gon."

"I can if you give me some. Stop being mean Killua!" Gon runs over to the other male, his mouth watering as he reaches for the cake only for Killua to kick his leg out, stopping Gon from getting any closer as he holds the cake up to his face. "I want some! You said you didn't even like strawberry." Gon pouts when Killua takes his fork and digs into the cake before putting some in his mouth, moaning from how good it is.

"yeah that's right, that just tells you how good this cake Is." Killua smirks, as he takes another bite, Gon watching with a deep frown on his lips.

"Killuaaa please! I really want some!" Gon moves Killua's leg, trying to grab a hold of the plate but Killua just moves back more and kicks Gon, keeping him from getting closer. "This is horrible! You're cruel! You're a monster!" Gon whines when Killua takes another bite out of the cake, groaning.

"Mmm best cake ever. So much strawberry."

"You're asking for it Killua." Gon growls.

"Oh am I?" Killua raises his eyebrow lazily, his smirk coming back as he takes another bite. "What are you going to do about it-"

Gon jumps in the air so he's not able to kick him this time, Killua's eyes widen as he gets on his back moving fast enough so Gon lands next to him, instead on his stomach. Killua holds the cake up as Gon climbs on top of him, trying to get some of the sweet taste-

Gon sputters in laughter when Killua jabs his hand in his side, tickling him enough that he's able to push Gon back again, keeping his foot on his forehead to keep him away. "Killuaaa." Gon tries again. He's worried that he'll mess up the cake if he wrestles too hard with Killua, and if he's honest, Killua is a worthy opponent, even in these play fights.

"This is mine Gon. You should have thought before you did such a dirty trick." Killua hums, eating another piece.

"Brother do you have to be so mean to him?" Alluka sighs before she goes back to whatever her and Zushi are doing. Gon glances over to see Zushi and Alluka messing around with cloth, not paying much attention to what they're doing.

"Killua I'm sorry! Can I please have some cake?" Gon pouts, giving Killua big eyes. The other male tenses and looks away quickly, his cheeks getting pink. That is enough for Gon to move Killua's leg off his forehead quickly and moving up, getting between Killua's legs as he reaches for the cake. Killua lifts up the cake above his head, his legs wrapping around Gon's waist to hold him still but killing's face has gotten redder. "Killua I am having cake!"

"Nope." Killua's eyes are full of playfulness but something else is starting to grow. Gon glares at the other male. It's obvious Killua isn't going to give him the cake easily. Gon blinks when he realizes that there's some icing on the corner of his mouth. Gon grins acting like he's reaching for the cake, which Killua pulls away from him, only to lean down quickly and lick at his face, getting a small taste of the cake.

Killua tenses underneath him from the lick, Gon pulls away to grin down at Killua, taking not how there's a soft blush on his cheeks and the way he's looking Gon is different now. Gon feels warm but he ignores it. Killua's eyes are half lidded, those orbs peaking at him through those long eyelashes.

"You're playing a dangerous game." Killua hisses as he unwraps his legs from his waist before he flips them over, Killua being on top.

"No, you are! By keeping cake from me." Gon huffs, wiggling, trying to get out of Killua's hold.

"It's what you get." Killua leans closer, those eyes narrowed but there's this feeling again. Gon can feel Killua's breath on his face.

"Brother get a room." Alluka shouts, getting Killua to tense, his eyes widening, his blush reaching his ears.

"S-Sis!-"

Gon uses this opportunity to push Killua off of him, flipping them over so he's on top and he can finally dig his hand into the cake and shove a piece into his mouth, the crumbs falling all over Killua and the icing getting all over his face. Gon doesn't care. "I got some!" Gon cheers in victory, loving the feeling of over coming a challenge and the taste of the cake in his mouth. It is really good.

"What are you an animal?" Killua grumbles from losing, before Gon can register what he called him, Killua is grabbing cake and shoving it into his face. "Eat that then. Getting crumbs all over me." Killua smirks only to blink when Gon licks up the cake excitedly, not at all bothered by Killua shoving the cake in his face. Gon grabs his hand so he can't move as he gets every last part of the cake off Killua's hand.

Killua flushes but he can't help to chuckle at how dirty Gon's face is with the cake. "There you go. You got your strawberry cake. You're wearing it." Gon blinks when Killua grabs his shirt and pulls him down. His tongue darts out and starts to lick at his face, cleaning him off. Gon closes his eyes, feeling warm again. He tries to ignore it as Killua keeps licking his cheek before he moves to his lips, licking gently.

"Mmm..." Killua pulls away, those eyes half lidded again. "Delicious." He licks his lips slowly, batting his long eyelashes at him, his smile mischievous and sexy. Gon can see his canines poking out in his smile.

Gon feels a pang of heat travel down his body. He pouts, irritated that Killua is so attractive once again. It's like he's teasing him.

"Unfair!" Gon grabs some cake and goes to push it into Killua's face but he moves his head easily and soon the two are rolling around on the bed, trying to fight for dominance, the cake forgotten. Killua is strong and it makes Gon want to try harder to be stronger. He wants to be able to hold Killua down like he can hold him down. Gon cries out in angst when they roll and Gon's back smashes what was left of the cake. "Nooo!"

"Aww no Gon, what happened?" Killua gets off of Gon, mocking shock as his mouth opens. With a heavy heart Gon sits up on the bed, feeling the flat cake stick to his shirt.

"Killua you jerk." Gon pushes the other male. "You're so mean. You're like a sour patch kid!"

"Huh?" Killua blinks. "A sour patch kid?"

"Yeah! I saw this thing with Kurapika when we were watching TV and there was this commercial about sour patch kids. First they're mean and then they're sweet! Just like you-"

"I'm not a fucking sour patch kid." Killua's eye twitches, those eyes narrowing. "When did you watch TV with Kurapika?"

"Um...a couple of days ago-"

"I thought you were busy, why did you have time for Kurapika but not me?" Killua's tail flicks restlessly.

"Kurapika was helping me with my home work before I left for training-" Gon tries to explain, knowing he's made a mistake with mentioning Kurapika when Killua's eyes darken.

He blinks when Killua leans closer, pressing his lips against Gon's slowly, those eyes watching his expression as he pulls away. He leans closer and licks up the shell of Gon's ear. "I don't think I like that much Gon. I don't trust those other males around you. You're mine."

Gon feels his face heat up. Killua is being bold. More bold than usual and that's bad for Gon and his issues. "Kurapika isn't going to do anything. He's a really good friend of mine-"

"A good friend that has kissed you." Killua growls in his ear, getting Gon to shiver. He stands his ground, despite how hot he's getting. "That's not going to fly anymore. You're not going to be spending alone time with him."

"Kurapika didn't mean it. That was a misunderstanding. I told you Killua. Kurapika doesn't see me like that. He has a mate right now away." Gon knows he's jealous. Killua's possessiveness makes him hot and makes him feisty at the same time. "You can't tell me what to do Killua. If I want to spend time with Kurapika, I'm going to." Gon bares his teeth when Killua hisses at him.

"So you're going to be like that are you? Don't blame me if I rip him to pieces if he ends up touching you." Killua growls against Gon's lips, his fingers cracking and twitching before those sharp nails are pressed lightly against Gon's cheek. Killua's eyes are predatory and Killua's sharp claws against his flesh excites Gon a little more than it probably should.

"I won't let you hurt Kurapika." Gon growls in response, partly from Killua threatening his friend and from this growing feeling, this growing aggression. This seems to piss Killua off because he grabs Gon's chin with his transformed hand and forces his head closer to his. There's this heat growing and growing as he stares into those possessive and angry blue orbs, mixed with arousal and something lighter.

"Gon." Zushi says his name in a warning, cutting off whatever Killua was about to say. Gon's eyes widen, Zushi's voice seeming to snap him out of the haze he was in. He is getting too hot. What if he went into heat right now? He feels it, and he didn't realize how urgent this was in till Zushi said something.

"Killua get off." Gon grinds his teeth, trying to cool himself off. Think of bad things. Think of how Killua is going to react when he finds out what he is. That seems to help but he really needs Killua to move away from him.

Killua stares at him a moment, that look leaving his eyes and his nails turning back to normal. He searches Gon's eyes for a moment before his bangs cover those blue orbs from sight. He takes a deep breath and slowly, reluctantly, gets off of Gon, sitting at the edge of the bed, those ears flattening.

Gon feels a little bad. He had some bite to his tone but he had to tell Killua he really wanted him off. The assassin looks irritated but not too much, his tail flicking restlessly.

Zushi sighs in relief before he turns his attention back on Alluka who is chuckling lightly.

"Brother stop trying to move too fast! You haven't even taken Gon on a date yet-" Alluka teases.

"I-I wasn't doing anything." Killua bristles, sounding defensive but his cheeks are heating up. " He's the one asking for it." Killua mumbles before he glares at Gon. "So you want to go out with me some day on a date or what?"

"Sure." Gon smiles. He loves spending time with Killua. These dates sound fun if Zushi wants to take Alluka out on one. Gon doesn't miss how Killua's eyes light up and he looks away.

"Good." Killua mumbles, somehow looking nervous. It's cute. Killua was acting all big and bad just a minute ago. Going from a loin to a kitten is impressive. He really is like a sour patch kid.

"Hehe sour patch kid."

"Shut up Gon. That's why you have cake all over your back."

"Aw." Gon frowns when he remembers that, getting sad.

"Brother you made him all dirty. What is he going to wear for the dinner?"

"I'll let him borrow one of my outfits. His clothes are ripped anyway." Killua grunts.

"That reminds me, are my clothes suitable for the dinner?" Zushi frowns in concern as he points at his outfit.

"Uh you're not going to the dinner." Killua blinks.

"Why not?" Gon pouts. "Zushi should meet Alluka's family! Since they're mate interests."

"I don't think you should." Alluka frowns deeply. "My family...they may try to hurt you and I don't want you getting hurt-"

"I want to be there for you Alluka." Zushi gives her this firm look, those brown eyes hold that affection and protection he has for the other. "I'll be fine-"

"Look romeo, we can't just bring you to the dinner. It's a family dinner and it's bad enough Gon is going to be there. I can't be watching over your ass too-"

"Maybe we can ask your parents if Zushi can come!" Gon offers.

"You don't have to watch over me Killua. I can watch over myself." Zushi is firm.

"Zushi.." Alluka is torn between being swoon by the werewolf and being worried about him.

"I'm not going to ask them if he can come, this is enough as it is-" Killua starts only for their to be a knock at the door. Killua raises his eyebrow when Gotoh comes in, his face blank.

"I couldn't help overhearing master Killua, and I forgot to mention a message from your father. Master Gon is to be treated like a Zoldyck so if he wants to bring this Zushi, he is allowed." Gotoh glances at Gon for a moment before looking back at Killua's shocked face.

"yay! Zushi can come then!" Gon cheers. "Isn't that nice Killua? They're treating me like a part of the family."

Killua frowns, so does Alluka. "I have a feeling...that I'm really not going to like this dinner." Killua rubs his forehead before he glances over at Gon's smiling face. His blue eyes soften. "You can go Gotoh." Killua waits for the butler to leave before he looks at his sister then Zushi. "So...I guess you can go. I'm going to tell you the same thing as Gon. If our family starts being ignorant to Alluka, don't feed into it. I'll take care of that. You are to keep quiet. Don't speak unless someone speaks to you."

Zushi nods his head, taking the orders. Gon is sure he will be able to control himself. Zushi is much more controled.

"Let's do something fun together." Alluka rubs her arm, smiling. "Lets watch a funny movie. If we can watch it without those two touching each other of course."

"That's not funny sis." Killua's cheeks heat up though and he huffs. "You two better not be touching at all or I'll be ripping off his hands."

"Movie!" Gon runs over to where he sat last time to watch a movie. Killua walks over and takes his rightful spot next to him, his tail swishing, glancing at Gon from the corner of his eye.

"Let's watch step brothers. That movie makes me crack up every time." Killua grins, and it widens when Gon looks confused. "You're going to love it. It's hilarious."

"It is." Alluka chuckles as she puts something into the TV before sitting next to Zushi.

"I think I've heard of the movie." Zushi smiles lightly when Alluka looks at him.

"Hey Gotoh! I know you can hear me! Get us some pizza bites or something." Killua yells over towards the door.

"I could eat!" Gon hears his stomach rubble.

"You always can." Killua chuckles.

"It's true." Zushi actually chuckles from Killua's comment. "You should have seen him eat 5 full hams by himself yesterday. He wasn't full at all."

"I believe it.' Killua grunts.

"So do I." Alluka chuckles when Gon tilts his head at them.

"The hams weren't that big." Gon shrugs his shoulders.

"Yeah. Sure." Killua rolls his eyes. "That's another thing, when you eat at the dinner, use a fork and don't talk with your mouth full. Try to actually taste your food."

"I do taste it." Gon huffs. "But I'll use a fork I guess." Gon doesn't like forks. He can eat much better with his hands or with just his face.

The pizza bites are brought up from Gotoh and the movie starts. The four teenagers sit together, laughing at the movie, eating together, talking in between. Gon can't help to smile. He really like this. He likes spending time with everyone.

About half way through the move Gon feels Killua put his hand on top of his. Gon glances over at Killua but the other male is looking forward with a blank look on his face. Gon's lips turn as he looks at the movie again, spreading his fingers, allowing Killua's fingers to slip between his. There's a part of him that is still torn but the more he spends time with Killua, the more he sees that affection, the more Gon wants to come clean. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if he were to expose himself? Maybe it will be okay? Gon's not sure...but as Killua's hand stays in his for the rest of the movie...

Gon can't help to think that everything is going to be just fine.

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