Guard Dog

by Maddylovesyou

It wasn't his first choice but everyone has to start somewhere. Gon X Killua, with some other pairings in the mix.

19. Chapter 19

Gon stares with wide eyes, his stomach twisting in his realization of what they want him to do, what he needs to do. Hisoka is saying something but Gon isn't listening to him anymore. Gon watches as the werewolf chained to the wall bites at the air, snapping his jaw shut as he looks at him with feverish intensity, foam and drool spilling from his mouth.

The werewolf is matted, his fur so brittle and dry that there's patches of bald spots from where the hair fell off. The little fur this werewolf has doesn't hide how small, and thin and so very, very bony he is. Gon can hear his bones from here, grating together painfully as he moves from side to side, pulling on the chain that is digging into his neck, leaving him gagging. Gon can see the werewolf's ribs clearly, the skin between the ribs retracting in, making it look like there's nothing but bone. Gon can count all his bones he's so skinny.

This werewolf has wounds on his front legs and Gon knows that the werewolf has been eating himself, biting into his own flesh to try to dull the pain of hunger. It's hard to look at but what gets Gon's heart to clench and bile to rise in his throat is the look in the werewolf's eyes. There's nothing but hunger in them. No other emotion. There's no fear or curiosity or sadness. There's nothing but hunger. Nothing but this emptiness. The only thing that is keeping this werewolf going is the need to be fed, the need to eat.

"Go ahead." Hisoka coos behind him and this time Gon hears him. "It shouldn't be too hard. I'm sure you know how to take care of this." Hisoka's voice is sickly sweet. He's enjoying this. Gon is sure of it.

He does. Gon knows how to take care of this. He knows he has to. In order to join the spiders, in order to get information, in order to help Kurapika...Gon needs to kill this werewolf. This werewolf that is the same as him, a brother. Gon doesn't know if he would be able to do this if this werewolf showed any signs that would give Gon hope that he could be saved. But one look in those eyes...And Gon knows.

There is no saving him.

Gon quietly walks over towards the werewolf who keeps trying to reach him, pulling at the chain but all he's doing is choking himself. He gags and whines and barks. Gon's eyes dull as he gets closer, stopping right in front of the werewolf, close enough that when the werewolf pulls on the chains and barks, Gon can feel his breath on his face.

"What kind of life did you have?" Gon can't help to ask, looking into those deranged eyes and feeling something sink in him. This werewolf is older, Gon can tell. How long has this werewolf been alive? Was he one of the werewolves that had his home taken and with it, his freedom? Or was he born in captivity, never getting the chance to be free? Was he a pet? Did they use him as a weapon or did they just use him for entertainment? Gon bites his lip when the werewolf only snarls in response. It's not responding to him at all. All it wants is to bite into Gon, to eat. He must be starving. No wonder he ate the ruby. It's probably the only thing he's had in days, weeks even.

Gon's eyebrows furrow when the werewolf keeps pulling on the chain. He's so weak from the lack of nutrition that he can't break the chain off the wall. All he's doing is gagging himself, hurting himself. Gon's lips go in a tight line, this anger building in him, this deep fire burning his chest and spreading. He feels his face heat up only for it to shimmer out.

Gon hates to admit it...but both Kite and Killua were right. These werewolves are animals. They're animals because the humans have stolen what made this creature human. They stripped this werewolf of freedom, and in order to live it had to serve. After years of being abused and told and treated like an animal...what's left? Nothing. Gon can already see it in this werewolf. There isn't anything left. They've broke him. Took his soul. Now he really is just an animal, who only knows that it wants to eat, that there's a pain in his stomach that can only be fulfilled with food.

But this werewolf use to be like him. This werewolf had a family. This werewolf had a conscious. This werewolf had feelings and dreams. But now he's just...

Gon's lips tremble as he punches out his arm, the werewolf bites into his flesh eagerly, drooling at the taste of fresh meat. Gon watches as he bites into his flesh, the teeth have been dulled down and it's hard for him to get a nice grip and to rip into him to feed. The humans must have sawed on his teeth, made them safer. "...I'm sorry." Gon speaks, his voice hoarse as his blood slowly drips onto the floor. It hurts. The werewolf is eating him but it's taking so long, his teeth have finally gotten to the bone. Gon knows the werewolf doesn't' have the strength to break it. It hurts like hell. His blood is all over the werewolf's fur and on the floor. Gon trembles from the pain but he keeps his arm out, if just for a little bit more.

While Gon got to spend time with his family, while Gon had freedom and was able to grow with love and respect, there were werewolves like him. Gon didn't even know about this. He didn't even know his people were suffering. Gon would have never known if he didn't come here.

Gon is sorry. He's sorry he wasn't able to help this werewolf. He wasn't able to save him and maybe he can't save any of them. Maybe just as Kite said, they're beyond help.

Gon still has a hope. That maybe, just maybe, some of them can be saved. This werewolf isn't one of them. A werewolf would never eat another werewolf. The taste must be disgusting to him. It must make him sick. But he's so hungry, that he eats anyway. All he knows is to eat now. This wolf has gone mad.

Gon couldn't save him but he can give him a last meal. Gon can also end his life with some dignity and respect, something Gon is sure this werewolf hasn't received in his life. Gon hated the words Killua spoke, how he talked about killing his kind and how it was a good thing...but he was right. These werewolves that the humans have driven mad, these werewolves that have been suffering all this time...Gon is sure that if they were sane, they would tell him they want to die. This isn't a life a werewolf should live. His kind should never be reduced to this.

But Gon will not put him down. He will not shoot him and sneer at him and call him a dog. No. That's where Killua's words sting the most. He won't kill this werewolf because it's better for the world, because he's a nuisance. Gon will kill him because he cares. Because there is no other option.

Just like Gon thought, the werewolf is starting to spit up. He lets go of Gon's arm and dry heaves till the little meat he got comes out with clear fluid. "You knew it wouldn't be good." Gon tries again, reaching with his non injured arm to scratch behind his ears, just like Gon likes it. The werewolf snaps it's jaw at him, those eyes still haven't changed. Wild. Gon's blood is dripping on the floor, the werewolf had dig pretty fair into his forearm. Gon can see his bone and the muscles that the werewolf ripped.

"You know...if you changed for me, I'd wash you up real good. I'd give you something to eat and get you a nice place to sleep. I could take you home." Gon watches for any recognition, watching for any signs of change in this wolf. Gon feels himself holding his breath, only for him to release it. There's nothing in this werewolf''s eyes. He really is beyond saving. Gon lets go of the hope he had.

Gon has to do this. For Kurapika and for this werewolf.

Gon moves quickly, grabbing the wolf on both sides of his head, keeping his head still with his strength. The werewolf growls and thrashes in his hold, his tail hitting against the wall. Gon presses his head against the werewolf's, looking into those hungry, crazed eyes one last time. The werewolf is biting, wanting to get his teeth around his throat.

"It's okay." Gon twists the werewolf's head quickly, there's a snap, a cracking sound and Gon knows he broke the werewolf's neck. The werewolf stops thrashing and goes limp in his hold, those hungry eyes widen in the pain and shock. "It's okay." Gon says again, slowly laying the werewolf on his side, keeping his head in his hands, brushing over his fur with his thumbs in a way to sooth this werewolf. The wolf is still alive. Gon expected as much. He'll make this quick. He doesn't want him to suffer any more. "It's over now."

Gon sees something, just a glimmer of something in those crazed eyes. A acceptance. A longing. A happiness. Gon takes a deep breath and with all his might he punches the wolf in the head, breaking his brittle skull and mashing the brain inside. Gon feels the bile raise up in his throat from feeling the squishyness of this werewolf's brains on his fist but he feels a relief as well when he sees the werewolf's eyes get dull. He stops breathing. He's dead. Gon killed him.

Gon doesn't say anything as he takes his fist out of the broken skull. That was the first time. Gon has never killed one of his own. He killed him with his bare hands.

"My, what a sight." Hisoka walks closer to him, whistling. "You killed it with such mercy, Gon. You were as gentle as a kitten. You let it do a number to your arm." Hisoka sounds curious, amused. "How does it feel, Gon? Tell me how you feel." He really is enjoying it.

Gon thinks for a moment. How is he feeling? Gon closes his eyes before he chuckles. It's a loud chuckle and it rumbles in his throat. It's light too, something airy and nice. Gon smiles over at Hisoka who's eyebrows are risen, looking slightly taken aback. "I feel...happy." Gon stands up, wiping the brains off of his hand. "I was able to help him. In some way. I could tell, when I broke his neck...this flash in his eyes, he wanted me to. It's all over for him now. He doesn't have to hurt anymore. So...I feel happy."

"You...really are an interesting one." Hioska's lips curl but it doesn't look as smug as he takes Gon's arm that's in bad shape. "You're not finished though little one. Don't forget the ruby~ That's the whole reason you were suppose to kill it right?"

"...Yeah." Gon's eyebrows furrow, that light feeling leaving him as he turns his attention back on the werewolf's corpse. That's right...the ruby. Kurapika...joining the spiders...Gon doesn't want to do this part. It's one thing helping his kind but...ripping him open isn't something he wants to do. "I'm sorry but you're dead now. I need to do this." Gon makes his nails a little sharper. "You understand. We...help each other out." Gon wants to talk to this werewolf like he was a part of his pack. He wants him to be able to have that, at least.

Gon closes his eyes as he digs his hand into his stomach, feeling the blood gush and the soft tissues as he cuts through. Gon grabs what he believes is the stomach and pulls it out through the hole. Gon opens his eyes, and as he thought, it's the werewolf's stomach. It's so small and tinged red. It must have been so painful, being so hungry. His body was eating itself. Gon tears the stomach open and sure enough, there's a small ruby inside.

Gon removes the ruby from the gastric juices and places the torn stomach back inside the werewolf, ignoring all the squishy and squirting sounds it makes as he does so, ignoring the feeling of the werewolf's insides against his arm and the blood staining him.

"...It's done." Gon stares down at the small ruby in his hands before he grips it in his fist, standing up. His one injured arm hangs limply by his side, dripping blood and it stings and it aches. Gon is covered in his own blood and the blood of this werewolf.

"You're filthy little one." Hisoka coos, gliding over to him, those hips poking this way and that. Those yellow eyes are staring him down and his smile is getting too wide for his face. "Mmm Gon. You never cease to surprise me."

Gon tears his eyes away from the corpse of the dead werewolf to look at Hisoka. His eyes burn with a fire and his arm isn't the only thing that hurts. His chest aches.

"Let's go back to the Spiders." Gon doesn't feel like playing games with Hisoka. The demon is sneering at him and Gon wonders if he's going to do something, only for that smile to get more relaxed.

"Come here~" Hisoka opens his arms. "I'll carry you there."

"I can walk-"

"Nonsense." Hisoka glides behind him, the demon is fast. He slips the blind fold over Gon's eyes once more, putting him in darkness before picking him up by the waist, holding him against his chest, supporting him. "It's much faster this way~" Hisoka coos in his ear and before Gon can speak, he knows they're moving.

Gon squeezes the ruby in his hands, his eyebrows furrowing, not really liking being held by Hisoka like this but at the same time he has a point. It is faster. Gon wants to get this over with. After the day he's had...He just wants to bathe and get his ears scratched by Kurapika.

Even now, those blue eyes flash through his mind, making his heart beat faster and his chest to ache. Right...he has to meet with him tomorrow. Gon doesn't hate Killua. He can't, even after all those things he said. He just wants Killua to understand he's different. He doesn't want Killua to think of him as a being to be put down.

Those thoughts are broken when Hisoka puts him down after awhile, taking off the blind fold. Gon blinks owlishly for a moment, taking in the barn that he was in before. He's standing in front of the group of Spiders, all of them staring with these smirks or frowns. The frown coming from Kalluto who doesn't look happy to see him.

"Man you got fucked up." The blond chuckles.

"His arm was chewed on." The short black haired girl mumbles.

"Did you do it?" Chrollo sits in front of all the spiders, on a large crate, his smile is a bit larger as he stares down at Gon.

"Yeah." Gon holds out the ruby before throwing it over to Chrollo, the man catching it with ease. Chrollo stares at the ruby for a moment, looking at it from different angles before he smiles at Gon. The werewolf wouldn't say it's warm but it's close to it.

"Welcome to the family, Gon." Chrollo gets off of the crate to walk closer to Gon, putting his hands on his shoulders. "I don't know if there's much we can do about your arm, but i'll get Nobunaga to clean you up."

"Hell yeah I'll clean you up! You did it kid! You're one of us!" Nobunaga is grinning widely. Him and Hisoka are the only ones who seem pleased with this. None of them speak up to Chrollo though.

"He won't last." The blonde mumbles.

"I can't believe this." Kalluto grinds her teeth, those black eyes locked on Gon.

"Lets go out for drinks! Just you and me buddy, we've got a bar in here." Nobunaga grins, walking over to Gon and rubbing his knuckles into his head. It's strange getting praise from him but Gon doesn't dislike Nobunaga. He wishes he didn't have to kill him. But maybe he doesn't. Maybe he doesn't have to kill Killua's sister either. "Let me show you around the place. Damn, I knew you could pull it off! You and me, in a couple of days, we should take an assignment together."

"I'd like to see the place." Gon smiles lightly from his enthusiasm though he doesn't know if he'll be able to take an assignment like he wants.

"Tomorrow you'll get your tattoo." Chrollo hums. "Since you're badly hurt I won't make you get it tonight."

"Tattoo?" Gon tilts his head.

"You're going to get a big ol spider tattoo. It's not too bad." Nobunaga starts to walk off, Gon having to follow after him quickly. "Lets get you cleaned up so we can celebrate! Forget them." Nobunaga grunts at all the other spiders who stare at them. "They'll warm up to you."

Gon doubts that. The young werewolf smiles and nods. He doesn't' know what a tattoo is but right now he's going to get wrapped up and he'll get to look around this place. Once he finds a good place for them to break in, Gon can tell Kurapika and they can do just that.

Gon's blood is still running quicker from killing the werewolf. He feels a little overwhelmed but he keeps it together. He needs to. He got in. He's so close. Gon helped that werewolf...but with all the horrible information he learned from Killua and the heart break today...

It's hard to deal with.

---

"No..." Alluka gasps, looking at her brother with wide eyes. Killua closes his eyes and nods. Alluka's face gets pale before she glares at her brother and grabs a pillow. She stares to hit him with it violently. "No wonder he was so upset! Poor Gon! You hurt him bad."

"I know..." Killua lets his sister beat on him with the pillow before looking at her, those blue eyes filled with a resolve. "...You know I don't feel that way about Gon. I just didn't know he was one..."

"I didn't either..." Alluka frowns to herself. "...The humans have done horrible things to the werewolves. If all of them use to be like Gon...I-I can't imagine what his life must have been like. Even now he's in a lot of danger. Gon is so nice and playful and fun. You'd never think about it...Gon hid it well."

"Yeah. Maybe if I had my eyes open to it I could have picked out details that would have exposed him but I wasn't. A werewolf being able to hide its true form is unheard of. A werewolf going to the institute of magic is unheard of. Gon really is one of a kind." Killua's eyes get glossy, those eyes shine with pride and admiration. The world tired to hold him down but they couldn't stop Gon from being Gon.

Alluka blinks. "If Gon's a werewolf then that means..." Alluka's eyes widen in realization but Killua isn't looking at her and he doesn't see it.

"Yeah...He's in trouble." Killua sighs, not seeing how Alluka blushes, those blue eyes deep in thought before shaking it off. "Even more so because..." Killua locks eyes with Alluka, preparing her for this. " Illumi knows."

"What?!" Alluka almost screams, her face getting pale. "H-How does he-"

"The werewolf that attacked Illumi was Gon." Killua watches as Alluka covers her mouth. "I don't know what he's planning but it's not good. Tomorrow I'm planning on meeting up with Gon to fix this. I'm going to apologize and hopefully...Gon will forgive me. I wanted to just take Gon out of this place but he's stuck on helping Kurapika. That's why he's gone to join the spiders so he can get information for Kurapika to get his revenge."

"But...But Gon could die! He shouldn't be getting involved with the spiders when all of this is going on! He could die..." Alluka bites her lip. "Do you think...Zushi is a part of their plans?"

"Zushi?" Killua blinks, forgetting about that male. His eyes widen and his nose wrinkles. "Wait, shit he's a werewolf too isn't he? Is he a part of Gon's pack? Did he come here with him?" Killua grumbles to himself, not liking the idea. "He might be a part of this..."

The more Killua talks about Gon, the more Killua just wants to run to him. He wants to make sure the other male is okay. He wants to hold him and ask for forgiveness, to let him know that he would never feel that way about him. Killua's tail flicks restlessly, his eyes widening in realization. Zushi. If Zushi is a werewolf...can't they smell each other out?...Then again Killua is sure he could smell his mate out. He could find him if he wanted to. And he does but his presence would be hard to explain.

"Are we going to help Kurapika and Gon, brother?" Alluka's voice breaks him out of his thoughts. He looks at Alluka who is staring at him with those big, blue eyes. "If Gon won't leave till he helps Kurapika...maybe we should help too. I think we should get Gon out of here as fast as we can...and Zushi."

"...Gon's stupid so he's going to see through to this to the very end so...yeah. I guess we are in the middle of this now too." Killua mumbles, his cheeks flushing slightly when his sister beams at him. "He's so selfish. Everyone is telling him to leave and he just won't. He's risking his life." Killua growls, his ears that are on top of his head twitching.

"Gon just doesn't give up." Alluka smiles fondly but there's that fear still there. "...Big brother could we go see Zushi?...I feel like I should talk to him."

Killua bite his lip to stop his growl. It's his protective side kicking in. He knows his sister should talk to Zushi. If Killua could, he would be having the talk with Gon. But Zushi is a werewolf and he's not sure how he will react to Alluka telling him she knows what he is. If They go to Zushi together, Killua can watch them closely.

"...alright. We can go see him. But you two are staying in my line of sight." Killua warns when his sister's eyes brighten up. She immediately takes her phone out and starts to call someone on the phone, most likely Zushi.

Killua sighs, his tail flicking, becoming restless again. He takes out his phone and sends another message to Kurapika, asking if Gon came back yet. Killua's ears perk up when he gets a message back only for them to flatten when Kurapika tells him Gon hasn't' come back yet.

It's been hours. What's going on over there? Is Gon in danger? Does he need him? Is everything going to plan? Or has something come up?

"He's at a motel in the city." Alluka smiles over at Killua only to frown when she notices how her brother is pacing back and forth. "...Could we go now?"

"Huh?" Killua blinks, looking at his sister before nodding. "...Yeah."

"...You're really worried about him." Alluka stares at her brother a moment. "You feel really bad..."

"Of course I do. I'm not that much of an ass hole" Killua huffs but his chest is aching. He hates waiting. It's tearing him apart. "Lets just go get Zushi. Get my mind off of this before I drive myself crazy."

Killua can't think about it anymore. His muscles are twitching and all he wants to do is Godspeed to Gon. He wants to take back all he said. He can't think much. Not about those amber eyes...

He's so worried.

If Gon will have him...Killua will never leave his side. If Gon does something, Killua is going to do it with him. Killua will be with him every step of the way, protecting him, making sure that he never loses his lover.

When Gon is away from him, in danger...it kills him slowly and drives him to the point where he wants to throw all cation to the wind.

Gon does that to him.

---

"So tell me how you and that Zoldyck got together." Nobunaga grins over at Gon, his cheeks slightly flushed from the amounts of alcohol he's been consuming. Gon sits next to him, still holding onto his first glass of beer, not really liking the taste. Gon's arm is wrapped up and is resting on the bar, the two men sitting there alone, none of the Spiders followed them in to join after they showed him around. "How did a servant get with a master? It sounds like one of those kinky romance stories the humans like to watch."

"It's not like that." Gon finds his cheeks tinting as he takes a sip of his beer, just giving himself something to do. Nobunaga has become more talkative after drinking. Gon has been sitting here trying to think of a good place for Kurapika to bust in. He's seen a good deal of the place and he's anxious to give Kurapika this information.

Talking about Killua won't help him. Just hearing his name gets his heart to beat faster and his heart to ache and his feet to move from his restlessness. Gon wasn't Killua's servant. They've allays been equals. Just because Gon is a werewolf, it doesn't make him less than Killua. They were friends. They are friends. Killua cares about him. He does. Gon feels a whine coming on.

Gon can't think about this now. He can't deal with the twisting of his stomach when he thinks of the possible look of disgust Killua will have on his face when he finds out.

"It looked like it to me." Nobunaga chuckles, taking another swig of his drink. He blinks when he notices Gon has barely touched his. "Hey kid drink up. It will help with the pain you're feeling in your arm too. Relax, take a load off."

"This will help with the pain?" Gon raises his eyebrow when Nobunaga nods. Gon looks down at the beer before he grabs it and starts to chug it, wanting to get the nasty tasting liquid down as fast as possible.

"Ohhh yeah! Chug it!" Nobunaga seems to be having fun as he cheers Gon on, the werewolf finishing the glass quickly getting him a pat on the back. "That's what I'm talking about!"

"Ah it burns my throat." Gon licks his lips, swallowing. His chest feels warm now. His face feels a little hot too. He does feel tingly. He's not sure if it's helping with the pain but it's not a unpleasant feeling.

"Yeah it does. Hey, he needs some more." Nobunaga waves down the bartender, getting him to fill Gon's glass once again. Nobunaga watches as Gon starts drinking the beer again, his grin turning softer. "It's nice having someone to drink with again. I tried drinking with some of the other guys but it wasn't the same. It's not the same with any of those guys, we always end up fighting. When I drink with you, it reminds me of..." He trails off, taking another swing of his drink. "It's good you've joined kid. Anything you need, you let me know."

Gon stares at Nobunaga from the corner of his eye and he can't help the frown that's twitching his lips. Nobunaga is nice. There's a longing in his eyes that reminds him of Kurapika when he thinks of Pairo. Gon doesn't want to kill him. He wonders if he could after he's gotten closer to him. He may be a spider but he's not so bad. Maybe when they do their plan, they could leave Nobunaga out of it? But what if they can't?...Then Gon will have to kill him. Nobunaga will die.

Gon swallows the rest of his beer down thickly. He doesn't want to stay here any longer. He doesn't want to bond with Nobunaga or any of the other spiders. He doesn't want to learn their stories or learn about the people they care about. That just makes his harder.

"Hey Nobunaga, I think I'm going to head home. It's been a long day." Gon tries not to look too much at the look of disappointment on Nobunaga's face. The beer is making him feel a little funny so he doesn't think he should stay and drink too much more. He should be getting back to Kurapika. It's late, Gon is sure.

"Yeah...when should I pick you up tomorrow?"

"After school um...maybe a little after that? I need to meet up with Killua." Gon frowns remembering that. Yes. He said he would meet up with him and talk about why he's been acting the way he has. He doesn't want to do it.

"Oh yeah, you do don'tcha?" Nobunaga slurs, his smile getting more relaxed again. "Just call me when you're ready tomorrow...crap...I don't remember my number...but you have Hisoka's right? Just tell him and he'll tell me." Nobunaga waves his hand.

"Okay sounds good." Gon gets off of the stool, wincing when he has to move his arm, he grinds his teeth. It really does hurt like hell. Every movement feels like he's ripping his skin for the first time.

"You...You want me to take you home? It's bad..." Nobunaga points at his arm that's wrapped up, his speech slurred.

"No I'll be fine. Thanks anyway." Gon smiles. "I'll see you tomorrow." Gon walks out of the bar, hearing Nobunaga give him a drunken goodbye. Gon takes a deep breath as he walks across the bar, looking for the entrance he first came in. Gon ignores the blonde spider that is talking with Kalluto in the area with all the crates. They don't seem to be paying attention to him anyway. Gon walks out of the barn, breathing in the clean night air greedily.

Gon lets the night wind caress his cheek as he leans his head back, staring up at the sky that is filled with stars. Gon's eyes become half lidded as he takes in the scent of the leaves and the sight of the stars...despite the pain in his arm and all these conflicting emotions, it feels like he's home again. His head can clear up a bit.

Gon frowns when he remembers that werewolf he killed, the memory coming back to him easily now that he's alone and he can think about it. Gon wanted to go home to Kurapika but he has to do this first. Gon takes off running, sniffing out the werwolf's blood to find that old abandoned building. It doesn't take him long to find it and soon he finds himself in front of the werwolf's corpse once again. Gon frowns when he sees the flies that have already gathered around the wolf. Gon quickly grabs a hold of the werewolf, cradling the limp body the best he can. He carries him out of the abandoned building.

"I'm going to give you a proper burying." Gon mumbles as he lays the werewolf down gently. When his grand mother died they took her to the 'land of the dead' which is a section in the island where they bury all the fallen werewolves. Every werewolf took turns digging a large hole for his grandmother and then they placed her in the hole. The whole island sat in silence and then they left. That's how werewolves deal with the dead. They do not morn when burying the dead. Grandmother wouldn't have wanted to see that.

This werewolf doesn't have a pack to give him a proper burying, he only has Gon. So Gon is going to do it for him. Gon glances around, his amber eyes narrowing, his pupils getting bigger as he sucks in more light to see better. He doesn't' smell or see anyone around. Gon hardens his nails before he digs into the ground. He grinds his teeth at the shocks of pain it sends down his spine from using his injured arm to dig. This will take too long if he does it like this and his arm is killing him...

Gon glances around once more. He knows the danger of what he's about to do. But he doesn't care. Gon sighs in relief as his ears and tail come out, his teeth getting longer and his nails getting longer as well. Gon can already feel his arm healing, the stinging and itching sensation starting up. Gon's black tail thumps against the ground as he gets to work on digging this hole. He puts his back into it, ignoring the pain as he digs deeper and deeper, sweat falling down his brow from the pain. Gon sighs in relief when he's done digging the hole. He jumps out of it, grabbing a hold of the dead werewolf. He lowers him in to the hole gently. Gon doesn't say anything as he starts to push all the dirt back into the hole, covering the werewolf. Gon smooths the dirt out with his body, his ears flatten as he backs up and crouches down, his hands in between his thighs keeping himself balanced. Now the moment of silence.

Gon doesn't say anything as he stares at the dirt that barely looks like it's been messed with at all. Gon is sweating a little but that's okay. As he sits here in silence, Gon feels a lot better. It's finally over for this werewolf and maybe now he can have peace.

Gon's ears twitch, a growl escaping his throat when he feels a presence. He whips his head around, already knowing who it is.

"That's dangerous." Illumi walks out of the shadows, those empty eyes staring at him. "Having your tail and ears out. You're reckless."

"How didn't I smell you? Did you use something to cover your scent?" Gon glares at Illumi, feeling his blood boil and his teeth grow longer and sharper at the threat. His pupils are blown out and he spreads his legs, his ears back.

"Yes. The humans have come a long way in making ways to have an advantage over you. Making solutions to hide their scent and silver bullets to kill you with." Illumi says, that face never changing. His eyes are so black it's like looking at nothing but a pale face peering at him through the darkness.

Gon snarls at Illumi, baring his sharp teeth as he takes a step closer. He doesn't put away his ears and tail. Illumi already knows. This is another issue that had to be dealt with. It makes him angry what Ilumi said. The humans found how to make things like this by experimenting on his kind. This solution that hides the human's scent is dangerous for his kind.

"What do you want, Illumi?" Gon's eyes narrow at this man, his tail wagging restlessly. "Why haven't you told the city about me?"

"Because that wouldn't be fun little one." Gon's ears twitch and he snarls, turning his head to see Hisoka come out of the shadows from behind him. They both were wearing the solution. Great.

"If I told the city, that would mean death for you." Illumi tilts his head, his expression not changing. "I do not want you dead, Gon. I just want to make a deal."

"A deal?" Gon raises his eyebrow, not liking Illumi in front of him and Hisoka behind him. He feels surrounded. Trapped. Gon's tail swishes, his ears twitching as he listens to Hisoka walk a bit closer to him. Gon's muscles are tense and a growl is in the back of his throat. He's prepared to fight.

"Yes, a deal." Illumi takes a step closer. They're slowly closing in on him. Gon feels the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. His instinct is telling him to fight, his blood is boiling and he could easily turn to fight these two but if he does that...He may expose himself to others. "All I need you to do is one thing for me-"

"Anddd a little something for me." Hisoka winks behind him.

"And a little something for him." Illumi nods slowly though there was a slight twitching of his eyebrow. " All I need you to do is make a wish for me."

"A wish?" Gon raises his eyebrow, not really understanding where this is going.

"They haven't told you about its abilities." Illumi says more of a statement than a question. "Despite him keeping me away, he still follows my teachings subconsciously." Illumi's mouth twitches before he locks eyes with Gon. "It is part genie. It is able to grant wishes by the wisher competing three tasks. Except for Kil who can make wishes without any need to do tasks."

"Alluka is a genie and she can grant wishes?" Gon's eyes widen in awe, completely taken off guard. His tail wags in his excitement only for his ears to flatten. He can't really be upset that they didn't tell him. Gon wasn't honest with them about who he is but Alluka being a genie is really cool and amazing.

He didn't even know genies were real!

"Yes. I need you to make a wish for me. You will most likely have to complete the tasks to grant the wish. There is a risk for you as well with anyone involved with you if you fail to do its task three times. If you fail, the one you care about the most and yourself will die." Illumi seems to consider this himself.
"Wow really?" Gon blinks. "How?"

"It kills you." Illumi thinks. "It should be locked away right now and supervised but Kil has gone against the family and decided that he could keep it out of trouble. I can not get close to them. So I need you to. Whatever it asks of you, you do."

"Okay but...what am I suppose to wish for?" Gon has a bad feeling. He gives him a firm look, his amber eyes already starting to shine with defiance. "And how do I get Alluka to ask me requests?"

"It's a bit harder then it use to be because it has been conditioned. It use to just randomly start asking requests of someone and that lead to unnecessary wishes and deaths. To start it up, Just state that you want to make a wish. The genie part of it can not resist." Illumi stares with those unblinking eyes. " You must get it alone, away from Kil or he will stop you."

"Would you stop calling Alluka an it? She is a she and she's Alluka." Gon growls, his amber eyes getting darker in his anger only for him to think about something. "...So I have to get Alluka alone away from Killua?" How is he going to pull that off? Killua and Gon are rocky right now and it would be strange for him to meet up with him tomorrow and just be like 'So I know we're suppose to talk but i'm going to need to talk to Alluka first.' It won't work. And what if Alluka asks him to do things that require him to leave? Gon blinks when he remembers something. "You still haven't told me what i'm suppose to wish for."

"I want you to wish for this exactly, 'I wish that Illumi will stop feeling the burning sensation of fire when he is near family.'"

"Okay?" Gon blinks. He wasn't expecting that kind of wish. He was worried that maybe Illumi would want to wish that Alluka was locked away or something bad that would hurt Killua. Gon doesn't see anything really wrong with this wish. It's a little strange though. "You feel like you're burning when you're near family?" Gon frowns.

"Yes. I have a condition."

Hisoka starts to chuckle darkly getting him a pointed look from Illumi.

"A condition that makes you feel like you're burning when you're around family? That's pretty horrible." Gon's eyebrows furrow. "You probably got it because you're such a big jerk to your family." Gon glares and that makes sense. It's karma. "At least to Alluka and Killua."

"I don't think I am a jerk." Illumi blinks slowly. "I just do what I must." Illumi holds out his hand, cutting off what Gon was about to say. "Do we have a deal? If you make this wish for me, I will keep my mouth shut on what you are. You can do what you need to do."

"...It doesn't hurt Alluka to make wishes right?" Gon has to ask, feeling himself frown. Something doesn't' feel right. He doesn't know why he feels bad but his stomach is starting to twist.

"No. It doesn't feel a thing."

"Killua is going to be angry with me..." Gon bites his lip. He feels like he'd be betraying him in some way.

"Does it really matter if Kil gets angry? He thinks of your kind as dirt and if he knew of what you are, he would be quick to put you down."

"That's not...!" Gon shakes his head, his ears flattening at the thought. Killua wouldn't put him down...he wouldn't...He cares but he doesn't know and if he did know...what? What would he think? Would he still think of him as an animal? Would he attack him? Gon's chest feels tight and he frowns.

"Do we have a deal, Gon? I will not ask again. If I leave here without you agreeing, the city will know soon after of what you are and the spiders will be at your door. They will torture you for getting into the spiders and you may even be put through the sex industry. Many would pay for a human with dog like qualities." Illumi hums.

"Ohh yes they would and with that face, they would eat you up." Hisoka hums behind Gon and the young werewolf can feel his breath on the back of his neck.

Gon's eyebrows furrow. This is bad. His instinct is telling him this is a bad idea. He doesn't know how the wish is bad but he has this gut feeling it is. He also doesn't like being black mailed by Illumi, it makes him want to growl and attack Illumi. He shouldn't let himself be bullied into anything but if he tells the city, Gon will be in trouble. He'll have to leave and he won't be able to help Kurapika. This would all be for nothing.

What Killua said upset him but he doesn't want to betray him in anyway. Things just keep piling on and it's hard for Gon to keep up with it all. Gon can feel that defiance flare up inside of him. He's not scared. He's not but Kurapika-

"What choice do you have, Gon?" Illumi speaks motor toned. " You have to see you don't have one. Just agree to it and we both can go on with our night."

"You've become cornered. How does it feel? Do you feel like a cornered animal little one?" Hisoka sneers.

That finalized Gon's decision. Kurapika...i'm sorry. "How about..." Gon looks up, his eyes turning black from his rage, his teeth baring and the veins in his arms bulging from his blood pumping faster. "I kill you before you can alert anyone. That sounds like a choice to me."

"Ohhhh god Gon." Hisoka moans, gushing over the intimating lowness of Gon's voice and the power radiating off of him. "When you talk like that..." Hisoka's yellow eyes gleam.

"I suppose you could try." Illumi tilts his head, not at all phased by Gon. "But is the risk worth it? I could out run you, this forest isn't that deep. And don't forget I not only know about you Gon, but I know about your little friend Zushi." Gon's eyes flash at that. "You wouldn't be the only one in danger if I told the city. They would use other werewolves to sniff him out. You may be able to run but will they get out fast enough? The spiders work pretty fast. So you decide now. Will you fight? Or will you just make a simple wish for me?"

Gon's eyebrows furrow once again and he bites his lip. Zushi and Wing. Even if Gon stopped Illumi, Hisoka could get away and tell the city. He can't stop them both at the same time. The spiders would be on them and then everything would be ruined. Does Gon really have to listen to Illumi? Is that really the best choice?

Gon feels himself tremble from his rage and frustration. Gon can't find any objections to this plan except that he feels like he's betraying Killua. What could happen if Illumi doesn't burn around family? Would it be so bad? And if he tries to kill Illumi and fails, Kurapika will be alone and Zushi and Wing might get hurt. They got exposed because of Gon's mistake when he attacked Illumi. This is his fault so he has to fix it.

"Fine." Gon grinds out, his ears flattening before his ears and tail disappear. The itching of his arm stops and it starts to ache again. He knows it didn't heal completely. His flesh is still ripped.

"Good boy." Illumi says and Gon feels like biting his face off. He growls at him, digging his fingers in his palm.

"Don't test me. It's taking all I have not to kill you." Gon's voice gets lower at the end, his blood starting to boil.

"I understand the feeling." Illumi says blankly. "We will be keeping in touch. As soon as you can, do it. When it comes to you, I am not patient. So do it quickly and effectively and then I won't be bothering you again."

Gon just glares at him, his amber eyes showing his defiance. Gon's eyes widen slightly when Hisoka's arms wrap around him from behind. "Now it's time for my deal~" Hisoka blows into his ear getting Gon to wiggle out of his hold. Turning his body so Illumi and Hisoka are in front of his sides.

"Your deal?" Gon frowns. He forgot that Hisoka had his own demands or he'll expose him as well. He's not sure when he found out, if he found out when he saw Gon with his ears and tail out or if he knew before because he was saying some strange things.

"I'm not going to be here for this. Good luck to you." Illumi turns on his heel and walks off, his long black hair swaying with him before he's gone, disappearing into the darkness.

"Yes, my deal. I won't tell the city about your dirty little secret if you...entertain me." Hisoka licks his lips, those yellow eyes lighting up in dark glee.

"Entertain you?" Gon's eyebrows furrow.

"I want to kiss you and be able to touch you. That will entertain me." Hisoka purrs, reaching out and stroking Gon's cheek. He doesn't flinch away even though he wants to. Gon glares at Hisoka who only seems to get more excited.

"I don't see you as a mate-"

"And we don't have to be. It's just a little fun. A kiss here and there. I won't go too far. Not unless you want me too~" Hisoka gets so close that his body is pressed against Gon's.

"Just kissing?" Gon frowns. He didn't even know about kissing till just recently but he doesn't like the idea of kissing Hisoka. Killua is the one who taught him about it and it feels like...their thing. In a way, Gon feels like he would be betraying Killua again-

But Killua isn't his mate. Gon decided that. Those blue eyes were w set when he was talking about his kind...

But Hisoka isn't his mate either. Gon feels his eyebrow twitching in irritation. Maybe he can kill Hisoka? Gon is tired of this happening. This day has been so exhausting and Gon just feels like laying in bed at this point.

"Just kissing. I may touch you a little. I can't keep my hands off that cute body of yours~ Of course I can do what ever I want, can't I? You're at my mercy. Maybe I could find another way to use that mouth of yours, Gon."

Gon feels an anger build up. He doesn't want to kiss Hisoka. He doesn't want to betray Killua. He doesn't want to listen to Illumi. He doesn't want any of this. He can't just sit here and accept this. Now that it's only Hisoka, He could fight him. But Gon would have to kill him to ensure that he doesn't tell the city.

The only reason this is all happening is because of the humans and what they've done to his kind. The humans did that to the werewolf that he had to kill. Because of what the humans did to his kind, Killua thinks so ill of werewolves and of him. Because of all this, Illumi and Hisoka have this over him.

Everything that happened today catches up with him. Killua's words, the knowledge of what these humans have been doing to his kind for years, killing that werewolf and all this with Illumi and Hisoka...

Something finally snaps in him. "NO!" Gon roars. He will not 'entertain' Hisoka. He will not obey Illumi. He will not be pushed around because of what he is. Hisoka's eyebrow raises only for them to widen in excitement as Gon's body grows larger, his clothes ripping as he gets on all fours. Gon growls out in the pain of his bones breaking and growing and reforming. Soon enough a large wolf stands in Gon's place, baring his teeth at Hisoka, his amber eyes standing out in the darkness.

"Such hostility towards me. Are you going to try to kill me?" Hisoka's eyes are so excited as he jumps back a few feet. "How reckless of you-"

Gon's mind is fuzzy but he's in control. This is reckless. This is dangerous but he has the need to fight. He can't just sit and roll over. Hisoka and Illumi are no better than the humans that have damaged his kind. They want to use what he is as a way to control him. Gon can still complete his mission...If he's willing to kill Hisoka. And then he needs to hunt down Illumi. So many things are going on in his mind, conflicting emotions and he just wants out, he just needs to release it somehow. It's driving him crazy.

Gon takes off running towards Hisoka wanting to bite into that smirking face. When the demon throws something at him in the darkness, Gon quickly dodges it. Hisoka jumps back when Gon gets close enough, almost sicking his teeth into his shoulder.

"You're so big Gon~" Hisoka coos as he dances around the large wolf who is so close to just ripping him a part. Those sharp teeth ready to sink into his flesh, Gon's amber orbs watching him carefully. "I just wanted you to entertain me, is that so bad? I would have made you feel good, Gon. Your kind is use to serving aren't they?"

Gon snarls at the comment, his blood boiling as he runs towards Hisoka, the rage building him and making him stronger. He's aiming for the throat. Gon tries to jump on the magician but he glides away, he doesn't get away completely though. Gon barks in triumph when his large nails are able to scratch Hisoka's back, ripping his clothing and ripping his skin.

"Bad boy." Hisoka grins, turning on his heel before Gon can move and punching him in the face. The force sends him skidding back. Gon's eyes widen in confusion when Hisoka pulls his hand and Gon is pulled towards him, flinging towards him. Gon opens his mouth to bite into this man only for him to punch him in the face once more. Gon yelps in confusion, not getting how Hisoka can just move his body like this but it's pissing him off. "I've got you~" This time when Hisoka pulls him, Gon uses it to his advantage. He doesn't fight against the pulling, he embraces it, tackling the demon down before he knock him in the face again.

Gon growls in Hisoka's face, pinning down his arms with his paws, his teeth inches from his tender flesh. Hisoka hasn't looked more happy in his life. "So beautiful, Gon. It's a shame you wouldn't just have fun with me." Gon yelps when Hisoka bites down on his sensitive nose suddenly. The werewolves eyes water as he yanks back, Hisoka being able to left his legs before kicking Gon in the stomach, sending him off. Gon lands quickly, running towards Hisoka with impressive speed, his large size and strength making indents in the ground as he goes.

"I promise you'll like it." Hisoka continues, his smirk too wide. "Careful now. The spiders aren't too far away. If you keep making those sexy growling noises they might catch on."

That statement gets Gon to skid to a stop, his ears flattening as he starts to gain a bit of clarity. Hisoka is right. This form causes problems. He's too loud and the spiders are close but Gon isn't sure if he could beat Hisoka in his human form. He doubts it.

Gon yelps in surprise when he hears the gun shot. The bullet nips his shoulder getting Gon to howl in pain, his flesh sizzling and Gon knows as soon as he felt it. That was silver. Hisoka's smirk falls and those yellow eyes become serious and not as amused. Gon turns quickly around, growling at the threat, his eyes turning black from the rage. This person is trying to kill him. Gon's mind becomes hazy and all he can think about is getting rid of the threat.

It's a human who shot him, the gun is trembling in his hands as he takes in Gon's massive size and those amber eyes ready to kill. He loads the gun and aims, Gon waiting for him. He will dodge it and take his head off just like his grand mother did-

Hisoka moves for him and before Gon can so much as bark Hisoka has his nails dug into this man's skull, piercing his brain. Gon's ears twitch. There's more humans coming. He can hear their clumsy foot steps breaking the twigs and one is calling out a name. Most likely the boy who was just killed by Hisoka. Without a word Hisoka runs off towards the sound of humans.

Gon's shoulder is still stinging from the silver touching him, that rage coming back as he growls and starts to run after Hisoka. He wasn't finished with him. He wasn't finished with any of them. They think he's a monster, they think he's an animal. He can show them an animal. He can give them what they want.

Gon isn't right. His mind is hazy and there's a frenzy about to break out, his blood lust peaking. Gon doesn't think about the spiders or Illumi or the plan or Killua.

Gon has lost it.

---

Zushi is waiting outside of the building that he told Alluka he would be at. He's wearing a tight red shirt that shows off his muscles too much for Killua's taste, Especially when he sees Alluka's faint blush.

"Hey A-Alluka." Zushi smiles shyly, his arms behind his back and his legs spread slightly as if in a stance. Those brown eyes lock with Alluka's blue, both of them flushing from the eye contact and the fluttering of their hearts. "You wanted to speak with me?" Zushi straightens himself out as if he's in front of a drill instructor but those brown eyes are looking at Alluka intently.

"Could we go in to speak about this? It's a sensitive subject." Alluka frowns.

"Of course. I could make us all tea." Zushi glances at Killua a bit nervously before he turns and opens the door to this building. It's a cheap motel building in the middle of the city, it's pretty close to the school. Killua stuffs his hands in his pockets as he walks closely behind his sister as they walk in with Zushi. Killua raises his eyebrow as he takes in the cob webs and the cracks in the walls. The air smells of dust and dead skin. Zushi's nose wrinkles up, being a werewolf, it must irritate his nose more that it irritates Killua's but he doesn't say anything.

"Have a seat here Alluka." Zushi brushes off the dust on a chair in what should have been the reception area. Alluka smiles from the gesture and takes a seat. Killua stands next to her, staring at Zushi intensely, looking him up and down. He's a werewolf like Gon. And just like Gon, Zushi is a surprise. He's very disciplined and his movements are controlled. He's very level headed which is something Killua was taught that Werewolves are not. "I'll go get that tea-"

"We don't need tea." Killua snaps. He can't keep the irradiation or restlessness out of his voice. The talk his sister is about to have with Zushi is what he should be having with Gon. His fingers twitch in his pocket. He just...doesn't want to wait anymore. He wants to get rid of this twisting in his gut and this doom looming over his head.

Zushi stops and looks at Killua with his eyebrows furrowed before he looks at Alluka. The younger is looking down at her hands for a moment before looking at Zushi with a look of determination. "Is something wrong?" Zushi frowns, his brown eyes showing concern when he looks at Alluka.

"No, nothing is wrong. It's just..." Alluka's eyebrows furrow and Killua can't help but to be sympathetic. How is she suppose to say this? How is Killua suppose to say it? Do they just shout that they know what they are? Do they hint to it? Or do they be as forward as possible? Killua just stays silent, interested in what his sister will choose to do. "I know that Gon is a werewolf." Alluka watches as Zushi tenses visibly, his brown orbs widening with fear and he takes a step back. "I know that you're a werewolf too."

"Y-You...How?..." Zushi takes a step back, his panicked brown orbs shifting between Killua and Alluka, those eyes watching Killua carefully but the assassin's face doesn't change and he doesn't move.

"Don't be scared Zushi. Please it's okay." Alluka stands up, putting her hands in front of her. "Big brother figured out that Gon was a werewolf and that sort of told us you are also one. We're not going to hurt you or Gon. Gon is our friend and so are you! Your..." Alluka trails off, her cheeks flushing when Zushi's panic slowly changes to confusion to shock, those brown orbs lighting up in hope. "...I really like y-you. You don't have to hide who you are from me. And you don't have to be scared...we won't tell anyone." Alluka's face is red by the end of it.

Zushi opens his mouth before he closes it. He looks at Killua, those brown orbs searching his. Killua nods, agreeing with his sister. He wouldn't say anything. Zushi looks back at Alluka, his shoulders relaxing as he lets out a long sigh. "A-Alluka..." Zushi's eyebrows twitch and he bites his lip. He doesn't know what to do with himself. Killua's eyes widen when brown ears appear on top of Zushi's head and a bushy tail wags behind him. He's never seen a werewolf in this form before. Truly half human, half wolf. Zushi's face is red, the ears twitching on top of his head as Alluka stares at him with wide eyes before she smiles. Zushi fiddles with his fingers nervously, restlessly. She giggles.

"I didn't think it was possible but you've gotten even cuter..." Alluka fiddles with her dress when Zushi looks at her with his eyes so bright, that fear leaving him.

"You don't know how relieved I am that you feel that way. You accept me..." Zushi bites his lip. Killua wonders if he's going to cry but he doesn't. His tail is wagging so fast, those brown eyes locked onto Alluka. "I'm sorry I doubted you." Zushi looks at Killua getting him to blink. "I truly believed that if you found out about Gon, you would turn on him. The way you spoke of our kind..." Zushi shakes his head and Killua feels that twisting of his stomach. "It hurt Gon a lot. So I'm sure he's relieved to hear that you won't turn on him."

"I haven't gotten to talk to him yet. He doesn't know I know he's a werewolf." Killua shifts, feeling restless again.

"You need to talk to him as soon as possible. Gon must be feeling sick by now." Zushi's ears twitch before he looks at Alluka again who is staring at his ears and tail with a flush on her face. "...Do you want to touch them...Alluka?" Zushi blushes at that.

Alluka nods a little bit too eagerly as she walks till she's standing in front of Zushi. She reaches out and grabs the two ears lightly, getting Zushi to close his eyes and to take a deep breath. "So soft." She smiles and Zushi's tail wags happily.

"Wait what did you say about Gon being sick?" Killua was too distracted by Alluka touching over Zushi that he almost didn't catch that. Killua stops himself from pulling his sister away from Zushi even though he wants to and focuses on what the werewolf just said.

"He's been fighting this battle for a while." Zushi opens his eyes when Alluka tugs at his tail gently, getting him to flush and yelp. "D-Don't tug on it..."

"S-Sorry!" It's Alluka's turn to get red as she lets go his tail quickly.

"What battle?" Killua narrows his eyes at that longing look Zushi is giving Alluka. The werewolf tenses and directs those wandering eyes to Killua. He takes a deep breath to calm down.

"I'm sure you've already noticed Gon reacting to you." Killua's eyes flash. Yes, he has. He's felt Gon get hot underneath him. He's smelled his arousal and felt it against his thigh. Killua gets warm just thinking about it. He licks his lips and nods his head at Zushi. " His body has already chosen you as his mate. Gon has been fighting his instincts all this time because he wasn't sure that you would still want him if you knew..."

Killua feels his stomach twist again. What the hell was he doing? This whole time, it was Killua making Gon feel like shit. Gon wants him. He wants him as a mate and he was scared. Because Killua is a stupid ass hole. It must have been horrible for Gon. And Killua made it all the more worse.

"Since his body reacts as if you are his mate, Gon couldn't stay around you or he risked exposing himself." Killua's eyes widen in realization. He's sure Gon was angry with him but it explains why Gon said he didn't want to talk to him at all and wanted him to go away. It also explained why he pushed him away after awhile of kissing. Gon was trying to keep himself under control all this time just to hide what he is from Killua. "He's been fighting his nature so I'm sure he's been feeling sick. It's hard on the body..." Zushi frowns. "Have you heard from Gon?"

"No. He went off to join the spiders and hasn't come back yet." Killua stiffens. Zushi nods his head, his brown eyes serious.

"So you know about that too. I've been waiting. I can smell Gon's scent faintly. He's around this area. If he turns, i'll be able to know and I was going to run to fight with him. Nothing seems to have gone wrong yet so I hope it stays that way."

Killua nods slowly. So Zushi was waiting, he has Gon's back. Zushi doesn't want Gon either, he told him that Gon wants Killua. In this moment, he finds a new respect for Zushi. Not saying he likes him and his sister together but he doesn't feel like punching the guy in the face anymore.

"Zushi..." Alluka's soft voice gets Zushi to look at her. Her eyebrows are furrowed. "There's something I need to tell you...about me...since you're all out in the open, I need to be too..."

"What are you going to tell him?" Killua frowns. He doesn't think she should tell him how she's part genie. Killua is still paranoid.

"You don't have to tell me anything you don't want to Alluka-" Zushi starts.

"I want to tell you. I need to know...that it's okay...that you'll be okay with it." Alluka grips her skirt, her face getting pale as she looks down at her shoes. Zushi stares at her intently, waiting for her to speak, those ears perked to listen. "I am a girl. That's what I feel that I am but I..." Alluka doesn't look at Zushi. "I guess I'm what you call a...transgender." Alluka closes her eyes, waiting for what Zushi is about to say, tensing up like one would when they know they're about to get a bandied ripped off.

Alluka's eyes widen when she feels a strong hand on her chin, lifting her head up. Alluka stares into Zushi's eyes, those brown orbs looking at her with this deep look before he leans in, kissing her gently. Alluka's eyes widen and she grips onto his shirt, clinging onto the werewolf. It's a chase kiss and too short but it took Alluka's breath away.

"Alluka...That doesn't change anything. You're still my girl." Zushi blushes deeply, those brown orbs soft. Alluka can feel her heart beating in her ears. "I've fallen for who you are-"

"Zushi!" Alluka can't contain the happiness she feels as she warps her arms around Zushi's neck, nuzzling her head against his, feeling her eyes get watery, her shoulders shaking in her emotions.

Killua chews on the inside of his cheek, having to invert his gaze from the two. His brother senses are tingling but this time, he suppresses it. This is something huge for his sister. Zushi doesn't care about his sister being a transgender. He knows his sister is happy, Zushi is making her happy...and he doesn't want to ruin that.

When Killua looks back at the two, they're still embracing but his sister isn't crying. She's smiling up at Zushi and he's smiling down at her, his tail wagging. They really do look like love struck fools. Killua has no room to be talking. The assassin can't help to think about Gon. When he gets to talk to Gon, will it end as light and cute as it did with Zushi and his sister? Will Gon accept his apology? Will it end well for them like it did for his sister and Zushi?

Will Gon hug him? Will Gon smile that smile that Killua has been missing terribly? Will he giggle like he does in his happiness? Or will he glare? Will he still want nothing to do with him?

Killua's heart beats faster and he closes his eyes. Why does it have to be tomorrow? Tomorrow is too long. Killua isn't going to be able to sleep tonight-

Killua's stomach twists, his eyes snapping open at this feeling gripping him. Zushi tenses, his brown eyes getting serious as his ears move this way and that.

"Gon has turned." Zushi swallows, letting go of Alluka, his brown orbs filled with worry.

"W-What?" Killua's eyes widen and his heart beats faster. Is that why he just had that feeling of dread? Did the spiders catch on to Gon? Are they trying to kill him? Killua's body flares up with this heat, this anger and will to protect. "He needs me!" Killua turns on his heel and runs out of the motel. "Zushi stay with Alluka!" Killua takes off running towards the forest, following the gut feeling he has.

Gon isn't that far and though his nose isn't that good it's like Killua can sense where he is. Once he's in the forest, his ears and tail come out. He starts to run on all fours, moving through the trees in a flash, not using his electricity just yet. Gon isn't that far. Killua wants to keep his presence unknown to give him the advantage of a sneak attack. Killua isn't planning on fighting all the spiders. He's planning on getting Gon away from them and then he's going to escape with him and his sister. They can't stay here any more if the spiders know.

Killua's heart picks up speed as he hears something running through the forest and human voices in the distance. Whatever is running is huge. Killua is getting closer and the closer he gets, the more he can hear the growls this beast is making. Killua runs out of the bushes, skidding to a stop when he comes face to face with the beast. Killua's breath catches in his throat as he stares at the massive wolf in front of him, puffs of air coming out of his nose that Killua can feel ghost his face. The wolf towers over him with fur as black as night with tinges of green at the ends...but what gets Killua breathing hard and his heart yearning, are those amber eyes that stick out in the darkness, the same amber orbs that are boring into Killua's blue.

"Gon..." Killua lets out the breath he didn't know he was holding. This wolf is Gon. He feels it, he senses it, he knows it. Gon must have sensed him as well because instead of going forward like he was, he changed directions so quickly that Killua couldn't have predicted it. Killua stays perfectly still even when Gon growls at him, baring those sharp teeth. Killua swallows, fighting against that voice in the back of his head that is telling him to kill the wolf before he kills him. Gon isn't like the other werewolves. He knows that. He won't listen. He won't back off. This is Gon. Those amber eyes look a little unstable but this is Gon.

And he's hurt. He's been attacked. Killua sees he's bleeding on his shoulder.

"It's okay Gon." Killua tries to sooth as he stands up. Gon backs up a little bit, those amber eyes watching him intently. "It's me." Killua takes a step closer. " I'm not going to hurt you." Killua glances around trying to see if there's any threat around. He can hear the humans start to scream in the distance, getting Killua's eyebrows to furrow but he's not worried about them. Gon's ears twitch at the screams but those amber eyes don't leave Killua.

Gon sniffs his face. Just like that, those amber eyes stabilize. They widen and the wolf whimpers, backing up quickly, fear flashing through those amber orbs that hurts Killua.

"NO! It's okay!" Killua walks closer but Gon just walks back, those amber eyes blinking as if he's wondering if he would disappear. "I wouldn't hurt you, idiot!" Killua tries to act like himself, he tries to make Gon see that it's okay but the wolf is staring to bare his teeth at him. Killua doesn't know what to do. Gon is responding with suspicion. Killua fights his instinct and instead embraces this growing feeling in his chest. Killua runs up to Gon, he keeps his blue eyes locked with his amber orbs, never averting his gaze. He shows no fear as he runs up to him, Gon keeps snarling and baring his teeth in warning but Killua ignores it. Gon won't hurt him, despite what his mind is telling him, he knows Gon won't hurt him.

Killua opens up his arms...and wraps them around Gon's large chest. He grips onto the soft fur and buries his head in it, taking in Gon's scent, feeling his heart beat faster and his body tremble from the overwhelming feelings going through him. The wolf's muscles tense in Killua's hold, getting the assassin's stomach to twist. He really thinks I would hurt him. I've hurt you that much haven't I? I didn't mean it...I really didn't mean it.

Killua's lips tremble as he nuzzles his head against Gon's chest, gripping onto the black fur tightly, balling the long strands in his hands. His lips are quivering. His heart beating so fast and his stomach hurting. This is the time to speak. This is the time to say something but Killua is choking up. Killua bites the inside of his lip till he tastes blood.

Killua pictures those silent tears falling down Gon's cheeks, those amber eyes so dull as they looked at him like he just stabbed him in the heart.

"I'm sorry..." Killua whispers against the Wolf. He grips the fur tighter. "I'm so sorry." Killua's eyes water. "I didn't mean it...I didn't mean any of it! Not when it's you...Don't you know that I..." Killua's breathing is uneven, his mouth dry. "You...Y-You mean everything to me. You aren't like the werewolves I've seen Gon, you're nothing like them. I couldn't have known you are a werewolf. I would never want you dead. I would never want anything that those humans have done to your kind to happen to you. I've been cruel, I know and I won't sit here and blame it all on my training and teachings. I shouldn't have tried to upset you with my report. I just...I just didn't want you to leave, I didn't want you to act like we were nothing..."

Killua hears his voice break and he hates it. "I don't care that you're a werewolf...you're s-still Gon!" Killua's shoulders tremble. The words keep getting caught up in his throat and it hurts to say them. His face is so warm and it makes him even more embarrassed. This weakness he's so openly showing makes him feel sick but he can't stop the tears at the corner of his eyes. This is going against everything he was taught and it's sending off red flags but he can't stop. Killua can't control himself when it comes to Gon. "I-I still...love you." His words hang heavily in the air. Killua holds his breath, closing his eyes tightly, waiting for Gon to growl or to get him off.

Killua's eyes widen when the wolf starts to get smaller, his bones crack and get shorter, the hair he was gripping onto falls off and soon he's no longer barely hugging a large wolf, He's hugging Gon, Killua being able to wrap his arms completely around him, feeling the bare flesh of his back.

"Killua..." Gon's voice is breathless in his ear, it gets him to shiver as he tightens his grip on Gon. "Do you really mean that?"

"...yeah..." Killua takes a deep breath before he pulls away, keeping his hands on Gon's shoulders as he looks at Gon's face. Gon is staring at him with those amber orbs wide and shining. "Can you...forgive me?"

Gon stares at him for a moment. Killua swallows, feeling nervous under those amber orbs. Killua feels himself flush when he notices the black ears that are still on top of his head. Gon is...adorable and it makes this harder on him.

Killua blinks when Gon starts to chuckle and it's so light and beautiful that Killua feels himself stop breathing for a moment. "Of course I can forgive you, you're my Killua." Gon keeps chuckling but Killua is sure that his heart just exploded from those words. Gon just called Killua his. "I'm just...so relieved. I thought that maybe you wouldn't want me and that you would still want me to be put down and..." Gon's laugh falls short, those amber orbs starting to get watery.

"No! I would never want that. Never." Killua grips Gon's shoulders, looking into those amber orbs deeply. "You should have known that, idiot.."

"Then..." Gon's eyes light up again and he grabs Killua, those amber eyes boring into his own. " There's no reason to hold back! Killua, be my mate and stay with me forever. We'll have fun traveling together...I want Killua to always be by my side."

Killua's eyes widen from Gon just asking him to be his mate...He's not going to tell him that he already considered them mates. Killua feels his chest tighten and he wonders if this is how it feels for someone when there lover is asking to marry them.

"I said I would travel with you..." Killua swallows. "Gon...There's nothing more I want then to be your mate." Killua flushes at his honesty but he needs to be honest. He has to be forward. He can't deal with the secrets anymore.

Gon's eyes light up so much that Killua swears he's going to be blinded by how bright he is. Gon is glowing. "This day started off so horrible and I really lost it a moment ago but when I smelled you It snapped me out of it a little and your scent and words...Killua I don't want to fight you again." Gon licks at Killua's cheek gently, the assassin can feel his whole body grow hot from such a sweet gesture. "I don't want to do all my plans alone, I want you to be my side." Gon keeps licking him and his words are making Killua titer on the edge.

"You have me." Killua finds himself breathing out, his breathing uneven and his heart beating so fast, he wonders if Gon can hear it. Killua grabs Gon's chin and presses his lips against his, not able to help it. Gon is his mate. It's official. Gon returns his feelings, Gon forgives him. This is more than Killua could have ever hoped for. Gon's mouth tastes so wonderful, it's so warm and moist and Killua can't help to moan as he pulls Gon flush against his body. Gon is kissing him back slowly, the kiss sensual and when they break apart a string of saliva connects them before it breaks. The two boys are panting, out of breath, their eyes half lidded as they stare at each other with longing and want.

Killua feels himself drool, a tension in the air that is about to explode. Gon is so flushed, staring at him with those amber eyes getting clouded over with lust...oh fuck...Killua feels the heat travel lower and his pants feel too tight.

"N-Not here..." Killua manages out, putting a finger on Gon's lips when he was about to kiss him again. Killua growls when Gon licks his finger, looking at him with those damn bedroom eyes, peeking at him from beneath long eyelashes. "It's not safe." Killua takes a deep breath, resiting the urge to just take his mate against the tree and letting all his desires loose. "You have to hide your ears and tail Gon...They're humans near...did they hurt you?" Killua's eyes widen slightly when he sees the graze on his arm, it's really red and looks like it could get infected.

"It's okay..." Gon takes a deep breath, his face is so flushed though. "They shot at me with silver but it's just a scratch. It will be a scar but that's okay." Gon starts to lick his lips when Killua's eyes flash with anger and concern. "It's okay..." Gon's voice gets deeper, Killua's eyes fluttering close when Gon starts to kiss at his chin.

"I should kill them for scarring you like this." Killua growls, bristling when he thinks of how Gon could have lost his arm if the bullet was deep or worse, he could have died.

"A-Ah Killua don't...when you do that...it makes it hard." Gon pants, Killua opening his eyes to see Gon staring at him with those amber orbs clouded with lust again, his ears are flatten on top of his head, his tail wagging slowly behind him. Killua feels a pang of arousal and he can't stop his growl of lust. Gon is reacting to his scent, he's reacting to his protective aura. When Gon looks at him like that, Killua just wants to lose it. He wants to throw the boy on his back and just have his way with him, make those lips open in sweet moans and feel that lithe body wither beneath him.

"Gon, hide your ears and tail." Killua says firmly, feeling his own eyes getting darker in his need. "We can't...Not here..." Killua pulls Gon away from him. Killua bites his lip. He can't say anymore. His demon side is taking over and it's making it harder for him to control himself. The more he can't control himself, the more Gon will be affected.

"Okay..." Gon takes a deep breath, he closes his eyes tightly and to Killua's amazement, the ears and tail disappear. "I-I don't know how long I can hold it-"

Killua grabs Gon, holding him against his chest like a baby. Killua feels his body get hotter when he realizes Gon is naked, he's been so distracted with everything else that he didn't realize till he went to pick him up and looked down. Killua can't look or he'll lose it. He keeps his eyes on Gon's face as he lets his electricity out, surrounding the both of them. He doesn't want anyone seeing Gon and by the look on Gon's face, he knows the other male can't hold out.

Killua runs back to the motel, kicking open the door. Zushi and Alluka are speaking to one another on the couch and when Killua busted in they jumped up.

"He's fine." Killua says hoarsely, keeping Gon's body covered the best he can in this position. "I wouldn't bother us for awhile." Killua feels Gon tremble against his chest so he quickly hurries up the stairs, knowing there has to be an empty room they can use. Once this starts, Killua knows he can't stop. His instincts are going to take over and all his desires, he won't be able to fight them anymore.

Killua carries Gon into the first room he finds, he walks over to bed, that to his relief isn't' too dusty as he lays Gon down. He walks over to the door and shuts it quickly, locking it.

"Killua...are you going to fuck me?" Gon asks, his breathing uneven. Killua's shoulders tense from how much that just turned him on, hearing Gon say those words... Killua turns around slowly, feeling his restraint slipping.

"Yes." Killua takes a deep breath as his eyes start to shamelessly move up and down Gon's body...Damn he's a sight. Gon lays on the bed on his back, his ears are flatten, his cheeks so flushed, his mouth open showing those slightly sharp teeth. Gon is completely hard, staring at him with those lust filled eyes... "Oh fuck Gon..." Killua's mouth waters, his eyes getting darker from his need as he takes in his mate's impressive cock and how his chest is heaving up and down.

Killua rips off his shirt, not having patience with the buttons before he pulls down his jeans, kicking them off quickly. He walks over quickly to the other male, crawling on the bed, his tail swishing behind him as he hovers over Gon in only his boxers. "G-Gon i'm about to lose it. I won't b-be able to stop when that happens. If y-you don't want this, tell me now and I'll have to get away from you but I..." Killua swallows, feeling himself teetering on the edge.

"Killua I'm so warm...I-I want it Killua...I f-feel too warm and it hurts." Gon grabs his own dick, arching a little into him. "a-ah I need...I need you-"

That's all Killua needs to hear. He snaps, his restraint snaps. Killua growls lowly, his eyes turning black, his muscles flexing as he crashes his lips into Gon's, his hands grabbing Gon's hips possessively, hard enough that the werewolf is sure to bruise but Killua is too far gone to care about that right now. Gon moans into the kiss, arching into him, his eyes sliding shut as his tongue frantically dances with Killua's. The kiss is desperate, needy, full of heat and passion and lust. Gon whimpers into the kiss as he starts to rub his arousal against Killua's firm thigh.

Killua bites Gon's lip causing Gon to cry out, tasting Gon's blood only turns Killua on more. "Stop rubbing against me." Killua growls, breaking the kiss to narrow his eyes at Gon when he's still doing it.

"B-But Killua please I need more...I need to touch it." Gon reaches down only for Killua to slap his hand away, hissing in his face. "K-Killua I really need- Ah!" Gon screams when Killua grabs his throbbing dick. Gon throws his head back, aching into Killua's touch needily, his mouth opening, his amber eyes wide still darkened with his lust.

"You're so hard Gon." Killua coos as he strokes the boy lazily, watching with half lidded eyes as Gon turns his head from side to side, moaning softly, his chest heaving up and down. "You like it so much. I'm barely touching you." Killua's voice is so low as he squeezes Gon's head tightly getting the boy to groan loudly and grip the bed sheets. Killua watches as Gon pants through his open mouth, those lust filled amber orbs staring at him through those long eyelashes, his face so flush, drool at the corner of his mouth.

The sight goes straight to his groin making his erection throb and a low groan leaving Killua's lips. Killua is surrounded by Gon's scent of arousal. Gon is making him so hot and needy. He needs Gon. He needs him right here and now.

"Shit Gon...that face." Killua strokes Gon steadily, watching as Gon grips the sheets, his cat ears twitching every time Gon makes those delicious moans. Killua's tail wraps around Gon's leg as he reaches up with his other hand and grabs one of Gon's ears. Gon closes his eyes, taking a sharp intake of breath.

"A-Ah my ears..." Gon trembles as Killua rubs his ear tentatively as he strokes him. Gon is getting redder, his whole body is getting flushed. Gon's moans go straight to the assassin's dick.

"You're so sensitive." Killua purrs as he continues his handy work, squeezing Gon's base before he leans up so his lips are next to Gon's dog ears. " Especially here." Killua licks up the ear getting Gon to squeak and to thrust into his hand. Killua growls, rubbing his clothed erection against Gon's hip as he bites down on Gon's ear.

"K-Killua" Gon almost sobs as he unsteadily thrusts into Killua's hand. "S-Stop teasing me!" Gon growls but when Killua pulls away from his ear and looks at Gon's face, the werewolf's expression is pleading, tears at the corner of his eyes.

Killua feels like he could cum right here and now from such a look.

"Are you telling me what to do Gon?" Killua says lowly taking his hand away from Gon's erection getting him to whimper. "I don't think you're in any position to do that." Killua brushes his fingers down Gon's stomach, feeling how his abs tense from the feather light touch.

"Killua..." Gon pants reaching out towards Killua to touch his face. The assassin closes his eyes, leaning into the touch only for his eyes to snap open when Gon grabs onto one of his ears, rubbing a bit too roughly.

"D-Don't." Killua moans, grabbing Gon's hand and pulling it away from his ear. Gon whimpers again, he feels so hot under the palm of his hand. The tip of Gon's erection is swollen and red. Killua lets himself go as he grips Gon's chin and crashes their lips together, his hands squeezing and rubbing over Gon's body. His nails have become a bit longer and he uses them to lightly run down Gon's waist feeling the boy's slight curves.

Gon's moans are muffled in his kiss, his tongue rubbing against Killua's demandingly as he grabs onto Killua's shoulders, holding him close. The scent Gon is giving off makes it so Killua can't control himself, can't be gentle. Gon is in heat and it's messing with his own judgment.

Killua growls as he leaves Gon's lips to bite into his neck, the boy arching into him and gasping. Killua sucks, abusing the sensitive skin till he knows it will leave a nice big mark. He licks down Gon's withering body, kissing his toned chest, biting the flesh there and sucking. Killua wants to mark Gon everywhere. He wants everyone to know that Gon is his.

"Oh..." Gon leans his head back, his trembling hands settling on top of Killua's head getting tangled in his white locks as Killua moves over to his nipple that is hard, flicking his tongue over the sensitive bud. Killua latches his mouth around the bud and sucks roughly, growling when Gon makes such a delicious sound, gripping his hair and pulling desperately. "M-More...More touches...Killua..." The way Gon said his name gets Killua to shiver, his heat pooling. Killua lets go of the bud to look up at Gon's face. The assassin swallows thickly. Killua can't handle those darken amber orbs that are staring down at him half lidded or the flush of his face or how his eyebrows are furrowed and his mouth slightly open from his pleasure.

"You're so fucking hot." Killua's voice gets deeper as he grabs Gon by the hips, roughly turning the boy around so he's laying on his stomach. Killua yanks his hips up, Gon adjusting his thighs to hold himself in this position. Without touching him Gon is already spreading his legs, arching his back as he turns his head to look back at him. Killua touches Gon's firm globes that are in the air, squeezing the other man's ass tightly, getting Gon to groan and to press into him. Killua can't help to moan when he spreads Gon's cheeks looking at the pink twitching ring of muscles that Killua has been fantasizing about. The assassin can't stop feeling on the werewolf's ass and the way Gon is gripping onto the bed isn't helping. "You have such a nice ass Gon. So big."

"Killua stop...this isn't enough...it hurts." Gon whimpers getting Killua to look at him. Gon is staring at him with pleading eyes.

"What do you want me to do Gon?" Killua fights back the urge to just shove himself into that tight ass that's waiting for him, that's pretty much begging for it with how Gon moves his hips in anticipation. Killua watches him do this with half lidded eyes but he doesn't do anything. He waits for Gon to speak.

"F-Fuck me Killua." Gon locks eyes with him. "Mate with me...please I need it-"

Killua covers his eyes with his bangs for a moment, hiding how his eyes have become completely black, he feels it, his lust and his need to claim Gon is overwhelming. Killua pulls down his boxers, throwing them off to the side. He can see Gon is looking at his body, looking at Killua's erection that's become too painful as well.

His body is telling him just to thrust into Gon so Killua digs into his own thigh to stop himself. He doesn't want to rip Gon. Killua reaches over Gon's body placing two fingers on his mouth. "Suck." Killua's voice is so low that he sees Gon's body shiver but Gon does what he's told. He opens his mouth and takes the two fingers in, sucking on them. Killua's ears twitch at feeling how warm and moist the boy is and he can't help to picture how wonderful it would feel for his dick to be in that beautiful mouth. "Make them nice and wet." Gon licks his fingers and sucks a bit hard, some drool falling down the side of his mouth. "Good boy." Killua starts to stroke himself to keep himself from losing it and just shoving himself in when Gon moans at the praise, spreading his legs more as he sucks with vigor.

Killua pulls his fingers out of Gon's mouth, getting him to whine, his tail moving side to side restlessly. "I'm going to prepare you." Killua warns as he grabs Gon's ass and spreads his cheeks to get a good view at his destination. Killua's breathing is uneven as he sticks his index finger in, biting his lip at how tight and hot it feels, Gon sucking his finger right up. Gon's eyebrows furrow as he groans pushing back on his finger. "Your body is so ready for this." Killua whistles as he puts in another finger and it slides right in, it's as if Gon's body is accommodating for what's to come while still keeping tight. Killua pumps his fingers in and out, watching intently as Gon moans, gripping onto the sheets, ripping them as he pants, drooling on the bed. It's such a sight. Such a beautiful sight and Killua is sure he will never forget these expressions his mate is making. Killua kisses the back of Gon's trembling thighs loving how the muscles tense as he sucks and bites, making sure he leaves a mark right there as he continues to keep pushing his fingers in and out of his mate.

"Don't stop Killua please ahhh it feels good." Gon pants only to yelp when Killua grabs his tail that was swishing too much. Killua tugs it lightly, getting Gon to arch into him more and to cry out. Killua can't stop his smirk. He's sensitive here too. "Something i-is building...I think i-i'm going to finish-" Gon growls when Killua pulls his fingers out and lets go of his tail, those dark amber eyes boring into his own but at this position the glare is more of a pout.

"Don't look at me like that." Killua growls and slaps the boy's ass loving the yelp it causes since he put a bit of electricity in his hand to shock Gon. The way his eyes got glossed over and the long moan that followed...Killua knows he loved it. Killua has to keep being dominating or Gon will try to dominate him. Gon is getting impatient and so is Killua but he's holding himself back till he's inside Gon...once he's inside there is no holding back.

Killua spits in his hand before he stokes himself, getting himself wet just enough that he feels like Gon will be okay. Killua grabs Gon's hips and positions himself behind him, guiding his arousal to press his tip against the ring of muscles. Gon's eyes are so eager. Killua's black eyes lock with Gon's, watching as those amber orbs tremble and he's not sure if it's out of fear or excitement. Maybe it's both. "Get ready. I can't hold back anymore." With that said he thrusts his hips forward, impaling his aching erection in Gon's awaiting warmth. Killua moans, throwing his head back as Gon squeaks, ripping onto the bed harder, panting and groaning.

Killua grips Gon's hips to keep him in place before he thrusts himself in and out of that tight ring of muscles, feeling Gon squeeze him. Killua grips his hips harder, ramming into the younger boy, not able to stop himself anymore. The whole bed shakes from Killua's force, Gon is screaming, his ears flatten, and his eyes closed in this look of pure bliss.

"Y-Yes...shit..." Gon curses and it's enough to make Killua growl and to pound into the other male even harder, loving the sound of their skin slapping.

"Ah...you feel so good." Killua throws his head back, moaning and purring, he can't be embarrassed by how many sounds he's making. He's too far gone. The bed is banging against the wall but he could care less. Killua grabs Gon's tail, getting him to cry out as Killua pulls on his tail and thrusts without mercy, soaking in all the precious sounds Gon makes, fueling his lust and getting him to growl. "You're being such a good boy, taking my dick so nicely." Killua's voice is dark, he can't stop what he's saying.

"K-Killua." Gon moans his name, arching his body so beautifully, like a bow, allowing Killua to get deeper into the other male, getting him to cry out. There's tears at the corner of his eyes, Gon's drooling and moaning into the sheets.

"You like being called a good boy don't you?" Killua scratches down Gon's back, watching hungrily as thin lines of blood well up.

"Y-Yeah I do, I do." Gon nods his head frantically, moaning despite the pain of his back. "I like p-pleasing Killua-"

The assassin growls thrusting really hard at just the right angle. Gon screams, throwing his head back, his eyes wide. "There! There Killua! More!" Gon is shouting, his body glistening with sweat.

"No one can see you like this Gon. No one can see that beautiful face of yours when you beg for it. No one can touch you like this but me. Do you understand?" Killua snarls, gripping onto Gon's hips roughly to hold him in place when Gon tried to push himself on Killua, trying to fuck himself with Killua's dick.

"It can't be a-anyone but Killua." Gon turns his head to stare into Killua's black eyes, Gon swallows, those amber eyes giving way to another powerful emotion, something more then just lust. Killua's heart flutters in his chest, his mouth going dry at this overwhelming feeling in his chest. It mingles with his lust and he can't stop himself.

Killua slams down in that one spot again, getting Gon to scream and moan out his name. Killua grips him tightly as he thrusts as hard as he can, hitting Gon's prostate directly. Killua's moans are drowned out by Gon's screams and moans.

"Y-Yes, Yes yes!" Gon is a moaning mess and it just makes Killua want to wreck him more. Killua growls as he puts his back into it, moving his hips so fast that it would look like a blur to someone watching. The bed breaks underneath them from Killua's force but he doesn't even notice. He can only focus on the pleasure that is coursing through him and the moans that are spilling from Gon's lips.

"Oh b-baby..." Killua's voice breaks when he speaks, he's close and he can tell Gon is too. He hasn't slowed down in the slightest, a bead of sweat rolling down his back. As the pleasure over takes him and all he can smell is Gon's sweat and arousal and hear his moans, Killua's lips start spilling words. "I-I love you...oh fuck I love you."

"K-Killua i'm about to...ahhh!" Gon screams when Killua pounds into the boy's prostate, tugging at his tail roughly.

"Cum for me baby. I-I'm close too." Killua pants, tugging Gon's tail in time with his thrusts before he reaches under him and grabs Gon's leaking erection, the boy letting out something between a moan and a sob.

"Ah aha aha." Gon is moving his head back and forth, yelping and moaning from the treatment. "K-Killua cum with me." Gon squeezes down on him causing Killua to groan.

"I-I am, I am." Killua swallows thickly, feeling himself drool as he stokes Gon quicker, knowing he can't hold out much longer "Be a good boy and cum for me Gon."

That's all it takes. Gon screams, arching his back almost painfully as he cums, hot jets of cum spurting out getting on the bed sheets and Killua's hand. Gon's muscle tense around him when he came, causing Killua to moan loudly, picking up the pace to reach his release.

"yes, fuck yes I'm...G-Gon- Gon!" With one last thrust Killua pushes as deep as he can and releases, moaning the boy's name as his seed fills him up. Killua thrusts in and out, riding his orgasm, panting as he feels himself coat the boy's insides, claiming him. Gon is his.

Killua;s breathing is uneven as he pulls out, watching as Gon collapses on his stomach before he turns around, exposing that beautiful face that is flushed and panting, those amber eyes staring at him with this glossy look.

"Feel good?" Killua says as he crawls towards Gon, laying next to him so he can kiss those tempting lips.

"Yeah really good." Gon's tail wags happily as Killua leaves soft kisses all over his face, kissing his nose and his eyes and his cheeks. All his. Killua's hands find their way into Gon's hair so he can scratch the male's head, his tail stroking Gon's thigh lovingly. Killua's heart is still beating fast and he has this overwhelming feeling in his chest. He feels so warm and all he wants to do is cuddle next to Gon. Killua tenderly licks at the hickey he left on Gon's neck, purring as he nuzzles Gon's head. Gon giggles and it makes Killua's heart clench he likes it so much. "Your hair tickles Killua."

Killua hums as he moves away from his neck, stroking Gon's side as he locks eyes with the other male, staring in those amber orbs that are staring into his own. Gon's eyes are so bright that it makes Killua swallow.

"I'm really happy Killua. You're my mate now. I'm not going to let you go." Gon licks Killua's check affectionately, getting him to flush.

"Idiot. That's my line." Killua mumbles wrapping his arms around Gon and hugging him tightly, squeezing him as hard as he can, hiding his face when he knows his eyes have gotten watery. He didn't know he could ever be this happy. That he could find love and have it returned. This feeling isn't something he can describe. The tingling of his post orgasm body and the way his heart swells is enough to make him go crazy. He's just...happy. He wonders if this is how normal people feel when they are happy, the tingling, the fluttering of the heart and stomach, the warmness just under the flesh.

This feeling he's been lacking all his life. Now he has it. Because he has Gon.

"Mine." Killua mumbles, tightening his grip on Gon, his ears twitching at how Gon chuckles lightly.

"Mine." Gon nips at his shoulder playfully, his tail wagging against the bed, pulling away to flash that smile that Killua adores. Killua touches Gon's cheek, touching his lips gently. Hours before he was worrying if Gon would take him back after his words, worrying if he'd ever see this smile flashed his way again. Killua doesn't have to worry about it anymore. He's not going to lose Gon again.

There's so much they need to talk about. Killua needs to learn more about what happened with the spiders, he has to talk about his plans, he has to talk to Gon about Illumi and how he wants them to get out of here as soon as possible but all of that is complicated. Right now he just wants to enjoy Gon's warmth and his smile and the feel of his skin.

"Mmm Killua can we do it again? Can we?"Gon's looks at him eagerly, those eyes so bright, Killua finds himself getting warmer when Gon gets closer, Killua feeling Gon's arousal against his leg, once again he's hard.

Killua is still recovering from his earth shattering orgasm that he just experienced but he can all ready feel his muscles tighten in his stomach and his tail wraps around Gon's leg tugging at it as if to pull him closer.

"I suppose werewolves do live up to their reputation of being one of the horniest creatures." Killua smirks when he gets Gon to flush a dark red.

"It's not my fault." Gon mumbles stubbornly. "Not when Killua is laying next to me naked with your big muscles and cute ears and your beautiful face, and it felt so good when you were in me and-"

Killua covers Gon's mouth, feeling himself blush now from his own embarrassment from Gon spewing all those words, he can feel the heat travel lower and his body starting to set on fire. With Gon like this, being so cute and saying those words...Killua isn't much better. He's ready for round two. He feels a little tired so he'll have to keep his mate happy for a little bit as he catches his breath.

"I get it." Killua takes his hand off Gon's mouth only to cut him off by kissing him deeply, their tongues dancing together for awhile. Gon's hands grab his waist and pull him closer, Killua purring at the taste of Gon and their closeness. When they break apart, their faces are flushed, half lidded eyes staring at each other.

"I want to touch you this time." Gon brushes his hands down Killua's toned chest before grabbing his hard dick, getting Killua to close his eyes and to take a sharp intake of breath. Gon starts to kiss Killua's neck, sucking at his neck like Killua sucked on Gon's before. Killua moans softly letting Gon do as he pleases, he's eyebrow twitches when Gon grabs his ears, rubbing them gently this time making a mew escape his lips, getting Killua's cheeks to flush at such a sound. "Cute Killua. Killua is cute." Gon's eyes are so excited, his tail thumping against the bed as he leans closer and sucks on his collar bone.

"S-Shut up." A soft blush stays on his cheeks as Gon's hands roam his body, grabbing his hips and reaching over to grab his ass. It feels strange but not too strange. Killua's body is reacting, getting warmer and his erection is throbbing.

"Killua marked me everywhere. I want to mark you too." Gon sucks on his chest, biting at his flesh getting Killua to sigh. He doesn't mind it one bit. He wants the other male to mark him. Just when Gon is going lower, kissing on his stomach, there's a knock at the door. Killua can't help to growl, holding Gon against him as he glares at the door.

"Um...We have a problem." Zushi speaks through the door, he sounds flustered. "The city has gone on alert. It's all on the news. Did you attack humans Gon?"

"No I didn't." Gon breaks away from Killua, his expression getting serious as he gets out of the bed, Killua tries to ignore the cum that drips out of Gon's entrance when he got up and what it does to him as he gets up himself. Killua's warmth turns into a chill, his eyebrows furrowing, his ears flattening. "But a human did spot me. They shot at me."

"He must have gotten back to the city-"

"But Hisoka killed him-"

"Hisoka?" Killua whips his head over at Gon, his eyebrows raising in suspicion. "Why were you with Hisoka in the forest?" Killua licks his lips. He didn't taste anyone else on Gon, he would have smelled something if Hisoka did anything to him. Killua gets his boxers and pants on, growling when his erection is restrained but he hopes it just goes away.

"It's a long story." Gon's eyebrows furrow as he walks up to the door and opens it for Zushi. The other werewolf keeps his eyes on Gon's face. "But pretty much he was trying to black mail me to kiss him and to do stuff with him. I ended up snapping and attacking him and because of that a human spotted me."

"He tried to black mail you to do things with him?" Killua's expression gets dark, anger gripping him as he grinds his teeth. "How did he find out?" Killua's eyes narrow. "Fucking Illumi. He told him didn't he?"

"I think they're working together." Gon looks at Killua. "Illumi and Hisoka surrounded me in the forest. Illumi was the first to black mail me. He told me about how Alluka can grant wishes and that he wanted me to wish for him to not feel burning anymore or he would alert the city."

"Please tell me you agreed to that?" Killua lets out a breath he didn't know he was holding, biting his lip, his body trembling when he thinks of Illumi and Hisoka cornering Gon. Of course that's what Illumi would want him to do. He's been trying to think of a way to get rid of the effects of his wish for years so he could get closer to them. Illumi tried to use Gon against him and he wouldn't care that Gon could die if he didn't do it.

"I did agree to do it only because I got worried about Zushi. I regretted it after he left. I felt like I was just obeying and I really did feel like a cornered..." Gon trails off, shaking his head. "Illumi thinks i'm going to do the wish. I don't want to have to do it, I don't like being made to do something."

"If my brother thinks you're going to do it that's better then you telling him no. He would have told the city and it would have been really bad." Killua tries to calm himself down. "Gon I can't let you make that wish though. Doing so would put Alluka in danger. The reason why he wants you to wish for that is because I made a wish long ago that it would burn him like crazy to get near me or my sister to protect us."

"I knew he wanted me to do something bad!" Gon's ears flatten and he growls, baring his teeth.

"Let's focus on the problem at hand first." Zushi's tail flicks, his eyebrows furrowing. " There must have been a witness or the city wouldn't have gone into alert. Someone else must have saw you Gon and they've alerted the city."

"Shit." Killua curses when he hears the siren. "Did they see who you were? Or do they just think it's a werewolf loose?" Killua bites his lip before he blinks. "Where's Alluka?"

"I'm right here brother." Alluka speaks, she sounds like she's around the corner. "Zushi wanted me to stay back."

That's probably for the best. Killua looks at Gon's naked form before looking at Zushi's grim face. "Alright. We're getting out of here Gon."

"Huh?" Gon looks over at Killua like he just said lets jump out of the window. "Where are we going to go?"

"We're leaving the city. It's too dangerous for you here-"

"But I have to help Kurapika-" Gon starts.

"Are you serious right now? The city is on alert. What if the spiders already know it's you? They'll be after you. You can't help him now-"

"We don't know that the spiders know it's me! We don't know if they know it's me who's the werewolf-" Gon's eyebrows furrow in defiance, he grips his fists. He's cut off by a knocking on the door downstairs. Everyone gets quiet, looking at each other.

"...I'll answer it." Killua hides his ears and tail and walks out of the room. He stops and looks back at Gon who hides his ears and tail, Zushi doing the same. "You stay here. Get in the bed and don't come out you understand me? Zushi you stay in here with Gon."

"Where's Wing, Zushi?" Gon frowns looking at Zushi when he sees how the other male is frowning deeply, getting pale.

"H-He told me he was going out tonight to do some work in the city-"

"Get in the room." Killua snarls when the knocking becomes more persistent. He pushes Zushi in the room before closing the door. He looks over at his sister who is trembling, looking so frighten, not for herself. Killua knows the feeling. "Come on..." Killua takes a deep breath as he grabs his sister's hand and leads them downstairs just in time for the door to the motel to be knocked down. Killua feels his stomach twist when he sees the large beast with a collar, a werewolf with those crazed eyes that Killua is accustomed to. Next to the werewolf are a couple of humans, their faces stone, dressed in uniforms.

"Can I help you?" Killua gets in front of his sister, raising his eyebrow at these men.

"A werewolf is loose in the city and we're searching for it. It's killed 30 people already." The man's face is stone. "Our dog sniffed something out over here."

Killua tries to stop his face from getting pale even though he feels his blood turn cold. He knows Gon didn't kill anyone. There was no flesh in his teeth, no blood. Is there another werewolf loose? The real issue here is that this werewolf sniffed Zushi and Gon out. They're in danger.

"Really? That's strange." Killua frowns, pulling a face like he's scared, hugging his sister close to his body. "As far as I know it's just me and my sister here."

"Don't I know you?" One of the men furrows his eyebrows. "you look familiar..."

"So do you but i'm not too sure." Killua licks his lips, knowing what he's going to have to do to protect his mate and Zushi.

"We're going to be taking a look around. Stay down here." The other man grunts as the werewolf starts sniffing around. Killua's heart clenches in alarm when the werewolf starts to walk up stairs. Killua's fingers twitch, and he can feel Alluka tense behind him. Killua silently follows behind them, being so quiet that they don't even notice. Just as Killua feared, the werewolf starts to bark at the room that Gon and Zushi are in.

One of the humans breaks down the door and just as he does this, Killua makes his move. Gliding over to the two, his claws coming out and in one swift movement, he slices both their heads off, their blood squirting out of their bodies, covering the walls while their heads roll down the hall.

The werewolf whimpers in alarm as those strange eyes lock with Killua's black ones. Instead of fighting, the wolf runs off, jumping out of the window down the hall and running loose. Now they have another one to deal with. Killua hopes they kill that werewolf and leave Gon and Zushi alone.

"Killua." Gon is sitting on the bed, his eyes wide as he stares at the two bodies and Killua standing in the middle of them.

"They were going to find you out." Killua bites his lip as he walks in with Alluka who was following behind her brother quietly. She runs over to Zushi and hugs him tightly, showing the worry she had the whole time. "I don't think they're looking for Gon. These people are saying a werewolf has already killed 30 people. Gon hasn't killed anyone."

"Another werewolf?" Gon frowns, those amber eyes getting duller. "One of the ones the humans messed up got loose huh?"

"Now the whole city is alert trying to sniff out any werewolf they can." Zushi swallows. "M-Master Wing is out there! He's in danger. I have to go to find him-

"It's too dangerous for you to leave." Killua steps up when his sister was about to say something. "You and Gon can't leave this spot. I can keep killing the humans that come around here, I can keep you unknown that way but if you leave and start walking around, they'll be witnessess and we can't have that. They don't know you and Gon are werewolves. We want to keep it that way."

"I need to find Wing. If we'll be in danger then so will he!" Zushi's brown orbs start to shake, panic taking over those once stable orbs. "I-I can't lose him. He's the only family I have. I need to go out to find him."

"Z-Zushi..." Alluka frowns up at her mate, Zushi looking at her before he looks away.

"I need to." Zushi says firmer. "I will go alone. You do not need to come with me-"

" i'll go with you." Gon nods his head, smiling at Zsuhi who looks at him with wide eyes. " We're a pack Zushi, Wing too! I'll help you. I still can't help to feel like this is my fault in some way even if they're after another werewolf."

"No Gon." Killua feels his heart clench and he takes a step closer. "You can't do this. It's too risky-"

"It will be fine as long as we stay away from the other werewolves, we can use the night time to our advantage. Humans can't see like us." Gon tries. "I'm going to go and help Zushi. We need to help Wing. We'll be able to sniff him out."

"Damn it...it's one thing after another..." Killua grips his fist. He glances at Alluka and is about to say something when she beats him to it.

"I'll help too Zushi." Alluka gives him this look of determination that Zushi looks at with wide eyes. "I t-think I can make a potion to mask your scents! It should work...or maybe I could just cast a spell or brother could wish..." Alluka looks over at Killua who sighs.

"Well, it looks like we're all in. I can't let you go off by yourself. Whatever crazy plan you have, I better be a part of." Killua locks eyes with Gon who is looking at him with those amber orbs lighting up. "...You're mine now so...we do this as a team."

"Right." Gon smiles and his eyes soften and gets Killua's heart to beat faster. He wishes Gon wasn't so stubborn and they could just stay here but he's not. Zushi isn't either. So if he can't beat them, he has to join them. He's not going to let anything happen to Gon. Alluka cares about Zushi so...Killua isn't going to let anything happen to him either. These three standing before him have become their new family.

"Do you have any extra clothes for him Zushi?" Killua tries not to look at all the marks he placed on Gon's body. He would get too hot.

"Yes I do."

"Get him dressed and Sis..." Killua looks at his sister. "Do you think you could do that spell?"

She nods her head slowly, fiddling with her dress. "I can." Alluka bites her lip as Gon and Zushi leave the room to get Gon dressed. "Do you think we should ask Something for help?"

"You know if we summon her now it will be harder to gain control. You may start asking requests of Gon or Zushi." Killua frowns.

"I know..." Alluka takes a deep breath. "I just hope I can do it..."

"You're a great witch sis. You can do it." Killua puts his hands on her shoulder, giving her this firm look. "Zushi and Gon need you Alluka."

Alluka flushes, her heart swelling as she nods quickly. It's the first time, someone needs her and not Something. They're counting on her as a witch, not Something as a genie. She can help the boy she's fallen for. She wants to do more for him. If Wing is Zushi's family, Alluka wants to save him too.

"I'll do my best." Alluka looks at her brother with a fire, Killua can't help to widen his eyes before he smiles.

Gon and Zushi come back in the room, Gon wearing some jeans and a blue shirt that's a little too small for him but it will have to do. The clothing doesn't cover that huge hickey on his neck though and Killua has to stop the urge to just lick it. There's a silent pride in the back of his mind but he stays focus on the task at hand.

"I'll cast the spell now." Alluka takes a deep breath as she walks up to Zushi and Gon. She closes her eyes, muttering something under her breath. Everyone watches as Alluka glows lightly, her hair floating in the air before she grabs Zushi's hand and Gon's. She opens her eyes, her blue eyes have a ting of purple to them now. "There. Killua can you smell us at all?"

"No. I noticed it as soon as you touched them. Will this stop the werewolves from being able to sniff them out?"

"Yes. As long as they are holding my hand they won't be able to sniff them out. It will be like they aren't here at all." Alluka moves so she's between them, grabbing their hands to make it more comfortable.

"That's amazing Alluka." Zushi smiles at his Mate to be.

"Now we'll be able to find Wing with no problem." Gon beams. "Alluka is super cool!"

"I-It's nothing really." Alluka flushes but there's a small smile on her face. Something shy and happy.

Killua smiles at his sister only to frown when he remembers what they're about to do. Even with the spell, there's a lot that can go wrong. If Gon or Zushi let go of his sister's hand at all, they'll be in trouble.

"Let's head out. I feel like Wing needs me."Zushi rubs his thumb against Alluka's hand.

"Alright." Killua locks eyes with Gon. Those amber orbs are burning with a fire. Killua's eyes soften, his own fire burning, a fire to protect. Gon is his mate and he won't let it end here. Gon has given him happiness. He won't let these humans destroy Gon, they have no right. He was wrong about werewolves, the world was wrong about them. Killua will spend the rest of his life fighting with and protecting a werewolf. He will stay by a werewolf's side, taking care of him, loving him and holding him. Killua won't let this end badly for Gon.

"Let's go."

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