"Tiffany, are you okay? You seem so quiet these days right after Taeyeon shi's party last week." Seohyun asks her. She just nodded without looking at her only friend in the school but staring down the book that she's reading on the table in the library. Actually she's not fine. And the mention of that person makes her mind back to the internal conflict inside her. She's confused about herself. She's clearly not a lesbian but she can't deny the fact that her heart always beats faster every time the person is around her and she can't stop thinking of her. She's angry at herself for being so stupid as she obviously showed her jealousy in front of the person after seeing that Kim Taeyeon kissed her girlfriend in front of her. But it hurts when witnessing that.
"I'm really sorry if you still mad at me, Tiffany. I didn't mean to deceive you…" her friend apologized to her again. "I'm not mad at you, Seohyun ah. Please stop blaming yourself? I'm just having too many thoughts in my mind these days." Tiffany gives her sincere smile as she looked up to see her friend who looks guilty.
"You're right, Hyo. These idiots are here."
The sudden cynical voice startled the two of them. "J-Jessica shi…" Seohyun stuttered and looks scared. "How can we help you, Jessica shi?" Tiffany tried to ask one of the three girls who standing around them politely since she doesn't want to make trouble with her again. "Move, Nerd." Jessica shoved Seohyun harshly until she fell to the floor before sitting on the latter's chair in front of her. "Y-Yah…" Tiffany is a bit shocked. "I-I'm alright, Tiffany…" Seohyun answered as she got up from the floor and slowly took a seat beside her before the tallest girl between them grabs her arm. "Who said you can sit here, Nerd? Let's have some fun outside?" the tall girl then pulling Seohyun roughly to leave their table followed by the shorter girl.
"Okay, now it's just two of us here." Jessica said coldly as she folds her arms on her chest and crosses her legs while glaring at her. Tiffany's eyes then are seeing around the place to find the area in the library where they're sitting at now is already empty.Her power is indeed no joke. And I hope Seohyun will be fine out there.
"So, why are you looking for me, Jessica shi? Is there something that I can do for you?" Tiffany asked the girl again. She still tried to say it in a nice tone.
"What did you do to my prospective fiance until she ran after you like that? You know I can easily kick you out of this school right now and even kill you if you dare to flirt with my 'boy'friend." Jessica threatened as she gives her a death glare. I still really don't understand why Kim Taeyeon wants to date this Jessica Jung girl. Not only she has bad attitude but also so possessive and scary. She shakes her head.
"I'm sorry but I did nothing, Jessica shi. But you don't need to worry. I'm straight and I have boyfriend too. A real guy." She replied her kindly. Actually she reminds herself once again that she's not gay. But then a very loud music comes out from Jessica's phone all of sudden. It surprised them since the place is so quiet and they are tensed right now. The girl immediately checked out her phone and instantly smiles. This is the first time Tiffany sees the ice devil Jessica Jung's smiling.
"Yes, Honey?" Jessica answered the call sweetly. Because it's from Kim Taeyeon, huh? No wonder. Tiffany scoffed silently.
"I'm with Sooyoung and Hyoyeon. *paused* Tonight? *paused* You want me to wear that? *paused* But you're so wild lately. I like it but I don't want my lingerie to get ripped again..." Jessica pouted. What. Are they talking about having sex? Tiffany rolls her eyes. She then tries to distract her focus from the conversation by back to read the book on the table but of course she can't concentrate at all.
"Alright, I'll warn you for one last time. If I see you get near my 'boy'friend again, you finish." Jessica is back to scary mode as she talks to her again after she ended the call before getting up from the chair and walking away.
"Wow. That Jessica Jung is really something. So bubbly when talking to her lover and suddenly turns to be so cold toward other just in second." Tiffany muttered as she gathers her stuffs and Seohyun's from the table since she needs to find her friend that she believes is getting bullied again by those girls.
It's been two weeks after the incident at her small private party at the club to celebrate her upcoming engagement with Jessica occurred but Tiffany still avoiding her. The girl even just shuts her mouth up every time she asks her about the lessons as her reason to make conversation with her since they are classmates for some subjects. It's always Seohyun who answers her questions because Tiffany doesn't want to speak. No one has ever ignored the Kim Taeyeon. And she also hates it if people give her cold-shoulder. Everyone would love to have interaction with her because they're crazy for her. I know she's angry with me but I really need to talk with her.
"Taeng, I'm gonna leave first. Those girls already can't wait to be fucked." Yuri told her right after the class ended as she pointed to the two girls who are waiting for her at the door. She shakes her head. "This player seriously." she hissed. "Okay, but find another hotel not Jessica's hotel you hear me?" she warned her buddy since she has promised her girlfriend to not let Kwon Yuri bring any random girl to her family's hotel again. Yuri didn't answer and just walked away. She sighed. And now I have to find a way to talk with Tiffany without Jessica or other students knowing.
"Excuse me, Mr. Lee? Are you looking for me?"
She heard Tiffany's voice right after the knocking sound from the door. Taeyeon who's hiding behind the door immediately closes the door and locks it after Tiffany stepped into the empty room. "T-Taeyeon shi...?" Tiffany looks surprised as she turned her body around. Taeyeon finally managed to take Tiffany to her private room in the school since she really needs to talk with the girl by asking one of the lecturers to help her. There are no one can reject the Kim Taeyeon's requests.
"W-Why are you here? Where is Mr. Lee? What room is this? D-Did you just lock the door...?" Tiffany looks nervous as she keeps asking her. It's fortunate that Tiffany doesn't know this place so her plan becomes easier.
"This room is a special and private room that school provided for me and my buddy Yuri." Taeyeon answered calmly as she walks to the couch after taking two cans of coffee from a small fridge. "Please come and sit here, Tiffany shi. I just want to talk with you." she smiles as she opens one of the cold drinks.
"N-No. I don't want to talk with you. Please let me out of here before I scream for help." Tiffany threatens. She chuckled. "Scream all you want but this room is soundproof, Tiffany shi. Don't you see the drum set and electric guitars over there? Yuri and I often play those instruments in this room. Ah, Yuri also likes fucking random girls here. People outside can't hear anything that happen in this room."
"W-What? Why you do this? Are you kidnapping me?" Tiffany looks a bit panic. She laughed. "No, Tiffany shi. I've told you I just want to talk with you. This is the only way because you keep avoiding me and even ignoring me."
"And I've also told you I don't want to talk with you! Please open the door!" Tiffany becomes serious. Taeyeon finally gets up from the couch and walks closer. Tiffany then slowly moves backward until her back touches the wall beside the door. "No, no, no! Please stop right there and just throw me the key! I'll open the door by myself!" Tiffany ordered her. But no one may order Kim Taeyeon around.
"Why are you like this, Tiffany shi? Do you hate me that much until you don't want me to get near you and talk with you again?" Taeyeon stopped her steps 1 meter before the girl. Tiffany doesn't answer. "Look, I'm really sorry for umm... kissing you that day... I-I didn't mean it..." Taeyeon carefully continued.
"You didn't mean it?!" Tiffany snapped at her. "Right! So I'm really just another toy that you can play when your girlfriend is not around and then just dump it in front of her! Wow, that's a very nice of you, Kim Taeyeon shi!"
"I'm not like that! I'm not a player!" Taeyeon snarled back. It startled Tiffany. "Why are you this mad, Tiffany shi? Is it actually because you're jealous and have feeling for me? Didn't you say that you're straight? Tell me!" Taeyeon asked her as she gets closer toward the girl. "N-No… I-I…" Tiffany stuttered. Taeyeon then makes a daring move as she pins Tiffany down the wall and kisses the girl on the lips all of sudden because she can't hold it any longer. Tiffany gasped in shock.
"I like you, Tiffany shi…" she mumbles in her mouth. "S-Stop it… T-This is wrong…" Tiffany tries to resist but she grips her tighter. "Don't lie to yourself, Tiffany shi. I know you like me too..." she said again before deepening the kiss. After resisting for a little while, Tiffany finally gives in as she reciprocates her kiss. Taeyeon slightly smiles in victory. They then were making out passionately for few more minutes before Taeyeon broke their tongue kiss to catch some air.
"You're a quite good kisser, Tiffany shi." she smirks. Tiffany blushed. "I like you, Tiffany shi." She told her again as she puts her arms around the girl's waist. "I-I like you too, Taeyeon shi..." Tiffany finally admitted. But then Tiffany took her arms off her before moving away to make a distance from her. "But this is so wrong. This is a sin, Taeyeon shi... We're both girls and each of us is already in relationship with others. Even you're getting engaged soon. Your scary girlfriend would kill me if she found out about this. We have to stop, Taeyeon shi..." Tiffany continued.
"But I can't stop thinking of you, Tiffany shi. I want you. I bet you feel the same too." Taeyeon said as she closes the distance between them by pulling Tiffany into a hug and giving her a soft kiss on the lips. "We can do this. No one should know about us." she said again. But then Tiffany pushes her away. "I-I don't know… I'm confused, Taeyeon shi… I'm afraid… I need a time to think… Please…"
"Fine." She muttered after taking a deep breath. She then takes out the key from her pocket. "Just tell me when you're ready." She said as she walks back to the couch after unlocking the door. She then hears Tiffany opening and closing the door behind as she leaves the room. She sighed. I'm so sorry for cheating on you, Jessica. I still love you but Tiffany Hwang really drives me crazy. I like her too. Please forgive me.