Pierced by Destiny's Arrow
I'm so sorry everyone, I have no excuse except I had terrible writer's block T_T I'm kinda hoping that if I just start writing a piece then I'll be able to get into my story again. So I apologize again for the long delay and I hope that this chapter is at least half decent. Thanks again to everyone who reviews my stories, also I will be making an effort to shorten my paragraphs so that they're easier to read.
Disclaimer: I don't own Hellsing, I own my little story's plot and my original characters but that's about it.
Chapter 6: What a mess...
Alucard knelt in the centre of his throne room, every piece of furniture shattered and destroyed beyond recognition, every tapestry shredded, every item that had once decorated this exuberant room was in shambles all over the floor...even his grand throne was split in two. Not a single item was spared from his wrath, the one room that showed off his status and power was now in ruins but he couldn't care, he just knelt on the floor and stared at nothing...his face was blank but his eyes revealed his inner turmoil, the rage and guilt and sadness that tore at his dark soul. "Seras...my Seras...please forgive me...", these word repeated over and over in his head again like a mantra while he allowed his self loathing to eat at him.
Unaware of the turmoil that Alucard was suffering through, Seras sat in the room he had left her in and started working through everything that had happened...her parents, the villagers, her transformation, meeting the man who had been in her dreams for as long as she could remember and him practically violating her while she could do nothing...all these thoughts made her head ache and spin at the same time until she had to lie back down to calm the jumble of thoughts in her mind. One thought stood out amongst the rest...she didn't really hate Alucard, yes she was mad at him but she didn't hate him, she could never hate him...despite what he had done and turned her into she understood that he had only wanted to save her and that he cared about her, the look of pain and sadness on his face after she told him she hated him and the look of guilt and regret after he had forced himself on her was proof enough that he did care. Even if her dreams were only just dreams, he was kind and loving to her, he made her feel cherished, she could never forget those moments nor could she ignore the fact that she had developed strong feelings for him due to those dreams and meeting him in person, feeling his body against hers and his mouth on hers, even though he was forcing himself on her, it only served to awaken those feelings and strengthen them tenfold.
"What a bloody mess...", eventually Seras remebered her weapons and cloak, as she got out of the bed she saw that she was dressed in her own clothes, the blood had been removed somehow but she wasn't going to bother thinking about that now. She started looking for her belongings and sure enough they were in the large wardrobe. Seras just stood there holding one of her precious daggers that her parents had gifted her with...the memory brought tears to her eyes once again but she tried to force herself not to cry...once she had calmed herself she removed the blade from its scabbard and made to run he fingers across the smooth blade but as soon as her fingers made contact with the silver she cried out and pulled her hand away as it burned her flesh. Horror struck, she just looked from the dagger to her burned hand and back again..."Silver...so the legends are true...", releasing a long sigh she carefully placed the blade back in its scabbard before reaching for the other one she then grabbed her bow and placed them on the bed before going back to get her cloak, as she held it in her hands she couldn't help but bring it closer to her face, she could smell her mother's and father's scent on it, once again her eyes filled with tears. She turned back to the bed and neatly placed the cloak with her other items and climbed back into bed before crying herself to sleep while holding them close to her.
Alucard felt it the minute Seras experienced the sharp pain caused by touching silver, it shocked him out of his stupor and he immediately opened the mental link between them so that he could find out what had happened, what he saw was Seras taking her weapons and cloak and placing them on her bed "What are you up to little one...", though he still hated himself for what he had done, he wasn't going to give up just yet, he would continue to watch over her and find a way to make it up to his beloved. He watched her hold her precious belongings close to her as she cried herself to sleep and it was in that instant that he knew what he had to do. He stood up and started to fade into the darkness, he'd fix his throne room later, his gift for Seras was his top priority...
That's the chapter done, not very long I know but I thought a short chapter is better than nothing, now I know how to continue with the story! Hopefully I'll have another chapter out soon but no promises. Thanks to all the people who still stuck with me despite my long absence, you guys are the best!
Phixora