Godric came to an abrupt halt outside Bella's bedroom door. He could hear her heart beating frantically whilst taking deep breaths; perhaps she was trying to calm down. Godric needed to calm, he was still angry at Eric for his interruption. He needed to reassure Bella. He disliked his mate feeling distressed over something so wonderful and natural. He disliked Bella feeling distressed at all.

Godric took a deep breath and knocked on the door lightly.

He heard Bella's heart race faster and felt terrible, "It is only me, Bella. May I come in?" Godric called through the door gently.

He heard her shuffle around on her bed for a while and take a few deep breaths before replying, "Yeah, come in"

Godric entered the room and saw Bella sitting upon her bed. She wasn't looking at him but down at the bed spread. Her cheeks were still flushed and he could tell by her posture that she felt ashamed and embarrassed. He needed to fix that.

Godric approached the bed at human speed - as to not startle her - and moved to sit in front of her on the bed, with his legs crossed. He waited patiently for her to look at him.

After a few moments, she sighed and looked up at him sheepishly, cringing slightly.

"That was humiliating, huh?" She spoke dryly. Godric sent her a lopsided smile.

"I suppose for you it is, Vampires are not very modest creatures Bella" Godric said calmly. Bella groaned in frustration.

Godric wanted to help her, make her feel better. He did not know how to make her feel more confident and self assured, there was not much he himself could do personally except reassure her and be there for her. He reminded herself that she was still healing.

"Bella, I understand your embarrassment but truly there is nothing for you to worry about. What happened was wonderful, do not let Eric take that away from you" Godric spoke sincerely. He reached out to hold her hand. It felt better when they were touching. Godric raised her hand and kissed her knuckles tenderly, her hands were pleasantly warm. He could hear her breath hitch, heart rate increase and see her eyes widen. He purred satisfactorily, oh he adored how he affected his mate.

Bella seemed to snap out of it and pulled her hand back, shaking her head as if to clear her head. Godric smirked internally, oh how he wish he could see what was going on in that pretty head of hers.

"Godric... It's not just Eric" Bella sighed sadly. He felt a jolt of panic. What did she mean by this? What else could of possibly went wrong in their relationship already? He began to internally panic but kept his face neutral.

"I see. Please, discuss your concerns with me and I am sure we can sort this. We are partners Bella, talk to me, I will help" He smiled at her softly. She looked back and stared at him for a long while. He kept his face warm and open, hoping she would see this as a good sign.

Eventually, she looked down and sighed, "Its just that this... us, it's moving too fast. I can't keep my head on straight. Everything is just so... intense. Don't get me wrong I... liked very much what he have done" Her delicious blood rushed to her cheeks "but I am reeling from it already, I've never done anything like this before and it just seems like too much, too fast. I am confused. I don't understand these... feelings, urges I have. I mean, I know the basics but it is just so different in practice. I am pretty much going on instinct and that scares me. Its intimidating. You have had centuries of experience and I have no idea what I'm doing, how to please you, if I'm not acting completely wrong and idiotic-"

Godric had to cut her off there. He would not let her thoughts go down this road.

He placed a finger to her lips and raised her chin, looking deeply into her sensuous brown eyes,

"Bella, let me just say right now that you have not acted wrong or idiotic, you have reacted like goddess, completely perfect, your reaction has been what I wished for and more. You are a natural. Never doubt your allure. Secondly, I understand your concerns and I know how daunting this must be for you so I have an idea that will hopefully alleviate your concerns" He looked at her determinedly. He could not lose her. Not now, not ever.

Bella bit her bottom lip and her cheeks flushed a delectable pink, "Okay, what is it?" She whispered shyly.

"We can discuss what happens between us, let me know how you felt and ask any questions that you want to know. Tell me if you would like to try anything. I will tell you what I like and enjoyed, I can teach you to please me, if you are so concerned. However, you have been doing a wonderful job so far Bella, I wish you could see yourself as I do" He smiled at her sadly. It hurt him deeply to see his mate so emotionally fragile. Although it bothered him he could not be as close to her as he liked, her inner pain ate away at him. She should never of been so hurt, she deserved nothing but happiness, joy and pleasure within her life. The fact he couldn't give it to her, killed him.

"It is all about communication Bella, I understand that you are young and inexperienced. This does not bother me, let me be your teacher, your guide, you need not feel any shame with me. Nothing you can say will make me turn away from you. I have been around a very long time and have never been this entranced by someone before, I swear this to you. I want this to work very much" He explained. Godric hoped this was not too emotional for Bella. She was not looking for romance, so he could not profess his love and take her into his arms as he longed to.

Bella smiled at him serenely with joy dancing in her eyes. She was so beautiful, so perfect, an angel.

"I would like that. It will be embarrassing talking to you about it but your right, we need to talk because I've got no clue" She looked adorably bashful and she said this.

He grinned at her, relieved beyond belief, "Excellent. How about I begin and when you feel comfortable, you may jump in?" He suggested.

Bella expelled a large gust of air and grinned back at him.

"That would be great" She said, relief evident in her voice.

Bella's whole body seemed more relaxed and at ease.

"lay down, get comfortable and I will begin" Godric said and proceeded to lay on the opposite side of the bed.

She did as he asked and lay down, tucking herself under the covers. He smiled, it was endearing the way she wiggled around and nuzzled into the bed spread, finding a perfection position. Once she had found it, she looked at him expectantly, eagerly. He smiled.

"Now, I will begin with what happened at Fangtasia, is that acceptable?" He questioned. Godric wanted to cover all bases.

She nodded enthusiastically. Her sole attention was focused on him. This pleased him to no end.

"Well, as you know, it began with a bite. Drawing blood and drinking it is a very sexual experience for a vampire. The act of a persons life force rushing into your mouth, the taste, the feeling, it is all very simulating. Not to mention that vampire fangs are an erogenous zone" He began simply.

Bella was watching him in total rapture. He could see her thinking furiously and would give anything to know what she was thinking.

"In addition to this, being bitten is also a very pleasurable experience. When I took your blood, my usual sexual attraction to you increased exponentially and the arousal you felt in respond to my bite, only fueled me further. In hindsight, perhaps I should not of instigated anything without your complete consent but I could not control myself. You were too tempting for words" Godric explained this all matter-of-factly. It was all true, he hoped that at some point she would jump in with a question or two.

He was not, however, disappointed in her reaction and her cheeks inflamed with blood and she smiled shyly. She looked so coy and seductive, her heart rate increasing. He paid attention to her reactions very carefully.

"But wait" She said, good, he was pleased she was asking questions, "You were um... aroused before you bit me. How does that work?" She asked an excellent question. He was, he recalled.

"Yes, you are quite right. The very idea of biting you exited me Bella. You are also felt aroused before I had bitten you, yes?" He questioned lightly, hoping not to embarrass her.

She nodded and looked to him for an explanation.

"You see, I may have acted inappropriately here. I deliberately seduced you to in order to make the bite more pleasurable for you. For you to want to be bitten by me. The more aroused, the less pain you feel" He said, hoping she would not be mad at him.

She appeared thoughtful and nodded her head. He felt relived.

"How did you do it?" She asked.

Godric was confused, "do what exactly?"

"You know, 'seduce' me" She said blushing. This did not help his confusion much.

"Do you not recall what happened?" He said, perhaps human memory was that poor. He was unsure.

"no, no, I remember. Just, explain it to me"

Godric thought about this for a moment.

"I see, well perhaps you can explain to me what happened and I will say my intentions behind each move" He offered helpfully. Godric was trying hard to keep his lust for Bella at bay but discussing what had happened, with her looking at him like that, was not helping. He had to calm down. He could feel himself already erect but ignored it.

"First of all, you touched my face and stroked it" She began.

Godric nodded, "yes, I did this to help calm you. In order to feel aroused it is best to be relaxed and at ease"

"then you explained what you were going to do..."

"Yes, I explained in detail what was about to transpire and used this to make you feel lustful. I did this also to take away any hesitance and trepidation you may feel, if you knew exactly was was about to transpire."

"That I don't understand. I started to want you then but how? All you were doing was talking to me. Is that bad?" She looked away.

Godric pulled her attention back to him immediately, "No. Not at all. I used provocative language and it is also about the delivery. I spoke to you, letting my lust show and your body's natural reaction is to respond in kind"

"I still don't get it"

Godric decided a demonstration was in order. His cock throbbed, oh how he wished she would require more than one of these.

He leaned over to her slowly and touched his lips to the shell of her ear. She shivered, "Bella, it can be quite exiting for me to explain all the delicious things I would like to do with your body" He murmured huskily into her ear, allowing his desire, longing and fierce lust show in his voice. He felt her heart beat faster and breathing increase. His inner beast purred in pleasure.

He continued, "I would tell you how I long to feel your supple breasts in my palm, to suck your hard little nipples, hear you crying my name hoarsely, begging me for more. And oh, you would beg. How I long for this and much, much more. I wish to do things to you that you cannot even comprehend, bring you to heights of pleasure you know nothing of..." He finished. He then sucked on her lope gently and tugged on it a little. She let out a breathy moan. He growled. She responded perfectly, always so perfectly. He could feel his need pressing against his trousers. Unfortunately, it would be unwise to press anything with her now. With great reluctance, he pulled away and looked into her eyes.

He growled lowly. She looked wild, pupils blown, panting, eyeing him hungrily. His inner beast struggled within him, desperate to be free and claim her.

Bella looked at him a little dazed, "wow" She breathed out.

Godric smirked. Oh what he wished he could do with her.

"You see? It can be very arousing can it not?" He willed his voice to go back to normal but it was still deeper than usual.

She nodded shyly, her eyes flashing between his lips and eyes. He held back a groan.

He was struggling internally with continuing with the conversation and touching her. Clearly, she was in need and as her mate, his natural response was to satisfy her, but rationally knew it would not be a good idea. He became frustrated.

He trailed his hand over her arm, above the covers. "Yes, I see. That's... arousing" She said, eyes still struggling to stay away from his lips. He could not help it, he licked his lips slowly, watching her eyes darken. He tried to hold his purr back.

"Tell me Bella, are you aroused now?" He asked darkly. His hand dancing along her arm, feeling the soft cool blankets but wishing it was her bare hot skin.

She blushed and bit her lip, looking away. He wondered if she would admit to it.

"Yes" She whispered. He felt a thrill go through him at her admission.

"...Is it that noticeable?" She continued to whisper. Godric smirked. Oh how it was. He could not smell her lust unfortunately as she was under the bed sheets but could see it clearly on her face.

"To me it is, a vampire notices these things more acutely" He moved his hand and touched her lips gently. He looked at him in awe and longing.

"I can hear your breathing increase, a sign you are exited" He began.

"Next, your heart races within your chest, pushing hormones throughout your bloodstream, altering your scent, making it more potent." He moved his hand to where her breast was, above the covers of course.

She moaned slightly in response.

"Next your eyes..." He moved his finger and stroked her eyelid, "I can see the lust lingering in your eyes, your pupils are larger and darker, your eyes tell me all that you long for" He finished in a mutter, staring deeply into her eyes.

Bella seemed totally entranced by him. It was intoxicating. He could take advantage of the situation and claim her as his own. He did not think she would protest. Of course he would never do this when she is not in the right mind, but it was a tempting and wistful thought.

Godric decided that it would be best to allow her the decision, "Bella love, would you like me to help you? Fulfill your need? I can see the longing in your eyes and it pains me to see you in such want when I could easily cure this for you" He mumbled, looking at her lips, wishing to kiss them. They had shared some intense sexual experiences but not kissed much. He had orchestrated this deliberately as kissing was rather intimate and did not know how she would feel about this. He longed to kiss her now, taste her, relive her.

Bella looked hesitant, this was not a good sign. If she did not want to, he would of course respect her wishes, even if it saddened him that she did not trust him.

"Um... are you sure you want to? You don't need to" She said.

Godric felt exited. This meant that she wanted him to pleasure her, didn't it? He thought so.

"Bella" He said very seriously, eyes boring into hers to convey the importance of what he was saying, "There is nothing I would love more than to help you seek your pleasure. I am desperate to relieve you but not wanting to push you" He explained.

Bella let out a gust of air, "Please Godric... I would like that" She breathed. He smirked. He would not do much, but could still bring her release.

He leaned forward and kissed her lips gently. He held back a groan, her lips were so warm, soft and tasted incredible. He explored her lips, placing tender kisses, helping her muscles relax. He moved at a slow pace so she would lose herself within the sensations and let her body control her actions, not her mind.

Godric cupped her face and stroked her hair, scrapping her scalp lightly with his blunt nails. She moaned slightly, the sound traveled straight to his groin. He flicked his tongue out, tasting her bottom lip, asking for admittance. As usual, her response was perfect; allowing him entrance into the gates of heaven. Her mouth was nirvana; so warm, so soft, so delicious. It was the most incredible sensation ever to kiss her. He would never tire of it. Not for eternity. Unfortunately, she needed to breathe so he peppered kisses along her face, moving his hand slowly down the covers, along her body.

They were still facing each other on their sides so he gently pushed her onto her back, hovering above her. His hand wandered lower, grazing across her erect nipples. He growled. Godric wanted to lavish proper attention that her breasts deserved but knew he should not. He moved his hand lower and slipped his fingers into her panties, circling her clit gently.

As soon as he touched her there she called out in pleasure. Yes, he liked hearing how much he could please her. How much she wanted him. Godric had to hold himself back as he felt her wetness and heat, he could imagine how blissful it would feel wrapped around him. Exploring all the possibilities with him mind, he moved his finger across her bud in a blur at vampire speed, bringing her to a quick release. He wanted more time to explore her thoroughly but this was not the time. As she was nearing release, he twisted his hand inserting two fingers inside of her whilst using the heal of his palm to continue stimulating her clitoris. She keened loudly at this. As his fingers pumped in and out of her, he imaged that it was another part of him inside of her and began rocking his hips. He groaned painfully, he was desperate for stimulation himself. Unable to control himself, he used his other hand to palm himself through his trousers. It worked wonders for his control, he feared he would pounce on Bella if not for some release.

He paid rapid attention to her movements, heart, breathing, the heat, moisture, everything that made the experience so wonderful for him. It was overwhelmingly erotic. But more than that, he felt close to her. He was pleasing her, his mate. He was bringing her satisfaction. This helped to quell some of the longing inside of him for his mate.

All too soon, she reached her release. Her insides pulsed rhythmically around his fingers, squeezing them. He moaned loudly, hearing her praise him,

"Oh Godric, Yes. That's so good. Don't stop" She called out hoarsely. He grumbled in pleasure.

As she reached her peak, he was surprised to not that a large amount of her juices released with her. He moaned, she was one of the few women who could do this. He was the luckiest man who had ever lived.

He too found his release and was thankful. It would not do to feel such a heightened sense of lust afterwards, Bella may feel responsible to aid him in his need and he would not have the willpower to stop her.

Afterwards, he licked his fingers clean, enjoying the taste. He wished he could clean it up from the source but knew it too soon. Bella did not notice this thankfully.

He reluctantly returned to the opposite side of the bed and watched as she slowly calmed. He worried at her reaction but she was too exhausted and simply drifted off into a peaceful slumber.

He smiled at her. He pulled the covers up, tucking her in carefully and gave her a soft kiss on the forehead.

Godric lay next to his angel, watching her sleep. She looked so peaceful, content, wonderful. It made his heart swell. It was also blissful to hear her praise him even unconscious. She called out his name along with how amazing he made her feel and such. He sighed in happiness.

Earlier in the night, he called her love. He hoped she did not pick up on his. It had slipped out but she did not seem to take much notice of it. That could have been troublesome.

Before the sun rose, he wrote her a quick note and then retired to his underground chamber begrudgingly.

Ignoring his son, who was already pulled under by the suns rays, he allowed himself to fall under, thinking about his beautiful mate.

A/N: Ugh, I didn't mean to make this chapter lemony, it just slipped out. Sorry if this story is becoming a bit too bitter for your tastes. Just let me know and I'll cut it down :)