Wow Thank You for all the favorites and followers! This one might get VERY emotional so prepare, and sorry next chapter is when u find out about Steven I wanted to bring out the story more.

Pearl, Garnet and Amethyst silently warped back to the Temple. Garnet went to her room trying to hide her feelings from the other gems. Amethyst passed up a chance to get snacks and slowly walked to her room silently blaming herself for not taking care of the monster like she should have. Pearl was still crying horribly from this. She carried the gem that once belonged to Rose then to Steven but now could it be empty? Pearl walked up to where Steven slept at night and saw his show was still on. She sat down where her and Steven had been that morning.

"This is such a idiotic show, Steven. I don't know why you like it so much. Can you hear me? Can you see me? Are you even in the the the theereeee...

Pearl started to sob again wishing she could go back in time to just let him sit though his favorite show with him. She stared and cried over the gem remembering all the precious memories that she had near the gem, all of the memories with Rose then with Steven. She knew how she felt when Rose died and Steven was born. She blamed him for so long but as soon as he started to walk and talk. Could this all over, NO! It isn't over he is still in there, I can feel it.

meanwhile... in Garnet's room

"Why did I let this happen? How did I let this happen? I have future vision I could have seen this coming but I chose not to use it on this mission! Steven is... was... just a child."

Garnet took of her shades and cried. "This is what it felt like when Rose... now, Steven, maybe. How could I survive without my little Steven? Why did this have to happen? Why did I let this just happen? I could poofed that monster before it hurt him!

Garnet remembered the look on his face before he poofed. Thinking of that made Garnet let all of her emotion out all at once. This was so unlike her but she couldn't help it. The pain she felt was no match for her usual self.

in Amethyst room...

Amethyst saw some chaps chips in her room. She picked them up and smelled them but she had no desire to eat the at this point. Steven was what gave the food taste.

"Steven."

Amethyst thought about the times they had together. She remembered a song he wrote awhile back and sung it while softly crying.

"If your evil on the rise,

you can count on the four of us taking you down,

Cause were good and evil never beats us

and after we win we'll go out for pizzas,

We are the Crystal Gems and we'll always save the day

and if you think we can we'll always save the day,

That's why the people of this world believe in,

Garnet, Amethyst and Pearl and st...st... STEVEN!

Amethyst curled up crying.

"Steven! Please come baaackkk!"

Amethyst sobbed herself to sleep.

All the gem were devastated. Amethyst was the only one who didn't blame herself about what happened. Although they felt differently about it they all felt the same. It felt like loosing Rose all over again. A half human in a gem how is that possible but Steven is still full of surprises so maybe just maybe Steven was still there. All the gems could do was wait and... hope.

At the big donut

"Sadie, have you seen Steven? He said he would be here a eight tonight."

"No Connie, I haven't seen Steven. I don't know where he is. He is usually in here by now."

"Maybe, he got sick and is in a hospital." Lars joked.

"Lars! You are just."

Sadie wacked him with an old news paper that was sitting on the counter while Lars laughed.

"It's okay I will check on him tomorrow."

"okay. Tell me why he wasn't here."

"Okay I will." Connie said walking out the door. Leaving the fighting pair by themselves in the store. "I wonder what is wrong he never cancels like this. I will find out what's wrong tomorrow morning. He must just be on a mission and forgot to tell me."

Told you this will be emotional. The next one will be interesting, very interesting.