(Jamie's journal)

Hey I uh… had a bad dream last night… it made me feel weird. Oh I guess I should start from the beginning of yesterday. Devlin came home with Logan who looked a little weird himself. He was chuckling and his arm was around Devlin's shoulder him kind of dragging him into the mansion. I didn't see Logan's bike ether, not sure why they walked home since Dev likes the bike and even wants one when he can drive.

Anyway I felt something weird after hearing some weird noises from inside my room. I looked around but didn't see anyone or anything that could be making the sounds so I thought hey forget it right? The night was still early and the professor lengthened.. (or shorten I don't know the way to say it heh… don't tell Storm she will make me do more homework!) my bed time so I got to walk outside to see the sun set. When it did though I felt something weird in me as it went down and the light was leaving.

I shook my head feeling kind of sick as I went back to my room. I laid… (or lied down… please don't rat me out to Storm!) in my bed as I had the dream… it was not so good… it was kind of scary. There was this one guy with a weird mask on his face looking like a long beak of some kind of bird… his skin was like… burnt off and dead!

He told me about my mom and dad… about if I wanted them to pay for leaving me… but what for!? Their death was an accident… wasn't it? No no of course it was! Its not like they wanted to leave me alone on the farm!… right?

AGH! I am sick of thinking about this! I have a happy life here in the institute since Devlin started hanging out with me! He made me feel like I had a family again… he helped me open up to the others and even had them be nice to me for a change… I'm happy… I am… so… so why do I have this bad feeling?

/next day\\\\\\\\\

OK I feel a whole lot better now! I was right! I have a family here. I am happy. I told Devlin about my nightmare and he hugged me and even got the others to have a huge game of mutant ball! It was great! I got to be on his team and his Crest clones make awesome team mates, he didn't really use his powers but his Clones did help a lot… then again they are part of his power right? Just not scary like before…

OK I have to get this out now or it is going to eat me up and that's why I started you to begin with so here it is… I seen him use his new powers… it… it scared me, he looked so much like how the others described Magneto, it was so horrible. It was like watching the Dev I knew die and something in his place come out… something… Evil… oh! not that I think he is evil! He went back to his old self… kind of when he cried about what he did.

I was so afraid for him, but happy to see it didn't fully change him. I'm sorry for not telling you before. I just didn't want to think of him different from what he was… he is like my big brother… kind of… I… I love him… I don't know what I would do if I loose him…

OOOK I think I am going way to deep! I should back away before I start crying. I don't want to get tears in you. I had you for a while now. Filling you with way to much feelings I don't want to loose… not like mom and dad's journal… darn it! I wish I knew where they left it… they had it with them for so long I hope its OK. I miss them a lot.. sure I was six when they… uh… you know…. I think i'll ask the professor if he can help me go back one day to find it… something in my gut makes me want to see them again… or to at least know about them a bit more. I was only six right? I am sure there were things I didn't know about them like what they kept doing in the cellar since they blocked it with a big metal door.

What were they hiding? And what caused the… the thing from happening? If only I knew I think I can move passed it… right? It might make the feeling go away… right? I hope so. I love them so much… if you ever read this... mom.. dad… I love you.

/X-men\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\

hey guys, one after the other lol

sky has got me working hard to keep these coming. The next one should be up soon probably real soon :D

Awesome right? Anyway I got to make sure you guys like the story and review and comment if you'd like, we appreciate it a whole lot since it helps us keep it up, if not he gets depressed and does not write out of frustration thinking the story is not interesting.

Buuut he has been laying on the drama in it a lot so expect a lot of feels from the story. Oh and just a warning to make sure you guys dooooo review if three people do not review there will be character death!

:) yeaaah so get to typing! Oh and don't worry those who placed in their oc's they are safe from death's scythe (as Sky would put it) so no worries to them but do expect a certain little diary keeper to be on the list. Then again this is all a big IF so don't worry to much. It could be a bluff from Sky. Which it is he is to kind hearted to kill off anyone.

Sooo thats all I got to say Blessed Be viewers! Please review so we know people are reading still.