Chapter 2: That was supposed to be my first kiss!

Ronnie Anne kept a grip on Lincoln's hand all the way until they reached her house. When she opened the door she grabbed Lincoln's hand again and pulled him into her room, where she closed the door. Lincoln sat down on her bed, and Ronnie Anne stood by the door with her arms crossed and an angered expression across her face. She knew she couldn't hurt him, she couldn't do that even if she forced herself too. But she was infuriated, not with him, but with that girl that was sitting in his lap pinning him to the ground.

So after a moment of silence, she said, "Who was that girl?, but her tone sounded furious. Lincoln's face fell into a saddened and angered one. He clenched his fists and tightly shut his eyes as he gritted his teeth. So Ronnie Anne, clearly seeing just how distressed he was, walked over and sat next to him and placed her hand on his. Which seemed to relax him quite a lot.

Soon enough he returned to a calm state, and Ronnie Anne said, "Lincoln, please tell me. Who was that girl on top of you?". Lincoln hesitated for a moment, he couldn't exactly tell Ronnie that the girl sitting in his lap pinning him was his sister, who which he was deeply in love with. So instead, he said, "She is the girl I'm deeply in love with, but she said…some pretty bad things about me. Then I realized something, something awful.". He tightly shut his eyes and clenched his hands again. Although it barely hurt Ronnie Anne, she wanted to help him.

He was clearly pained and hurt, so she wanted to do her best to help him, because she loved him. So she ignored the pain and said, "Lincoln, please tell me, I want to help you. No matter how bad it is, I won't think of you any differently than I already do.". Which seemed to relax Lincoln a little, so he continued while doing his best to hold back his tears, "I found out that my family doesn't love me, or even like me. I found out that I'm useless and a burden. I found out that I am weak, stupid, useless, and I mean nothing to everybody. If my own family doesn't even love me, then who could love me? I hate my life, and I hate my family. I gave everything to them, my time, money, comics, I even let them sleep in my bed a couple of times. I'm unloved, unneeded, and unwanted. I mean nothing to everybody…I am nothing. I cried for so long, so long. I wanted to end it, right then and there. What's the point in living if your own family doesn't even care about you? It hurts, it hurts so much that I can't bare it. I hate this feeling, I hate it!". When he started yelling it put Ronnie on edge. Nobody should be this angry, it was unstable for them, and it could make them do things that they would regret. Ronnie knew this was her chance, after all, she loved him, with all her heart.

He said nobody loved, cared, needed, wanted, or even liked him…but that wasn't true. So she held his hand tighter, and she looked at him and used her other hand to make him look at her. She used her other hand to gently move his chin so that he was looking at her, then they stared at each other's eyes. She didn't take her hand off of his chin as she made him look at her. Ronnie Anne said, "That's not true Lincoln.", and Lincoln said as a tear fell from his cheek, "How do you know?", with a hint of desperation in his voice.

Then she pulled together all the courage she had, and she thought to herself, "Come on Ronnie Anne Santiago! You are the toughest girl in the school! You are the strongest girl in the school! You have a reputation for being the baddest girl there! You are rough, tough, strong, and…in love. You can tell him how you feel, you have too! This might be your only chance before somebody takes him from you!". Then she said to Lincoln, "I know that you are loved, cared for, wanted, and needed…because…because I need you, I want you, I care for you…I love you.". He was silent for a moment, he and she already knew how the other felt about them, but she had never really said she loved him, only things about him. After a while of silence, he finally broke the silence and said, "Ronnie Anne, I knew that you loved me, but I didn't want to be with you because of Lynn. She was the girl I loved, and the one that was on top of me pinning me to the ground. I'm sorry for never thinking about your feelings towards me, but…". His sentence trailed off, and that's when Ronnie Anne's heart sank.

Did he just reject her? Seriously? She slowly took her hand off his, and she stood up. Her heart hurt, it was painful. So she clutched it and tried to walk out, but she was stopped. She turned around and saw Lincoln, he had grabbed her wrist tightly enough to stop her, but not tightly enough to hurt her.

Then he said, "But now I realized something. I realized that no matter all the problems that I've gone through, even now, you are, and were always with me. You helped me through all my problems and situations. You even took the blame for me a couple of times and you nearly got expelled for it. You care about me. You want me. You actually like me. You want me to be happy, and I want you to be happy. You love me, and right now I realized something else. I…I…I love you too.". That's when she felt her heart feel completely fixed and her chest didn't hurt anymore. Then he pulled her closer and he hugged her tightly. She was surprised at first, but nonetheless she hugged him back just as tightly. After a long moment of standing there hugging, they finally pulled away.

Lincoln said, blushing slightly, "So, does this mean…we…are like…a thing?", which made Ronnie Anne make a seductive smirk. Ronnie Anne placed a hand on his chest and slowly and gently pushed him to the back of her bedroom wall and she moved her hands so that she was hugging his neck as she leaned on his chest a little. Their chests were touching and Lincoln could feel her little mounds pressing on his chest, which made him blush. She knew he could feel her chest, which only made her want him in 'that' way. So she leaned on him even more so that he could feel her chest even more, which made him blush even more.

Then she moved her head closer to his, making their noses touch, and she said, "We are definitely a thing now. Also, I heard at school that you've never been kissed before. So does that mean you haven't had your first kiss yet?". He slowly nodded which made her seductive smirk grow, which now started to turn Lincoln on. Then she leaned her head in farther, not enough to kiss him, but enough for the other to feel each other's hot breath. Ronnie Anne said, "Good, because I want all your first times. Nobody else can have you…nobody.". Even though she sounded a little Yandere, he loved the fact that she loved him so much.

Then she said, "You have no idea how long I've wanted to be with you, and I won't let any other girl have you. I love you, Lincoln Loud.". Just before she could kiss him, they heard a knock on her door, and Ronnie Anne growled a little in annoyance as she pulled herself off of Lincoln. Then they heard a voice say, "Little sis! There's some girl wanting to see you!", and Ronnie Anne said, "Tell her she can wait! I'm doing something more important right now!". Then the door opened and Bobby was standing there, and he saw Lincoln blushing and Ronnie Anne annoyed. Bobby realized what they were doing and he smiled, because he and Lori did the same thing from time to time.

He honestly loved young love, especially for his little sister. He didn't really think she would end up with anybody since she acted like a boy most of the time. So seeing her about to make-out with a guy made him smile knowing she had finally found a guy that loved her. Sadly though, the girl at the door sounded like it was an emergency, so he was forced to interrupt. So he said, "The girl at the door said it's very important, an emergency at that.".

Ronnie Anne sighed and put a hand on her forehead and said, "Fine, let's just get this over with so I can hang out with Lincoln more.". Just then, said girl from the door, walked into Ronnie Anne's room brushing past Bobby, who had closed the door after she walked in. Lincoln's heart stopped, and Ronnie Anne grew furious. Then Ronnie said, "So, you must be Lynn. The girl who broke Lincoln's heart!", and she was correct, it was Lynn standing in the room with them. Though she had a worried expression on her face, and she said, "Look, I just came to talk to Lincoln.".

When Lynn tried to walk over to Lincoln, Ronnie stepped in her way and said, "You need to leave, before you get hurt. Lincoln doesn't want you hurt, but that doesn't mean I won't punch your teeth in if you test my patience. So I suggest you leave before I kick your ass out that door.". Lynn said, "Then that's a risk I'm willing to take, because I came to talk to him.", which surprised Ronnie Anne. So, clearly seeing how serious Lynn was, Ronnie Anne stepped aside but kept an eye on her. Lincoln was still on the wall, so Lynn approached him but kept some distance. He was in arms reach though.

Lynn said, "Lincoln…I know I caused you immense pain, but I'm sorry. I know how you feel now, I realized what you felt because I felt it. When you left, I felt everything you felt, and I hated it. I realize now what I've done, and I know just how bad it is. I want to fix it, I want to fix everything I did wrong to you. I want to help you get better. I want you to come back to us. I want you to love me again. I want…you.". Ronnie Anne tried her best not to knock Lynn out because she had just confessed to her new boyfriend, while Lincoln on the other hand. Was trying his best not to feel everything he felt before while holding back tears, but he failed to hold back one tear. It slid down his chest, which caught both the girls attention, and Lynn said, "Lincoln, I love you. I'm in love with you Lincoln. I love you Lincoln, so much. I want to be with you. I want to cuddle with you. I want to kiss you. I want to hug you day and night. I want to be as close as I can to you. I want to be with you…forever. I love you Lincoln, with all my heart. I know I hurt you…badly, but I won't give up on earning your forgiveness. I love you so much, and I won't give up on us. I'll do my very best to earn your forgiveness and to earn back the love I lost. I know you're hurt, but I will help you. I want to help you…I need to help you. I know the pain I caused you, and I feel terrible for that. I want to help you, and I will help you. Even if it is the last thing I do. I want to be with you, and I'll earn your love back, I'll do whatever it takes.". With each word Lynn said, it infuriated Ronnie Anne even more, and it made Lincoln calm down even more.

Then Lynn said, "what I'm about to do, just know this. I heard it is the best way to express your love to somebody, so I hope this works.". Ronnie Anne knew exactly what Lynn meant by that, considering she was just about to do that before her big brother interrupted them. Lynn leaned forward and grabbed Lincoln's shirt, and before Ronnie Anne or Lincoln could react. Lynn yanked him forward and kissed Lincoln on the lips, shocking both Lincoln and Ronnie Anne. After a long moment of silence, Lynn finally pulled away, and Lincoln blushed madly.

Suddenly, Lynn felt a fist connect to her jaw and Lynn hit the ground hard. Ronnie Anne had hit her to the ground, and she yelled, "YOU BITCH!!!! THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY KISS!!!! I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HIS FIRST KISS!!!!". Which infuriated Lynn, and she stood back up and pushed Ronnie Anne and said, "He isn't your man! He loved me first, not you!". Ronnie pushed her back and said, "Oh yeah! He just said a minute ago that he loved me! You broke his heart you heartless bitch! You don't deserve his love!". Which made Lynn freeze, and she thought to herself, "Did he really say that? Am I…too late?".

So she immediately calmed down and looked at Lincoln, who was looking at her with a furious blaze in his eyes as his usually warm and caring smile only showed anger. Then she said, "Is that true? Did you really say you loved her?", and after a moment of hesitation, he finally answered, "Yes, and I think you should leave Lynn, now.". She tried her best to hold back a tear, which she successfully did. Then she thought to herself, "This is my fault. I wasn't strong enough to admit my feelings before, and now I've lost him. All because I was weak…no…No…NO!!!! I REFUSE to lose him! I WON'T give up! I WON'T give in! I will do everything I can to win him back! I won't lose him just because of some girl! But I need help, I need my sisters.". Then Lynn ran out the room while slamming the door closed and Ronnie said, "God, what a mood killer.", and she walked over to Lincoln as both of their angered feelings and expressions fell.

Then she pinned him on the wall like before and leaned on his chest making sure to press her chest on his so that he felt her mounds. Then she said, "But now that she's gone, I can have all the fun I want with you, and you can have all the fun you want with me.", and she tapped his nose with her finger. After that, she moved her hands to cup both his cheeks, and she gently leaned her head forward and connected their lips. Lincoln gladly kissed her back, and Lincoln put his hands onto her waist as Ronnie Anne deepened the kiss by pressing her lips forward. Soon enough Ronnie opened her mouth slightly, practically begging for Lincoln to start French kissing her.

Which he gladly started doing and he moved his tongue into her mouth and played with her tongue, causing her to moan a little. She pulled away slightly and said, "Who knew being sexy towards your partner would be so much fun, and it feels sooo good.". Lincoln said with a seductive voice, "I know how to make it feel even better, and I can do it if you want me too.", which seemed to make her eyes go wide, "He can make this feel even better?", she thought. Then he whispered in her ear, which sent shivers down her spine as he said it in a very seductive and sexy voice as his hands went from her waist, lower down, almost touching her butt, which only made her want him even more, "Well? Do you, want me, to make it, better?". Then he flipped their positions so that she was the one that was pinned and he had her pinned.

She was known as the roughest, toughest, strongest, and the most rebellious girl in the entire school. Yet, here she is, easily being dominated by her new found boyfriend. She wanted him, badly. She loved everything about him. His white hair. His soft touch, how he was always gentle but could easily be rough. His smell when he sweat or when he was near her. His charming smile and the way it just possessed her. His jokes…everything.

She loved everything about him, and she loved him. After she thought about this, she busted, she couldn't control herself anymore. She felt a surge of energy run through her and she knew she had lost control of herself. She knew she had just been dominated. Ronnie Anne looked directly into Lincoln's eyes, and both of their eyes showed pure list and love.

Lincoln said, "Well Ronnie? Do you not want it? Because if not I could just-", but he was cut off when Ronnie Anne wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him close to her hard, and she began to french kiss him again, but much much rougher. It was a desperate kiss though, and he loved it. He loved that he could do this to her, and he loved her. Then she gently pushed him off and grabbed his hand, and guided him to her bed where she pushed him on, forcing him to lay on his back on her bed, and she jumped on it and straddled his lap. Then she said, in a desperate, lustful, seductive voice, "Please Lincoln, take me. I can't wait any longer, I want you, I need you. All I want is to be your lover, now and forever. Please Lincoln, take me, here and now. I'm begging you, please take me.".

If Lincoln had to be honest, Ronnie Anne begging really turned him on, and he loved it. So he sat up, with her still straddling his lap, and he put his hand on her shoulders and said, "Prove it then. Prove how much you really want it. Prove how much you want and need me.". Ronnie said, "How do I prove it then? Please tell me.", and she said that with again, a hint of desperation in her voice. Then Lincoln started to kiss her neck, making her make a small moan with each kiss. Then Lincoln said through kisses, while also making sure to give her hickeys, "I want…you to…beg. If you truly…want it…that badly…then beg for it.".

Ronnie Anne's eyes went wide as her mouth gaped. He wanted her to beg more for it? Man, he really must be enjoying this. She thought to herself, "He really wants me to beg even more now?! God I love Lincoln, he knows just how to toy with me! Fine, if he wants a girl who will beg for him, then I'll gladly do that. I want to be with him, and he wants to be with me, plus…I haaave always kinda sorta wanted to be his slave like this.".(deal with it*imoji with sunglasses and smile*). Ronnie Anne pried Lincoln away from her neck and she gently forced him to lay down on his back. Then she took off her jacket revealing a white sleeveless shirt and she undid her hair and it fell to one side.

Then she went down slowly and she held her hands out to keep herself up. Now she was hovering over him while straddling his lap. She was completely taken over by lust that she couldn't control herself anymore. So she said, "You want me to beg? Okay, I'll beg for you.", which made Lincoln smirk. Who knew this kid knew how to turn girls on so much?

She moved closer and closer to him until they could feel each other's hot breath again. Then she said in a desperate, seductive, sexy voice, "I want you, right here and now Lincoln. I want everything from you. I want you to do me so good that I'll be seeing stars. I want you to kiss me so good that my lips will swell. I want you to have your way with me. I want you to do what you want with me. I want you to toy with me and to do whatever you want with me. I want you to make me your lover.(Just so everybody who reads this knows, the definition of 'lover' is when a couple start having…'intimate' moments together). I want you to own me completely. I want you to rock my world, day and night. I want you to love me forever. I want you to be mine forever. I want you to completely forget about that Lynn bitch. I want you to be mine, and for me to be yours…forever.".

Now Lincoln was about to bust, he was so filled with lust that his mind was clouded, but he could still barely think straight. So he said, "What specifically do you want? What specifically do you want to do?", now Ronnie Anne was really getting turned on. She loved this whole demanding and dominating side of him. So she said, "I want you deep inside me, so deep that you'll break me from the inside. I want you to do me so good that it'll feel like a blessing from heaven. So do me Lincoln, do me in which ever way you please.". Lincoln smirked even bigger, and he moved his hands onto her waist, making her moan slightly at his touch.

Then he slowly moved his hands down until it was at her jeans, and he slid his hands down her jeans and onto her butt. Ronnie Anne bit her lower lip at the amazing feeling of pleasure she was getting. Then Lincoln gave her butt a hard squeeze which made her yelp a little. It was a little painful, but she loved the painful pleasure she was getting, and she enjoyed it even more knowing Lincoln was getting to do whatever he wanted to her. Then suddenly he pulled his hands off her butt and out of her jeans with great speed and he grabbed her and made her flip so that she was laying down right next to Lincoln.

Ronnie was extremely confused at first, but then the door opened and Lori came in. Lincoln had just enough time to hear Lori's steps before she came in to hide what they were doing. Ronnie made an angered expression because Lori had just interrupted the best moment of her life. Lori said, "Come on Lincoln, it's time to go home.", she was still beating herself up mentally because of what she had said about him. Lincoln said with an annoyed tone and expression, "I don't want to go. I want to stay here with Ronnie Anne.".

Lori said, "We have to go home Lincoln, everybody's worried about you.", which instantly fumed Lincoln. Immediately after she finished her sentence, Lincoln jumped off the bed and stood right in front of Lori with an expression so furious it sent shivers down her spine. Then Lincoln said in a enraged tone, "Oh so NOW they care about me huh?! NOW they care about my feelings?! NOW they care about where I am?! NOW they care about how I am?! Well SCREW them!!!! I don't care about them anymore!". Even Ronnie Anne looked shocked, nobody had ever seen him this angry. Lori on the other hand, looked scared and angry.

So Lori said, trying to sound like she was in charge, even though she was kinda scared of her little brother, "You listen here Lincoln-", but she was cut off when Lincoln said, "NO YOU LISTEN HERE LORI!!!! I've had enough of you, Leni, Luna, Luan, Lynn, Lucy, Lola, Lana, Lisa, and Lily! I've had enough of all of you!". Now you could clearly see the fear in Lori's eyes as she tried it back up but somehow the door had closed and her back was on it.

When she was basically trapped, Lincoln continued, "I used to love Lynn! I was in love with her! Hell, I still might even be in love with her! I don't even know how I feel about her anymore, but I know this for damn sure! I! Hate! You! ALL! I did so much for all of you, and all you did was treat me like I was nothing! I don't want to go back to that hell hole of a house! I-". He was cut off when he felt a sudden hand on his shoulder, and he turned around ready to yell at whoever just touched him. But his rage disappeared completely when he saw it was Ronnie Anne, and his angered expression fell into a calm and collected one. Then she hugged him and gave him a little but nice kiss on his cheek and she said, "Please he calm Lincoln. This amount of anger isn't good for you.". Even though he wanted to curse out his sisters, all of them.

He wouldn't now that Ronnie Anne asked him. So when she pulled from he hug, she said, "Go home Lincoln, we will see each other tomorrow at school. After all, we have all of our classes together.(I know that isn't true but it is in this fanfiction.). Lincoln's expression fell to a saddened one, but nonetheless he nodded his head.

Just as he was about to turn towards the door, she grabbed his hand and pulled him closer. She kissed him on the lips and he kissed her back, after a few seconds though, they pulled back and Ronnie said, "I love you Lincoln.". Lincoln gladly said, "I love you too Ronnie.". Then Lincoln turned to Lori. Then his anger instantly came back, but he wouldn't give into his anger, for Ronnie Anne, his girlfriend.

So he brushed past Lori and started walking back to his house with Lori right behind him. As he was walking away, Ronnie Anne stood on her front porch(I don't know if she had one but she does in this fanfiction.) until he was out of sight. On his way back home, he thought to himself, "Screw my sisters. They don't care about me, and they don't love me. They can all go be rotten together, I don't care. God I really don't want to see them, especially Lynn. I guess I'll just have to deal with it, like I always do. I can't wait to see Ronnie Anne again, she's the only good thing in my life right now, and I can't bare to loose her…I won't lose her…I can't loose her.".