One last warning, this chapter will deal with the actions during the rape, it will not be SUPER Graphic but graphic enough, some violence and Abuse, so please be aware.

Just to explain something before we continue I was attacked recently by an ex and for me the one thing that has ever helped me deal with trauma, including this and the abuse I suffered from him before was to write stories that, kind of explained what happened, so this is not a detail account of what happened obviously but writing it has been therapeutic for me so please bare with me during this chapter, you do not have to read it. You will be safe reading UN-italicized parts and u will get the gist of what has happened… thank you all in advance!

Ducky watched as Abby flinched and moaned his name in her sleep, Sadly the medications were making it entirely to hard to wake her and despite his best attempts she still remained asleep. He hoped Jethro would return soon, Hopefully he would be able to pull Abby from the nightmare. Until then Ducky would pray they ended soon,

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Abby walked out of her bedroom straight into his chest, "Hey! What are you doing here?" He shrugged, "Just thought I would come by and check up on you!" She smiled at him sweetly, "Aww! That's so nice of you, But I'm fine. I just need a good nights sleep after the week we've had." He nodded before lifting the paper wrapped bottle to his lips, She looked at him carefully. "Are you okay?" He looked at her, before taking another swig. "I'm just fine, Why do you ask?" She tilted her head, "Well you are drinking straight from the bottle, and you kinda look drunk already." He just stared at her before walking towards her and grabbing the back of her head forcefully and pressed his lips to hers. Shocked by the action she stumbled backwards pulling him with her, They fell onto the couch has he dropped his bottle to hold her head more firmly against his. She struggled to push him away but finally managed to shove him off of her and onto the floor, she jumped to her feet as she looked down at him "What the Hell? You know I don't love you like that! I think you need to leave before I call Gibbs!" She started to step over him when his hand shot out and grabbed her ankle causing her to fall forward barely missing the coffee table but caused her head to smack off the floor instead.

Groaning she pulled her leg free and got to her feet as she stumbled to the bedroom, just as she reached her phone he grabbed her from behind and slammed her into the dresser. The phone slipped from her fingers and fell to the floor. She reached forward to try and grab something to help from the top of the dresser as he flung her around and slammed her into the wall causing the antique clock to fall from the wall and the glass to shatter around her feet, He reached forward and grabbed her pigtails to pull her towards him. She lashed out with her nails scratching at whatever she could reach before he threw her towards the living room, this time she didn't miss the coffee table as she fell into and threw the top, she felt the glass cut into her back as she screamed out. She rolled carefully off the glass as she felt him grab her arm, she pulled back as swung with all she had as her fist connected with his face. He stumbled back but didn't let go of her arm, But threw a punch of his own knocking her sideways into her coffin and onto the floor.

She felt him grab her wrists as she tried to get her bearings, He pulled them high above her head and fastened them to the stand that held her beloved coffin, before pulling back and punching her a few more times to keep her from struggling. She struggled to stay conscious as she watched him pull his cloths off, before reaching over and grabbing the bottle he had dropped earlier. He took a deep drink before he turned back to her, "You're going to love this Abbs." She shook her head, "PLEASE DON'T PLEASE! I-I'm begging you please! Don't!" He looked down at her, "You Know you want it! These short little skirts! The flirting! You knew what you were doing!" She felt tears slip down her cheeks as he grabbed her shirt and ripped it down the middle, She tired to kick at him as he pulled her underwear off from under her skirt, but he slammed them to the ground each time she tried, "NO! PLEASE STOP!" she started screaming but his hands quickly wrapped around her throat.

As she looked straight into his eyes as his hands tightened around her throat, She struggled against him, but he was just too strong. Her vision started to fade as he finally let go, She forced her self to suck in a deep breath before he shoved her crumpled underwear in her mouth and placed his hand on across her mouth. She tried to keep him off of her using her feet, but she just couldn't and cried out in shock and pain when he pushed inside of her. She stopped struggling once she realized he wasn't going to stop, He had her.

Tears filled her eyes as she moved her eyes away from his face and landed on a picture of her, Him and Gibbs. Tears slipped down her cheeks as she stared at the photo, Gibbs will be devastated. He was going to be so angry, as if reading her mind he placed his mouth next to her ear as he panted. "He'd never believe that you didn't want this Abby, He just knows you like it rough." She choked on a sob, and shook her head. "Oh yeah, Hell I bet he wouldn't mind having a piece himself… He'll probably hate that you let me in here before him. Fuck I should let him know you led me on, wanted me to take you like this. Didn't you Abby? Wearing those short skirts, pressing up against me… Oh you wanted it."

Abby just stared at the photo until she felt him shudder and pull back. She tried to pull herself into as tight a ball as possible, as she spit the cloth from her mouth. She shivered as she felt him move, She looked up as he stood and began pulling his cloths back on. She watched as he drank deeply from the bottle once he was fully dressed before he looked back at her. She quickly looked away as he dropped to his knees and leaned over her, "You tell anyone, I will tell them you wanted it, that it was all a game, I mean look at you. Who wouldn't believe me over you? Do we agree?" she nodded after a moment, and flinched as he reached above her to remove the cuffs from her wrists before standing and walking from the apartment.

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Abby startled awake as her door shut in her dream, tears instantly sliding down her face. She tried to sit up as her tears threatened to choke her, but pain blossomed across her back causing her to yell out in pain. Suddenly there gentle hands on her back and neck, hands on her arms and wrist steadying her, She could smell Tea and old books, then Sawdust and Old spice. Ducky, Gibbs she breathed in as she felt them help her lay back down. She looked to Ducky as he gripped her hand in his, She gripped his tighter as he reached out carefully to wipe a tear away and gave her a shaky smile.

After returning Ducky's smile with a small one of her own, she turned to Gibbs. Her heart nearly stopped at the dried blood and newly forming bruises that were forming on his face. His lip was busted and he had a small cut above his left eye, but his eyes held hers for a moment before he leaned towards her and placed a kiss to her forehead. "Its over Abbs." He whispered against her head. She stared at him as he pulled back before she asked "You got him?" He nodded before blinking back tears "Told us everything." Abby felt herself begin to tremble, as she looked from Ducky to Gibbs, "You believe me?" she blurted out before she could stop herself, the look of sorrow on Gibbs face made her instantly begin to apologize, but he stopped her by quickly sitting on the bed and carefully pulling her into his arms. "I believe you, Abbs. Never Didn't." she nodded against his shoulder as she finally allowed herself to break down completely, safely in his arms.

TBC