Chapter 3

When I charged my phone, I saw several messages from Carlisle, but I couldn't reach him, when I tried to call, meaning that he was with his family. It made me sad sometimes knowing that I wasn't going to be a part of it.

So instead of trying to reach him, I called Alice. I was dreading it, but she needed us more than ever "Bella... Hey!" She sounded happy, but with a raspy voice. I knew that voice. She had been crying.

''Alice! ...''fuck, Bella! Speak" ''... I'm so happy to be back. We should grab some food, I really miss you.''

''You should come over.'' She said.

I was stunned into silence, but ended up stammering ''Umm, yes, yes, of course – hahaha. I should! I'll see in a minute... or two hahaha.'' Stupid... I felt fucking stupid.

But after we ended the conversation, I sped off to the Cullens mansion.

I felt uneasy walking up the stairs... I don't know why. But when a blonde thing with big tits in a tight shirt. She was chewing bubble gum and looking up and down on me... I suddenly felt- well, not ugly, but not particularly pretty dressed in a sundress and a big oversizes jacket.

Was she gonna let me in? ''I'm Bella,'' I said, hoping she knows who I am.

''I'm Tanya – where's the pizza?'' she asked

Before I could say that I wasn't the pizza delivery, Edward came up ''Whats the holdup, babe?'' he said before he saw me. This must've been his new girlfriend that Jasper mentioned. Well, he opted for a blonder model I see. I wondered what happened to Jessica ''Oh, it's just you.'' He said

They still didn't move from the door, so I just started to walk in anyways, pushing my way through. I heard Tanya ask ''Who is she?'' and Edward answering ''Alices' friend.'' Alright. So he really tried to forget about Carlisle and me, not even mentioning that I was his ex. Good... I guess.

Walking into Alice's room, was something. She was in her bed, looking so tiny as ever, and tired. I wanted to cry seeking her likes this ''Hey Alice.'' I said, feeling the gut-wrenching sadness over our lost friendship.

She looked at me and smiled a bit ''Hey girl. How was the trip back?'' I wanted to feed her, but I left the comments on that topic to myself. I wanted to bring her some water, and make her a nice hot tub.

''It was good. I'm very happy to be back in NYC.'' I remember when she was so sad that everyone was leaving and I suddenly wished I never had ''Sometimes you just need to venture to different places, to know where you belong.'' I finish, hoping that that could somehow, even a tiny bit resonate with her.

She nodded ''Cool.'' Is all she said before asking ''Do you know?''

I think I did. Carlisle and Jasper, the two closest people for her, did tell me some stuff, but I needed to hear her part of it ''Tell me everything.'' I said, choosing not to answer.

''My mother just found out that I was purging, and we had a big fight.'' She waved her hand like it was nothing. We must have been silent for a long while, my eyes saying everything that I didn't dare to say to her face, and then I saw her eyes well up with unshed tears '' I've missed you. I missed us... I'm just sad all the fucking time.'' She let out her first sob ''Everyone left and I've been so lonely here. And now this-'' she waved her hand between us ''-we used to be friends, now I don't even understand this, because we are definitely not close, but you're the closest one I have.'' She started to sob a bit harder, and I took her hand in mine. I knew this was coming, just not the next day of my flight ''I know Jasper hates me and I know that daddy is worried sick, but I just need some control and something to focus on.'' She waved at her body with her other hand and started to full on sob ''I am so tired all I want to do is sleep, and I'm scared because I don't think that I want to wake up.'' If this wasn't a call for help, I don't know what was. I could feel myself tear up as well.

I thought of every word that I said ''Alice, we'll help you – I'll help you. And, eventually, you'll feel better, I promise.'' She needed us here. I have no idea if I should be promising her that she will get better, but I wanted to make her all better ''You don't have to be healthy right now, alright? That's just a process that's going to take time.'' I said.

She nodded her head and kept listening to what I said ''Maybe let's make a list – what to do, and lets set the goal, okay?'' she offered ''On paper, things will look much clearer. I don't promise that that will help, but I feel like its a start for me.'' She smiled a bit and I returned it.

I went and fetched some paper and a pen, and sat back down on the bed next to her ''So the first thing I think is – take a bath, '' I wrote it down and waited for the second '' I think before I can go and do anything, I should break up with Jasper... officially,'' she laughed at that when she started to say it but was serious when she finished the sentence. She was right, they weren't together for a long time now. I nodded and wrote that down ''So after I've showered and talked to Jasper, I think I should take daddy up on his offer.'' She said her head hanging low.

I didn't ask her anything, just scribing down what she said

1. Shower.

2. Break up with Jasper.

3. Take daddy's offer.

I showed her and she hugged me ''Bella, why did you leave NYC?'' She asked suddenly.

I couldn't tell her because your daddy was breaking my heart, so I just said ''I felt like my heart was in million pieces, so I left.'' It was true ''Rosalie just followed Emmett.'' That was true as well. Emmett wanted to study somewhere warm, and he had been the new kid, so he wasn't here when we promised each other to stay in NYC. Truth be told, she would follow him anywhere.

She nodded against me. I felt like we were on a road of recovery, the two of us.

''Isabella! How pleasant to see you here.'' I heard Carlisle's voice.

As Alice and I pulled from each other, I saw him leaning against the door. He definitely was working out.

''Daddy – I'm going to take a shower, and after that, I want to talk, alright?'' She stood up and went to the bathroom.

It was just the two of us left here, and as I heard the bathroom door closing I said ''We made a list.'' I showed him ''She wants to take you up on your offer.''

I saw his face change to interested to shocked ''She said yes?'' He asked and I nodded.

''What offer is that? I didn't ask Alice.'' Curiosity got the best of me and I hoped he would answer.

Carlisle's eyes got soft and I suddenly felt such love for him, I didn't want him to be hurt ''Its a team approach, of medical treatment, counseling, therapy, and education.''

I couldn't stop myself from saying '' You're a great father.''

He just smiled, but his eyebrows pulling together in question. He didn't ask anything, and I just got on my knees and crawled to him. When I was at his feet, I got back on my knees, from the crawling position, my face just inches away from his cock. I could see the question in his eyes replaced by hunger and lust for me. He didn't say or do anything still.

My hand slowly crept up from his ankles to his knees to his member I was cupping him, and I put my face against him as well. I felt him getting hard, as I massaged. He still had his jeans on, and only after I felt him getting hard, I stood up.

I was smiling, looking at his confused face ''I have to call Jasper, tell him to come over.''

He pushed me against the door, his forehead resting against mine ''No – you do not.'' His face went a bit lower and he was kissing my neck, and I couldn't help but to swoon at that ''You will finish what you started, Bella.''

I was well aware that he hadn't cum yet – only if he had masturbated, but not by me or at my presence. I slipped to my knees, keeping eye contact with him. I was the one to open his belt and pulling his pants down ''What did you want me to do, again?''I teased, as I grabbed him.

''Bella, remember how I was edging you? I can do that all day.'' I knew he would, and I knew he was teasing as well, so I put him in my mouth very quickly, and sucked slowly, playing with my tongue.

I heard his breathing catch in his throat, as I kept wetting all of his lengths, so I could take him in my mouth as much as I could, and my saliva could be a lubricant for my hands in places where my mouth couldn't reach.

''God dammit Bella.'' He moaned. It was a thrill, I have to say. We were technically in the door frame, to Alices room – Alice could come out of the shower, Edward with Tanya could come up. We were playing with fire in the open air. The thought made me suck harder, made me work rougher and sloppier.

''Fuck '' His voice was low and full of bliss. His hands went to my hair, as he pushed me down harder. I didn't mind. I used to hate it, with other guys in the first semester in university, but honestly – it made me wet, that Carlisle was enjoying this to a degree, he was almost fucking my mouth, needing a release from me – from what I was doing.

I wondered if the slurping sounds could be heard by others, as I sucked harder, my saliva everywhere – on my face, in my hair, on my clothes. I felt his hips bucking forward, making me gag until he stiffened up a bit, and he came undone. I swallowed everything – I found it was easier if his cock was further in my throat.

I knew I was cruel, when I kept sucking, even after he had come. He started to shake and pulled away. I looked up and he was smiling ''If you don't stop darling, I'll pass out on top of you.'' I giggled at that and got up ''You need to clean your face, Bella. Go to my bathroom.'' He continued and I obliged.

''Sure daddy,'' I said jokingly and skipped to his room, but not after he smacked my butt.

We were acting like kids around one another, but honestly, we were happy with one another. I knew the situation of why I was here was serious, but I couldn't stop from feeling happy with the two of us.

Carlisle was right though – I needed to clean my face up. My lips were puffy and my cheeks red, and my whole face was covered in my saliva, not to mention the mascara that was running down my face. Any traces of my make up were ruined. I just washed my face – nothing I could do more about it.

As I was there, I dialed Jasper up. I was happy that he answered right away ''Bella!'' he sounded happy.

I didn't want to a bearer of bad news ''Jasper – how are you?'' I was aware of my raspy, post blow job voice. I wondered if he was too.

''Just reading. Nothing really.'' I knew he was gonna subject to hang out, so I cut him off.

''Actually, Jasper... I'm calling because of Alice.''

''What did she do?'' This time he cut me off.

''Nothing. We talked and she wants to get help.'' I said in a positive voice.

He sighed on the other end of the phone ''Bella, she has said she'll get help if I stay for so long now. I cant do it anymore.'''

''It's actually not about that.'' I said ''She wants to get help, but after she breaks up with you. She said you should do it officially.'' I must have stunned him in silence ''I just talked to her, and this came up as well. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to intrude.'' I pleaded with him ''But I kinda need you to come here, so you guys can do it properly, and she can go and get the help she needs.'' I finished.

Jasper agreed, and I was ready to squeal with joy.

I didn't, I just went back to Alices room, where it was empty. I guess Carlisle went to his study and seeing as there was a towel, Alice must've been with him.

I was sitting there on my phone when Edward came in view.

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